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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: CoreyF on April 04, 2013, 08:30:00 PM
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I have been on grizzly winter green for 5 years now. I have been looking at this page for awhile now and see i can do it, and im not alone. :D
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I have been on grizzly winter green for 5 years now. I have been looking at this page for awhile now and see i can do it, and im not alone. :D
So the obvious question to ask is, Have you done it? If the answer is yes I am quit then get to the Welcome Center and start a reading.When you think you've read enough read it one more time for good measure.Then get to the July quit group and post your Day 1. If the answer is no, well then flush the shit down the toilet.Come to KTC and start living a life of FREEDOM. Your move...Plenty of people here ready to help either way.
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I have been on grizzly winter green for 5 years now. I have been looking at this page for awhile now and see i can do it, and im not alone. :D
So the obvious question to ask is, Have you done it? If the answer is yes I am quit then get to the Welcome Center and start a reading.When you think you've read enough read it one more time for good measure.Then get to the July quit group and post your Day 1. If the answer is no, well then flush the shit down the toilet.Come to KTC and start living a life of FREEDOM. Your move...Plenty of people here ready to help either way.
Welcome to ktc. Head on up and click on the salmon colored welcome center and read, read and read some more, then just like jaynellie said, get on over to the July 13 quit group and post roll, post early every single day and get to know your quit brothers and sisters and get some numbers and use them anytime that you need them. Keep some sunflower seeds, gum, hard candy, tooth picks or fake chew with you at all times for when the cravings hit the hardest. If you need anything at all feel free to email me.
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yes im quit. and for good. I took my last dip out at 7 am this morning "central time" . And i also posted in my quit group i cant wait to hit my 100 day mark.
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yes im quit. and for good. I took my last dip out at 7 am this morning "central time" . And i also posted in my quit group i cant wait to hit my 100 day mark.
Glad you decided to take back your life, but remember its day-by-day. Beat each craving as it hits and make each day a victory. It's a marathon, not a sprint. Always focus on today, with tomorrow in your sights.
Day 41 for me... I quit with you!
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yes im quit. and for good. I took my last dip out at 7 am this morning "central time" . And i also posted in my quit group i cant wait to hit my 100 day mark.
Glad you decided to take back your life, but remember its day-by-day. Beat each craving as it hits and make each day a victory. It's a marathon, not a sprint. Always focus on today, with tomorrow in your sights.
Day 41 for me... I quit with you!
^^^^listen to Rob. The promise you posted is for today. So keep your word TODAY. You can do TODAY for damn sure, if you word is worth a damn. It will suck, but it will not suck so bad that you can't get through TODAY. Just stay quit today brother. forever is not something we deal with. I'm quit with you today. If you need help making your decision easier, I recommend reading everything you can on this board. And I invite you to post with BOMB (may12) anytime.
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yes im quit. and for good. I took my last dip out at 7 am this morning "central time" . And i also posted in my quit group i cant wait to hit my 100 day mark.
Yes, the HOF is special. But answer this - why is the HOF special? I can't wait to hit 1,783.
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Bump for a new day 1
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Focus on day today. Tomorrow, focus on tomorrow.
I'm kinda chubby (actually I'm big boned). If I ran once around the local high school track, I wouldn't say "I'm ready for a marathon".
Id say, "fuck, that kind of sucked...but I made it. Tomorrow I will drag my big boned ass around the track again, eventually it will get easier, right"
Point is you can't worry about the hof on day one. You can only worry about making it through each day. Then before you know it that 100 day hof will be here. Then day 101 comes and THAT becomes your most important day.
Maybe you learned that from last time? I hope so....
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Quit like fuck second to second, minute to minute, hour to hour, one day at a time ODAAT! Build a hate for the nic bitch and UST they made you a slave, stole your money, damaged your health, and made you fear for your life! You need to build up your quit arsenal by reading, and gaining knowledge! I quit with you today.
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Are you a returning caver?
It looks that way?
What happend?
Why did it happen?
Whats going to be different this time?
Answer these questions for yourself and others so we can see what happened and what to avoid? Its the price of re admittance.
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Are you a returning caver?Â
It looks that way?
What happend?
Why did it happen?
Whats going to be different this time?
Answer these questions for yourself and others so we can see what happened and what to avoid? Its the price of re admittance.
CoreyF - You need to answer these questions here, your new group (October 2013) and your old group July 2013, all your brothers are now in reach of the HOF and have missed you since you dropped out (day 78) without telling any of us that you caved.
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Another serial caver? You got to be shittin' me.
Answer to October 2013, July 2013, and to the group you just posted a day 1 in, September 2014
What happend?
