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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Gregggg on January 18, 2010, 03:24:00 PM
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Hey everybody
My names Greg and i've been dipping for a little over 2 years. I've been trying to quit for the past 2 months. i can't seem to do it. I have a lot of knowledge on addiction and I know the only thing i'm missing is having people to talk to who know what its like. Thats why ive joined this website. I haven't dipped in about 3 days but i've been smoking cigs (even tho i hate them) to cope with the nic withdraws..which was an extremely dumb idea cause i know it will lead me back to my true addiction. I dont know i just figured i'd introduce myself and meet some people. Respond or something. I'm not even sure if i posted this in the right section..
-Greg
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Hey everybody
My names Greg and i've been dipping for a little over 2 years. I've been trying to quit for the past 2 months. i can't seem to do it. I have a lot of knowledge on addiction and I know the only thing i'm missing is having people to talk to who know what its like. Thats why ive joined this website. I haven't dipped in about 3 days but i've been smoking cigs (even tho i hate them) to cope with the nic withdraws..which was an extremely dumb idea cause i know it will lead me back to my true addiction. I dont know i just figured i'd introduce myself and meet some people. Respond or something. I'm not even sure if i posted this in the right section..
-Greg
Any section is fine. Since you quit dip 3 days ago you would be in my group, the April 2010 HOF. We would to have you post roll call with us and promise us that you will remain dip nicotine free for the day. This means you will have to drop thhse cigars. If you would have not used them you would now be finishing up your last day with nic in your body but cince you used them, you will have to wait 3 days more once you drop them too. We will be there for all your rants and we know what you are going through since we just did it and are doing it ourselvevs.
It sounds like you need and want our help and we need you also to keep our group large and strong.
It is noce to meet you. Head on over to the quit group area and get to know your April brothers.
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Your true addiction is nicotine.
"I stopped drinking beer cold turkey because it was getting out of hand, but I've been drinking wine instead...I hope that won't lead me back to my original problem."
Well...gerhic...now that there just ain't right, ain't it?
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Your true addiction is nicotine.
"I stopped drinking beer cold turkey because it was getting out of hand, but I've been drinking wine instead...I hope that won't lead me back to my original problem."
Well...gerhic...now that there just ain't right, ain't it?
Smokey your gettin soft, I remember the time when it woulda been splained like this.
" you quit taking it in the ass, but you still suck dick, doesn't make you straight. Your still gay dude and your not quit either
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nicotine nicotine nicotine , Rigghhhht thar is yur prublem Greggggg
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Your true addiction is nicotine.
"I stopped drinking beer cold turkey because it was getting out of hand, but I've been drinking wine instead...I hope that won't lead me back to my original problem."
Well...gerhic...now that there just ain't right, ain't it?
Smokey your gettin soft, I remember the time when it woulda been splained like this.
" you quit taking it in the ass, but you still suck dick, doesn't make you straight. Your still gay dude and your not quit either
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nicotine nicotine nicotine , Rigghhhht thar is yur prublem Greggggg
There's nothing gay about sucking dick. Or am I thinking about creamsicles? It all blends together after being molested as a child.
:ph43r:
Holy Shit - I shut down the intro section for the day! Child molestation is less offensive than smoking cigarettes to help quit chewing tobacco.
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today is my 4th day free of nicotine and it feels good fellas. so how do i post a roll call or whatever its called
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today is my 4th day free of nicotine and it feels good fellas. so how do i post a roll call or whatever its called
Great job on the 4 days!
Read all of the links on the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) page to learn how the site works, how to post roll call, and (more importantly) why to post roll call.
Generally, you don't post rollcall after you've succeeded in staying clear of nicotine for the day, you post it as a promise to stay clean for the day. Try to post as early as possible, every day, and then keep your promise for the day.
