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Title: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 30, 2013, 04:26:00 PM
Reversing twenty years is more painful than expected. Using the patch and making it. Was doing some research and stumbled on this amazing site. I'm sure this will help. I have not told many of my friends and family. No Copenhagen for two full days now.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Wt57 on April 30, 2013, 04:31:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Reversing twenty years is more painful than expected. Using the patch and making it. Was doing some research and stumbled on this amazing site. I'm sure this will help. I have not told many of my friends and family. No Copenhagen for two full days now.
Sorry to be the one to break the news. The patch does nothing but change the mode of keeping your addiction fed. Now rip the damn patch off grab yourself by the balls and quit nicotine with all of us!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on April 30, 2013, 04:33:00 PM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Erussell
Reversing twenty years is more painful than expected. Using the patch and making it. Was doing some research and stumbled on this amazing site. I'm sure this will help. I have not told many of my friends and family. No Copenhagen for two full days now.
Sorry to be the one to break the news. The patch does nothing but change the mode of keeping your addiction fed. Now rip the damn patch off grab yourself by the balls and quit nicotine with all of us!
Eru, WT is right, we got all of the help for you that you will require, but not until you man up and get rid of the false quit you have going on.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 30, 2013, 04:36:00 PM
OK. Your right! I'll man up and do it. Tks for busting my balls and holding me accountable. Patch gone!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Skoal Monster on April 30, 2013, 04:47:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
OK. Your right! I'll man up and do it. Tks for busting my balls and holding me accountable. Patch gone!
good call, the patch is just using nicotine to quit using nicotine, works as well as switching from skoal to hawkins.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 30, 2013, 04:56:00 PM
Yea think I may have been allergic anyway lol, and the burning on my leg was a constant reminder of what I am trying like hell to forget. Anyway I am done. There is no doubt in my mind that I am done. I just refuse to do it anymore! Doesn't change that this sucks though!! And that is actually helping I think! As I am pissed that I allowed myself to be this dependent on something that has no beneficial attribute to my life. I will get through it.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on April 30, 2013, 05:04:00 PM
Me... 14 days quit. Cold turkey. No fake stuff. 25 years of addiction... time to be free. Just do it man! PM me if you need anything. You have a bunch of badass quitters on your side, take advantage of everyone and everything! Proud to quit with you today bro!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 30, 2013, 05:17:00 PM
Tks applejack. Proud to quit with u too man! Proud to quit with all of you!!! Guess since I just took off the pitch today is really my first day lol! And yes I do feel like a bad ass even though it is tough.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: n2chukar on April 30, 2013, 05:29:00 PM
Hey, only guys with big balls quit -- the rest might as well have vaginas. All of us that have quit have gone through hell some worse than others although I'm quite certain my quit was the worst experience anyone has ever gone through! :D Stay quit -- be a bad-ass, don't be a pussy!

Use this site -- I was on live chat 3 to 4 times a day early on and it saved me from caving and/or punching someone. Don't be afraid to PM any of us for our digits. it will get easier -- even as I type those words, I remember calling others liars when they said that to me. But, it will get better, just don't cave!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: wastepanel on April 30, 2013, 06:33:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Tks applejack. Proud to quit with u too man! Proud to quit with all of you!!! Guess since I just took off the pitch today is really my first day lol! And yes I do feel like a bad ass even though it is tough.
Nobody called John Glenn a pussy when he was pissing himself still in the earth's atmosphere.

They knew it takes blood, sweat, and tears to be a badass.

You launched this thing off. We'll help keep you in orbit. Be proud, and know that today you made history. That, sir, is badass.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on May 01, 2013, 11:41:00 AM
I saw that you posted roll today. Way to man up bro! I quit with you today too!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on May 01, 2013, 11:49:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
I saw that you posted roll today. Way to man up bro! I quit with you today too!
Nice job, both of you. I quit with you too
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mcbeevee on May 01, 2013, 11:54:00 AM
Erussell, good to drop the patch! Now own up to the Quit and tell everyone around you that you are committed to make it happen. It does not help to keep it to yourself! Own this!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 01, 2013, 01:47:00 PM
I did post roll today however I goofed it up a bit I think. I'll get it right in the morning. Today has been hell with concentrating. Absolute hell. I can't add 2plus2 in my head. I do appreciate you guys supporting me. I commit to no dip today and am excited to b dip free.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on May 01, 2013, 03:22:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I did post roll today however I goofed it up a bit I think. I'll get it right in the morning. Today has been hell with concentrating. Absolute hell. I can't add 2plus2 in my head. I do appreciate you guys supporting me. I commit to no dip today and am excited to b dip free.
Erussell, you my brother are in the "SUCK" and yes it does suck but you are not alone we have all been there. Bean told me in the beginning of my quit to embrace the suck. Here is what he wrote to me....it got me through it.

"Remember to turn the tables on the Nic Bitch. Conciously decide that you will enjoy the withdrawal symptoms...they are the feeling of healing. When you get a particularly strong crave, or you're about the rip the head off someone for saying something horrible to you like, "Good morning, Trauma." Just smile and casually ask the Nic Bitch, "Is that the best you got?"

There are no short-cuts and nobody can do this for you. It is just you, earning your freedom one day at a time. But we have your back every step of the way. The mindfucks will be plentiful...dip dreams, triggers you never new of, constipation, sleeplessness, lack of concentration, etc. Make sure to notice it, actually experience it...and remember it. 6 days (7 now) is a strong start. You may be through the worst of it, maybe not...it doesn't matter. Just take what the Nic Bitch throws your way in stride, post roll, stay strong.

I quit with you today
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 01, 2013, 03:56:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I did post roll today however I goofed it up a bit I think. I'll get it right in the morning. Today has been hell with concentrating. Absolute hell. I can't add 2plus2 in my head. I do appreciate you guys supporting me. I commit to no dip today and am excited to b dip free.
Great job erussell. You know why I say it's a great job?? Because now you begin the journey of taking your life back. The minute you posted you made a promise to not use for the day. Yourself, me and 1000's of others hold you to that promise. Now you begin to take back what is yours. Your health, mental stability and freedom. Screw tobacco, screw the nic bitch,, screw nicotine,, screw it all. You own this quit and I'm glad to be quit with you!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 02, 2013, 01:04:00 PM
Thanks for the help Cbird i got posted on roll perfect today. At home today. Relaxing a bit. Still confused in the "suck" as the vets call it. Making it though. Happy to be quit. Thanks to everyone who has reached out to me as a brother and given me support like Applejack. It helps to know I am accountable to you guys! You are all a bunch of bad ass mfrs.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 02, 2013, 01:07:00 PM
I have used that approach today Trauma. It has helped Tks for taking the time to pass it along to me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on May 02, 2013, 01:22:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Thanks for the help Cbird i got posted on roll perfect today. At home today. Relaxing a bit. Still confused in the "suck" as the vets call it. Making it though. Happy to be quit. Thanks to everyone who has reached out to me as a brother and given me support like Applejack. It helps to know I am accountable to you guys! You are all a bunch of bad ass mfrs.

What'd you call me!?! ;)

I feel you man. I took a week off work to concentrate on my quit. Alone time was/is my worst trigger. I flung myself into it head first and rode it out. Read, video games, played my guitar (I'm a studio musician), cooked, made phone calls. Hell, I went to stores and just freakin' browsed (if you do that, don't spend TOO much time in lingerie). Whatever it takes to keep the nic outcher body. With ya bro... I quit with you today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 04, 2013, 07:02:00 AM
Hey guys having trouble getting into the live chatt. Is there an app I need? I am using an I pad.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: mich 34 on May 04, 2013, 08:43:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Hey guys having trouble getting into the live chatt. Is there an app I need? I am using an I pad.
yes, you need an app and the room number, I'm not sure what either one is though. I'm a pc guy.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 04, 2013, 09:46:00 AM
Quote from: mich
Quote from: Erussell
Hey guys having trouble getting into the live chatt. Is there an app I need? I am using an I pad.
yes, you need an app and the room number, I'm not sure what either one is though. I'm a pc guy.
If it's the same as Android it's 123flashchat code is 198
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 05, 2013, 06:34:00 PM
I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 05, 2013, 09:16:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.
During the weekend chat can be a little slow. I recommend exchanging numbers with some in you're group. Also reading everything on the sight helps when no one is around. One other thing is reading hof speaches. They are very inspiring when the going gets tough.

One thing that really helps when your around others that dip is seeing it for what it is. I feel sorry for them now. You may not feel this way now but freedom feels so good. When Im around others that dip I see a slave to nicotine. I see a person that spends hard earned money on something that is killing them. I wouldn't wish nicotine addiction on my worse enemy. In your case i see you're dad, who you may be able to help. You may end up being an inspiration to him. I quit with you today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 05, 2013, 09:59:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he  dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.
During the weekend chat can be a little slow. I recommend exchanging numbers with some in you're group. Also reading everything on the sight helps when no one is around. One other thing is reading hof speaches. They are very inspiring when the going gets tough.

One thing that really helps when your around others that dip is seeing it for what it is. I feel sorry for them now. You may not feel this way now but freedom feels so good. When Im around others that dip I see a slave to nicotine. I see a person that spends hard earned money on something that is killing them. I wouldn't wish nicotine addiction on my worse enemy. In your case i see you're dad, who you may be able to help. You may end up being an inspiration to him. I quit with you today.
Thanks Srans. I agree with all said.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on May 06, 2013, 10:37:00 AM
How are you hanging in there this morning a few days after being so close to the NIC bitch? I was at a gathering on Saturday w dippers I did ok Sat but Sunday and today I have a face full of seeds. I think it will be awhile til I hang around it. Something I learned from RadMan my quit comes first before everything else. thats just the way its got to be. PM if you to craving.
T
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on May 06, 2013, 11:15:00 AM
Quote from: traumagnet
How are you hanging in there this morning a few days after being so close to the NIC bitch? I was at a gathering on Saturday w dippers I did ok Sat but Sunday and today I have a face full of seeds. I think it will be awhile til I hang around it. Something I learned from RadMan my quit comes first before everything else. thats just the way its got to be. PM if you to craving.
T
I am over 60 days in my friend, I am still not hanging out with my dad who chews, and my best friend who chews. My quit is first, I quit with you today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Wade on May 06, 2013, 11:32:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he  dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.
I have a good friend who still dips. I purposely still avoid him, just because I don't want to be around it. I want to be as far from it as possible. Sometimes I know it's unavoidable, but like these guys already said, my quit comes first. I will NOT cave for any reason. Whatever I have to do to make that happen, I will do.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 06, 2013, 02:43:00 PM
Well I can say today is better, first thing this am was even better. I was feeling like I had a reason to feel pity until flyby PM me and stated he bar tends and has to be in and around it every day, yet is still quit. Hat is off to that guy.

As for my quit I believe you guys are right. I can't put anything else in front until I am past this. The dip is not as much a problem as I think it is my father in law. Hell I have found three cans here and there since my quit with no big problems i just threw them out and smiled. My brother in law lives with us as the farm hand and he dips, not been a problem for me. I love my father in law and he even introduced my wife and I. He is actually one of my more favorite people. The problem with my FIL is that I had paused for a year once before many years back and he kept offering me a dip each time we hung out right after my wife and I met. I took a few occasional dips until a month later I was back to a can a day with an addiction worse than ever. What a life fuck up for me guys! He didn't offer me any or display it this weekend, my wife let him know I was not taking this lightly, but his presence made for a tough and scary weekend. But I will say I feel ten foot tall today as I stayed the course! Thanks guys. I appreciate your comments!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: flyby on May 06, 2013, 02:51:00 PM
Quote from: Wade
Quote from: Erussell
I got it but it seems that no one is hardly ever there. I may not have it figured out.

Wow tough weekend. Hung out with my Father in law and he  dips the same brand i did. The in laws stayed the night last night. I made it thru. But tough time. Lol. I craved like hell. I love my father in law though so I was so glad to see him but wow I am still in pain lmao. I am still quit with no caves thank you guys for holding me accountable.
I have a good friend who still dips. I purposely still avoid him, just because I don't want to be around it. I want to be as far from it as possible. Sometimes I know it's unavoidable, but like these guys already said, my quit comes first. I will NOT cave for any reason. Whatever I have to do to make that happen, I will do.
Well now I don't feel like such an ass for not wanting to hangout with some of my chewer friends. Shit makes it way to hard on my quit!! Erussel that sounds like a looong weekend  I'm proud of you for making it thru! Keep it up
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on May 13, 2013, 11:37:00 AM
How did the weekend go did you hang with your fatherinlaw again...how is your quit going?
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 13, 2013, 11:09:00 PM
Thanks for reaching out. Yes he did come over. He dipped all weekend lol. Better though, as I can see were you begin to feel sorry for people who are still trapped instead of wanting to join them. my problem now is not so much crave as it is the f-ing mother f-ing stupid @$$ pissing me the fuck off fog, whatever. Two weeks why am I still cloudy as hell at moments lol.

I'll get through it it's just tough. During the week when I stress my brain it fogs up. Getting better as the days pass though just getting a little impatient, wondering why my brain can't rewire and repaire twenty years in less than two weeks. Lmao. Thanks for checking on me brother. I'm good. I quit with u.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on May 13, 2013, 11:33:00 PM
Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 13, 2013, 11:46:00 PM
Quote from: jake
Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!
Insane yes. Funny as shit I found over 5 cans thought my quit with decent dip. No problems really i put them in the trash with no temptations. I found a patch and cursed the world while I walked it to the trash.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Nic10 on May 13, 2013, 11:50:00 PM
Quote from: jake
Isn't it funny? Seeing people chew at this point is different. And the chew itself smells different. I found half a can under my couch last night. I opened the can and smelled it. Didn't smell at all like I remembered. It smelled sour! The crazy part is seeing a person chewing and knowing that they are prisoners to there addiction. And being glad we are becoming free of our addiction, by facing it! We are strong!
Speaking of the way dip smells, I have a funny story. I was at the zoo yesterday with my wife and son and we walked by the section with the elephants which put off a strong shit odor, and instead of being grossed out I was reminded Copenhagen. This odor gave me a slight craving to dip. How fucked up is that?

Also on the same note some of the most interesting "dippers" I've seen recently were:
1. A guy at the gym lifting weights
2. A guy in the pet store at the mall who allowed is 4 year daughter to carry his spit bottle so she could wave it in front of the puppies.

It really is sad isn't it?

Nice quittin' with you guys!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 14, 2013, 09:16:00 AM
Nic that is some dicked up shit no doubt. My 7 year old doughter lifts the trash lid and the toilet seat and pretends to spit in them. Funny before damn near ripps my heart out now.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 17, 2013, 12:06:00 PM
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jayd41 on May 17, 2013, 12:12:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on May 17, 2013, 12:15:00 PM
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU
Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 17, 2013, 12:28:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Russell. I was also real upset with the recent developments. It hurts because you feel like we are in this fight not alone,, but with others. We feel like together we make this fight much easier. It hurts to see someone who you thought had your back, who you helped and helped you, fall back to enslavement by a enemy that gives no mercy.

It hurts, but also, realize that she does not play,, as we see in Jake's case. It took me a while to calm down, but I will not let this affect my Quit. I'm enjoying my freedom to much. I could give you all the reasons i'm enjoying it so much,, But freedom is enough. A SLAVE NO MORE,, NOT ME, NOT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT TAKES THEIR WORD SERIOUSLY ON THIS SITE.

You keep doing what your doing,, don't let a caver drag you down. Your also right,, it strengthens my quit also,, don't want to be in his shoes for nothing in the world. I keep my word with you today erussell... Glad to be quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: cbird65 on May 17, 2013, 12:34:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Russell. I was also real upset with the recent developments. It hurts because you feel like we are in this fight not alone,, but with others. We feel like together we make this fight much easier. It hurts to see someone who you thought had your back, who you helped and helped you, fall back to enslavement by a enemy that gives no mercy.

It hurts, but also, realize that she does not play,, as we see in Jake's case. It took me a while to calm down, but I will not let this affect my Quit. I'm enjoying my freedom to much. I could give you all the reasons i'm enjoying it so much,, But freedom is enough. A SLAVE NO MORE,, NOT ME, NOT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT TAKES THEIR WORD SERIOUSLY ON THIS SITE.

You keep doing what your doing,, don't let a caver drag you down. Your also right,, it strengthens my quit also,, don't want to be in his shoes for nothing in the world. I keep my word with you today erussell... Glad to be quit with you.
copying and taking this to August for everyone there to follow and add on
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: HDsnake on May 17, 2013, 07:31:00 PM
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU
Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!
It really sucks to see someone fail and i'm not going to say I have never failed at this. But I have never QUIT for me, it's always been someone else wanting or asking me. I started this QUIT on my own and then 4 days in I found this group. I'm very happy to have done so as I now don't have to finish my QUIT alone but make no mistake about it I AM QUIT with all of you. Now it's up to y'all to be QUIT with me.

I hope he starts his QUIT again if not soon then maybe before it's to late. I have read these stories of Cancer and pain and even though I'm a grown ass man I cry. Why you ask ?


There but for the grace of God, go I.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 17, 2013, 09:19:00 PM
Quote from: HDsnake
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Boom!!! Now you got me all fired up Erussel! Can't save them all....i don't know if i'm one of those leaders or not but i quit on with you today! BTFU
Now that is the spirit boys! Erussel, I know how it feels. I had a guy do the same thing to me. It really pissed me off man, but I tell you what it made my quit stronger.

I am not going to let the loss of one effect me. I own my quit, you own your quit! What Jake had was a planned cave. FUCK that use the tools, you have to want it.

I can tell you want it, and I want it too. I quit like fuck with you today. GAME ON!
It really sucks to see someone fail and i'm not going to say I have never failed at this. But I have never QUIT for me, it's always been someone else wanting or asking me. I started this QUIT on my own and then 4 days in I found this group. I'm very happy to have done so as I now don't have to finish my QUIT alone but make no mistake about it I AM QUIT with all of you. Now it's up to y'all to be QUIT with me.

I hope he starts his QUIT again if not soon then maybe before it's to late. I have read these stories of Cancer and pain and even though I'm a grown ass man I cry. Why you ask ?


There but for the grace of God, go I.
HDsnake. I quit with u. You better mean it.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Nic10 on May 18, 2013, 12:05:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
I am writing this in my own thread as I am too damn heart broken to write it in yours Jake. What the fuck man. You and I along with a select few in August put ourselves out there as leaders. We all make mistakes true, but we are the GD leaders of August man. I hope you quit and stay quit I really do, but man you have taken something you gave us that wasn't yours to take back. C once you step out and project yourself as a leader you have taken responsibility of the program. You have shit on our program Jake, not because you caved as much as you gave hope that you pissed on. You don't owe me shit man, but you owe a lot of newbies that came behind you that looked up to you.

I posted in roll yesterday that I quit with you specifically. You didn't even have the respect to call me and give me a chance to talk you off the ledge, so fuck you. Did you sign that little piece of paper in your pocket before you put the shit into your body, or did you even have it with you?

The only thing I can give you is at least you had the balls to come tell us. You owe those guys fighting for their lives right now a detailed explanation as to how it happened to you so that they may avoid alike fate. You owe them more than your sad ass can pay, more than "I can't post roll"!

I do not quit with you today. And as for me you selfish act strengthened my quit!



The rest of August,

There will be other men down, it will happen, it is inevitable. However the percentage of men down is up to us. We chose everyday if we post roll. From there we chose if we honor our word or not, yep we chose. Keeping ones word isn't always easy, but damn it, our word is what is left of us once we leave this world. August let's do this, let's stay strong, let's take this dishonest act of weakness and turn it into lesson for us all. We can quit this shit. Correction we have quit this shit, we will always be addicts but we will never again be slaves unless we chose to do so. Jake chose to be a slave, do you chose to be weak with Jake or go through unadulterated hell with the rest of August and own your freedome!