Why did it happen?
Whats going to be different this time?
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Is this the same Corey who almost joined Aug14?
If so - WTF man? You need to man up or move on. If not the same Corey, you still need to man up or move on.
In either case, your serial caves just show that you're weak and incapable of using the support on this site. If you want to kill yourself, go ahead - but kindly do it somewhere else since we're all busy trying to save lives here.
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CoreyF-Day 2 tomorrow IÂ’ll be nic free.
1) What happened?
I did quit before I was at Day 78! I was so happy I had never gone that long without dip. I was feeling great and when I saw people with dip I thought how gross. But there were a few times where I almost caved. I would have late craves and think well I havenÂ’t dipped in like 3 months so maybe I could moderate myself and do it like once a day. NO YOU CAN NOT!!! Once an addict always an addict.
2) Why did it happen?
I thought I was over the nic and back in charge. Once we become clean we may never go back. Now I know.
3) What are you going to do differently this time??
IÂ’m very sorry to everyone for caving, IÂ’m a little bitch when it comes to nicotine. I will post roll call every day and I will never go back to dipp. When I caved last time there was a person who emailed me and tried to help me out but it didnÂ’t work. IÂ’m so sorry and I feel very bad I really wish I could have hit the HOF with my original group. But if you guys wouldnÂ’t mind I would like to do it with you guys. If not I will just have to quit on my own.
Thank you,
Corey F.
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CoreyF-Day 2 tomorrow IÂ’ll be nic free.
1)What happened?
I did quit before I was at Day 78! I was so happy I had never gone that long without dip. I was feeling great and when I saw people with dip I thought how gross. But there were a few times where I almost caved. I would have late craves and think well I havenÂ’t dipped in like 3 months so maybe I could moderate myself and do it like once a day. NO YOU CAN NOT!!! Once an addict always an addict.
2) Why did it happen?
I thought I was over the nic and back in charge. Once we become clean we may never go back. Now I know.
3) What are you going to do differently this time??
IÂ’m very sorry to everyone for caving, IÂ’m a little bitch when it comes to nicotine. I will post roll call every day and I will never go back to dipp. When I caved last time there was a person who emailed me and tried to help me out but it didnÂ’t work. IÂ’m so sorry and I feel very bad I really wish I could have hit the HOF with my original group. But if you guys wouldnÂ’t mind I would like to do it with you guys. If not I will just have to quit on my own.
Thank you,
Corey F.
Yeah it's me I don't even remember coming back the other times just the first. When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings I did not think I did. I was just thinking man I'm not an addict anymore so I can just have one every now and then what's the big deal. But no it wasn't me it was the nicotine the whole time. And now I know
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Is this the same Corey who almost joined Aug14?
If so - WTF man? You need to man up or move on. If not the same Corey, you still need to man up or move on.
In either case, your serial caves just show that you're weak and incapable of using the support on this site. If you want to kill yourself, go ahead - but kindly do it somewhere else since we're all busy trying to save lives here.
Yeah it's me I don't even remember coming back the other times just the first. When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings I did not think I did. I was just thinking man I'm not an addict anymore so I can just have one every now and then what's the big deal. But no it wasn't me it was the nicotine the whole time. And now I know
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Is this the same Corey who almost joined Aug14?
If so - WTF man? You need to man up or move on. If not the same Corey, you still need to man up or move on.
In either case, your serial caves just show that you're weak and incapable of using the support on this site. If you want to kill yourself, go ahead - but kindly do it somewhere else since we're all busy trying to save lives here.
Yeah it's me I don't even remember coming back the other times just the first. When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings I did not think I did. I was just thinking man I'm not an addict anymore so I can just have one every now and then what's the big deal. But no it wasn't me it was the nicotine the whole time. And now I know
So how are you going to deal with the craves in the future? You know they are coming, how in the hell are you going to handle them "this" time?
Your responses don't seem as thought they are well thought out and from the heart. I'm not in the group you are trying to get in but still wanting to hear a "real" from the heart response. We have seen a lot of returning cavers and heard a lot of bullshit sob stories. Wanna be quit? Then tell September 2014 why you should be allowed to join their club and make it sincere.
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Look man, you need to pull your Fucking head out of you asshole.
You never quit, you stopped for 78 days. Big Fucking deal.
You obviously didn't listen or learn a God Damn thing in those 78 days because you list your reasons for caving like they were some big surprise. If you had paid an iota of attention you would have known these pitfalls were out there and built a web of accountability so you could avoid them.
Instead you took the easy way out and caved like a Fucking pussy.