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well i fucked up purchased a tin todayyy, packed a couple lips and realized i'm an idiot. through the tin out the car window. looks like tomorows day one again. i gotta post or talk to people more on this website
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well i fucked up purchased a tin todayyy, packed a couple lips and realized i'm an idiot. through the tin out the car window. looks like tomorows day one again. i gotta post or talk to people more on this website
You are growing to have to grow some balls if you really WANT to quit!!! Caving is for pussies!!! If you are SERIOUS about quitting post Day one tomorrow and give us your word that you are quit for for the day and repeat for the next day!!! We will support you and help you succeed!!! If you are NOT ready to quit go away and come back when you are ready!!! :angry: :angry: :angry:
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well i fucked up purchased a tin todayyy, packed a couple lips and realized i'm an idiot. through the tin out the car window. looks like tomorows day one again. i gotta post or talk to people more on this website
You are growing to have to grow some balls if you really WANT to quit!!! Caving is for pussies!!! If you are SERIOUS about quitting post Day one tomorrow and give us your word that you are quit for for the day and repeat for the next day!!! We will support you and help you succeed!!! If you are NOT ready to quit go away and come back when you are ready!!! :angry: :angry: :angry:
Holy Shit Dude! you had it made.....the nicotine was out.....day fourand then you cave......you like the first three days of misery so much you want them again?
If you post day one again, what will you do different? \
What are you willing to do not to put nicotine in your body again?
How important is this to you?
If you have your mind right.......post your promise, If your word means anything to you, post your promise
That's how we do it.....we give our word that come hell, or high water we will not use nicotine today..
Tomorrow we repeat it. So get your mind right, or don't come back!
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Let's break this down, shall we?
Hey everybody
My names Greg and i've been dipping for a little over 2 years. I've been trying to quit for the past 2 months. i can't seem to do it. I have a lot of knowledge on addiction and I know the only thing i'm missing is having people to talk to who know what its like. Thats why ive joined this website. I haven't dipped in about 3 days but i've been smoking cigs (even tho i hate them) to cope with the nic withdraws..which was an extremely dumb idea cause i know it will lead me back to my true addiction. I dont know i just figured i'd introduce myself and meet some people. Respond or something. I'm not even sure if i posted this in the right section..
  -Greg
Greg, you say you have a lot of knowledge on addiction, but there's obviously more missing than having people to talk to. You have that now but you are not taking advantage of the resources available. I've already discussed your choice to smoke cigs to deal with the withdrawals so we'll just let that be for now. Tell us Greg, with your knowledge of addiction - why did you fail at this attempt? With people to talk to, why can you not defeat your addiction?
today is my 4th day free of nicotine and it feels good fellas. so how do i post a roll call or whatever its called
"or whatever its called"? How fucking lazy are you? There are resources on this website that explain step by step how to post roll (and why we do it). At least fucking try. You said earlier you want people to "respond or something"? Are we supposed to do all the fucking work for you? If you don't respect yourself enough to figure out how this community works, how are you ever going to keep yourself from stuffing cancer in your lip?
well i fucked up purchased a tin todayyy, packed a couple lips and realized i'm an idiot. through the tin out the car window. looks like tomorows day one again. i gotta post or talk to people more on this website.
Look back to your post number one. Why do you make choices that you know are dumb? Are you truly an idiot or are you just weak? I'm guessing a whole lot of both. And again, look at your "doh-dee-doh" language. "Looks like tomorrows day one again"? No shit - it sure as fuck isn't day 6 like it should be you spineless little fuck. Looks like you've got some growing up to do. Looks like the fine folks at US tobacco have more self-respect, not mention bigger balls, than you. You wanna talk to people more on this website? Here, I'll talk to you. Fuck you troll. Go jerk off somewhere else.
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
Gregggg- you are right, a lot of us don 't understand other addictions. I would encourage you to go to the Wildcard section and look up a couple of the guys in the Alcohol Quitting Section and they can help you more.
Niwot 390- struggling not to drink Red wine every night!
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
Greg - honestly, the problem is not that you caved. The problem that I see is that you are putting zero effort into using the community as a tool for quitting. If you were taking this quit seriously, you would have at least stumbled in to the Welcome Center and read about how to post roll. And no, I will not post a link for you.
This website is focused on quitting nicotine in all forms. Allowing your lack of self-respect and lack of respect for this community would make this website look like shit.
Figure it the fuck out - join a quit group. You've been introduced. Now post roll in May 2010 and let your actions speak. Right now, your words are only telling us why you can't quit. Show us that you can by posting roll.
Now fucker.
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alrighty thanks guys
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
greggg
I am one of those guys who gets addicted to everything I try - chew, booze, pot, boomers, blotter, blow, etc. Been off the booze and drugs for 7 and 1/2 years now. It ain't easy but it is WAY easier than the alternative. Come on over to the WILDCARDAlcohol Quit Group and post with us. There is a good mix of guys over there how have gone (or are going) through the same shit as you. In fact, there are a lot of folks on this site who are going through the same thing even if they aren't posting in the alcohol quit group.