Erussell
Damn, I hate to hear this. I really thought he was in it for the long haul. Nonetheless I'm still glad to be quit with you eruss and the rest of august!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 23, 2013, 09:04:00 PM
Ok so I had my first fucking dip dream. (several of you said this would happen) What kinda fucked up joke is mind playing in me. I am with my dad, (whom I never dipped around), I am smoking, ( I never smoked) then I decided I had some old dried out cope fine and I put it in. I remember every detail. So fucking real. The flavor being off due to the older date, the roughness on my lip from the course dry grains. Then all of a sudden I remembered I was quiting, I was upset. Then when I remembered my promise to KTC and all of you all i freaked, spit it out, washed my mouth out, and began pacing. My mind racing, I kept asking myself why? why? why? How could I screw up, how did I forget I was quit. What the fuck was I going to tell you guys? I woke up just before I had a stoke, and was still in a panic. Took a minute to calm down but as I did I was so thankful for the dream. I was terrified only because I want to be quit desperately and how much I intend to keep my word to you all! It was a great reminder of how I would feel if I did cave and put one in, ashamed, disappointed and heart broken. It felt worse than the craves by far. Glad to still be quit with you bad ass quitters.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 24, 2013, 09:27:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Ok so I had my first fucking dip dream. (several of you said this would happen) What kinda fucked up joke is mind playing in me. I am with my dad, (whom I never dipped around), I am smoking, ( I never smoked) then I decided I had some old dried out cope fine and I put it in. I remember every detail. So fucking real. The flavor being off due to the older date, the roughness on my lip from the course dry grains. Then all of a sudden I remembered I was quiting, I was upset. Then when I remembered my promise to KTC and all of you all i freaked, spit it out, washed my mouth out, and began pacing. My mind racing, I kept asking myself why? why? why? How could I screw up, how did I forget I was quit. What the fuck was I going to tell you guys? I woke up just before I had a stoke, and was still in a panic. Took a minute to calm down but as I did I was so thankful for the dream. I was terrified only because I want to be quit desperately and how much I intend to keep my word to you all! It was a great reminder of how I would feel if I did cave and put one in, ashamed, disappointed and heart broken. It felt worse than the craves by far. Glad to still be quit with you bad ass quitters.
Yea,,, dip dreams can be quite realistic. Like i've said before, I still think I caved the night I had my first dip dream. I couldn't find no proof when I awoke so I kept posting. If you didn't find a can around with your fingerprints I recommend you move on like nothing happened. Glad to be quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on May 24, 2013, 09:33:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Ok so I had my first fucking dip dream. (several of you said this would happen) What kinda fucked up joke is mind playing in me. I am with my dad, (whom I never dipped around), I am smoking, ( I never smoked)  then I decided I had some old dried out cope fine and I put it in. I remember every detail. So fucking real. The flavor being off due to the older date, the roughness on my lip from the course dry grains.  Then all of a sudden I remembered I was quiting, I was upset. Then when I remembered my promise to KTC and all of you all i freaked, spit it out, washed my mouth out, and began pacing. My mind racing, I kept asking myself why? why? why? How could I screw up, how did I forget I was quit. What the fuck was I going to tell you guys? I woke up just before I had a stoke, and was still in a panic. Took a minute to calm down but as I did I was so thankful for the dream. I was terrified only because I want to be quit desperately and how much I intend to keep my word to you all!  It was a great reminder of how I would feel if I did cave and put one in, ashamed, disappointed and heart broken. It felt worse than the craves by far. Glad to still be quit with you bad ass quitters.
Yea,,, dip dreams can be quite realistic. Like i've said before, I still think I caved the night I had my first dip dream. I couldn't find no proof when I awoke so I kept posting. If you didn't find a can around with your fingerprints I recommend you move on like nothing happened. Glad to be quit with you.
oh I hear ya you had yours around the same time I had mine. They are fucked up...all I could think of when I had mine was how disappointed everyone at KTC is going to be with me....and how above all I let myself down after I gave my word....I guess that is why this site works...
quit with you today...
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on May 24, 2013, 11:32:00 AM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Ok so I had my first fucking dip dream. (several of you said this would happen) What kinda fucked up joke is mind playing in me. I am with my dad, (whom I never dipped around), I am smoking, ( I never smoked)  then I decided I had some old dried out cope fine and I put it in. I remember every detail. So fucking real. The flavor being off due to the older date, the roughness on my lip from the course dry grains.  Then all of a sudden I remembered I was quiting, I was upset. Then when I remembered my promise to KTC and all of you all i freaked, spit it out, washed my mouth out, and began pacing. My mind racing, I kept asking myself why? why? why? How could I screw up, how did I forget I was quit. What the fuck was I going to tell you guys? I woke up just before I had a stoke, and was still in a panic. Took a minute to calm down but as I did I was so thankful for the dream. I was terrified only because I want to be quit desperately and how much I intend to keep my word to you all!  It was a great reminder of how I would feel if I did cave and put one in, ashamed, disappointed and heart broken. It felt worse than the craves by far. Glad to still be quit with you bad ass quitters.
Yea,,, dip dreams can be quite realistic. Like i've said before, I still think I caved the night I had my first dip dream. I couldn't find no proof when I awoke so I kept posting. If you didn't find a can around with your fingerprints I recommend you move on like nothing happened. Glad to be quit with you.
oh I hear ya you had yours around the same time I had mine. They are fucked up...all I could think of when I had mine was how disappointed everyone at KTC is going to be with me....and how above all I let myself down after I gave my word....I guess that is why this site works...
quit with you today...

Oh man! That first one suuuuucked! If you're gonna be sweaty in bed... That is NOT the most fun option! Quit on bro...
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: nebraskadad58 on May 24, 2013, 11:51:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Ok so I had my first fucking dip dream. (several of you said this would happen) What kinda fucked up joke is mind playing in me. I am with my dad, (whom I never dipped around), I am smoking, ( I never smoked) then I decided I had some old dried out cope fine and I put it in. I remember every detail. So fucking real. The flavor being off due to the older date, the roughness on my lip from the course dry grains. Then all of a sudden I remembered I was quiting, I was upset. Then when I remembered my promise to KTC and all of you all i freaked, spit it out, washed my mouth out, and began pacing. My mind racing, I kept asking myself why? why? why? How could I screw up, how did I forget I was quit. What the fuck was I going to tell you guys? I woke up just before I had a stoke, and was still in a panic. Took a minute to calm down but as I did I was so thankful for the dream. I was terrified only because I want to be quit desperately and how much I intend to keep my word to you all! It was a great reminder of how I would feel if I did cave and put one in, ashamed, disappointed and heart broken. It felt worse than the craves by far. Glad to still be quit with you bad ass quitters.
Ed,

I've not had a dip dream yet, But over the years i've had quite a few drinking and drugging dreams so friggin' real you wake up in a sweaty panic. I've been clean and sober for a long time, and my most recent dream was a "weed dream" shortly after Colorado legalized pot. So real i smelled the buzz.

the mind plays tricks and luckily as reminders of what we can have back if we want it.
I never want the hell back that the booze and drugs gave me, and the same holds for the crap in a can.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 04, 2013, 11:43:00 AM
Yesterday while sitting in my office, nothing out of the ordinary, my arms and legs began to feel odd then I got this uneasy feeling in my gut, then I got the chills and my body felt similarly the same as when I am taking on the flu, then all out fucking panic. I knew it was just in my head, or did I? At moment I thought I'm having a stroke, or no a heart attack, wait a minute this is just stress, omg what do I do??? It was like I was trapped inside myself. Scariest shit I've ever had happen. Funny how yesterday afternoon and this am I have had so many brothers reach out to me. Made me ten times more comfortable.

I asked Srans if he had a camera on me, he said you know how I know your.... Me: "how" Srans: "I could see it in the shortness of your post with less of the wisdom you previously posted with"

Cbird called me out for not sharing more, then called me and helped a ton.

Applejack just listened to me panic on the phone and offered a simple calming example of his life.

Frazz posted a frown face with me this am. Lmao not sure I may have pissed that total bad ass quitter off in some way. Or mayb it was a subliminal message ha ha. Either way it woke me up.

Several others have reached out.
At the end of that horrible event I'm still quit. I feel like lieutenant Dan "you'll never sink this ship". I road that storm out and kicked the shit out of nicotine. Due to me posting my word yes, but Largely due to my brothers here. See if we just post roll and are not invested its unlikely help will be there before its too late. Invest yourself and if i dont have your number i will be pmiing you shortly for it. Being invested......if not saved, it damn sure helped my quit, i have no room for error so ill go with saved! I quit with all you guys.

Thank you to all that reached out to me on purpose or by accident yesterday.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on June 04, 2013, 11:58:00 AM
With some of the recent caving that's been going on I decided to go back and read this thread! Probably the most powerful reading I had ever done. I didn't read it until after I had caved and come back and manned up. Erussell and Srans are two of the people I looked up to before and after I came back. The support here is far better then anything the NIC whore offers! When ever I have a moment where I think about giving up the fight, I read this! I'm glad you all held me accountable! Im glad Erussell made this post. It saved my life! Thank you!

Hope Matt F comes back and gets this same support! Tough love is good!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 04, 2013, 12:05:00 PM
Quote from: jake
With some of the recent caving that's been going on I decided to go back and read this thread! Probably the most powerful reading I had ever done. I didn't read it until after I had caved and come back and manned up. Erussell and Srans are two of the people I looked up to before and after I came back. The support here is far better then anything the NIC whore offers! When ever I have a moment where I think about giving up the fight, I read this! I'm glad you all held me accountable! Im glad Erussell made this post. It saved my life! Thank you!

Hope Matt F comes back and gets this same support! Tough love is good!
Jake you turned yourself back into an August badass, a Total damn badass quitter. All Erussell has to say bout dat.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: flyby on June 04, 2013, 12:13:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Yesterday while sitting in my office, nothing out of the ordinary, my arms and legs began to feel odd then I got this uneasy feeling in my gut, then I got the chills and my body felt similarly the same as when I am taking on the flu, then all out fucking panic. I knew it was just in my head, or did I? At moment I thought I'm having a stroke, or no a heart attack, wait a minute this is just stress, omg what do I do??? It was like I was trapped inside myself. Scariest shit I've ever had happen. Funny how yesterday afternoon and this am I have had so many brothers reach out to me. Made me ten times more comfortable.

I asked Srans if he had a camera on me, he said you know how I know your.... Me: "how" Srans: "I could see it in the shortness of your post with less of the wisdom you previously posted with"

Cbird called me out for not sharing more, then called me and helped a ton.

Applejack just listened to me panic on the phone and offered a simple calming example of his life.

Frazz posted a frown face with me this am. Lmao not sure I may have pissed that total bad ass quitter off in some way. Or mayb it was a subliminal message ha ha. Either way it woke me up.

Several others have reached out.
At the end of that horrible event I'm still quit. I feel like lieutenant Dan "you'll never sink this ship". I road that storm out and kicked the shit out of nicotine. Due to me posting my word yes, but Largely due to my brothers here. See if we just post roll and are not invested its unlikely help will be there before its too late. Invest yourself and if i dont have your number i will be pmiing you shortly for it. Being invested......if not saved, it damn sure helped my quit, i have no room for error so ill go with saved! I quit with all you guys.

Thank you to all that reached out to me on purpose or by accident yesterday.
You're a total bad ass Mo Fo Ed! I have no doubts about the strength of you  your quit. Keep it going  I quit with you today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on June 04, 2013, 12:51:00 PM
Jake, Ill be honest with you, I was really pissed when you had your problem. I have been watching you, your turning into a good quitter. Keep that shit up, and now enjoy my dancing lady, in your thread again.

I quit with you, today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 04, 2013, 01:09:00 PM
Quote from: flyby
Quote from: Erussell
Yesterday while sitting in my office, nothing out of the ordinary, my arms and legs began to feel odd then I got this uneasy feeling in my gut, then I got the chills and my body felt similarly the same as when I am taking on the flu, then all out fucking panic. I knew it was just in my head, or did I? At moment I thought I'm having a stroke, or no a heart attack, wait a minute this is just stress, omg what do I do??? It was like I was trapped inside myself. Scariest shit I've ever had happen. Funny how yesterday afternoon and this am I have had so many brothers reach out to me. Made me ten times more comfortable.

I asked Srans if he had a camera on me, he said you know how I know your.... Me: "how" Srans: "I could see it in the shortness of your post with less of the wisdom you previously posted with"

Cbird called me out for not sharing more, then called me and helped a ton.

Applejack just listened to me panic on the phone and offered a simple calming example of his life.

Frazz posted a frown face with me this am. Lmao not sure I may have pissed that total bad ass quitter off in some way. Or mayb it was a subliminal message ha ha. Either way it woke me up.

Several others have reached out.
At the end of that horrible event I'm still quit. I feel like lieutenant Dan "you'll never sink this ship". I road that storm out and kicked the shit out of nicotine. Due to me posting my word yes, but Largely due to my brothers here. See if we just post roll and are not invested its unlikely help will be there before its too late. Invest yourself and if i dont have your number i will be pmiing you shortly for it. Being invested......if not saved, it damn sure helped my quit, i have no room for error so ill go with saved! I quit with all you guys.

Thank you to all that reached out to me on purpose or by accident yesterday.
You're a total bad ass Mo Fo Ed! I have no doubts about the strength of you  your quit. Keep it going  I quit with you today!
Thanks for the kind words Flyby.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on June 04, 2013, 01:11:00 PM
read your pm I have an explanation of your terror yesterday
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on June 04, 2013, 01:20:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: flyby
Quote from: Erussell
Yesterday while sitting in my office, nothing out of the ordinary, my arms and legs began to feel odd then I got this uneasy feeling in my gut, then I got the chills and my body felt similarly the same as when I am taking on the flu, then all out fucking panic. I knew it was just in my head, or did I? At moment I thought I'm having a stroke, or no a heart attack, wait a minute this is just stress, omg what do I do??? It was like I was trapped inside myself. Scariest shit I've ever had happen. Funny how yesterday afternoon and this am I have had so many brothers reach out to me. Made me ten times more comfortable.

I asked Srans if he had a camera on me, he said you know how I know your.... Me: "how" Srans: "I could see it in the shortness of your post with less of the wisdom you previously posted with"

Cbird called me out for not sharing more, then called me and helped a ton.

Applejack just listened to me panic on the phone and offered a simple calming example of his life.

Frazz posted a frown face with me this am. Lmao not sure I may have pissed that total bad ass quitter off in some way. Or mayb it was a subliminal message ha ha. Either way it woke me up.

Several others have reached out.
At the end of that horrible event I'm still quit. I feel like lieutenant Dan "you'll never sink this ship". I road that storm out and kicked the shit out of nicotine. Due to me posting my word yes, but Largely due to my brothers here. See if we just post roll and are not invested its unlikely help will be there before its too late. Invest yourself and if i dont have your number i will be pmiing you shortly for it. Being invested......if not saved, it damn sure helped my quit, i have no room for error so ill go with saved! I quit with all you guys.

Thank you to all that reached out to me on purpose or by accident yesterday.
You're a total bad ass Mo Fo Ed! I have no doubts about the strength of you  your quit. Keep it going  I quit with you today!
Thanks for the kind words Flyby.
'boob' and 'Cheers' quit wood.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 04, 2013, 01:21:00 PM
Quote from: KKLJINC
Jake, Ill be honest with you, I was really pissed when you had your problem. I have been watching you, your turning into a good quitter. Keep that shit up, and now enjoy my dancing lady, in your thread again.

I quit with you, today.
You played a valuable roll to ktc you know. You coming back showed that people should not be so quick to give up on an individual. You helped me to see that maybe there is still hope sometimes. Bottom line, a lot of us are not on this sight for money, recognition, glory or bored. I'm here to help people and at the same time it helps me stay quit. I like being part of something bigger than me. Thanks for coming back,, you may be savings someones life. Glad to be quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 04, 2013, 01:32:00 PM
You played a valuable roll to ktc you know. You coming back showed that people should not be so quick to give up on an individual. You helped me to see that maybe there is still hope sometimes. Bottom line, a lot of us are not on this sight for money, recognition, glory or bored. I'm here to help people and at the same time it helps me stay quit. I like being part of something bigger than me. Thanks for coming back,, you may be savings someones life. Glad to be quit with you.


Wisdome words!!!! Srans your a BA. I agree thank you Jake!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 06, 2013, 07:36:00 AM
Jake  erussell - just wanted to take a minute this morning to thank both of you. Erussell is probably the most positive new quitter I've seen on here and is a true leader in every respect. Jake pissed me off, and I think I may have even called his cave pathetic... But the resolve and dedication along with honesty and accountability has regained my complete respect.

There are probably 8 people of this site that have been key to my 165 days of success this far. The others know who they are. Welcome to the list.

The message here is... Your quit is more than your quit. Keep it up men!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on June 18, 2013, 04:18:00 PM
Mr Eruss,
Half way to the HOF proud of ya man keep up the good work odaat, payin it forward and backwards...quit with you any damn day Bro
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jayhawk on June 18, 2013, 05:01:00 PM
Congrats on 50 days! Half Way. You are paving the way for guys like me. Keep going brother - I quit with you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 19, 2013, 05:01:00 PM
A little late, but good job on the 50+1 mark. Proud of you bro....
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 19, 2013, 06:15:00 PM
Srans, Jayhawk, truamagnet and all you guys that sent me PMs posted with me and sent me text thanks guys, I can tell you that it is the brotherhood and accountability to that hood that has made this possible. I am so proud of myself, I can't even tell you guys! The ones before, thank you for the paved road and the ones after, follow us we will show you the way to freedom. KTC Thank you, each of you. quit on!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on June 19, 2013, 08:16:00 PM
You are an inspiration to all of us August badasses. I cant tell you how many times I come on these boards and read one of your posts and it just fires me up to stay quit. You are a bad mofo erussel. I quit with you anyday bro.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on June 19, 2013, 08:52:00 PM
Quote from: KC_Guy
You are an inspiration to all of us August badasses. I cant tell you how many times I come on these boards and read one of your posts and it just fires me up to stay quit. You are a bad mofo erussel. I quit with you anyday bro.
X100. Agree wholeheartedly
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jungleland on June 19, 2013, 08:59:00 PM
Ditto. I appreciate you reaching out to me and others. Leading by example. Great job. You've been helpful with my quit, what more could a fellow bad ass ask for.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 19, 2013, 09:08:00 PM
Wow guys what kind statements. I am a quitter just like each of you, no more - no less. I can be a little passionate at times lol. I have traded one addiction for another, I am now addicted to quitting, seriously! You guys are such bad ass quit brothers you make it easy to want to involved. I Thank all you guys! I am overwhelmed by each of your comments especially your support. I quit with you bad asses!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 19, 2013, 10:12:00 PM
Ok you guys have been so supportive of me today I hate to damper. But I read a post on Srans thread (whom is a bad ass I would follow to the end) that broke my heart about the guy dipping with his little boy.

It almost brings me to tears and makes me sick at my stomach that the very kid living in my house (my 18 yr old brother-in-law) who i have to move cans and spitbottles around becuase of, dips largely due to me. That's heavy on my heart, all I can do now is show him a more manly way to live his life and hope he catches on. He is such a fantastic young man too! So sins yes I have committed plenty and you can see one of the reasons I am so passionate about my quit!

Admitting my responsibility for this has been hard for me and impossible until tonight. More than just ourselves depend on what we are doing here in this brotherhood folks. I quit with you bad asses.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 19, 2013, 10:41:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Ok you guys have been so supportive of me today I hate to damper. But I read a post on Srans thread (whom is a bad ass I would follow to the end) that broke my heart about the guy dipping with his little boy.

It almost brings me to tears and makes me sick at my stomach that the very kid living in my house (my 18 yr old brother-in-law) who i have to move cans and spitbottles around becuase of, dips largely due to me. That's heavy on my heart, all I can do now is show him a more manly way to live his life and hope he catches on. He is such a fantastic young man too! So sins yes I have committed plenty and you can see one of the reasons I am so passionate about my quit!

Admitting my responsibility for this has been hard for me and impossible until tonight. More than just ourselves depend on what we are doing here in this brotherhood folks. I quit with you bad asses.
Many, many people look up to you. You have made a big difference to many of the members on this site. Your brother in law can surely see the passion, dedication, leadership, and pride you have shown throughout the past 51 days. And it only gets better from here. I can't imagine a better role model. You can't quit for him, he can't quit for you. It is his decision, but just as you show us the light, you can show him the light.

Keep up the fine work.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 19, 2013, 10:43:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Ok you guys have been so supportive of me today I hate to damper. But I read a post on Srans thread (whom is a bad ass I would follow to the end) that broke my heart about the guy dipping with his little boy.

It almost brings me to tears and makes me sick at my stomach that the very kid living in my house (my 18 yr old brother-in-law) who i have to move cans and spitbottles around becuase of, dips largely due to me. That's heavy on my heart, all I can do now is show him a more manly way to live his life and hope he catches on. He is such a fantastic young man too! So sins yes I have committed plenty and you can see one of the reasons I am so passionate about my quit!

Admitting my responsibility for this has been hard for me and impossible until tonight. More than just ourselves depend on what we are doing here in this brotherhood folks. I quit with you bad asses.
Many, many people look up to you. You have made a big difference to many of the members on this site. Your brother in law can surely see the passion, dedication, leadership, and pride you have shown throughout the past 51 days. And it only gets better from here. I can't imagine a better role model. You can't quit for him, he can't quit for you. It is his decision, but just as you show us the light, you can show him the light.

Keep up the fine work.
Oh, one more thing... Tonight I read your first post and almost started laughing. Dude, you would go apeshit crazy if someone posted they were on the patch right now!!! Look at how far you've come!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 19, 2013, 11:00:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Ok you guys have been so supportive of me today I hate to damper. But I read a post on Srans thread (whom is a bad ass I would follow to the end) that broke my heart about the guy dipping with his little boy.