People (including myself) told you to take it one day at a time, but you kept doing your own thing and now say you were "way up there" in days. Dude, 80 days aint dick. Either is day 741, which is where I'm at. The only day that matters is TODAY. Whether you're on day 12 or day 2112.
You need to seriously decide if you really want this or not. To be honest you sound like a pushed in set of franks and beans. You sound spineless, weak, and full of shit. I have serious doubts that you have what it takes to quit.
Hope you prove me wrong, but I think I got you pegged. Only time will tell and that time passes one day at a time.
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When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings
you must be the exception. I fought for each hour of freedom for the first 200+ days because I had strong cravings and strong urges to buy a can several times an hour. It wasn't until 400+ days that the urge to buy lessened, but the actual "craving" was gone. I still think of those first 200 days and wonder how I made it. How did I make it? I wanted it. I worked for it. I remembered I was an addict each day. I posted roll each day and I honored my word.
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When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings
you must be the exception. I fought for each hour of freedom for the first 200+ days because I had strong cravings and strong urges to buy a can several times an hour. It wasn't until 400+ days that the urge to buy lessened, but the actual "craving" was gone. I still think of those first 200 days and wonder how I made it. How did I make it? I wanted it. I worked for it. I remembered I was an addict each day. I posted roll each day and I honored my word.
i have not ignored the comments i also posted in the introductions. you know this is suppose to be a support group. However no support it should be a welcome back Corey. what happened? and i already said. you guys are making me want to dipp not to quit. but fuck you guys im doing this for me not you. and what the fuck is this dumb ass Sultans bull shit. that sounds so fucking stupid when did that start???
Kill the can mission statement
" This community does not and cannot exist without YOU and without the other individuals who have come here to give and receive help, support, friendship, kindness, camaraderie, and love as we strive together to free ourselves from the bonds of addiction. This forum is founded on the premise that each and every member is vital to beginning and continuing our shared success in defeating nicotine addiction. As such, we strive to include as many individuals as possible in our community, and, by definition, such a community encompasses a wide range of opinions, thoughts, and personalities. We are all here to quit and stay quit."
So we are suppose to be helping each other not DRILLING into the ground.. So far this is not a support group at all!
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When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings
you must be the exception. I fought for each hour of freedom for the first 200+ days because I had strong cravings and strong urges to buy a can several times an hour. It wasn't until 400+ days that the urge to buy lessened, but the actual "craving" was gone. I still think of those first 200 days and wonder how I made it. How did I make it? I wanted it. I worked for it. I remembered I was an addict each day. I posted roll each day and I honored my word.
i have not ignored the comments i also posted in the introductions. you know this is suppose to be a support group. However no support it should be a welcome back Corey. what happened? and i already said. you guys are making me want to dipp not to quit. but fuck you guys im doing this for me not you. and what the fuck is this dumb ass Sultans bull shit. that sounds so fucking stupid when did that start???
Kill the can mission statement
" This community does not and cannot exist without YOU and without the other individuals who have come here to give and receive help, support, friendship, kindness, camaraderie, and love as we strive together to free ourselves from the bonds of addiction. This forum is founded on the premise that each and every member is vital to beginning and continuing our shared success in defeating nicotine addiction. As such, we strive to include as many individuals as possible in our community, and, by definition, such a community encompasses a wide range of opinions, thoughts, and personalities. We are all here to quit and stay quit."
So we are suppose to be helping each other not DRILLING into the ground.. So far this is not a support group at all!
Corey, I believe in the September group, aka, the Sultans, told you to post and let your quit do the talking. No one is putting a lot of stock in your quit because you have failed everyone who tried to help twice before. You don't seem to understand, and still don't understand the very basic concept of this place which is critical to success and that is that you have to give your word and KEEP YOUR WORD. The fact that you are getting in a twist because people are not happy you are back, means that you don't understand how serious it is to give and keep your word. If you already have the mindset that it you may fail and try again, your toast. Your word must mean everything to you. There won't be another try here man so for your sake I hope you do keep your word this time and that you do take it seriously.
How about this...instead of trying to be a whiny little bitch about how everyone is mean to you, you shut the fuck up, post roll which is your promise and keep your word and let your actions do the talking? It's really pretty simple. Think you can do that?
If we weren't hard on someone and called out that they are not a person of their word, we wouldn't be offering our "support, friendship, kindness, camaraderie, and love" because we would be accepting of something that is poison. To accept that is to hate that person not love them. As nicotine is poison to the flesh, a broken promise is poison to to a man's soul and to those around him. Why would I want to poison your soul by letting you be a man that can't keep his word? What kind of a friend or support would I be? The truth is I wouldn't. No one would.
