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Title: Day 4
Post by: Hooks on July 19, 2015, 05:12:00 PM
After powering through three days of a foggy mess I have emerged into the fourth day. Coaching in Huntington Beach with the Torrey Pines football team was a blessing in disguise because it helped me take my mind off the hellish headache and non-stop cravings. Today has been full of built up anger, and I am not sure why. I seem to be isolating myself and being very short with my parents. ItÂ’s like this nicotine demon is pissed because he is slowly being chocked out of my head and body. I am stronger than this evil monster, and I do not need him to survive. I need to reach out to people and tell them what I am going through, because I want it to stop. I want the headaches to stop pulsing in my temples and back of head and my forehead. I want a clear mind, and I canÂ’t see it right now. I am so close to going out to my car and putting in two grizzly wintergreen pouches that I left in the side door of my car.


Sam
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: Nomore1959 on July 19, 2015, 05:31:00 PM
Sam, you are through the very worst of it. Pouches in your car door or elsewhere are an invitation to cave -- to fail.

Step 1. Get those (and any others you have stashed) and flush them down the toilet.

Step 2. Go to your quit group (October 15) post roll, say hello.

Step 3. Exchange digits (via PM) with your fellow quitters. They are where you are. Together you will get past this. Together everyone on this site handles this addiction one day at a time, every damn day.

You made an excellent decision - your life is more than nicotine. Proud to quit with you!
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: Kwarner2015 on July 19, 2015, 05:48:00 PM
Pm me for my number I myself am on day 2 and am here for you brother we can do this together!
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: pab1964 on July 19, 2015, 08:26:00 PM
Quote from: Kwarner2015
Pm me for my number I myself am on day 2 and am here for you brother we can do this together!
Hooks my friend, you can do this it's the fog and your addict brain! You will be tempted several times so you better learn to sac up and be a man! Anger just part of it , you will be pissed because you can't have your fix,get over it! Get you some fake dip you gonna need it. Come on let's get this done, you're not alone! I quit with you!
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: KingNothing on July 19, 2015, 09:43:00 PM
Don't give in now Sam. Be a man, step up and take it to nicotine today. You've got this and we're here to support you, but you have to want this, a lot. Post roll with us, change your life....before it's too late.
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: invader on July 20, 2015, 04:07:00 AM
Hi. Don't do something permanently stupid because you temporarily are experiencing withdrawal. I understand you have a headache and feel miserable. People with the flu feel the same way. Take a Tylenol if it's a problem and tough it out. Temporary discomfort is not a reason to cave. Nothing you're experiencing right now will kill you, but tobacco sure as hell will. I haven't met a person yet that couldn't handle nicotine withdrawal. I've met many who CHOSE not to handle it, but none that COULDN'T handle it. My point is simple - find your sack and don't turn back.

On a good note, everything you're feeling right now will pass, but it's going to require willpower, accountability, and a strong desire to want to quit. Do what the others said and flush the content of your cans down the toilet. Don't put it in the trash, don't put it out of reach, or in the car. Deposit that shit directly into your town's sewer system where it belongs. Allow yourself to feel terrified or regretful as you do it - it doesn't matter. Your money was wasted the moment you bought it, so there is no harm in flushing it even if the can is full. All that matters is that it's gone and stays gone. Stick with your quit and you'll be feeling better and better by the day.

Quit with you today!
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: quark on July 20, 2015, 11:03:00 PM
Dude, seriously, you have pouches in your car door? Don't be a dumb ass, get rid of them. You are getting off one of the most addictive substances. If it were easy you would have stopped a long time ago. Drink lots of water, take ibuprofen for your headaches, get some exercise every day, let the people in your life know why you are irritable.
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: KingNothing on July 20, 2015, 11:33:00 PM
Hey Sam, I saw you were lurking in the pre-HOF October group this afternoon. Tomorrow you should join us and ascribe your name and days quit to roll. Promise us that you won't use nicotine tomorrow under any circumstances, and we'll return the favor. Jump in brother, all in. This site works, and if I can do it, you sure as hell can.

Let's do it bud. Quit with you today.

King
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: Hooks on July 22, 2015, 01:18:00 PM
Thanks guys, today is my 7th day without nicotine the headaches get better everyday! I am a little confused how to post in the group, I will try to figure it out. Just want yall to know that I threw the pouches out of my car, and I stayed strong through the worst part. I am taking one day at a time.

Sam
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: TLOC81 on July 22, 2015, 01:27:00 PM
Quote from: Hooks
Thanks guys, today is my 7th day without nicotine the headaches get better everyday! I am a little confused how to post in the group, I will try to figure it out. Just want yall to know that I threw the pouches out of my car, and I stayed strong through the worst part. I am taking one day at a time.

Sam
Good job Hooks. Next steps are are to make a promise in your new quit group, which is October, and focus on quitting for just this one day. The more you reach out the harder it will be to cave. I quit with you today.
Title: Re: Day 4
Post by: Joliver on July 24, 2015, 11:24:00 AM
Quote from: Hooks
Thanks guys, today is my 7th day without nicotine the headaches get better everyday! I am a little confused how to post in the group, I will try to figure it out. Just want yall to know that I threw the pouches out of my car, and I stayed strong through the worst part. I am taking one day at a time.

Sam
ODAAT is a great start bud, but we are missing you in roll. You're almost to double digits man, don't let the hard work go to waste. Post up in October '15!!!