It almost brings me to tears and makes me sick at my stomach that the very kid living in my house (my 18 yr old brother-in-law) who i have to move cans and spitbottles around becuase of, dips largely due to me. That's heavy on my heart, all I can do now is show him a more manly way to live his life and hope he catches on. He is such a fantastic young man too! So sins yes I have committed plenty and you can see one of the reasons I am so passionate about my quit!

Admitting my responsibility for this has been hard for me and impossible until tonight. More than just ourselves depend on what we are doing here in this brotherhood folks. I quit with you bad asses.
Many, many people look up to you. You have made a big difference to many of the members on this site. Your brother in law can surely see the passion, dedication, leadership, and pride you have shown throughout the past 51 days. And it only gets better from here. I can't imagine a better role model. You can't quit for him, he can't quit for you. It is his decision, but just as you show us the light, you can show him the light.

Keep up the fine work.
Oh, one more thing... Tonight I read your first post and almost started laughing. Dude, you would go apeshit crazy if someone posted they were on the patch right now!!! Look at how far you've come!!!
I just went back and read that, your right and I did laugh. I would likely hurt myself trying to generate and type out a response to that post, in fact I would probably have to pass and post after a few of you more seasoned guys and the vets chimed in 'crackup' Lmfao ha ha ha ha oh..... how this site has changed me!
And thank you for the words of encouragement I have taken them to heart bro! I quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: iizphilister on June 22, 2013, 06:08:00 PM
Hey brother!

Thank you so much for te inspiration for this Ode. Brotherhood is indeed one of the most important aspects of a successful quit. Damn proud to be quit with you. Stay strong, stay quit. Keep it real!!

Ode to Brotherhood

I never joined a frat, but this I know,
Their bond is strong, as brotherhoods go!
When seen together either day or night,
These brothers stick together, prepared for a fight.
There is no relation, their not bound by blood,
But wherever they are, they'll show their brothers some love.
And here on KTC, we have a brotherhood too!
We stand with each other; our quit to get through.
In fact I say there's no stronger bond to see.
Than that of our brothers keeping each other nic free.
We do it by txt, posting roll, and through chat.
Our battle is for life, and we're never turning back!
But unlike the frat, there are sisters among us.
We love 'em like family, even if they do fuss!
We battle the nic, like a well practiced team.
And look closely at that word, there's no "I" to be seen.
Truth be told, we know we can't win them all,
But that's not gonna stop us from answering the call.
So ERUSSELL you're right, this topic was ideal!
Shout out to you my brother, thanks for keeping it real!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 22, 2013, 06:22:00 PM
Quote from: iizphilister
Hey brother!

Thank you so much for te inspiration for this Ode. Brotherhood is indeed one of the most important aspects of a successful quit. Damn proud to be quit with you. Stay strong, stay quit. Keep it real!!

Ode to Brotherhood

I never joined a frat, but this I know,
Their bond is strong, as brotherhoods go!
When seen together either day or night,
These brothers stick together, prepared for a fight.
There is no relation, their not bound by blood,
But wherever they are, they'll show their brothers some love.
And here on KTC, we have a brotherhood too!
We stand with each other; our quit to get through.
In fact I say there's no stronger bond to see.
Than that of our brothers keeping each other nic free.
We do it by txt, posting roll, and through chat.
Our battle is for life, and we're never turning back!
But unlike the frat, there are sisters among us.
We love 'em like family, even if they do fuss!
We battle the nic, like a well practiced team.
And look closely at that word, there's no "I" to be seen.
Truth be told, we know we can't win them all,
But that's not gonna stop us from answering the call.
So ERUSSELL you're right, this topic was ideal!
Shout out to you my brother, thanks for keeping it real!
That was great. I liked it a lot. Good job iizphilister.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 22, 2013, 07:35:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: iizphilister
Hey brother!

Thank you so much for te inspiration for this Ode.  Brotherhood is indeed one of the most important aspects of a successful quit.  Damn proud to be quit with you.  Stay strong, stay quit.  Keep it real!!

Ode to Brotherhood

I never joined a frat, but this I know,
Their bond is strong, as brotherhoods go!
When seen together either day or night,
These brothers stick together, prepared for a fight.
There is no relation, their not bound by blood,
But wherever they are, they'll show their brothers some love.
And here on KTC, we have a brotherhood too!
We stand with each other; our quit to get through.
In fact I say there's no stronger bond to see.
Than that of our brothers keeping each other nic free.
We do it by txt, posting roll, and through chat.
Our battle is for life, and we're never turning back!
But unlike the frat, there are sisters among us.
We love 'em like family, even if they do fuss!
We battle the nic, like a well practiced team.
And look closely at that word, there's no "I" to be seen.
Truth be told, we know we can't win them all,
But that's not gonna stop us from answering the call.
So ERUSSELL you're right, this topic was ideal!
Shout out to you my brother, thanks for keeping it real!
That was great. I liked it a lot. Good job iizphilister.
Thank you for taking the time to write that. It is bad ass brother. Totally bad ass. Very inspiring.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2013, 12:04:00 AM
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on June 27, 2013, 01:38:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2013, 08:46:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Now that was a bowl of applejacks for breakfast right there!!! AJ your right and I'm going to follow that advice Bro. Now I will have no fear and no dread, that truly will b freedom, thanks AJ!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 27, 2013, 09:10:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Now that was a bowl of applejacks for breakfast right there!!! AJ your right and I'm going to follow that advice Bro. Now I will have no fear and no dread, that truly will b freedom, thanks AJ!
I read it earlier. Good stuff aj.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 27, 2013, 11:49:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Now that was a bowl of applejacks for breakfast right there!!! AJ your right and I'm going to follow that advice Bro. Now I will have no fear and no dread, that truly will b freedom, thanks AJ!
I read it earlier. Good stuff aj.
A kick in da ballz? Erussell - 59 days ago you had a patch on. And you got on this site and told everyone about it! I gotta tell you, I'm still cracking up about that one. You have made such tremendous progress in the past 8.5 weeks... Keep kicking the nic bitch in the face! And I will keep laughing about the patch rash!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2013, 11:58:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Now that was a bowl of applejacks for breakfast right there!!! AJ your right and I'm going to follow that advice Bro. Now I will have no fear and no dread, that truly will b freedom, thanks AJ!
I read it earlier. Good stuff aj.
A kick in da ballz? Erussell - 59 days ago you had a patch on. And you got on this site and told everyone about it! I gotta tell you, I'm still cracking up about that one. You have made such tremendous progress in the past 8.5 weeks... Keep kicking the nic bitch in the face! And I will keep laughing about the patch rash!!!
Yea I laugh about that too, awhile back you reminded me how I would react if I read that in an intro today, LMFAO I would go viral ha ha ha. I feel that i have came a long way and I apreciate you noticing WTW, yet the credit is largely due to this site, the support is.... Well what can I say! I apreciate you guys!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jayd41 on June 27, 2013, 12:19:00 PM
You're my fuckin quit godfather man...keep on keepin on.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: omahaflyer on June 28, 2013, 10:34:00 AM
Bless you and the work you do on this site. You have come a long way and helped many people along your path, the true meaning of a Good Samaritan.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on June 28, 2013, 12:27:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
I want to remember today. Today was a kick in the balls at work, seriously it was a challenging day. Yet the Nic bitch never had a real opportunity. Sure I crave, I crave everyday, but I make a decision everyday (500 times some days) that she can kiss my ass, her days in my life are gone , that's my choice. My resolve is so steady due to each of you.

The beauty I wanted to record today is that with the day being so relentless, one would assume I would have craved more today, yet I craved less. As the day got busier I kept forgetting about the poison. Knowing that everyday is not and will not be like this, it was nice and worth recording and a cool reminder that "better days are on the way". In chat today some bad asses told me to prepare for the 70's. Although I may dread, I do not fear for I have each of you!
Don't dread it man... welcome it! I've realized something recently. Some people may go "duh"... it took me awhile I guess :)

I've been living my quit wondering when the hole in my life (aka... no more dip) will start to heal over. Screw that.

I've been looking at it wrong. I have no hole in my life. I'm not "missing" anything, neither are you. We have been released from bondage bro. We broke that chain. We should no more miss the dip than a cancer survivor misses the tumor taken out of them. Screw that.

We are free.

I've been hearing about the dreaded 70's funk. I'm at 72 right now. Frankly... I don't care. Bring it. I'm not being cocky or complacent... I'm being confident. All my tools are in place - I talk to my brothers AND badass sisters everyday in chat or by text - I post roll 100% - I live on this site. I AM QUIT. Some days suck and I have to slog through but, so what? You have to do that with other shit too and it doesn't own you... neither do the craves I squash on a regular basis. My choice... QUIT. Dlee said something either in his intro or in someone else's... I can't remember right now, but it was, "Quitting is fun you pussies"! I freakin' loved that so much I laughed out loud! That was profound for me. Life is choices... I choose to stop worrying so much about a crave, or a dip dream, or a trigger. I have a new freedom to enjoy. Dip don't own me.

Screw that.

Quit on Er!
Now that was a bowl of applejacks for breakfast right there!!! AJ your right and I'm going to follow that advice Bro. Now I will have no fear and no dread, that truly will b freedom, thanks AJ!
I read it earlier. Good stuff aj.
A kick in da ballz? Erussell - 59 days ago you had a patch on. And you got on this site and told everyone about it! I gotta tell you, I'm still cracking up about that one. You have made such tremendous progress in the past 8.5 weeks... Keep kicking the nic bitch in the face! And I will keep laughing about the patch rash!!!
Yea I laugh about that too, awhile back you reminded me how I would react if I read that in an intro today, LMFAO I would go viral ha ha ha. I feel that i have came a long way and I apreciate you noticing WTW, yet the credit is largely due to this site, the support is.... Well what can I say! I apreciate you guys!
:)
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Dougie on June 28, 2013, 12:58:00 PM
Erussell-

thanks for the bad ass quit thread; I enjoyed reading about your journey through your quit. I am proud to be quitting with you and everyone else on KTC.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 28, 2013, 04:16:00 PM
Definitely a good intro to read. I forgot you were a Baby patch kid. Thanks for the memories. Just to funny.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 28, 2013, 05:03:00 PM
Yea... yea.... I know..... I know.... I sounded like a pussy, hell I was a pussy.... I was a slave of a man. Not anymore!!!! I am "one of the brothers", yea....

Actually I just read it again and came to the realization that, nic had me acting like a pussy, kTC has me acting like a free man. Thank you KTC, Fuck You nice bitch.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on June 28, 2013, 07:25:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Yea... yea.... I know..... I know.... I sounded like a pussy, hell I was a pussy.... I was a slave of a man. Not anymore!!!! I am "one of the brothers", yea....

Actually I just read it again and came to the realization that, nic had me acting like a pussy, kTC has me acting like a free man. Thank you KTC, Fuck You nice bitch.
You are one of the brothers, but I am also glad to say you are also a leader in my group! And thank you for that! We all come here in a fucked up position, but not all take a role as a leader. You did. And I for one am grateful because you have been paramount to my quit. Both when I caved and came back and still today! In the words of Erussell.... You are a BADASS!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mthomas3824 on June 28, 2013, 07:26:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Yea... yea.... I know..... I know.... I sounded like a pussy, hell I was a pussy.... I was a slave of a man. Not anymore!!!! I am "one of the brothers", yea....

Actually I just read it again and came to the realization that, nic had me acting like a pussy, kTC has me acting like a free man. Thank you KTC, Fuck You nice bitch.
One thing I love about this place is that you can vent, you can offend, you can hurt and we all get it. Likewise, you have to take the dishes served at you in understanding that we are brothers in this fight.

Some call it drama, I think its actual therapy and healing. If you see drama, you are seeing the beginning of a breakthrough. Watch what the vets do. They know when to call out bullshit or come and help defend your quit.

Trust that this is the place not only to quit nicotine but to heel and gain insight and strength. :)
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 28, 2013, 08:17:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Yea... yea.... I know..... I know.... I sounded like a pussy, hell I was a pussy.... I was a slave of a man. Not anymore!!!! I am "one of the brothers", yea....

Actually I just read it again and came to the realization that, nic had me acting like a pussy, kTC has me acting like a free man. Thank you KTC, Fuck You nice bitch.
No way do i think that bro. I've saw to many find out we're a no nicotine sight and bail so fast it would make your head spin. I will tell you something along the lines of this. You have my upmost respect.

Same thing i told nba. When you came here you didn't know who, what, when, and how. You listened, soaked it in and now your a quitting machine in which I'm proud to walk with everyday. You went from someone who could help no one to helping and leading individuals including myself. Thanks.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 28, 2013, 08:35:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Yea... yea.... I know..... I know.... I sounded like a pussy, hell I was a pussy.... I was a slave of a man. Not anymore!!!! I am "one of the brothers", yea....

Actually I just read it again and came to the realization that, nic had me acting like a pussy, kTC has me acting like a free man. Thank you KTC, Fuck You nice bitch.
No way do i think that bro. I've saw to many find out we're a no nicotine sight and bail so fast it would make your head spin. I will tell you something along the lines of this. You have my upmost respect.

Same thing i told nba. When you came here you didn't know who, what, when, and how. You listened, soaked it in and now your a quitting machine in which I'm proud to walk with everyday. You went from someone who could help no one to helping and leading individuals including myself. Thanks.
I second every word. Every damn one.

It is kinda fun to jab at you for the patch, but what you have done on this site to show your dedication and leadership since that day...is really a testament to the kind of man you are. My hat is off to you. You guys are a big part of my success.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on June 28, 2013, 09:28:00 PM
I look forward to your roll call post everyday. You drop quit knowledge like its hot daily. Proud to be part of August with a badass like you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 28, 2013, 10:56:00 PM
Your words are kind. I'm still soaking and learning from this site and wil be for 20 more years. What I can tell you is I do intend to help as many find their way to this watering hole as I can. This freedom is amazing and all it takes is a huge swig of the cool-aid a few times a day. What a fucking bad ass place!!! Thank you guys for letting me be a part of your amaizing site! I quit with you bad asses as hard as I can every minute of every day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: danbighands on July 03, 2013, 02:18:00 PM
good reads. thanks for sharing.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on July 05, 2013, 11:41:00 PM
So how did your fishing trip go with the dipper today? I know you killed it. Did you lead the "horse" to water?
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 06, 2013, 01:20:00 AM
He spent a lot of time chumming the water lol but another dipper did catch fish, but the dip got in his wa at times. Like how to put it in with nasty hands? I have come to realize fear no event and as Apple explained I dread not either. It's all about having your tools in place. Replacement (seeds for me), support (I've got a ton), invest yourself in this site (I've guzzled the cool aid), and most important post roll (I refuse to miss). Set yourself up where caving isn't a possible option and close the doors, sure I crave but I couldn't imagin telling you guys I can't post, OMG it turns my stomach to think about it. It would also take a life time to ask my contacts for permission there are so many I've made here, and you f-ers would say no anyways lol! And to sign that note in my wallet would be so degrading. And losing my newly found is heartbreaking to ponder! I'm no master quitter but thats what so amazing about Ktc, if you follow the program... Well.. You can say the things I just said above weather your a 66 day guy like me or one of the quit Gods of this site.

Lmao I may be a pussy addict, and will always be, but with KTC I will always be a bad ass quitter, one day at a time thanks to my brothers and sisters here. Yesterday on the boat was just one of those one day at a times! KC-guy thanks for checking on me I got a little wordy in my response as I am passionate!

Ps
Those two horses are like leading fish to air lmao. So not sucessful yet ha ha. By the way I did lead a huge cobia (trophy food fish) to air, woo hoo!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on July 06, 2013, 02:15:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
He spent a lot of time chumming the water lol but another dipper did catch fish, but the dip got in his wa at times. Like how to put it in with nasty hands? I have come to realize fear no event and as Apple explained I dread not either. It's all about having your tools in place. Replacement (seeds for me), support (I've got a ton), invest yourself in this site (I've guzzled the cool aid), and most important post roll (I refuse to miss). Set yourself up where caving isn't a possible option and close the doors, sure I crave but I couldn't imagin telling you guys I can't post, OMG it turns my stomach to think about it. It would also take a life time to ask my contacts for permission there are so many I've made here, and you f-ers would say no anyways lol! And to sign that note in my wallet would be so degrading. And losing my newly found is heartbreaking to ponder! I'm no master quitter but thats what so amazing about Ktc, if you follow the program... Well.. You can say the things I just said above weather your a 66 day guy like me or one of the quit Gods of this site.

Lmao I may be a pussy addict, and will always be, but with KTC I will always be a bad ass quitter, one day at a time thanks to my brothers and sisters here. Yesterday on the boat was just one of those one day at a times! KC-guy thanks for checking on me I got a little wordy in my response as I am passionate!

Ps
Those two horses are like leading fish to air lmao. So not sucessful yet ha ha. By the way I did lead a huge cobia (trophy food fish) to air, woo hoo!

Confidence in your quit. You have nothing to fear. You know what to do... You've earned every damn second of the last 66 days. Throwing that much work away would be asinine! Well done brotherman.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 06, 2013, 09:04:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
He spent a lot of time chumming the water lol but another dipper did catch fish, but the dip got in his wa at times. Like how to put it in with nasty hands? I have come to realize fear no event and as Apple explained I dread not either. It's all about having your tools in place. Replacement (seeds for me), support (I've got a ton), invest yourself in this site (I've guzzled the cool aid), and most important post roll (I refuse to miss). Set yourself up where caving isn't a possible option and close the doors, sure I crave but I couldn't imagin telling you guys I can't post, OMG it turns my stomach to think about it. It would also take a life time to ask my contacts for permission there are so many I've made here, and you f-ers would say no anyways lol! And to sign that note in my wallet would be so degrading. And losing my newly found is heartbreaking to ponder! I'm no master quitter but thats what so amazing about Ktc, if you follow the program... Well.. You can say the things I just said above weather your a 66 day guy like me or one of the quit Gods of this site.

Lmao I may be a pussy addict, and will always be, but with KTC I will always be a bad ass quitter, one day at a time thanks to my brothers and sisters here. Yesterday on the boat was just one of those one day at a times! KC-guy thanks for checking on me I got a little wordy in my response as I am passionate!

Ps
Those two horses are like leading fish to air lmao. So not sucessful yet ha ha. By the way I did lead a huge cobia (trophy food fish) to air, woo hoo!
Confidence in your quit. You have nothing to fear. You know what to do... You've earned every damn second of the last 66 days. Throwing that much work away would be asinine! Well done brotherman.
Everyone,, this is what a quitter sounds like. This is someone that came here, had a mission. Listened, payed attention and is making this quit stick. Has a sign up right in front of his house I bet. ((((((NO CAVING ALOUD))). Glad to be quit with you brother.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Greg5280 on July 06, 2013, 09:26:00 AM
Quote
and most important post roll (I refuse to miss).
This one small act will make all the difference! The quit is strong in you!


STAY QUIT
Greg
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on July 06, 2013, 11:40:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
He spent a lot of time chumming the water lol but another dipper did catch fish, but the dip got in his wa at times. Like how to put it in with nasty hands? I have come to realize fear no event and as Apple explained I dread not either. It's all about having your tools in place. Replacement (seeds for me), support (I've got a ton), invest yourself in this site (I've guzzled the cool aid), and most important post roll (I refuse to miss). Set yourself up where caving isn't a possible option and close the doors, sure I crave but I couldn't imagin telling you guys I can't post, OMG it turns my stomach to think about it. It would also take a life time to ask my contacts for permission there are so many I've made here, and you f-ers would say no anyways lol! And to sign that note in my wallet would be so degrading. And losing my newly found is heartbreaking to ponder! I'm no master quitter but thats what so amazing about Ktc, if you follow the program... Well.. You can say the things I just said above weather your a 66 day guy like me or one of the quit Gods of this site.

Lmao I may be a pussy addict, and will always be, but with KTC I will always be a bad ass quitter, one day at a time thanks to my brothers and sisters here. Yesterday on the boat was just one of those one day at a times! KC-guy thanks for checking on me I got a little wordy in my response as I am passionate!

Ps
Those two horses are like leading fish to air lmao. So not sucessful yet ha ha. By the way I did lead a huge cobia (trophy food fish) to air, woo hoo!
Confidence in your quit. You have nothing to fear. You know what to do... You've earned every damn second of the last 66 days. Throwing that much work away would be asinine! Well done brotherman.
Everyone,, this is what a quitter sounds like. This is someone that came here, had a mission. Listened, payed attention and is making this quit stick. Has a sign up right in front of his house I bet. ((((((NO CAVING ALOUD))). Glad to be quit with you brother.
One of the best attitudes I know of when it comes to quitting! You would absolutely get a NO from me and everyone else if you called for permission! That is why you will continue to win! You have made sure you have all the accountability and tools you will ever need. Great attitude and resolve. You are just that determined to be quit! Awesome!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 08, 2013, 02:46:00 PM
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: FIGHTIN-IGNORANCE on July 08, 2013, 03:12:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
Your humility is admirable and your commitment is inspiring! I am glad to be quitting with you and many of the Quitting Gods you mention. It is great to read and sense the camaraderie. I plan to soak it up as I "guzzle the koolaid."