PM me if you want a number. I am willing to help but you have to do the heavy lifting.
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
greggg
I am one of those guys who gets addicted to everything I try - chew, booze, pot, boomers, blotter, blow, etc. Been off the booze and drugs for 7 and 1/2 years now. It ain't easy but it is WAY easier than the alternative. Come on over to the WILDCARDAlcohol Quit Group and post with us. There is a good mix of guys over there how have gone (or are going) through the same shit as you. In fact, there are a lot of folks on this site who are going through the same thing even if they aren't posting in the alcohol quit group.
PM me if you want a number. I am willing to help but you have to do the heavy lifting.
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Greggg thats a fucking rationalization and you know it. You think you HAVE to HAVE some vice. You don't, or at least you don't have to have one that will kill you. Yes, as an addict there is always the risk you'll transfer one addiction to another. Is this you?
If you went to an AA meeting and relapsed what would they say? How bout NA? would they accept your excuse or would they give you a swift kick in the ass? and guess what dummy? we do know you, at least the addict you. I know exactly what your going thru. You cant kid a kidder , and your bullshit isnt gonna fly in here either. Your not special and your not a bigger addict than anyone else here. There are much much more addictive SOB's in here than you and they are quit.
You say you need to go farther into recovery with booze? HAAAA , you ought to just say your looking for an excuse to keep dipping because you dont want to quit , or if you quit dipping you'll have to start drinking again. Nice logic, thats addiction at its finest. I guess I either have to shoot heroin or drink a gallon of shine...... ummmm don't forget door number 3 which is neither.
Either quit or don't , either use the tools here and the resources or not.
But your lame ass "post roll or something" reeks of apathy. In or out bro, but there ain't no in between. You can take your lippers and shove em, and your excuses too, This website doesn't "look like shit" as you say, it's you that looks like shit, not only do you still believe you have it harder than everybody else because your addicted to dip and booze and cock shaped lollypops, but your not using the resources here that will keep you quit. I doubt you have enough integrety to keep your word anyway so I guess I'd rather have you stay in here than soil roll call with your repetitive caving.
I hope you can get your shit together, and I'll be happy to help, but I'll be the first to point out your milk and cookie stories. There aint no milk and cookies here. YOur BS will be called. Now grab your nuts and stay the fuck quit, also if you need more cock shaped lolly's pm me , I have tons
Skoal Monster 364
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alright guys...see my problem right now is you all just jumped down my throat acting like you know me. that right there makes this website look like shit, beating me down cause i relapsed. I get your tactic though. The truth is dip isnt the only think i'm addicted to. I was into drugs for a while then turned into an alcoholic for years. I've been through a couple programs for those addictions. I've been clean and sober for almost 4 months now. When i stopped doing those things I began to dip pretty much all day. And now that I'm trying to quit that its the hardest fucking thing to do. Every time i go without dipping for a couple days I start to get more temptations to drink or drug and I cant go down that road again. Maybe I need to get farther into my recovery with the alcohol and such..who knows. I'll keep trying. You can say I need bigger balls or whatever you wanna say, but you guys dont know shit about what i'm going through. Later fuckers
greggg
I am one of those guys who gets addicted to everything I try - chew, booze, pot, boomers, blotter, blow, etc. Been off the booze and drugs for 7 and 1/2 years now. It ain't easy but it is WAY easier than the alternative. Come on over to the WILDCARDAlcohol Quit Group and post with us. There is a good mix of guys over there how have gone (or are going) through the same shit as you. In fact, there are a lot of folks on this site who are going through the same thing even if they aren't posting in the alcohol quit group.
PM me if you want a number. I am willing to help but you have to do the heavy lifting.
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Greggg thats a fucking rationalization and you know it. You think you HAVE to HAVE some vice. You don't, or at least you don't have to have one that will kill you. Yes, as an addict there is always the risk you'll transfer one addiction to another. Is this you?
If you went to an AA meeting and relapsed what would they say? How bout NA? would they accept your excuse or would they give you a swift kick in the ass? and guess what dummy? we do know you, at least the addict you. I know exactly what your going thru. You cant kid a kidder , and your bullshit isnt gonna fly in here either. Your not special and your not a bigger addict than anyone else here. There are much much more addictive SOB's in here than you and they are quit.