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When you get way up near 80 days clean it dosent seem like you have cravings
you must be the exception. I fought for each hour of freedom for the first 200+ days because I had strong cravings and strong urges to buy a can several times an hour. It wasn't until 400+ days that the urge to buy lessened, but the actual "craving" was gone. I still think of those first 200 days and wonder how I made it. How did I make it? I wanted it. I worked for it. I remembered I was an addict each day. I posted roll each day and I honored my word.
i have not ignored the comments i also posted in the introductions. you know this is suppose to be a support group. However no support it should be a welcome back Corey. what happened? and i already said. you guys are making me want to dipp not to quit. but fuck you guys im doing this for me not you. and what the fuck is this dumb ass Sultans bull shit. that sounds so fucking stupid when did that start???
Kill the can mission statement
" This community does not and cannot exist without YOU and without the other individuals who have come here to give and receive help, support, friendship, kindness, camaraderie, and love as we strive together to free ourselves from the bonds of addiction. This forum is founded on the premise that each and every member is vital to beginning and continuing our shared success in defeating nicotine addiction. As such, we strive to include as many individuals as possible in our community, and, by definition, such a community encompasses a wide range of opinions, thoughts, and personalities. We are all here to quit and stay quit."
So we are suppose to be helping each other not DRILLING into the ground.. So far this is not a support group at all!
Corey, I believe in the September group, aka, the Sultans, told you to post and let your quit do the talking. No one is putting a lot of stock in your quit because you have failed everyone who tried to help twice before. You don't seem to understand, and still don't understand the very basic concept of this place which is critical to success and that is that you have to give your word and KEEP YOUR WORD. The fact that you are getting in a twist because people are not happy you are back, means that you don't understand how serious it is to give and keep your word. If you already have the mindset that it you may fail and try again, your toast. Your word must mean everything to you. There won't be another try here man so for your sake I hope you do keep your word this time and that you do take it seriously.
How about this...instead of trying to be a whiny little bitch about how everyone is mean to you, you shut the fuck up, post roll which is your promise and keep your word and let your actions do the talking? It's really pretty simple. Think you can do that?
If we weren't hard on someone and called out that they are not a person of their word, we wouldn't be offering our "support, friendship, kindness, camaraderie, and love" because we would be accepting of something that is poison. To accept that is to hate that person not love them. As nicotine is poison to the flesh, a broken promise is poison to to a man's soul and to those around him. Why would I want to poison your soul by letting you be a man that can't keep his word? What kind of a friend or support would I be? The truth is I wouldn't. No one would.
ok thank you very much for the advice im done talking and will show only. Thank you again for the support. Im quit
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Look at page one of this intro. Very nice and welcoming, and stellar advice.
Did THAT keep you from caving, NOPE.
So, excuse us if we aren't all warm and fuzzy on your 2nd, or is it 3rd go around.
Don't get mad at us, you should be mad at yourself. Fact is if you had some balls and stuck with the program
You'd be 489 days quit. 11 days from the 5th floor!!!
So spare me the "you guys being mean are making me want to dip" bullshit.
Also the ktc mission statement says it encompasses a wide range of opinions, thoughts, and personalities. It doesn't say we have to coddle anyone's nuts.
Any anger you have should be directed at one person only, YOURSELF.
We still want you quit. If we didn't we wouldn't be wasting pixels on you. You just need to start showing us you really want it this time.
So stop all the whining and start quitting. The rest will fall into place.
It's really that simple.
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
I fucked up big time and i dipped i am now quit for good lifetime quit here i am!
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
I fucked up big time and i dipped i am now quit for good lifetime quit here i am!
Do you still not get it????
Stop saying you're quit for good and a lifetime quitter.
Just worry about TODAY!!! THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.
Quitting TODAY is way more impressive than SAYING you're quit for life.
Didn't that line of thinking fuck you on your first go-around?
Live in the moment, bro. That's all that matters.
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
I fucked up big time and i dipped i am now quit for good lifetime quit here i am!
I don't use the "F" word very often but are you FUCKING kidding me! I didn't see any responses to the three questions posted in July 2013. Seriously, I don't mean to throw you off your stoppages but you've got a long way to go before you have any credibility. I'd say at least 300 days quit without missing a day posting roll. Let's see if you can do that!
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
I fucked up big time and i dipped i am now quit for good lifetime quit here i am!
I don't use the "F" word very often but are you FUCKING kidding me! I didn't see any responses to the three questions posted in July 2013. Seriously, I don't mean to throw you off your stoppages but you've got a long way to go before you have any credibility. I'd say at least 300 days quit without missing a day posting roll. Let's see if you can do that!