Yout statement:

"I may be a pussy addict, and will always be, but with KTC I will always be a bad ass quitter, one day at a time thanks to my brothers and sisters here."


Love it!!!

Such wisdom in this statement. Shows humility with strength and not arrogance or ignorance which cause many to fall. They got me in the past.

Glad to quit with you and actually, I feel priviledged. 'worship'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on July 08, 2013, 03:14:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
I would have to check everyday if I didnt have Apple on duty. I tried checking the sheet once because I thought he finally got it wrong but NO i was wrong. Dont beat your ass up too bad over it point is you are at a 100% for posting roll EDD. You should be more affraid of the banjo music you are hearing in the background....lol
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on July 08, 2013, 03:35:00 PM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Erussell
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
I would have to check everyday if I didnt have Apple on duty. I tried checking the sheet once because I thought he finally got it wrong but NO i was wrong. Dont beat your ass up too bad over it point is you are at a 100% for posting roll EDD. You should be more affraid of the banjo music you are hearing in the background....lol

See Apple each day and your numbers won't stray.

Watch... I'll dink my day count in the next few days now 'crackup'
Banjo? You got some scary Deliverance shit goin' on???
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on July 08, 2013, 03:37:00 PM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Erussell
I wanted to post this on my thread to remind me down the road, not negative but positive reinforcement of why I am here! This is one of the most critical and important life changing events of my life and I got a little sloppy. I should be way too proud to let a single day drop off my number, each and every day of my quit is a cherished accomplishment earned by posting roll and bearing the craves all day while keeping my word! I knnow too some folks this will seem over zelouse, but I refuse to cave, i am so proud to be quit, thus I am giving every effort to be as diligent as I can following this program.

My roll post today;

Erussell day 70. I am a 100% poster but as the guy who is always preaching.... Roll.. Roll... Roll, I feel it necessary and fitting that I post in the leper if I don't take roll serious enough to keep up with my days. Ive been posting a day behind for awhile and yesterday posted two days behind. My dumbass would still be doing it if two of our bad ass team mates hadn't noticed it yesterday, I thank both of you for correcting me. Damn.....No excuse, I'm sorry for not being more diligent and will be in the future! I quit with all of you.

Special thanks to my teammates that corrected me on my number and those that posted with me in the leper, (it was a head hanging moment for me) and that my friend is why this ODAAT roll post concept works, pride and accountability to the brotherhood! I quit with you!
I would have to check everyday if I didnt have Apple on duty. I tried checking the sheet once because I thought he finally got it wrong but NO i was wrong. Dont beat your ass up too bad over it point is you are at a 100% for posting roll EDD. You should be more affraid of the banjo music you are hearing in the background....lol
See Apple each day and your numbers won't stray.

Watch... I'll dink my day count in the next few days now 'crackup'
Banjo? You got some scary Deliverance shit goin' on???
ya Eruss has a cute mouth 'crackup'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: FIGHTIN-IGNORANCE on July 08, 2013, 03:58:00 PM
Mmmhmm, lookin mighty fine in dem jeans boy! 'sos'

'crackup'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 08, 2013, 04:55:00 PM
Ok ok gheys, lmfao.

An apple a day thats funny, I'm suprised you said that, your normally a little defensive over the whole apple thing. I do love me some applejacks for breakfast.

Trauma I'm a little surprised apple has to help you with your days, in fact I think that's a ploy to make me feel better, yet you do post a little late which I find odd from a man of your quit,,,, but I bet it takes you awhile to get your truck started in the mornings.. And you post roll after that..Yea... That's it I'm sure...

Banjo music... not yet but Maybe not far around the corner lol. I Am a little addicted to this site!

And yes I do look good in jeans.

Have your fun boys, have your fun but bet you this Erussell will be quit all day, and will post up fresh in the am! So have your fun. 'crackup'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on July 08, 2013, 05:01:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Ok ok gheys, lmfao.

An apple a day thats funny, I'm suprised you said that, your normally a little defensive over the whole apple thing. I do love me some applejacks for breakfast.

Trauma I'm a little surprised apple has to help you with your days, in fact I think that's a ploy to make me feel better, yet you do post a little late which I find odd from a man of your quit,,,, but I bet it takes you awhile to get your truck started in the mornings.. And you post roll after that..Yea... That's it I'm sure...

Banjo music... not yet but Maybe not far around the corner lol. I Am a little addicted to this site!

And yes I do look good in jeans.

Have your fun boys, have your fun but bet you this Erussell will be quit all day, and will post up fresh in the am! So have your fun. 'crackup'
It all makes sense now.... I bet all the people who post after 8am drive dodges!
How do you guys ever make it to work on time? I bet you car pool, whoever got there Dodge to start the fastest give the other Dodge owners a ride.....
'crackup'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: FIGHTIN-IGNORANCE on July 08, 2013, 05:08:00 PM
now jake that is just to much, ahhhhaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 08, 2013, 05:15:00 PM
Lmao.... 'crackup'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 14, 2013, 08:35:00 PM
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on July 14, 2013, 08:47:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on July 14, 2013, 08:48:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early. Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy, but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell 'cry' 'cry' 'cry'
FUCK! You better let me know if you need ANYTHING! I'll send out a prayer bro ( I know that doesn't sound as nice after I curse).... this IS that kind of site also. We are here for our friends.... wish I was closer....
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: boomdrum on July 14, 2013, 08:51:00 PM
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on July 14, 2013, 08:58:00 PM
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 14, 2013, 09:02:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Nickald on July 14, 2013, 09:21:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!
That sucks. I am sorry about your situation. I hope it all gets better. Remember that nicotene will not help. Stay strong. I hope all works out.
NICK
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Diesel2112 on July 14, 2013, 10:55:00 PM
Not sure an "I'm sorry" is gonna comfort you much or make you feel better, but I'm gonna say it anyway. I'm truly sorry bro. That's tough stuff and I'm sure a kick to the gut.

As far as you caving...I'm not even worried about you doing that.

You know.

You know despite how bad you're hurting right now, putting that posionous drug in your lip won't do a God Damn thing. It won't bring them back, it won't magically cure your pain and it won't cure one single sad or negative feeling you have right now.

You know a knee jerk reaction to a shit situation is simply wrong and would do nothing but add more gas onto the fire.

You know.

Stay strong bro. We are here if you need us. Hit me up anytime.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: G on July 14, 2013, 11:04:00 PM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Not sure an "I'm sorry" is gonna comfort you much or make you feel better, but I'm gonna say it anyway. I'm truly sorry bro. That's tough stuff and I'm sure a kick to the gut.

As far as you caving...I'm not even worried about you doing that.

You know.

You know despite how bad you're hurting right now, putting that posionous drug in your lip won't do a God Damn thing. It won't bring them back, it won't magically cure your pain and it won't cure one single sad or negative feeling you have right now.

You know a knee jerk reaction to a shit situation is simply wrong and would do nothing but add more gas onto the fire.

You know.

Stay strong bro. We are here if you need us. Hit me up anytime.
I wish I knew something to say to make it all better. I'll be praying for you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 14, 2013, 11:09:00 PM
You guys have already said it. Wow men! the support is amazing. As odd as this may sound as much as I am dying inside, instead of craving, being quit is a comfort. It's the only one thing I have full control over right now. Thank you brothers.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on July 14, 2013, 11:13:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
You guys have already said it. Wow men! the support is amazing. As odd as this may sound as much as I am dying inside, instead of craving, being quit is a comfort. It's the only one thing I have full control over right now. Thank you brothers.
And that is why you are a leader in my group and here at KTC. I said it to you earlier and I'll say it again....

It is by fire we are tested and by fire our strength is shown
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 15, 2013, 08:31:00 AM
Wow, last night and this morning I found out, this is not just a bunch of quitters, this is a family. I am actually very emotional at the moment from all the support. I can't believe the amount of support. I have already received ten fold the amount of support I have given, in less than 24 hours. You are a bunch of great people that not only care about your quit, you care about your brothers! Thank you guys and gals, I can't say I would have caved without you all, but I can say I am still quit because I have you as my brothers and sisters. Posted roll and have given my word directly to many of you but will do it again,"I quit all damn day, I promise to each of you not to use nicotine in any form for any reason".
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on July 16, 2013, 07:48:00 PM
Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking about you and praying for you! QLF! Badass!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 16, 2013, 08:35:00 PM
Quote from: jake
Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking about you and praying for you! QLF! Badass!
Keep us updated erussell, not on every little detail, just want to know your doing ok.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 16, 2013, 11:43:00 PM
Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on July 17, 2013, 01:51:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.

Yeah man... just don't have the words to speak to you. They're all too little for the size of your situation. Keep your head up, keep your heart open, keep your hands busy. Here for you bro...
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Gonehuntn79 on July 17, 2013, 04:34:00 AM
I feel for ya and am pulling for you brother. I've been through some heart ripping situations in my 14 yrs of marriage. So I can relate with you. I hurt with ya man. And I quit with you. Holler if ya need me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on July 17, 2013, 07:51:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: Erussell
Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you  I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!!  In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.
Yeah man... just don't have the words to speak to you. They're all too little for the size of your situation. Keep your head up, keep your heart open, keep your hands busy. Here for you bro...
You said it in one of your posts the other day. You can't control ur wife, but you can control your quit. You have been focused on your quit the first couple days after this went down. Don't let up. Keep your foot on the throat of the poison. Keep it going and own this quit today. Your wife may not be talking to you, but we are and we want you to hold the line. Proud to be quit with you today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Dougie on July 17, 2013, 08:48:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Still no answers as to why nor any communication as to what her plans are, other than the obvious. Coming to grips with it and at the point that if she came back I would turn her away. Never thought I would say that but fed up guys. from here it's gonna be what it's gonna be, I've accepted that. Right wrong or indifferent I decided to quit her like I did nicotine. My daughter is and will remain my top priority but the wife.....well.. She chose where she is on my list not me! I am not perfect but let me assure you I didn't deserve this.

Enough on that rant. I am on my way back from the dead. Proud as hell to be quit through this! But most of all I am proud to be a part of this brotherhood! I really mean-it. You guys are more than my quit group, your my brothers and sisters!

My quit? .... Well..... I post roll..... I keep my damn word..... I go to bead..... I wake up and post roll!!! In between all that I communicate back and forth will all of you. Simple no matter how hard it gets no one other than I can screw up my quit. I can't accidentally do it, no I have to agree to do it. I refuse to miss roll, thus I'm stuck being quit. That shit would only compound my problems right now anyway! Quit with all of you.
I am proud as hell to be quit with you. Keep on kicking ass.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Nolaq on July 17, 2013, 08:55:00 AM
You already know this, but I'm gonna say it anyway - Dip fixes nothing.

This really sucks bro. Praying for you and your daughter.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: omahaflyer on July 17, 2013, 09:08:00 AM
So sorry, I just read about this, you have had all the motivational carry-ons type of messages and mine would be a repeat of the many heartfelt ones you have received. So the best I can do for you, is a prayer for situation. I will ask the good Lord to send you an Angel for comfort.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 17, 2013, 02:16:00 PM
Glad to see you posting my friend. Some people on here ought to look your way ashamed. There's guys caving with a lot Less going on. My hat is off and i thank you for keeping your word. You make my quit stronger. Watching and learning from you is one of my most important tools.

Now, i know how you are, can't take compliment to save your life. I expect only one Reply. Thank you srans. I've come here and quit!!! Any questions.. End!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jlud007 on July 17, 2013, 02:32:00 PM
That's some serious quit going on here man. Proud to be quit with you E.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: mich 34 on July 17, 2013, 03:03:00 PM
Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 17, 2013, 04:48:00 PM
Thank you Srans I've come here and quit!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on July 17, 2013, 08:04:00 PM
Quote from: mich
Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.
Yes and bingo.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 17, 2013, 08:15:00 PM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: mich
Erussell - just saw your intro up top and ran through the last few days. My thoughts are with you. You've got another number, use it if it can be of any help. I think Sco is the one who said: 1problem +1dip = 2 problems. Way to live that example and not bring more problems into your life. You are an example to others here of how we should all quit.
Yes and bingo.
I apreciate the vote of confedince. I am focusing on my quit in detail at the moment and with the disaster in my personal life I would like to apologize to you newbies and others that I would normally post more in your threads and help you. I believe in paying it forward and backward as it strengthens my quit every time I help someone. I am very appreciative of each of you spending time to support my quit. I am riding in the car as we speak with a guy that is spitting Radman lol we are in 3piece suits and I never noticed how ridicules that looked lmao. Anyway I'm not tempted at all I posted roll and am quit. I wouldn't sell you this new freedome for a hundred grand. I am quit today! And I will post roll ion the am first thing!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: sporticus on July 17, 2013, 08:22:00 PM
Quote from: nickald
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: boomdrum
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
Where do I start...... Came home to an empty house, been out of town a few days for work. Wife and daughter gone moved out. Wife didn't have to work, I don't drink much, didn't cuss her, didn't abuse her, treated my daughter like a queen she is 7 and is down syndrome. Not yalls  problem and this is not that type of site, just felt my quit family should know. I am nicotine free and will remain so until the am and thus will post up early.  Heart broken and destroyed crying my damn eyes out I am a big time family guy,  but I already gave you fuckers my promise. I quit with you bad asses.

Erussell  'cry'  'cry'  'cry'
Bro, I feel so bad for you. Please know you do not have permission to use nicotine. My # is in your pm box. Text me, call me whatever you need man. Please know that things will get better. You are a badass quitter and a badass person in general.
Damn Eddie.. So sorry. You got my number. Call or text if you wanna talk. I'm going through a divorce myself.

Stay strong brother and thanks for letting us know.
Eddie,

I am lierally sick. It is clear from all of your postings that you are a good man. And a good husband. And a good father. And a good brother in law. I've never met you, but this comes from the heart, you are clearly an honorable man and are a role model for many of us here.

I speak for many tonight - you are in my thoughts and prayers. As kc guy said, no free pass on using nicotine. That isn't an option. If you want a shoulder to cry on - you let me know. I texted you, you've got my number.

This community is here for you. Tonight we share your heartache.

Michael
--worktowin
Thank you guys..... Whooooooooooo. Wow. Thanks for the huge response brothers. I am in pain and your post and messages and phone calls have touched my sole not to be sappy. Guys I give you my word, this man will not cave today!
That sucks. I am sorry about your situation. I hope it all gets better. Remember that nicotene will not help. Stay strong. I hope all works out.
NICK
Not sure if anything that I can say can change much, but I'm truly sorry to hear about that. I will keep you in my prayers and offer whatever paltry support I can. Please reach out, if you need anything.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jayhawk on July 17, 2013, 10:56:00 PM
Hey man, just saw your post. I thought I had a shitty day today, but damn - I feel tiny for thinking about myself. You and all of your family are in my prayers today for many reasons. Let me tell you, since I have been on this site, I have watched you and your support and your passion for this. You are a leader here. I can't imagine the shit you are dealing with but man - keep being a leader. We need your lead.

I am proud to gain some strength from your example. I'm proud to quit with you.

Jayhawk
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sage on July 18, 2013, 12:05:00 AM
Quote from: Jayhawk
Hey man, just saw your post. I thought I had a shitty day today, but damn - I feel tiny for thinking about myself. You and all of your family are in my prayers today for many reasons. Let me tell you, since I have been on this site, I have watched you and your support and your passion for this. You are a leader here. I can't imagine the shit you are dealing with but man - keep being a leader. We need your lead.

I am proud to gain some strength from your example. I'm proud to quit with you.

Jayhawk
I agree Erussell, this place wouldn't be the same without you. You are living my worst nightmare and I wish I could do something to take away some of the heartache. I have been through some really awful times in my life and the one thing I have seen is that you WILL be happy again. Thank you for sharing the worst so that soon we will get to celebrate some of the best. You are in my prayers.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Dougie on July 18, 2013, 09:15:00 AM
ER- you are a bad ass. I appreciate what you said on the other thread and I agree 100% with what you said. I am truly inspired by your quit and I am proud to be quit with you today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on July 18, 2013, 09:33:00 PM
I was thinking about you today bro. You will get through this. Thank you for staying quit and leading our August Badass group. We need you buddy.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 19, 2013, 11:09:00 PM
Quote from: KC_Guy
I was thinking about you today bro. You will get through this. Thank you for staying quit and leading our August Badass group. We need you buddy.
You guys dont need me nearly as much as I need you. Thank you for that KC Guy. Give me a little more grieving time and I will be back.

Well the wife and I talked today. Looks like we Are going to do this very civil. Where we are both a huge part of the child's life every step of the way so we are going to do 50/5o moving forward. . Still sucks but damn that is better. We made a lot of positive headway today discussing us both being there for our daughter equally and 50/50. Praise da Lord! And I am still quit, Praise da Lord!!!!!!

This has tried my quit to hell and back, but that has strengthend my quit. I shook hands with the devil and said no thanks when he offered me a dip while in hell. Thank da Lord for the promise to you guys. This is why I am so damn crazy about following the rules here! I quit with you guys, but most importantly thank all of you for quitting with me!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on July 20, 2013, 12:46:00 AM
Been following your quit since I started mine, and I have to say I am in awe. I feel for your situation, and am glad you are civil, but I am also getting quit wood to see you staying strong! You can't cave now brother! Bad Assed quitter you are.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 20, 2013, 10:02:00 AM
I am very sad to hear of your circumstances my friend. Still praying for you and wish I could help in someway. I don't even know where to begin with advice. Not even going to pretend.

I will say what I told you on the phone. Every story has a beginning, middle and end. I believe you have a lot to do with the end. I believe you can help write the end. I know the end may not be want you want, but the end can be a good end. It may not be the best ending you've ever seen, but it can be and acceptable ending.

From what little I know of you there is no doubt in my mind that you will pull through this. In many moons you will be happy again and life will go on. The offer is already been given and still is there. If you need anyone to talk to, i'm a good listener. You got my number bro. It is an honor to be quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 22, 2013, 12:28:00 AM
Well I spent the weekend with my little girl, wow that was nice! She is soooooo sweet, again she is 7 and is down syndrome. It's gonna be an adjustment but we will do it.

I am sorry for my continued absence. With all going on it has been difficult to spend time on the site. I haven't missed a roll post in my group but have missed here and there with my support post in some of your groups, please forgive me.

The most important thing I can't tell you newbies is make sure to invest in your quit as much as you possibly can as early as you can. You never know when life is going to give you an impossible quit situation. I am here to tell you there is no such thing, if I can quit thru this week I can quit thru any fucking thing! But to make sure your quit is situation proof, you gotta do KTC the way it was meant to be done. If your not sure how, then reach out.

Thanks for all the support, I am on the upswing now! Quit with all of you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on July 22, 2013, 11:16:00 PM
I am in awe of your quit right now. Glad you get to spend time with your baby given everything. So long as you both put that child first it will work out. I am quit for me, but main reason is I want to have as much time with my children as I can get. I have girls 7 and 5 so I know the joy they can bring (the responsibility too). Anyway, quit on bad ass!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on July 31, 2013, 05:09:00 PM
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on July 31, 2013, 05:29:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on August 01, 2013, 11:32:00 PM
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on August 02, 2013, 09:10:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
:)
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mike_Land on August 02, 2013, 09:35:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
:)
'Cheers' Here's to you Erussell. Enjoy your time with the little one.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: omahaflyer on August 02, 2013, 10:01:00 AM
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
:)
'Cheers' Here's to you Erussell. Enjoy your time with the little one.
^ second that.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on August 02, 2013, 10:08:00 AM
Quote from: omahaflyer
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
:)
'Cheers' Here's to you Erussell. Enjoy your time with the little one.
^ second that.
^^^^3rd
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: SirDerek on August 02, 2013, 10:14:00 AM
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: omahaflyer
Quote from: Mike_Land
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: Erussell
A week out from HOF. Bought my coin yesterday, woo hoo. Instead of a dip dream last night I had a dream of meeting many of you at an event wow that was awesome! In Florida on vacation with my 7year old princess. We are heading back to the bech in a few minutes. We have been here since Saturday and we've had an absolute blast. Wife isnt here but ohwell. Best of all nic bitch hasn't claimed a single moment that should have (and has been on this trip), my daughters time. no trying to keep it dry or having to figure out how to spit whilein a crowded pool, so sitting in a chair while my angel swam, nope I'm right there with her without nicotine nagging at me. I love life and I quit. With all of you.
You are one hardcore badass quitter. Enjoy your family time. I am so proud to be in August with you. Quittin like a BOSS bro.
BOSS is right! Enjoy ur time in FL brother. Quit with you all day, every day!
:)
'Cheers' Here's to you Erussell. Enjoy your time with the little one.
^ second that.
^^^^3rd
This is what all that hard work of the initial quit can lead to.

all the props in the world to you right now as you enjoy this time that is so fleeting with your family.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on August 02, 2013, 12:08:00 PM
Wow thanks guys. I apreciate it. Your support carried me through a really tough go and to the other side. It is true the more you invest the more the doors are closed to a cave. This site works especially if you dive all the way in.

I just met Srans and he is as much a bad ass in person as he is here in cyber world. We were like two friends that hadn't seen each other in ten years and couldn't talk fast enough, we both had so much to hear and ask. It was unbelievable. We Reminisced about all the KTC highlights we have both shared in. It was amazing to talk to him in person. I quit with all of you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: SirDerek on August 02, 2013, 03:11:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Wow thanks guys. I apreciate it. Your support carried me through a really tough go and to the other side. It is true the more you invest the more the doors are closed to a cave. This site works especially if you dive all the way in.

I just met Srans and he is as much a bad ass in person as he is here in cyber world. We were like two friends that hadn't seen each other in ten years and couldn't talk fast enough, we both had so much to hear and ask. It was unbelievable. We Reminisced about all the KTC highlights we have both shared in. It was amazing to talk to him in person. I quit with all of you.
Amazing huh? How people who grow up in completely different places and worlds come together here with similar wants, mindsets and all.

Maybe there is something to this Brotherhood as we are all so much alike....I know I am with alot of those who I have met in person
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on August 02, 2013, 04:51:00 PM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Erussell
Wow thanks guys. I apreciate it. Your support carried me through a really tough go and to the other side. It is true the more you invest the more the doors are closed to a cave. This site works especially if you dive all the way in.

I just met Srans and he is as much a bad ass in person as he is here in cyber world. We were like two friends that hadn't seen each other in ten years and couldn't talk fast enough, we both had so much to hear and ask. It was unbelievable. We Reminisced about all the KTC highlights we have both shared in. It was amazing to talk to him in person. I quit with all of you.
Amazing huh? How people who grow up in completely different places and worlds come together here with similar wants, mindsets and all.

Maybe there is something to this Brotherhood as we are all so much alike....I know I am with alot of those who I have met in person
Meeting you and your daughter was the highlight of my vacation Eddie. The president of the united states could have walked into that restaurant and I probably wouldn't have even noticed.

You were Exactly like I pictured you. A genuine person with a heart of gold and integrity that is demonstrated where ever you go. Your daughter stole the show though. I can see why you call her princess. She has a dad she can be proud of and I have a friend for life. Thanks for taking time out to meet me today. It meant the world to me.

Radman posted on my intro today that he is big advocate of quitter meets and I can surely see why. I strongly recommend that if anyone is able to meet like me and Erussell did today,, Do It!!!! It is another way of strengthening your quit. My quit was pretty rock solid before today, but today I also put a couple more nails in the poison's coffin! A couple more bolt locks on the door, and added a couple more watch dogs. The poison will have an impossible task at hand if it wants to even try to get close to me again.

I'm not about to let myself, family, friends, Ktc and Eddie Russell down. Glad to be quit with this guy today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: cdaniels on August 02, 2013, 04:55:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Erussell
Wow thanks guys. I apreciate it. Your support carried me through a really tough go and to the other side. It is true the more you invest the more the doors are closed to a cave. This site works especially if you dive all the way in.

I just met Srans and he is as much a bad ass in person as he is here in cyber world. We were like two friends that hadn't seen each other in ten years and couldn't talk fast enough, we both had so much to hear and ask. It was unbelievable. We Reminisced about all the KTC highlights we have both shared in. It was amazing to talk to him in person. I quit with all of you.
Amazing huh? How people who grow up in completely different places and worlds come together here with similar wants, mindsets and all.

Maybe there is something to this Brotherhood as we are all so much alike....I know I am with alot of those who I have met in person
Meeting you and your daughter was the highlight of my vacation Eddie. The president of the united states could have walked into that restaurant and I probably wouldn't have even noticed.

You were Exactly like I pictured you. A genuine person with a heart of gold and integrity that is demonstrated where ever you go. Your daughter stole the show though. I can see why you call her princess. She has a dad she can be proud of and I have a friend for life. Thanks for taking time out to meet me today. It meant the world to me.

Radman posted on my intro today that he is big advocate of quitter meets and I can surely see why. I strongly recommend that if anyone is able to meet like me and Erussell did today,, Do It!!!! It is another way of strengthening your quit. My quit was pretty rock solid before today, but today I also put a couple more nails in the poison's coffin! A couple more bolt locks on the door, and added a couple more watch dogs. The poison will have an impossible task at hand if it wants to even try to get close to me again.

I'm not about to let myself, family, friends, Ktc and Eddie Russell down. Glad to be quit with this guy today.
:wub: :wub: :wub:
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jayhawk on August 06, 2013, 09:30:00 AM
CONGRATULATIONS!
erussel - congrats on 99 and I will see you here tomorrow for 100! What an accomplishment. You are a great leader and encouragement for everyone on this site. Some folks will never know the road that you travelled to get to 100 days quit. But, some folks do. I think I can speak for all of them when I say that we have great admiration for your determination and genuine care for others who are trying to quit.

Keep on rocking it bro. Proud to be your brother and proud to be quit with you.

- Jayhawk
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on August 07, 2013, 01:14:00 AM
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101 :D
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on August 07, 2013, 04:01:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101 :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on August 07, 2013, 04:49:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on August 07, 2013, 07:48:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
You are a bada$$ quitter and you earned this. Proud to be quit with u every day. Congrats on the HOF milestone!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: chipblue on August 07, 2013, 08:43:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
You are a bada$$ quitter and you earned this. Proud to be quit with u every day. Congrats on the HOF milestone!
Just read through this thread wow truly an inspiration.

Erussel you are a bad ass, Congrats on 100.

I quit with you
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: wastepanel on August 07, 2013, 08:50:00 AM
Quote from: chipblue
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
You are a bada$$ quitter and you earned this. Proud to be quit with u every day. Congrats on the HOF milestone!
Just read through this thread wow truly an inspiration.

Erussel you are a bad ass, Congrats on 100.

I quit with you
You, sir, are a stud.

Keep up the great work.

You are about to start your real quit. The spotlight will fade on your group, and the nic bitch will tell you that "you've proved your point". You will see members of your group acknowledging that they "completed the 100 day challenge" and think that they have this kicked.

I will let you know when I have my addiction kicked.

As chewie always says "We are $5 and a bad decision away from a cave".

Never again for any fucking reason.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: omahaflyer on August 07, 2013, 08:52:00 AM
Quote from: chipblue
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
You are a bada$$ quitter and you earned this. Proud to be quit with u every day. Congrats on the HOF milestone!
Just read through this thread wow truly an inspiration.

Erussel you are a bad ass, Congrats on 100.

I quit with you
Congrats, enjoy this moment. I will "see" you tomorrow as we continue our journey one step at a time.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: boomdrum on August 07, 2013, 09:05:00 AM
Quote from: omahaflyer
Quote from: chipblue
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: srans
Quote from: AppleJack
100 days brother.
Just a drop in the bucket. See you tomorrow for 101  :D
Congratulations bro. You came, you saw and you took. This is how its done. I have been here 73 days more than you, yet you have know idea how much you have helped me. You have helped me far more than you know. You speak from the heart and this makes you An inspiration to a lot of individuals including me. Thank you and congrats... See you tomorrow...
Erussell - welcome aboard! This past 100 days has been one hell of a ride for you in so many ways, but in the end you have come out a strong quitter and a strong leader. Thanks for all that you have done to help so many of us on your ride to freedom. You've got a lot more floors to climb, but each one will keep getting better. Enjoy!
You are a bada$$ quitter and you earned this. Proud to be quit with u every day. Congrats on the HOF milestone!
Just read through this thread wow truly an inspiration.

Erussel you are a bad ass, Congrats on 100.

I quit with you
Congrats, enjoy this moment. I will "see" you tomorrow as we continue our journey one step at a time.
Congrats Eddie! Thanks for leading the way for me and my fellow August quitters. Outstanding job, brother.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jayd41 on August 07, 2013, 09:08:00 AM
Congrats buddie...damn proud of you. I have a feeling you will go down as the ultimate hall of famer in this community, i know myself and a couple other younger pups on this site appreciate all that you do.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on August 07, 2013, 09:32:00 AM
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on August 07, 2013, 09:36:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on August 07, 2013, 09:54:00 AM
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jhaenel23 on August 07, 2013, 09:59:00 AM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on August 07, 2013, 10:14:00 AM
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kkljinc on August 07, 2013, 10:15:00 AM
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on August 07, 2013, 10:32:00 AM
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Keddy on August 07, 2013, 10:38:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: iizphilister on August 07, 2013, 10:50:00 AM
Ode to Erussell's HOF

Once in a while, a new quitter come along,
Whose quit seems bionic, I mean it's pretty damn strong.
That through their first hundred days they deal with all forms of crap.
But yet they never cave in, they still take their life back.
Today I salute Erussell, he's one of those guys,
He's never given up, through all the nic bitch's lies.
And personal battles? He's had his fair share,
Where some would have caved, he never went there.
The proof is in his pudding, as some old heads would say,
His pudding is his posting he does it every damn day!
His quit may be young, but he's already a leader.
He's helped those behind him, he's been their Quit teacher.
So my friend Erussell, enjoy your ride on the train.
You've earned your spot there, through trials and pain.
Keep doing what you do, let your quit strength not sway,
And as Applejack would say, keep your quit THOOPER GHEY!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Diesel2112 on August 07, 2013, 11:03:00 AM
Mad props on a HUNDO. Cold turkey quitting in the face of adversity is the stuff of legends.

See a lot of pussy ass bitches roll through here and fade into oblivion full of bullshit excuses. They are weak. You are strong. Don't ever forget that.

"Those who stay will be champions".

Welcome to the HOF, CHAMP!!!!


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Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on August 07, 2013, 11:05:00 AM
Congrats erussel. Thank you for leading us August Badasses. Welcome to the HOF. You deserved it man. I raise my glass in toast to you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Minny on August 07, 2013, 12:40:00 PM
You're one of my quit heroes, E. Congrats!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: mich 34 on August 07, 2013, 02:14:00 PM
Quote from: Keddy
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
me too. Nice start man, keep up the good work.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on August 07, 2013, 10:43:00 PM
Quote from: mich
Quote from: Keddy
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
me too. Nice start man, keep up the good work.
Just read your HOF speech. Great job bro. See you at roll in the a.m.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on August 07, 2013, 10:50:00 PM
Quote from: jake
Quote from: mich
Quote from: Keddy
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
me too. Nice start man, keep up the good work.
Just read your HOF speech. Great job bro. See you at roll in the a.m.
Agreed erussell! Great speech!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jayhawk on August 07, 2013, 11:16:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: jake
Quote from: mich
Quote from: Keddy
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
me too. Nice start man, keep up the good work.
Just read your HOF speech. Great job bro. See you at roll in the a.m.
Agreed erussell! Great speech!
Hey bud, you know how I feel! You are a leader. Keep leading. Congratulations, I'm right behind you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Evil_Won on August 08, 2013, 01:27:00 AM
Quote from: Jayhawk
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: jake
Quote from: mich
Quote from: Keddy
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: jake frawley
Quote from: Erussell
OMG at the quit on my thread today. Proud day for me. iiiii100!!!! days. Wow what a milestone. It's a day I will forever remember. It is a day that I will forever be proud of, yet I Agree with all of you. We will continue one day at a time. Many vets have pushed me to stay,,, I guess a lot of folks drop out after 100. Well... This pussy addict isn't going anywhere, here I am a bad ass and I never want to be a pussy again! Would Spartacus have attempted to fight for his freedom without his armor, no and therefore I will continue to battle for freedom using my shield and sword, this quitter will not lay them down. My shield is Roll and I fucking refuse to miss Roll,,,, I refuse! My sword is investing my quit in this site, paying forward and backward. The more folks I help and the more that lend a hand to me, the more my pride pushes nicotine out of my addicted brain. I have replaced a deadly addiction with an addiction that has saved my life and positively improved me as a person! You guys and gals are amazing and I am so proud today, so many of you invested in me and I hope I proved worthy, I give you my word ODAAT I will continue to make all of you proud.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of our Brotherhood!,
Erussell DAY 100
'worship'

I can honestly tell you that you are one of the biggest reasons I am where I am today! Each major crave I had I thought of the letter you posted in a new thread to me and it has pushed me through! I thank you and so does my wife!
Today is your day bear killer with a spiral note book or a hella bad swing with a banjo...however the hell you did it. Anyway all ball bustin aside I am proud to quit with you today. Keep it up bro we never want a day 1 again.
Congrats Brother!! Welcome to the first step!! Write your HOF Speech, Feel good about what you have accomplished and I will see you tomorrow!!


Keep paying it forward and being a leader!!


J
Hall of Fameer! Congrates man! You inspire with your bad asses quittery. Enjoy your day.
100 Days!!!! Way to go my good man....Enjoy the hell out of this day!
Sco stands and claps.
Keddy stands beside Sco and joins the applause!
me too. Nice start man, keep up the good work.
Just read your HOF speech. Great job bro. See you at roll in the a.m.
Agreed erussell! Great speech!
Hey bud, you know how I feel! You are a leader. Keep leading. Congratulations, I'm right behind you!
EW stands between Sco and Keddy and pats their rear ends...while giving Erussell a singular upward nod of acknowledgment.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: gorilla1 on August 08, 2013, 01:36:00 AM
Looking up to guys like Erussel. Thank you. Quit with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on August 08, 2013, 12:58:00 PM
I just read your HOF speech. Well played sir. Well played. I will keep following your quit one day at a time. Thank you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on August 08, 2013, 05:42:00 PM
Again thank you all for the overwhelming support for me and my quit. I appreciate all the PMs and post in my thread for my reaching HOF and about my HOF speech, it has moved me. Hell I even got an Ode! Today I find myself feeling like any other day but more positive about my quit, yet I know life can give surprises during a quit and that I don't even know half the tricks nic bitch has up her sleeve. Therefore I remain joined at the hip with this site. I feel like the next 200 will be the same as the first 100, ODAAT, just hopefully less painful lmao. No matter how hard I press I will never be able to repay my debt, nonetheless I am here to stay as long as the Brotherhood will have me. I love this place!!! Thank you for quitting with me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on August 08, 2013, 05:59:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Again thank you all for the overwhelming support for me and my quit. I appreciate all the PMs and post in my thread for my reaching HOF and about my HOF speech, it has moved me. Hell I even got an Ode! Today I find myself feeling like any other day but more positive about my quit, yet I know life can give surprises during a quit and that I don't even know half the tricks nic bitch has up her sleeve. Therefore I remain joined at the hip with this site. I feel like the next 200 will be the same as the first 100, ODAAT, just hopefully less painful lmao. No matter how hard I press I will never be able to repay my debt, nonetheless I am here to stay as long as the Brotherhood will have me. I love this place!!! Thank you for quitting with me.
Shit......... all day every day! That's how long this brotherhood wants you in this group and quit. Guess your staying. Besides we got a lot of damage to do on the train.....
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mike from AB on August 27, 2013, 02:00:00 AM
Thanks for posting  sharing your story ERussell. Yours was one when WTW told me about it I could hardly believe you'd make it through without caving. But BadAss you did! WoW! :o Being able to go through that kind of difficulty without nic in any form, just wow. Congrats on getting past 100 days while dealing with difficulties that would make lesser men crumble.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on September 12, 2013, 01:50:00 AM
My HOF coin showed up today, well I've been out of town so no telling when it got here but I got my hands on it today. A nice note from the boss himself Chewie along with it. Damn how such a simple piece of mettle can represent such an accomplishment. Funny how the world that has never known this horrible addiction has no clue why we are so proud to overcome. I am proud of my new coin!!!!!

Thank you all that have lit fires under me when I get slow Srans, WTW, Sportsfan, Frazz, Cbird, Romandog, and many others that have reminded me to wake up. It has been a bitch seeing many of our August brothers leave after 100. Some of them have even said they are ready to fly off. Some just miss and miss. But I also believe we are thinned down to a solid core of bad asses that are serious about KTC, our group, and staying quit. I am proud to quit with each of you EDD ODAAT!

I know it seems like I come and go here lately and the fact of the matter is that I do with certain parts of the site. I never miss roll in my group, NEVER! But I do miss in many of the groups I post with, about 12 other groups. I still text about ten quitters a day but with all going on it can be tough to get all around. September has been a total blast, jake and I have enjoyed it, boy is it a lot of work. But the work is strengthening my quit that much more. How awesome of a task it has been and I am honored to do it.

Just wanted to record where i am with my quit and how wonderful it is going and let everyone know I am still here, not going anywhere, still committed, and still quitting ODAAT, and most of all I am still guzzling the cool-aid as I believe I have much to learn. Erussell 136
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on September 12, 2013, 07:41:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
My HOF coin showed up today, well I've been out of town so no telling when it got here but I got my hands on it today. A nice note from the boss himself Chewie along with it. Damn how such a simple piece of mettle can represent such an accomplishment. Funny how the world that has never known this horrible addiction has no clue why we are so proud to overcome. I am proud of my new coin!!!!!

Thank you all that have lit fires under me when I get slow Srans, WTW, Sportsfan, Frazz, Cbird, Romandog, and many others that have reminded me to wake up. It has been a bitch seeing many of our August brothers leave after 100. Some of them have even said they are ready to fly off. Some just miss and miss. But I also believe we are thinned down to a solid core of bad asses that are serious about KTC, our group, and staying quit. I am proud to quit with each of you EDD ODAAT!

I know it seems like I come and go here lately and the fact of the matter is that I do with certain parts of the site. I never miss roll in my group, NEVER! But I do miss in many of the groups I post with, about 12 other groups. I still text about ten quitters a day but with all going on it can be tough to get all around. September has been a total blast, jake and I have enjoyed it, boy is it a lot of work. But the work is strengthening my quit that much more. How awesome of a task it has been and I am honored to do it.

Just wanted to record where i am with my quit and how wonderful it is going and let everyone know I am still here, not going anywhere, still committed, and still quitting ODAAT, and most of all I am still guzzling the cool-aid as I believe I have much to learn. Erussell 136
Hof coin = awesome! Welcome back Eddie. You and jake are flat out tearing that September train up! Thanks for being an inspiration for all of us.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on September 12, 2013, 08:22:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
My HOF coin showed up today, well I've been out of town so no telling when it got here but I got my hands on it today. A nice note from the boss himself Chewie along with it. Damn how such a simple piece of mettle  can represent such an accomplishment. Funny how the world that has never known this horrible addiction has no clue why we are so proud to overcome. I am proud of my new coin!!!!!

Thank you all that have lit fires under me when I get slow Srans, WTW, Sportsfan, Frazz, Cbird, Romandog, and many others that have reminded me to wake up. It has been a bitch seeing many of our August brothers leave after 100. Some of them have even said they are ready to fly off. Some just miss and miss. But I also believe we are thinned down to a solid core of bad asses that are serious about KTC, our group, and staying quit. I am proud to quit with each of you EDD ODAAT!

I know it seems like I come and go here lately and the fact of the matter is that I do with certain parts of the site.  I never miss roll in my group, NEVER!  But I do miss in many of the groups I post with, about 12 other groups. I still text about ten quitters a day but with all going on it can be tough to get all around. September has been a total blast, jake and I have enjoyed it, boy is it a lot of work. But the work is strengthening my quit that much more. How awesome of a task it has been and I am honored to do it.

Just wanted to record where i am with my quit and how wonderful it is going and let everyone know I am still here, not going anywhere, still committed, and still quitting ODAAT, and most of all I am still guzzling the cool-aid as I believe I have much to learn. Erussell 136
Hof coin = awesome! Welcome back Eddie. You and jake are flat out tearing that September train up! Thanks for being an inspiration for all of us.
I wish I would have known I was meeting up with you in june,, I would have personally gave you that coin. Great Job on the train. Everyone has their part and right now your doing more than enough keeping up with that train. At 136 days poison free you have my permission to go and come as you please. Tell your little princess I said Hey. Keep on keepen on brother.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mike from AB on September 12, 2013, 08:48:00 AM
Awesome work, congrats on the HoF coin Eddie! Nice work to achieve for sure!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on October 16, 2013, 08:21:00 AM
Wow missed roll yesterday. Posted early with my phone but messed it up. Didn't do my norm and check things yesterday afternoon, I update the spreadsheet often. There was a brother that noticed my name missing, derk40. Thanks for the accountability bro, it's what makes this site work. On top of all that I had a dip dream this morning omg it was so real.

I am here to stay. This will forever be ODAAT. Frazz told me, after he earned his comma, that even he is needs this site. To quote Frazz "Thanks, Eddie. It is an accomplishment that can be destroyed by one bad day...one misdirected desire...one time standing at the gas station line to pay." What a bad ass!

I promise today.

Erussell day 170.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on October 16, 2013, 09:55:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Wow missed roll yesterday. Posted early with my phone but messed it up. Didn't do my norm and check things yesterday afternoon, I update the spreadsheet often. There was a brother that noticed my name missing, derk40. Thanks for the accountability bro, it's what makes this site work. On top of all that I had a dip dream this morning omg it was so real.