You have to buy in completely here to have success. At the end of the day we share the fact that we are nicotine addicts. There is no cure, there is no control, there is only one day at a time period. Those who forget usually fall right back into the same use quickly..."Never again for any reason" is not some hokey greeting card slogan, it is the truth! The people here will bend over backwards to help a stranger, but only when that person is walking the walk. I sincerely hope you "get it" this time around. It will take a long time for you to rebuild trust. I suggest you start by posting every day and keep your word. Today was day 241 for me, and I know I either keep fighting, or I will lose . I am winning the battle with my brothers and sisters here at my side ..... One day at a time, what will you do??
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Sometimes, at the end of the day, all a man has of any value is his word. Once you fuck that up, you ain't got nothing, Brother.
I fucked up big time and i dipped i am now quit for good lifetime quit here i am!
I don't use the "F" word very often but are you FUCKING kidding me! I didn't see any responses to the three questions posted in July 2013. Seriously, I don't mean to throw you off your stoppages but you've got a long way to go before you have any credibility. I'd say at least 300 days quit without missing a day posting roll. Let's see if you can do that!
Go play somewhere else.
Your repeated attempts are insulting.
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You have missed roll call going on 3 days now. People have tried to contact you with no response. Your last roll call was day 24 on Sunday, 6 JUL 2014. Where the eff are you? You were lurking in the roll call thread yesterday but never posted roll. I guess you didn't think anyone saw you but I did. I thought this was a lifetime quit and you learned from your mistakes?
You just proved everyone right that you are a weak, serial caving lady boy. You never understood what it means to quit and you never will until you pull your head out of your rectum. I hope for your sake that one day this happen, but it won't be with the Sultan's because we have no room for someone that won't own up to their addiction and reach out when they need help. We are all weak, that is why we are here, but many of us are getting stronger by the day and that begins with posting roll. You, however, have remained the same weak individual you are since the first day you came to KTC which is proven by your serial caves. Either man up and drink the kool-aid or stop wasting the time of our quit members that could be helping someone who actually gives a shit.
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You have missed roll call going on 3 days now. People have tried to contact you with no response. Your last roll call was day 24 on Sunday, 6 JUL 2014. Where the eff are you? You were lurking in the roll call thread yesterday but never posted roll. I guess you didn't think anyone saw you but I did. I thought this was a lifetime quit and you learned from your mistakes?
You just proved everyone right that you are a weak, serial caving lady boy. You never understood what it means to quit and you never will until you pull your head out of your rectum. I hope for your sake that one day this happen, but it won't be with the Sultan's because we have no room for someone that won't own up to their addiction and reach out when they need help. We are all weak, that is why we are here, but many of us are getting stronger by the day and that begins with posting roll. You, however, have remained the same weak individual you are since the first day you came to KTC which is proven by your serial caves. Either man up and drink the kool-aid or stop wasting the time of our quit members that could be helping someone who actually gives a shit.
Amen Brother 'clap'
He didn't answer the damn questions since his first cave and didn't answer them this time around. Hmmm, I guess there really is a reason for asking and answering those three questions. Corey, my favorite saying is, "If you don't learn from history you are doomed to repeat it." This is my last time posting in your intro because you have not learned a damn thing while you've been here and you have wasted the time of a number of quitters that were willing to help you... that time could have been spent on someone who is/was more deserving.
'blowup'
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Oh this is some classic shit right here. Now you want to give it another go in Nov 15 basically saying the exact same things you said twice before. Sorry, just can't waste time on you.
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Oh this is some classic shit right here. Now you want to give it another go in Nov 15 basically saying the exact same things you said twice before. Sorry, just can't waste time on you.
Corey, really?! What the hell are you doing back here? You should be banned from this site for your serial caving. Actually, I don't even know why I'm posting in your intro. I suspect everyone should have fair warning about you though.
I for one don't believe you've ever quit nicotine. You've been down this road before and you've never apologized to any of your former groups as requested and that apology should have been a requirement for your ticket to post in a new group. But you come back and expect some help and guidance from yet another group. This is yet, another pathetic attempt to quit. A number of people have reached out to you and you've dumped on each one of their quits. So when does this end? I caved once but that was the only time. I understand caving once but twice knowing what you know about how this all works is crazy and this is your 4th or 5th attempt? I've lost count!
So, all you out there that thinks poor Corey should be given yet another chance to quit, beware, this is not the site for him and your time will be better served helping someone who might actually give a flying frog about their quit
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Bump... Another Nymphos caves? You are gonna cave your ass into December. What the fuck happened?