I am here to stay. This will forever be ODAAT. Frazz told me, after he earned his comma, that even he is needs this site. To quote Frazz "Thanks, Eddie. It is an accomplishment that can be destroyed by one bad day...one misdirected desire...one time standing at the gas station line to pay." What a bad ass!

I promise today.

Erussell day 170.
I got your back brother and I am just glad you are quit! I did not do my norm yesterday either or I would have noticed earlier in the day. I had my mind focused on the newbs and pre-HOF quitters yesterday. Good lesson learned for me... we need to keep an eye on each other no matter how many days of freedom are under our belts. I am QLF with you all day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on November 15, 2013, 03:56:00 AM
200 days of bad assedness! Congratulations on another gigantic milestone Eddie! With each new milestone, the sense of freedom gets stronger and sweeter. It is nice to look back on these days at just how fucked our lives really were, and how un-fucked they are now without the nicotine noose. Your leadership, your strength through some of your own struggles, and your friendship have been a tremendous strength to many of us and really helped push us along on our own journeys. So today I congratulate and thank you. Celebrate your 200th day of freedom!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on November 15, 2013, 07:43:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
200 days of bad assedness! Congratulations on another gigantic milestone Eddie! With each new milestone, the sense of freedom gets stronger and sweeter. It is nice to look back on these days at just how fucked our lives really were, and how un-fucked they are now without the nicotine noose. Your leadership, your strength through some of your own struggles, and your friendship have been a tremendous strength to many of us and really helped push us along on our own journeys. So today I congratulate and thank you. Celebrate your 200th day of freedom!
Erussell is a quit MACHINE. Congrats on the 2nd floor man. Hell of a job.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on November 15, 2013, 05:47:00 PM
200 days seemed so impossible 201 days ago. Now having to deal with the nuances of dipping (spitting, buying and planning enough reserve, hiding it while in business meetings, spilling the spitter omg on and on) seem impossible. I am a quitter everyday that I post roll, because once I post roll I am held to NAFAR. I doubt I would ever chance using again,but with my name on roll I can definitely say I will not for that day, thus I remain ODAAT. I am proud today, I am astonished today, and most of all I am full of appreciation today. thank you brotherhood, including a few bad ass sisters!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: bigskyken on November 15, 2013, 05:52:00 PM
Awesome record, way to go! Proud to quit with you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on November 15, 2013, 06:08:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
200 days seemed so impossible 201 days ago. Now having to deal with the nuances of dipping (spitting, buying and planning enough reserve, hiding it while in business meetings, spilling the spitter omg on and on) seem impossible. I am a quitter everyday that I post roll, because once I post roll I am held to NAFAR. I doubt I would ever chance using again,but with my name on roll I can definitely say I will not for that day, thus I remain ODAAT. I am proud today, I am astonished today, and most of all I am full of appreciation today. thank you brotherhood, including a few bad ass sisters!
Thanks for all you do. Congrats and well done.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Evil_Won on December 14, 2013, 12:37:00 AM
Er,

You're a better man than me. I can't trust anyone that lied to me twice. Why am I putting this here and not in his? Because I'm sick of his bullshit intro being at the top. Bury it like the garbage it is. He's a drama queen. He has to be the center of attention. He is the Paris Hilton of KTC, famous for nothing.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzfall on December 14, 2013, 01:07:00 AM
Quote from: Evil_Won
Er,

You're a better man than me. I can't trust anyone that lied to me twice. Why am I putting this here and not in his? Because I'm sick of his bullshit intro being at the top. Bury it like the garbage it is. He's a drama queen. He has to be the center of attention. He is the Paris Hilton of KTC, famous for nothing.
And that...is the pissed off spirit that made me stop lurking and drink the sweet kool-ade of KTC.

Thanks Evil.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzfall on December 14, 2013, 01:11:00 AM
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: Evil_Won
Er,

You're a better man than me. I can't trust anyone that lied to me twice. Why am I putting this here and not in his? Because I'm sick of his bullshit intro being at the top. Bury it like the garbage it is. He's a drama queen. He has to be the center of attention. He is the Paris Hilton of KTC, famous for nothing.
And that...is the pissed off spirit that made me stop lurking and drink the sweet kool-ade of KTC.

Thanks Evil.
Cant spell the name of the KTC nectar. Just realized.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 14, 2013, 02:05:00 AM
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jlud007 on December 14, 2013, 07:18:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Its_Got2Happen on December 14, 2013, 09:41:00 AM
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
When Jake told me that you extended this offer, I told him to pack a fucking bag. What an opportunity. Put up or shut up. I figure after a move like this he would really have something to think if he ever found himself back on a cliff with a can in his hand. You are a class act ERussell. Glad to have you on my team.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: SirDerek on December 14, 2013, 11:21:00 AM
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
When Jake told me that you extended this offer, I told him to pack a fucking bag. What an opportunity. Put up or shut up. I figure after a move like this he would really have something to think if he ever found himself back on a cliff with a can in his hand. You are a class act ERussell. Glad to have you on my team.
One special person, you are Eddie, and one day my hand will be there to shake yours as well.

As for the agree or disagree, I would like to find someone here on the site that would say they disagree with what you have done/are doing. As I would tell them to look up the definition of Brotherhood and then ask them why they are not doing similar acts. Because this is the way that we incorporate into our lives to remain quit.

Man you have taken that to the max, and I applaud you for it.

I will absolutely quit with you each and every (damn) day.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Wt57 on December 14, 2013, 12:01:00 PM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
When Jake told me that you extended this offer, I told him to pack a fucking bag. What an opportunity. Put up or shut up. I figure after a move like this he would really have something to think if he ever found himself back on a cliff with a can in his hand. You are a class act ERussell. Glad to have you on my team.
One special person, you are Eddie, and one day my hand will be there to shake yours as well.

As for the agree or disagree, I would like to find someone here on the site that would say they disagree with what you have done/are doing. As I would tell them to look up the definition of Brotherhood and then ask them why they are not doing similar acts. Because this is the way that we incorporate into our lives to remain quit.

Man you have taken that to the max, and I applaud you for it.

I will absolutely quit with you each and every (damn) day.
BROTHERHOOD!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 14, 2013, 12:17:00 PM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
When Jake told me that you extended this offer, I told him to pack a fucking bag. What an opportunity. Put up or shut up. I figure after a move like this he would really have something to think if he ever found himself back on a cliff with a can in his hand. You are a class act ERussell. Glad to have you on my team.
One special person, you are Eddie, and one day my hand will be there to shake yours as well.

As for the agree or disagree, I would like to find someone here on the site that would say they disagree with what you have done/are doing. As I would tell them to look up the definition of Brotherhood and then ask them why they are not doing similar acts. Because this is the way that we incorporate into our lives to remain quit.

Man you have taken that to the max, and I applaud you for it.

I will absolutely quit with you each and every (damn) day.
BROTHERHOOD!
We just had breakfast at the old Cracker Barrel. We are going to do the aquarium for a few hours, then we are meeting two other bad asses shortly, Mike Land and Papabear for an early dinner. All this quit in my thread today is close to making me emotional! Omg what a freacking awesome day. Brotherhood is where it's all at men.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on December 14, 2013, 12:38:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: Erussell
Well tonight he is in my house. His quit is still his quit, not mine, but he did drive 14 hours to look me I the eye and say..... I quit! This has been a unique experience no doubt. And there are those that agree as well as those that don't with my action, I hope someone would try this hard for me. I busted his balls hard enough, now it is time to support the man in his quit. While he caved several times, few have put forth such effort upon a return. Either way, my quit is likewise stronger for it. I quit with Jake today.
Great stuff Eddie.. and Jake. This is an extreme example of "going to any lengths" but a great one. I always like to say we did whatever it took to get a dip and we should treat our quit with similar tenacity. Jake certainly rose to the challenge to repair you guys' relationship. That's pretty bold.

I'll quit with you both you today!
When Jake told me that you extended this offer, I told him to pack a fucking bag. What an opportunity. Put up or shut up. I figure after a move like this he would really have something to think if he ever found himself back on a cliff with a can in his hand. You are a class act ERussell. Glad to have you on my team.
One special person, you are Eddie, and one day my hand will be there to shake yours as well.

As for the agree or disagree, I would like to find someone here on the site that would say they disagree with what you have done/are doing. As I would tell them to look up the definition of Brotherhood and then ask them why they are not doing similar acts. Because this is the way that we incorporate into our lives to remain quit.

Man you have taken that to the max, and I applaud you for it.

I will absolutely quit with you each and every (damn) day.
BROTHERHOOD!
We just had breakfast at the old Cracker Barrel. We are going to do the aquarium for a few hours, then we are meeting two other bad asses shortly, Mike Land and Papabear for an early dinner. All this quit in my thread today is close to making me emotional! Omg what a freacking awesome day. Brotherhood is where it's all at men.
I agree with SirDerek. Eddie, this is why I quit with you EDD. You are a heck of a quitter my friend.

I don't think anyone has a problem with what you have done here. This is the definition of brotherhood. Now it is time for jake to hold his word today. If this doesn't solidify a quit for someone then I don't know what to say or do. Well done sir! Quit with you all day long.

Derk40 at 175
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 15, 2013, 01:48:00 AM
Dinner was amazing, Jake and I met Mike Land and Papabear. We all spent most of our time learning about one another and the rest if the time discussing our quits. As figured, both of these men are serious quitters and understand what KTC is all about. It was much like meeting Srans, these guys felt like family immediately. Newbies if you can go meet a fellow quitter ASAP, it will fortify your quit.

Jake was off and on his way last night, before he left I gave him the travel money I had promised and a hug, he resisted both lol. He was just like I had imagined except he isn't arrogant. He is a great guy and his wife is an absolute angel, not sure how he scored that one! At any rate he accepted my challenge like a man and is likewise a bad ass quitter in my opinion. As promised I will be supporting his quit, however after meeting this cool cat, I will proudly boast my support if him!

I can't imagine going this without KTC, I am glad I don't have to because it is great to be quit. I quit with all of you as hard as I can every damn day! Erussell day 230
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: omahaflyer on December 15, 2013, 07:41:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Dinner was amazing, Jake and I met Mike Land and Papabear. We all spent most of our time learning about one another and the rest if the time discussing our quits. As figured, both of these men are serious quitters and understand what KTC is all about. It was much like meeting Srans, these guys felt like family immediately. Newbies if you can go meet a fellow quitter ASAP, it will fortify your quit.

Jake was off and on his way last night, before he left I gave him the travel money I had promised and a hug, he resisted both lol. He was just like I had imagined except he isn't arrogant. He is a great guy and his wife is an absolute angel, not sure how he scored that one! At any rate he accepted my challenge like a man and is likewise a bad ass quitter in my opinion. As promised I will be supporting his quit, however after meeting this cool cat, I will proudly boast my support if him!

I can't imagine going this without KTC, I am glad I don't have to because it is great to be quit. I quit with all of you as hard as I can every damn day! Erussell day 230
'clap'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on December 15, 2013, 09:14:00 AM
Quote from: omahaflyer
Quote from: Erussell
Dinner was amazing, Jake and I met Mike Land and Papabear. We all spent most of our time learning about one another and the rest if the time discussing our quits. As figured, both of these men are serious quitters and understand what KTC is all about. It was much like meeting Srans, these guys felt like family immediately. Newbies if you can go meet a fellow quitter ASAP, it will fortify your quit.

Jake was off and on his way last night, before he left I gave him the travel money I had promised and a hug, he resisted both lol. He was just like I had imagined except he isn't arrogant. He is a great guy and his wife is an absolute angel, not sure how he scored that one! At any rate he accepted my challenge like a man and is likewise a bad ass quitter in my opinion. As promised I will be supporting his quit, however after meeting this cool cat, I will proudly boast my support if him!

I can't imagine going this without KTC, I am glad I don't have to because it is great to be quit. I quit with all of you as hard as I can every damn day! Erussell day 230
'clap'
Great stuff here! Erussell your challenge and Jakes acceptance of it was EPIC. I will quit with both of you EDD!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: T-Cell on December 16, 2013, 12:38:00 PM
Nice job erussell. Following your saga with Jake, very inspirational!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 16, 2013, 02:16:00 PM
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: RAZD611 on December 16, 2013, 03:25:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
'party2'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on December 16, 2013, 05:21:00 PM
If I was closer I would go to your house and give you a spanking...Happy bday eddie
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on December 22, 2013, 04:54:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 22, 2013, 09:11:00 AM
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Winter Green on December 22, 2013, 09:21:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
I'm sorry to hear that ERussell. I couldn't imagine having to do that. If you need anything, holler. I quit with you today
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on December 22, 2013, 11:08:00 AM
Quote from: Winter
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
I'm sorry to hear that ERussell. I couldn't imagine having to do that. If you need anything, holler. I quit with you today
Damn that is rough. You and yours have my prayers.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Diesel2112 on December 22, 2013, 10:08:00 PM
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Winter
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
I'm sorry to hear that ERussell. I couldn't imagine having to do that. If you need anything, holler. I quit with you today
Damn that is rough. You and yours have my prayers.
Condolences. Praying for you and your family.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: NeonPanther on December 23, 2013, 11:59:00 AM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Winter
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
I'm sorry to hear that ERussell. I couldn't imagine having to do that. If you need anything, holler. I quit with you today
Damn that is rough. You and yours have my prayers.
Condolences. Praying for you and your family.
Erussell, My heart goes out to you all in your loss, you will be in mine and my families prayers.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on December 23, 2013, 12:19:00 PM
Quote from: NeonPanther
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Winter
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: Erussell
Thank you guys for the kind words!

BTW today is my birthday. This is the first time nicotine wasn't the first one to greet me on my birthday in like over twenty years. Damn good day +1 on my birthday, hell of a win!
Belated Happy birthday! Thanks for leading the way for me.
Thank you B-lo, but this site has done way for me than I for it.

While I am here, I Just lost a brother in law late yesterday. He was young in his 40's and died unexpectedly while driving with my 11year old nephew in the car. Try telling an 11 year old his dad is gone, that sucked more than anything I've possibly ever done.....ever! Second brother in law that died this way from clots within the last two years. Both where dippers, not sure that's a factor. Glad as hell to be quit today so at least I am sure I am not adding to health issues. Thank you brother and sisters I quit with you all today.
I'm sorry to hear that ERussell. I couldn't imagine having to do that. If you need anything, holler. I quit with you today
Damn that is rough. You and yours have my prayers.
Condolences. Praying for you and your family.
Erussell, My heart goes out to you all in your loss, you will be in mine and my families prayers.
Really sorry for your loss. I'm sure your strength will help your family.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: cbird65 on February 23, 2014, 08:21:00 AM
The third floor addition has been added~

Enjoy!!!


'oh yeah'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on February 23, 2014, 08:22:00 AM
Congrats on reaching the 3rd floor. Proud to be quit with you today. Keep the train moving today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on February 23, 2014, 08:32:00 AM
For a short time I get to experience each floor with you my friend. Great job!

Thank you for walking this walk with me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on February 23, 2014, 08:38:00 AM
300 days

So today I have been free of
Worrying about spit cups, remembering to have them and worse spilling them.
Leaving a spitter in the car on a sunny week while outta town omg disgusting.
Spitting all over the side if my truck (don't start shit trauma).
Remembering to have enough with me all the time, I travel a lot.
Making it thru flights meetings, other events, resulting in me gutting it, ugh.
Sneezing and the shit getting all over my cloths.
Spitting it while hunting, the scent being a problem.
Having to make sure I have a drink with me all the time to keep up with spitting.
Worrying about cancer ever time I put one in.
Moving it to different spots in my mouth cause I am sore.
My daughter thinking nicotine is ok cause daddy does it.
Rushing thru my meals to commence dipping again ASAP.
Not being able to kiss my hot chick at anytime.
Getting my can wet and the cardboard falling apart.
Sharing with others hoping they washed their hands.
Putting in a dip with dirty hands while fishing etc.
Touching my eye and lighting it on fire and being temporarily blinded. I only have 1 eye so this one was a bitch while driving lol.
Forgetting the shit at home or office and being in a big hurry and no time to stop
Not having it for any reason even for a brief moment. The panic!
The afternoon headaches, yet still throwing that hog in after work (even though I ninja dipped all day) cause I was then free to dip at will, god the head ache by the time I got home!
The amount of money that I wasted!
Horrible breath all the time.
Falling asleep with it in at night.
Constant heartburn.
Going in only to find the station was out of my brand, another stop had to be made!
Having to spit every time I passed a sink, toilet, or trash can in the house!
My trash can at work always smelling.

This list could continue all damn day! For the past 300 days none of the above have enslaved me, thank you bad asses that make up this awesome place, KTC! I still have craves but they are short small and I would say insignificant cause I push them away from my thoughts as easily as swatting a fly from my face, but their not insignifact, no, they remind me to remain vigilant. Now when I get a crave, it brings a smile to my face and makes me happy, rather than missing nicotine I am grateful to be free! What a horror it would be to lose this freedom. I fear not, I have a plan to insure that I remain free, ODAAT, NAFAR, brotherhood, and post roll every day!

Erussell day three fucking hundred!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on February 23, 2014, 08:45:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
300 days

So today I have been free of
Worrying about spit cups, remembering to have them and worse spilling them.
Leaving a spitter in the car on a sunny week while outta town omg disgusting.
Spitting all over the side if my truck (don't start shit trauma).
Remembering to have enough with me all the time, I travel a lot.
Making it thru flights meetings, other events, resulting in me gutting it, ugh.
Sneezing and the shit getting all over my cloths.
Spitting it while hunting, the scent being a problem.
Having to make sure I have a drink with me all the time to keep up with spitting.
Worrying about cancer ever time I put one in.
Moving it to different spots in my mouth cause I am sore.
My daughter thinking nicotine is ok cause daddy does it.
Rushing thru my meals to commence dipping again ASAP.
Not being able to kiss my hot chick at anytime.
Getting my can wet and the cardboard falling apart.
Sharing with others hoping they washed their hands.
Putting in a dip with dirty hands while fishing etc.
Touching my eye and lighting it on fire and being temporarily blinded. I only have 1 eye so this one was a bitch while driving lol.
Forgetting the shit at home or office and being in a big hurry and no time to stop
Not having it for any reason even for a brief moment. The panic!
The afternoon headaches, yet still throwing that hog in after work (even though I ninja dipped all day) cause I was then free to dip at will, god the head ache by the time I got home!
The amount of money that I wasted!
Horrible breath all the time.
Falling asleep with it in at night.
Constant heartburn.
Going in only to find the station was out of my brand, another stop had to be made!
Having to spit every time I passed a sink, toilet, or trash can in the house!
My trash can at work always smelling.

This list could continue all damn day! For the past 300 days none of the above have enslaved me, thank you bad asses that make up this awesome place, KTC! I still have craves but they are short small and I would say insignificant cause I push them away from my thoughts as easily as swatting a fly from my face, but their not insignifact, no, they remind me to remain vigilant. Now when I get a crave, it brings a smile to my face and makes me happy, rather than missing nicotine I am grateful to be free! What a horror it would be to lose this freedom. I fear not, I have a plan to insure that I remain free, ODAAT, NAFAR, brotherhood, and post roll every day!

Erussell day three fucking hundred!
300 days of teaching accountability and brotherhood. Great work Eddie. Thank you for your work in keeping me and so many others accountable. Enjoy your day in Daytona!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Diesel2112 on February 23, 2014, 08:56:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
300 days

So today I have been free of
Worrying about spit cups, remembering to have them and worse spilling them.
Leaving a spitter in the car on a sunny week while outta town omg disgusting. 
Spitting all over the side if my truck (don't start shit trauma).
Remembering to have enough with me all the time, I travel a lot.
Making it thru flights meetings, other events, resulting in me gutting it, ugh.
Sneezing and the shit getting all over my cloths.
Spitting it while hunting, the scent being a problem.
Having to make sure I have a drink with me all the time to keep up with spitting.
Worrying about cancer ever time I put one in.
Moving it to different spots in my mouth cause I am sore.
My daughter thinking nicotine is ok cause daddy does it.
Rushing thru my meals to commence dipping again ASAP.
Not being able to kiss my hot chick at anytime.
Getting my can wet and the cardboard falling apart.
Sharing with others hoping they washed their hands.
Putting in a dip with dirty hands while fishing etc.
Touching my eye and lighting it on fire and being temporarily blinded. I only have 1 eye so this one was a bitch while driving lol.
Forgetting the shit at home or office and being in a big hurry and no time to stop
Not having it for any reason even for a brief moment. The panic!
The afternoon headaches, yet still throwing that hog in after work (even though I ninja dipped all day) cause I was then free to dip at will, god the head ache by the time I got home!
The amount of money that I wasted!
Horrible breath all the time.
Falling asleep with it in at night.
Constant heartburn.
Going in only to find the station was out of my brand, another stop had to be made!
Having to spit every time I passed a sink, toilet, or trash can in the house!
My trash can at work always smelling.

This list could continue all damn day! For the past 300 days none of the above have enslaved me, thank you bad asses that make up this awesome place, KTC! I still have craves but they are short small and I would say insignificant cause I push them away from my thoughts as easily as swatting a fly from my face, but their not insignifact, no, they remind me to remain vigilant. Now when I get a crave, it brings a smile to my face and makes me happy, rather than missing nicotine I am grateful to be free! What a horror it would be to lose this freedom. I fear not, I have a plan to insure that I remain free, ODAAT, NAFAR, brotherhood, and post roll every day!

Erussell day three fucking hundred!
300 days of teaching accountability and brotherhood. Great work Eddie. Thank you for your work in keeping me and so many others accountable. Enjoy your day in Daytona!
3 bills is STRONG. Great work Eruss. The only thing sweeter than 300 is 301.

Quit on....
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on February 23, 2014, 10:08:00 AM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
300 days

So today I have been free of
Worrying about spit cups, remembering to have them and worse spilling them.
Leaving a spitter in the car on a sunny week while outta town omg disgusting. 
Spitting all over the side if my truck (don't start shit trauma).
Remembering to have enough with me all the time, I travel a lot.
Making it thru flights meetings, other events, resulting in me gutting it, ugh.
Sneezing and the shit getting all over my cloths.
Spitting it while hunting, the scent being a problem.
Having to make sure I have a drink with me all the time to keep up with spitting.
Worrying about cancer ever time I put one in.
Moving it to different spots in my mouth cause I am sore.
My daughter thinking nicotine is ok cause daddy does it.
Rushing thru my meals to commence dipping again ASAP.
Not being able to kiss my hot chick at anytime.
Getting my can wet and the cardboard falling apart.
Sharing with others hoping they washed their hands.
Putting in a dip with dirty hands while fishing etc.
Touching my eye and lighting it on fire and being temporarily blinded. I only have 1 eye so this one was a bitch while driving lol.
Forgetting the shit at home or office and being in a big hurry and no time to stop
Not having it for any reason even for a brief moment. The panic!
The afternoon headaches, yet still throwing that hog in after work (even though I ninja dipped all day) cause I was then free to dip at will, god the head ache by the time I got home!
The amount of money that I wasted!
Horrible breath all the time.
Falling asleep with it in at night.
Constant heartburn.
Going in only to find the station was out of my brand, another stop had to be made!
Having to spit every time I passed a sink, toilet, or trash can in the house!
My trash can at work always smelling.

This list could continue all damn day! For the past 300 days none of the above have enslaved me, thank you bad asses that make up this awesome place, KTC! I still have craves but they are short small and I would say insignificant cause I push them away from my thoughts as easily as swatting a fly from my face, but their not insignifact, no, they remind me to remain vigilant. Now when I get a crave, it brings a smile to my face and makes me happy, rather than missing nicotine I am grateful to be free! What a horror it would be to lose this freedom. I fear not, I have a plan to insure that I remain free, ODAAT, NAFAR, brotherhood, and post roll every day!

Erussell day three fucking hundred!
300 days of teaching accountability and brotherhood. Great work Eddie. Thank you for your work in keeping me and so many others accountable. Enjoy your day in Daytona!
3 bills is STRONG. Great work Eruss. The only thing sweeter than 300 is 301.

Quit on....
Eddie is the definition of Bad Ass. Thank you for leading our August group. Congrats on 3 bills.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on February 23, 2014, 10:08:00 AM
Congrats bro! It's a different world now isn't it? Proud to be walking this road with you man!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on February 23, 2014, 10:15:00 AM
'worship'

You are a Bad Ass! Congrats on 300. I can easily say you have helped me more then imaginable in my quit. Thank you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on February 23, 2014, 11:32:00 AM
:wub: Strong work Eruss!!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on April 29, 2014, 01:18:00 AM
1 year.

Pretty awesome bro. Remember those first few days? You've come a long way and I'm damn proud of ya!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Krusty on April 29, 2014, 02:13:00 AM
365 of anything is a lot -- when it's days quit, it's just sweet. Nice work, bro, and thanks again for all the encouragement during my quit...
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 29, 2014, 04:08:00 AM
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on April 29, 2014, 06:36:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on April 29, 2014, 06:51:00 AM
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Minny on April 29, 2014, 07:35:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats, Eddie!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on April 29, 2014, 07:35:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on April 29, 2014, 07:37:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jake frawley on April 29, 2014, 09:14:00 AM
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: jayd41 on April 29, 2014, 09:21:00 AM
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Coach Steve on April 29, 2014, 10:54:00 AM
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Pinched on April 29, 2014, 11:02:00 AM
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on April 29, 2014, 12:00:00 PM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on April 29, 2014, 03:04:00 PM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
From day 1 until now. Quitting at its finest. If someone needs inspiration today begin at page 1.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: T-Cell on April 29, 2014, 03:16:00 PM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
From day 1 until now. Quitting at its finest. If someone needs inspiration today begin at page 1.
'Cheers' Congrats eruss on 1 year! Nice job and keep that quit coming.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jlud007 on April 29, 2014, 03:24:00 PM
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: srans
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
From day 1 until now. Quitting at its finest. If someone needs inspiration today begin at page 1.
'Cheers' Congrats eruss on 1 year! Nice job and keep that quit coming.
Way to go Eddie! 'arse'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 29, 2014, 11:13:00 PM
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: srans
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
From day 1 until now. Quitting at its finest. If someone needs inspiration today begin at page 1.
'Cheers' Congrats eruss on 1 year! Nice job and keep that quit coming.
Way to go Eddie! 'arse'
Thank all you bad asses for the kind words and aclimades in my thread. Can't wait to post day 366 with you bad Asses tomorrow.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Diesel2112 on April 29, 2014, 11:43:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: jlud007
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: srans
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
From day 1 until now. Quitting at its finest. If someone needs inspiration today begin at page 1.
'Cheers' Congrats eruss on 1 year! Nice job and keep that quit coming.
Way to go Eddie! 'arse'
Thank all you bad asses for the kind words and aclimades in my thread. Can't wait to post day 366 with you bad Asses tomorrow.
Nice revolution around the sun as a free man. Studly.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on May 23, 2014, 04:58:00 PM
Wanted to take a moment and post. Life has been so very busying lately. All is well, but I really miss the site. Also for the past year I have woke up at 3am and usually use that time to read and post. Lately I have been fortunate enough to sleep all night, I am grateful :) but yet another impediment to my time on the site. I am not going anywhere and will post day 390 tomorrow as I still believe in the value of my promise to each of you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on May 24, 2014, 07:53:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Wanted to take a moment and post. Life has been so very busying lately. All is well, but I really miss the site. Also for the past year I have woke up at 3am and usually use that time to read and post. Lately I have been fortunate enough to sleep all night, I am grateful :) but yet another impediment to my time on the site. I am not going anywhere and will post day 390 tomorrow as I still believe in the value of my promise to each of you.
That's a promise you can lay your hat on. When erussell places his name on roll he aims to keep that promise all damn day. Any newbies want to kick start this weekend I challenge you to read this intro from from the beginning. Watch how a person with determination, drive accountability and integrity does it.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 03, 2014, 03:45:00 AM
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on June 03, 2014, 05:52:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on June 03, 2014, 07:45:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
You are a bad ass quitter! Enjoy your quit all day!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on June 03, 2014, 07:46:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on June 03, 2014, 08:40:00 AM
Proud of you Eddie! Nice work m'man.

You've come a long way, gone through the wringer, and remained a rock solid brother in my quit journey every step of the way. I'm only a few weeks ahead of you but that means nothing at this point. It's all the same... Brothers in arms and in the fight.

Rock. On!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on June 03, 2014, 08:56:00 AM
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: slinger on June 03, 2014, 09:34:00 AM
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat on June 03, 2014, 09:41:00 AM
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on June 03, 2014, 12:12:00 PM
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
great job Eddie 'BanDog'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 03, 2014, 06:04:00 PM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
great job Eddie 'BanDog'
Thank you guys. This site has been good for me. I have quit nicotine and will remain so ODAAT by posting my promise daily and then honoring my word. But most importantly I have learned a lot about life and am now a better person as a result of this site and the honorable men and woman that make this site what it is. Quit with all of you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on June 04, 2014, 03:56:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
great job Eddie 'BanDog'
Thank you guys. This site has been good for me. I have quit nicotine and will remain so ODAAT by posting my promise daily and then honoring my word. But most importantly I have learned a lot about life and am now a better person as a result of this site and the honorable men and woman that make this site what it is. Quit with all of you.
A little late. Sorry. Niiiice!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on June 04, 2014, 07:43:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
great job Eddie 'BanDog'
Thank you guys. This site has been good for me. I have quit nicotine and will remain so ODAAT by posting my promise daily and then honoring my word. But most importantly I have learned a lot about life and am now a better person as a result of this site and the honorable men and woman that make this site what it is. Quit with all of you.
A little late. Sorry. Niiiice!
4th floor kudos! You kick nics ass EDD!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: kayakdude on June 04, 2014, 10:07:00 AM
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: slinger
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Welcome to 400, you bad ass!

Looked back at your first few posting on your intro. Pretty amazing stuff in there. 400 days ago is a different world from the one you are in. Congratulations on your achievement and for pulling a lot of people along with you.
Congrats on 400 days of pure quit! Proud to be quit the likes of you today!
Great job Eruss. Thanks for bringing me along for the ride.
Very nice Erussell.....Here's a loving 'Finger' to help you celebrate. Keep it up brother!
Congrats on 400 days! Well done.
Congratulations my friend! Welcome to the 4th floor. We've reserved a spot just for you in the front row 'boob'
great job Eddie 'BanDog'
Thank you guys. This site has been good for me. I have quit nicotine and will remain so ODAAT by posting my promise daily and then honoring my word. But most importantly I have learned a lot about life and am now a better person as a result of this site and the honorable men and woman that make this site what it is. Quit with all of you.
A little late. Sorry. Niiiice!
4th floor kudos! You kick nics ass EDD!
Erussell...I am proud of you on your 4th floor. Thanks for being my Mentor!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Bean on June 04, 2014, 10:14:00 AM
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Coach
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: jake
Quote from: KC_Guy
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
One Year, wow It feels so great! I never really imagined being here while I was a user, yet here I am quit and I will remain quit for the remainder of this day, for I have posted role and given my word to each of you.

I would like to say thank you to my supporters, many of you have far fewer days than do I and many are over 1000 days. I am so fortunate for the support, I appreciate each of you bad asses.

I will forever be an addict, but ODAAT I keep my precious freedom!

Quit with y'all
Erussell 365
Congrats on a year. Great stuff! Oh yeah and 'Finger' !
What a great day! I came on and posted roll then clicked on your thread. Thanks to the new site, the first post to pop up was 365 days ago... Your first post! You have come a hellofa long way Eddie. And you've pushed and pulled a lot of others along with you. Thank you for defining leadership and brotherhood! Congratulations, enjoy today but take a few minutes to reflect on the past. You'll never have to relive that hell my friend.
Congrats on 1 yr! I appreciate all that you do. Thanks for being such a great supporter. Quit with you all day!
1 year Eddie. That's bad ass brother. Proud to be quit with you and proud to call you part of my August 2013 quit group. Keep leading the way buddy. Congrats to you today.
Damn Bro! A year! I hope you get a chance to sit back and take a break from work today to reflect. You have been through and accomplished a ton of things this year! Significant lows and tremendous highs. And you have stayed true and remained quit for 365 days of it all! I can tell you that I am here and my quit is strong because of a lot of the involvement I have had with you. You are an example of strength, and I know for a fact I am not the only one here today that has been built up by your example. I quit with you all day today! Congratulations bro! You are a true BAD ASS!
I remember my first day on this site...you were 9 days in and i was on my first day fogging like a motherfucker....and i was seriously about to say fuck it when i couldn't figure out how to post roll..then i got my first PM from a guy named eddie and attached was your number. I contemplated not calling and really went back and forth on it. But I made the call and you walked me through roll. I may have stumbled along the way but i will never forget what you did for me. and I won't ever forget the support you show me and this site. If it weren't for you and Jake there is no way i would be back here and undoubtedly not quit. Thanks Mr. Erussell
'BanDog'
X2 the guy in the gorilla suit
Nice job Eruss....Keep up the great quit keep on keeping on...QLF EDDie
You da man, Eruss. Congrats on a year!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2014, 12:19:00 AM
Been talking to a lot of quitters. Seeing a few folks go, sucks, but I will not judge anyone if they go, nor will I write you off. I have nothing against anyone who decides KTC isn't for them.

Sure this site could be better, roll is a bitch! (Roll usually takes me an hour)! I bet leadership could do a better job! We could work harder to improve our political position and deliver a bigger black eye to big tobacco. It could be set up as a non profit organization to ensure no one is profiting. We could raise funds in various ways to help us reach out to more quitters. We could set better guidelines for leaders with prerequisites and minimal qualifications.

Ok....Ok.... So we have a lot of things to fix........ But damn it,,,, we get a lot of things right!!!! For every thing we have to improve there are ten we are getting correct. The number one reason this site works is brotherhood.

I wish the best and will miss all those that leave and don't return, but this is my home. This is the place I found while in agony, this is the place where I found accountability and support, this is the place I found knowledge, and most important this is the place I met my brothers in quit.

As for the mods and KTC admins, THANK YOU!!! I am sure your not perfect but I for one appreciate your time. Many have directly reached out to me in PMs, texts, and on my thread, hell I've talked with several of them on the phone. I feel they are as active as they need to be, all of them? I have no idea! Enough of them? Damn right! If you are missing roll you shouldn't no matter where you are on the quit time-line.
This is the list with color that have reached out to me. Each of them know who I am. It is possible I've missed one or two.
Gmann
Scowick65
Cbird65
Tcope
NOLAQ
Mjollinir
Razd61i
Scoal Monster
Sirderek
Keddy
Wastpanel
Evil Won

Newbies know this, this site works! There are many many many folks here that want to support you and help you quit. Focus on your quit and Stay the course ODAAT right here at KTC!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 27, 2014, 07:39:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Been talking to a lot of quitters. Seeing a few folks go, sucks, but I will not judge anyone if they go, nor will I write you off. I have nothing against anyone who decides KTC isn't for them.

Sure this site could be better, roll is a bitch! (Roll usually takes me an hour)! I bet leadership could do a better job! We could work harder to improve our political position and deliver a bigger black eye to big tobacco. It could be set up as a non profit organization to ensure no one is profiting. We could raise funds in various ways to help us reach out to more quitters. We could set better guidelines for leaders with prerequisites and minimal qualifications.

Ok....Ok.... So we have a lot of things to fix........ But damn it,,,, we get a lot of things right!!!! For every thing we have to improve there are ten we are getting correct. The number one reason this site works is brotherhood.

I wish the best and will miss all those that leave and don't return, but this is my home. This is the place I found while in agony, this is the place where I found accountability and support, this is the place I found knowledge, and most important this is the place I met my brothers in quit.

As for the mods and KTC admins, THANK YOU!!! I am sure your not perfect but I for one appreciate your time. Many have directly reached out to me in PMs, texts, and on my thread, hell I've talked with several of them on the phone. I feel they are as active as they need to be, all of them? I have no idea! Enough of them? Damn right! If you are missing roll you shouldn't no matter where you are on the quit time-line.
This is the list with color that have reached out to me. Each of them know who I am. It is possible I've missed one or two.
Gmann
Scowick65
Cbird65
Tcope
NOLAQ
Mjollinir
Razd61i
Scoal Monster
Sirderek
Keddy
Wastpanel
Evil Won

Newbies know this, this site works! There are many many many folks here that want to support you and help you quit. Focus on your quit and Stay the course ODAAT right here at KTC!
Spoken like a true leader. Proud to quit with you today Eddie.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: G on June 27, 2014, 08:30:00 AM
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2014, 03:42:00 PM
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: cbird65 on June 27, 2014, 03:56:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: bronc on June 27, 2014, 04:26:00 PM
Quote from: CBird65
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
I love the smell of rock solid quit leadership! Thank you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on June 27, 2014, 05:18:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Been talking to a lot of quitters. Seeing a few folks go, sucks, but I will not judge anyone if they go, nor will I write you off. I have nothing against anyone who decides KTC isn't for them.

Sure this site could be better, roll is a bitch! (Roll usually takes me an hour)! I bet leadership could do a better job! We could work harder to improve our political position and deliver a bigger black eye to big tobacco. It could be set up as a non profit organization to ensure no one is profiting. We could raise funds in various ways to help us reach out to more quitters. We could set better guidelines for leaders with prerequisites and minimal qualifications.

Ok....Ok.... So we have a lot of things to fix........ But damn it,,,, we get a lot of things right!!!! For every thing we have to improve there are ten we are getting correct. The number one reason this site works is brotherhood.

I wish the best and will miss all those that leave and don't return, but this is my home. This is the place I found while in agony, this is the place where I found accountability and support, this is the place I found knowledge, and most important this is the place I met my brothers in quit.

As for the mods and KTC admins, THANK YOU!!! I am sure your not perfect but I for one appreciate your time. Many have directly reached out to me in PMs, texts, and on my thread, hell I've talked with several of them on the phone. I feel they are as active as they need to be, all of them? I have no idea! Enough of them? Damn right! If you are missing roll you shouldn't no matter where you are on the quit time-line.
This is the list with color that have reached out to me. Each of them know who I am. It is possible I've missed one or two.
Gmann
Scowick65
Cbird65
Tcope
NOLAQ
Mjollinir
Razd61i
Scoal Monster
Sirderek
Keddy
Wastpanel
Evil Won

Newbies know this, this site works! There are many many many folks here that want to support you and help you quit. Focus on your quit and Stay the course ODAAT right here at KTC!
Spoken like a true leader. Proud to quit with you today Eddie.
Great stuff spoken by one of my quit heroes!

If this site did not work then I would be knee dip in a can of copenhagen today.... but I am not. Not a chance of that happening today. Because I posted roll for day 370 this morning and I am quit. I am accountable to KTC and the brotherhood. That makes today a success!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on June 27, 2014, 05:22:00 PM
Quote from: Bronc
Quote from: CBird65
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
I love the smell of rock solid quit leadership! Thank you!
Yes Cbird you can have a whole jug! Thank you for the call early in my quit. I sent you my number and you called me immediately. We had a thirty minute conversation. So you damn right you can have cool-aid, you've earned it. I just can't see how anyone can claim you guys aren't active. Again I appreciate all of you with color in your name.

Bronc you get it! We are as much leaders as are the mods. It isn't their sole responsibility to support and help. Hell it was the fairly new quitters I remember most in my young days. It's our responsibility as a whole to make this site what it is. And I will say it again, we are doing it right!!!

And Derk your nothing short of a bad ass, trust me this guy bleeds KTC. With you I quit!

I love KTC! And I am willing to defend her for the newbies to come, so that they may too be fortunate enough to stumble up on such an oasis as I did that will lead them to their freedom as it has me.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on June 27, 2014, 06:13:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Bronc
Quote from: CBird65
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
I love the smell of rock solid quit leadership! Thank you!
Yes Cbird you can have a whole jug! Thank you for the call early in my quit. I sent you my number and you called me immediately. We had a thirty minute conversation. So you damn right you can have cool-aid, you've earned it. I just can't see how anyone can claim you guys aren't active. Again I appreciate all of you with color in your name.

Bronc you get it! We are as much leaders as are the mods. It isn't their sole responsibility to support and help. Hell it was the fairly new quitters I remember most in my young days. It's our responsibility as a whole to make this site what it is. And I will say it again, we are doing it right!!!

And Derk your nothing short of a bad ass, trust me this guy bleeds KTC. With you I quit!

I love KTC! And I am willing to defend her for the newbies to come, so that they may too be fortunate enough to stumble up on such an oasis as I did that will lead them to their freedom as it has me.
The leadership on these boards is always amazing. Proud to give you my word again today. Wouldn't be here without you.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Pinched on July 08, 2014, 09:38:00 AM
Eddie,
Damn man, you are a great and very noble man. You first opened up my eyes with the righting Jake's Quit trip and what you did specifically for him and his quit. You are one of many people here at KTC that has helped open up my eyes to addict behavior and helped me see the suicidal idiot I once was. This KTC exit letter and strategy is a shameless ploy in my mind and completes the "whoa is me - Jake Frawley" story on here. I hate seeing people's time wasted but unfortunately this was a monumental waste of space, words, time and money.

Keep on doing what you do as you are the salt of the earth and the grain of quit on KTC. Let your words of wisdom be the wind in new quitters sails.

Sincerely,

P
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: srans on July 08, 2014, 10:03:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Bronc
Quote from: CBird65
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
I love the smell of rock solid quit leadership! Thank you!
Yes Cbird you can have a whole jug! Thank you for the call early in my quit. I sent you my number and you called me immediately. We had a thirty minute conversation. So you damn right you can have cool-aid, you've earned it. I just can't see how anyone can claim you guys aren't active. Again I appreciate all of you with color in your name.

Bronc you get it! We are as much leaders as are the mods. It isn't their sole responsibility to support and help. Hell it was the fairly new quitters I remember most in my young days. It's our responsibility as a whole to make this site what it is. And I will say it again, we are doing it right!!!

And Derk your nothing short of a bad ass, trust me this guy bleeds KTC. With you I quit!

I love KTC! And I am willing to defend her for the newbies to come, so that they may too be fortunate enough to stumble up on such an oasis as I did that will lead them to their freedom as it has me.
The leadership on these boards is always amazing. Proud to give you my word again today. Wouldn't be here without you.
Great stuff Eddie. These are my exact thoughts right here. You did a great job putting it into words.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Jlud007 on July 08, 2014, 10:59:00 AM
Quote from: srans
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Bronc
Quote from: CBird65
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
New guys. If you want some solid support. PM these two guys and ask them to hold you accountable.
Good Point Gmann. I have two bad asses from August 2014 that I am posting with daily, Natemcpherson and Bombero, but looking for a solid quitter to support and them to support me in September. PM me if you are interested. But beware I will hold you to posting roll every day (I refuse to miss) in both your group and mine. And there will be ACCOUNTABILITY BETWEEN US! But I will support you every way I can. Come on newbie drink the coolaid.
kind of parched ..... may I have a drink of that tasty beverage?

'drool'
I love the smell of rock solid quit leadership! Thank you!
Yes Cbird you can have a whole jug! Thank you for the call early in my quit. I sent you my number and you called me immediately. We had a thirty minute conversation. So you damn right you can have cool-aid, you've earned it. I just can't see how anyone can claim you guys aren't active. Again I appreciate all of you with color in your name.

Bronc you get it! We are as much leaders as are the mods. It isn't their sole responsibility to support and help. Hell it was the fairly new quitters I remember most in my young days. It's our responsibility as a whole to make this site what it is. And I will say it again, we are doing it right!!!

And Derk your nothing short of a bad ass, trust me this guy bleeds KTC. With you I quit!

I love KTC! And I am willing to defend her for the newbies to come, so that they may too be fortunate enough to stumble up on such an oasis as I did that will lead them to their freedom as it has me.
The leadership on these boards is always amazing. Proud to give you my word again today. Wouldn't be here without you.
Great stuff Eddie. These are my exact thoughts right here. You did a great job putting it into words.
'BanDog'

.... I couldn't resist
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on September 11, 2014, 06:00:00 AM
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on September 11, 2014, 06:40:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: G on September 11, 2014, 07:20:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: KC_Guy on September 11, 2014, 07:44:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
5 bills is LARGE. Nice work Eddie. Congrats.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on September 11, 2014, 07:54:00 AM
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Thank you brothers, it feels great! I have days now where I don't think about it at all. I have been very slow on the site lately but have no plans on leaving. In fact less than 5 minutes to post roll is really cheep insurance for my freedom. Newbies, stay the course a better life is in your future! To all that have helped me thank you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Done4Me on September 11, 2014, 07:59:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Thank you brothers, it feels great! I have days now where I don't think about it at all. I have been very slow on the site lately but have no plans on leaving. In fact less than 5 minutes to post roll is really cheep insurance for my freedom. Newbies, stay the course a better life is in your future! To all that have helped me thank you!
I remember being 5, 10, 30 days and thought 500 seemed like stratosphere material. Too far out there to imagine. Now at 130 I've been through enough to realize that it is entirely within reach once you burn the boats, close the door and take nic off the table as an option. Congrats on 500 and thanks for hanging around to show those with less days how it's done.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on September 11, 2014, 08:36:00 AM
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: golfpro9696 on September 11, 2014, 08:43:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: wastepanel on September 11, 2014, 09:41:00 AM
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: wastepanel on September 11, 2014, 09:41:00 AM
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Scowick65 on September 11, 2014, 09:43:00 AM
Quote from: wastepanel
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
That is just awesome!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: 30yraddict on September 11, 2014, 09:58:00 AM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: wastepanel
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
That is just awesome!
Way to go! Half commas are badass, bro... Killing it! 'oh yeah'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: midwest04z on September 11, 2014, 10:37:00 AM
Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: wastepanel
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
That is just awesome!
Way to go! Half commas are badass, bro... Killing it! 'oh yeah'
Nice work on the five hundo!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on September 11, 2014, 11:22:00 AM
Quote from: midwest04z
Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: wastepanel
Quote from: golfpro9696
Quote from: AppleJack
Proud to quit along side you each day bro! Congrats on this milestone... It's huge!
Congrats on 500! Thanks for all the help along the way.
Boom.

Nice job eric. Keep building.
That is just awesome!
Way to go! Half commas are badass, bro... Killing it! 'oh yeah'
Nice work on the five hundo!
500 days ago you rolled in here needing a pint of hurt vagina cream for your patch toting ass now look at you might still need the cream but you are free....Love ya man...Keep up the great work.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: SAM83 on September 11, 2014, 11:39:00 AM
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Congrats on half a comma and thank you for your involvement here.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Krusty on September 11, 2014, 12:42:00 PM
Quote from: SAM83
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Congrats on half a comma and thank you for your involvement here.
Congrats ER -- helluva number you've got next to your name! Thanks for all the support, early on and ongoing.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat on September 11, 2014, 01:13:00 PM
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: SAM83
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Congrats on half a comma and thank you for your involvement here.
Congrats ER -- helluva number you've got next to your name! Thanks for all the support, early on and ongoing.
Nice Job Erussell on the half comma! Keep plotting forward!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Menace on September 12, 2014, 02:47:00 AM
Congrats E............EDD brutha!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: SirDerek on September 12, 2014, 10:48:00 AM
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: SAM83
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Congrats on half a comma and thank you for your involvement here.
Congrats ER -- helluva number you've got next to your name! Thanks for all the support, early on and ongoing.
Nice Job Erussell on the half comma! Keep plotting forward!
a day late but still beside you my friend. well done
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: mich 34 on September 13, 2014, 07:57:00 AM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: SAM83
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: worktowin
500 days of bad ass stand up leadership! Congratulations on another very big milestone today Eddie - halfway to a comma!
Congrats on 500 days Erussel! Keep it up.
Nice. Congrats, man.
Congrats on half a comma and thank you for your involvement here.
Congrats ER -- helluva number you've got next to your name! Thanks for all the support, early on and ongoing.
Nice Job Erussell on the half comma! Keep plotting forward!
a day late but still beside you my friend. well done
2 days late here, nice 502, keep putting those days up!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on October 22, 2014, 09:00:00 PM
More badass quittin' in here!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mthomas3824 on October 23, 2014, 05:23:00 PM
Quote from: AppleJack
More badass quittin' in here!!
If AJ said it, I agree. 'oh yeah'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on October 23, 2014, 10:07:00 PM
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: AppleJack
More badass quittin' in here!!
If AJ said it, I agree. 'oh yeah'
Thank you AJ for bumping. I hadn't read this in a long time. As I read thru my intro...... I am even more grateful for this site. It's seems really grim that I would have made it if I hadn't had you all as my brothers and holding me accountable. For those of you who don't know me, I am typically not negative and aggressive as the recent event would portray. I am normally very positive and tend to be supportive, even if a quitter has caved. My beef with the caveman in this recent issue wasn't his caves, lord knows he had enough of them, my issue was the fact that he had previously attacked and attempted to harm this oasis that has led so many of us to our freedom when nothing else worked. To me this place is sacred and I will defend it until I look like KKLJINC's avatar at the keyboard. Huge thank you to all of my supporters and one last quick shout out to the mods and admins, thank you!

Erussell 542. The system works, don't meddle with it, just do it.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on October 23, 2014, 10:11:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: AppleJack
More badass quittin' in here!!
If AJ said it, I agree. 'oh yeah'
Thank you AJ for bumping. I hadn't read this in a long time. As I read thru my intro...... I am even more grateful for this site. It's seems really grim that I would have made it if I hadn't had you all as my brothers and holding me accountable. For those of you who don't know me, I am typically not negative and aggressive as the recent event would portray. I am normally very positive and tend to be supportive, even if a quitter has caved. My beef with the caveman in this recent issue wasn't his caves, lord knows he had enough of them, my issue was the fact that he had previously attacked and attempted to harm this oasis that has led so many of us to our freedom when nothing else worked. To me this place is sacred and I will defend it until I look like KKLJINC's avatar at the keyboard. Huge thank you to all of my supporters and one last quick shout out to the mods and admins, thank you!

Erussell 542. The system works, don't meddle with it, just do it.
Eddie - I quit with you today. You are a model quitter. Thank you for all that you do.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: traumagnet on October 24, 2014, 03:43:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: AppleJack
More badass quittin' in here!!
If AJ said it, I agree. 'oh yeah'
Thank you AJ for bumping. I hadn't read this in a long time. As I read thru my intro...... I am even more grateful for this site. It's seems really grim that I would have made it if I hadn't had you all as my brothers and holding me accountable. For those of you who don't know me, I am typically not negative and aggressive as the recent event would portray. I am normally very positive and tend to be supportive, even if a quitter has caved. My beef with the caveman in this recent issue wasn't his caves, lord knows he had enough of them, my issue was the fact that he had previously attacked and attempted to harm this oasis that has led so many of us to our freedom when nothing else worked. To me this place is sacred and I will defend it until I look like KKLJINC's avatar at the keyboard. Huge thank you to all of my supporters and one last quick shout out to the mods and admins, thank you!

Erussell 542. The system works, don't meddle with it, just do it.
Eddie - I quit with you today. You are a model quitter. Thank you for all that you do.
I still remember the Eddie show page after page full of Eruss ....hahahaha And you are still here today this quit looks good on you and your quitoris
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Danno30 on October 24, 2014, 07:21:00 PM
Eddie and all, Thanks for reaching out and for the contact info. I'm here ( a little late today) but it's all good. No eating out tonight, no margs, just staying in to watch the high school football game of the year ( my promo for it https://vimeo.com/109282904) (https://vimeo.com/109282904%29). I'll be able to post early tomorrow.

Have a good night all. Keep up the quit.

Danno
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 16, 2014, 02:05:00 PM
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on December 16, 2014, 03:08:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Pinched on December 16, 2014, 03:35:00 PM
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: THansen2413 on December 16, 2014, 05:40:00 PM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Happy Birthday!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Krusty on December 16, 2014, 06:42:00 PM
Quote from: THansen2413
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, hoss!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sage on December 17, 2014, 12:19:00 AM
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: THansen2413
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, hoss!
Proud to be quit with you Erussell! Happy Birthday!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: 30isEnuff on December 17, 2014, 07:13:00 AM
Quote from: Sage
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: THansen2413
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, hoss!
Proud to be quit with you Erussell! Happy Birthday!
Happy 597 daze brother! ODAAT and NAFAR, period
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat on December 22, 2014, 08:14:00 AM
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Sage
Quote from: Krusty
Quote from: THansen2413
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: Erussell
39years old today and 596 days quit. More excited about my quit age than I am about my life age lmao. In fact I absolutely love to see the quit age rise!!! Stay the course newbies this works and the days do rise and it does get better!!!! Best birthday present I could have ever given myself is my quit!!!!!!
Happy Birthday ER!! Way to be a badass quitter, please keep it up. Here, I lit a candle for you.... 'Finger'
Happy Burfday Eddie!!
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday, hoss!
Proud to be quit with you Erussell! Happy Birthday!
Happy 597 daze brother! ODAAT and NAFAR, period
Happy Birthday a few days late and nice job at reaching the 6th floor, again, a few days late.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on December 22, 2014, 08:52:00 AM
Dammit! I totally missed your 600 brother. Belated congrats to you my badass friend!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on December 22, 2014, 09:13:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Dammit! I totally missed your 600 brother. Belated congrats to you my badass friend!
I've been pretty quiet lately except for supporting a few newbies like Danno in January at the moment. The fact that no one made a fuss of it Saturday made me feel accomplished in that everyone expected it rather than hoped it. While I still believe it vital to remain vigilant, I feel as though I am maintaining my quit rather than being in the process of quitting. Make no mistake, I do not believe that I am "healed" or "cured", but you can keep expecting floors from Erussell, I will continue my path of post roll and ODAAT to each floor.
No matter what, keep forging newbies. It's soooooooo worth it!!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on December 22, 2014, 09:14:00 AM
Quote from: AppleJack
Dammit! I totally missed your 600 brother. Belated congrats to you my badass friend!
600 days of bad ass quit right here. Man you have helped a lot of us while you've built your quit, and your story is one that proves that the struggle is worth it. Congratulations on another big win!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on March 31, 2015, 01:31:00 PM
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on March 31, 2015, 02:22:00 PM
Quote from: AppleJack
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Another milestone! Dude you went thru some bad shit early on and came out smelling like a rose, with a princesson each arm. Congratulations, and thanks for all that you do. You define brotherhood.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: RAZD611 on March 31, 2015, 03:57:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: AppleJack
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Another milestone! Dude you went thru some bad shit early on and came out smelling like a rose, with a princesson each arm. Congratulations, and thanks for all that you do. You define brotherhood.
Well Done E!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Derk40 on March 31, 2015, 06:20:00 PM
Quote from: razd611
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: AppleJack
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Another milestone! Dude you went thru some bad shit early on and came out smelling like a rose, with a princesson each arm. Congratulations, and thanks for all that you do. You define brotherhood.
Well Done E!
Nice 700 ERuss!!! Thanks for all the support.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 06, 2015, 03:34:00 PM
Quote from: Derk40
Quote from: razd611
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: AppleJack
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Another milestone! Dude you went thru some bad shit early on and came out smelling like a rose, with a princesson each arm. Congratulations, and thanks for all that you do. You define brotherhood.
Well Done E!
Nice 700 ERuss!!! Thanks for all the support.
Thanks for the atta boys. Wanted to give an update while I am here. I love my quit. So grateful to be quit today. I wish I was more active on this site, it is the place or brotherhood rather, that pulled me out of bondage. Life has been so very busy and I miss this place but make no mistake I am still protecting my quit and realize I am not and will never be cured. I have not been posting every single day and I intend to change that, because I believe in it and IMO there r no excuses for missing roll no matter how many days. Over 700 days without a single drop of nicotine from this addict who was over a can a day of Copenhagen fine cut. At 707 days I am pleased to say I am so happy to be quit. It gets better newbies. Nose to the grindstone and stay the coarse!!!! NAFAR
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on April 07, 2015, 10:20:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Derk40
Quote from: razd611
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: AppleJack
A day late on the congrats bro... Sorry!

7th floor. Badass dude. Totally proud to hang with you!
Another milestone! Dude you went thru some bad shit early on and came out smelling like a rose, with a princesson each arm. Congratulations, and thanks for all that you do. You define brotherhood.
Well Done E!
Nice 700 ERuss!!! Thanks for all the support.
Thanks for the atta boys. Wanted to give an update while I am here. I love my quit. So grateful to be quit today. I wish I was more active on this site, it is the place or brotherhood rather, that pulled me out of bondage. Life has been so very busy and I miss this place but make no mistake I am still protecting my quit and realize I am not and will never be cured. I have not been posting every single day and I intend to change that, because I believe in it and IMO there r no excuses for missing roll no matter how many days. Over 700 days without a single drop of nicotine from this addict who was over a can a day of Copenhagen fine cut. At 707 days I am pleased to say I am so happy to be quit. It gets better newbies. Nose to the grindstone and stay the coarse!!!! NAFAR
Nice work ER. Now get your ass in here every day and post roll. 'Finger'
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on April 29, 2015, 04:10:00 AM
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 29, 2015, 07:45:00 AM
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Pinched on April 29, 2015, 07:56:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: rdad on April 29, 2015, 12:51:00 PM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on April 29, 2015, 12:58:00 PM
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Done4Me on April 29, 2015, 04:59:00 PM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: G on April 29, 2015, 04:59:00 PM
Quote from: Done4Me
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Congrats, man.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on April 30, 2015, 07:10:00 AM
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: Done4Me
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Congrats, man.
'Finger' nice 2 years!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on April 30, 2015, 07:44:00 AM
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: Done4Me
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Congrats, man.
'Finger' nice 2 years!
Thank you all very much, I appreciate all the support. Without it I almost certainly wouldn't be where I am. I quit with all of you bad asses.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat on April 30, 2015, 08:45:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
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2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Congrats, man.
'Finger' nice 2 years!
Thank you all very much, I appreciate all the support. Without it I almost certainly wouldn't be where I am. I quit with all of you bad asses.
... Am I late!?!?! Nice job Eddie! You still continue to kick nicotine to the curb. A common thread here, "We do this together." EDD
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Frazzled on May 04, 2015, 10:46:00 AM
Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: Done4Me
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: worktowin
2 year congratulations for a legend of quit!

We all struggle when we quit. Erussell had some big life blows in the first hundred days but kept his word and relied on the brotherhood here to strengthen himself and all of us. This dude gets it. Thanks for all that you do here Eddie. Enjoy another big win!
Each and every win strengthens my quit. Today is huge for me, although it is actually just another +1. I am proud, happy, and most of all grateful. I am grateful to this brotherhood and all that I have here. Although I haven't been as involved here lately I still depend on this site. I can't wait to post 731 tomorrow. Thank you all that support me!!!!!!!!!
Congrats to a true pillar of quit! Your dedication, spirit and generosity are unparalleled.
2 years is fantastic. Quite the milestone! Congrats
This was the first guy I ever reached out to when I first quit. I think I was on, like, day 13. Like I was in any shape to help anyone! But... it's all about doing in together... as a brotherhood. This guy gets it big-time. 2 years of badass quit proves it! Congrats Eddie!
2 years is awesome. Time flies. I'm sure all of you in this message remember your first week/month and guys were hitting 2 years. That seemed so far away, almost unreachable. Now you're that guy for all the new dudes. Wear the badge of honor with pride, you deserve it!
Congrats, man.
'Finger' nice 2 years!
Thank you all very much, I appreciate all the support. Without it I almost certainly wouldn't be where I am. I quit with all of you bad asses.
... Am I late!?!?! Nice job Eddie! You still continue to kick nicotine to the curb. A common thread here, "We do this together." EDD
Well done. Eddie...you still rock this place.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Erussell on January 23, 2016, 12:54:00 PM
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Mitch Betz on January 23, 2016, 12:57:00 PM
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: worktowin on January 23, 2016, 02:22:00 PM
Quote from: Mitch
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Congratulations my friend. It is an honor to quit with you today.

You are a different man than 1,000 days ago. Lots of changes, lots of growth. Lots of honor.
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: AppleJack on January 23, 2016, 06:36:00 PM
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Mitch
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Congratulations my friend. It is an honor to quit with you today.

You are a different man than 1,000 days ago. Lots of changes, lots of growth. Lots of honor.
Man, Eddie, can you remember those first months!?! We've come a looong way brother! Congrats on this most excellent milestone!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: ChickDip on January 23, 2016, 06:38:00 PM
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Mitch
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Congratulations my friend. It is an honor to quit with you today.

You are a different man than 1,000 days ago. Lots of changes, lots of growth. Lots of honor.
Man, Eddie, can you remember those first months!?! We've come a looong way brother! Congrats on this most excellent milestone!
Props to your 1,000!
I don't know you, but I do know you are a BAQ,
Congrats!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: Pinched on January 25, 2016, 09:42:00 AM
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Mitch
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Congratulations my friend. It is an honor to quit with you today.

You are a different man than 1,000 days ago. Lots of changes, lots of growth. Lots of honor.
Man, Eddie, can you remember those first months!?! We've come a looong way brother! Congrats on this most excellent milestone!
Props to your 1,000!
I don't know you, but I do know you are a BAQ,
Congrats!
Awesome quit, even better way to post your 1,000th day. Congrats Eddie!
Title: Re: Day 2
Post by: B-loMatt on January 26, 2016, 11:16:00 AM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: AppleJack
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Mitch
Quote from: Erussell
Day1 muther fucking thousand. Yea that's right baby...... freedom for 1000 days. some were pure unadulterated hell, some were just hard, some were easy, but all of them where better than they would have been with nicotine in my system!!!!!!! Newbies, post roll, stay the course and honor your word to your brothers and sisters in quit and you will one day at a time your way to a comma. Wish I could let you feel what I feel newbies, it's great, it's wonderful. While I will always be an addict, I don't have to poison myself as I have found freedom. Quit with all of you!!!
Congrats on making the 1000 now lets see 2000
Congratulations my friend. It is an honor to quit with you today.

You are a different man than 1,000 days ago. Lots of changes, lots of growth. Lots of honor.
Man, Eddie, can you remember those first months!?! We've come a looong way brother! Congrats on this most excellent milestone!
Props to your 1,000!
I don't know you, but I do know you are a BAQ,
Congrats!
Awesome quit, even better way to post your 1,000th day. Congrats Eddie!
Read this BAQs' thread newbies! Eddie came here day 1 to quit, and has let nothing stop him! KTC works and this Bad Ass is a great example of how it's done. Well done brother :)