You say you need to go farther into recovery with booze? HAAAA , you ought to just say your looking for an excuse to keep dipping because you dont want to quit , or if you quit dipping you'll have to start drinking again. Nice logic, thats addiction at its finest. I guess I either have to shoot heroin or drink a gallon of shine...... ummmm don't forget door number 3 which is neither.
Either quit or don't , either use the tools here and the resources or not.
But your lame ass "post roll or something" reeks of apathy. In or out bro, but there ain't no in between. You can take your lippers and shove em, and your excuses too, This website doesn't "look like shit" as you say, it's you that looks like shit, not only do you still believe you have it harder than everybody else because your addicted to dip and booze and cock shaped lollypops, but your not using the resources here that will keep you quit. I doubt you have enough integrety to keep your word anyway so I guess I'd rather have you stay in here than soil roll call with your repetitive caving.
I hope you can get your shit together, and I'll be happy to help, but I'll be the first to point out your milk and cookie stories. There aint no milk and cookies here. YOur BS will be called. Now grab your nuts and stay the fuck quit, also if you need more cock shaped lolly's pm me , I have tons
Skoal Monster 364
SM is a little bit more of an eloquent writer than I, but Ill lay it out as best as I can.
Pot- I smoked about a quarter to half ounce a day at my worst
Hallucinogens- Done those quite a bit
Coke- Had a ridiculous habit that I am still ashamed to admit
Tobacco- 2 cans a day/ half pack of smokes. 2 cans and 1.5 packs if I was drinking.
I have what you call an addictive personality...guess what...I dont do any of that shit anymore.
You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy. Grow the fuck up.
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You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy. Grow the fuck up.
Gold...pure gold my friend.
Cubs is right, getting over yourself is step number one....you gonna take it or not?
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You are not special, but you are, however, a pussy. Grow the fuck up.
F'ng Brilliant!
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
And the bullshit continues.....
$20 bucks says you wrote that with a chew in your lip.
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
Get it done, honor your word, and fight with all your might and you will have my support.
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Guess it was just to "tough" for him.
nah cubs its not too tough for me. I got this. Its time to man up and do what needs to be done. Tomorrow I will post a roll and start the journey.
i found this site and they convinced me to pull of the patch i had on. been clean since. Do not try, do!
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Well look at the big quit on Gregggg!
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Hey guys again.
i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.
greg
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That peach skoal is a motherfucker.
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Hey guys again.
i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.
greg
There is no excuse. NONE! Repeat after me, "I am a vagina and I had no backbone. There was no reason to cave, but I decided a substance in a can had more of a backbone than I did." Seriously, Greg, I'm glad to have you back, but this pisses me off and it should piss us all off. How dare you to spit in our faces and tell us to efff-off?? You know, this is a tough journey and a journey that needs to be started for the willing and the strong. If you cannot get it together, then don't even bother. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but damnit, this is serious business. Either be serious or get out. Plain and damn simple! Get your act together and be part of this team or pack up and be ready to say good-bye to your loved ones when this substance takes your life. What's it going to be? I want an answer.
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Hey guys again.
i've been a bitch and caved a while ago. Been struggling and been wondering why and its because I stopped using all of the tools on this website. Last time i was here, I posted but didnt use any ones phone number or the little paper you put in your wallet. If anybody is willing, I'd like some numbers for this journey I am about to begin again. I was being such a bitch I was about to make another account instead of facing everybody, but this is the only way. Just threw away a full tin and am going to start posting.
greg
There is no excuse. NONE! Repeat after me, "I am a vagina and I had no backbone. There was no reason to cave, but I decided a substance in a can had more of a backbone than I did." Seriously, Greg, I'm glad to have you back, but this pisses me off and it should piss us all off. How dare you to spit in our faces and tell us to efff-off?? You know, this is a tough journey and a journey that needs to be started for the willing and the strong. If you cannot get it together, then don't even bother. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but damnit, this is serious business. Either be serious or get out. Plain and damn simple! Get your act together and be part of this team or pack up and be ready to say good-bye to your loved ones when this substance takes your life. What's it going to be? I want an answer.
Obviously, he couldn't do without the taste of shit in his mouth.
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Oh, and Greg, I wanted to point something out. A HUGE trigger for me is the baseball field. I played high level ball and do not play anymore; however, being at Safeco Field watching the Twins play the Mariners last night was rough. The National Anthem was being played last night and what do I see??? I see a line-up full of Mariners with tins in their back pockets. I see our catcher w/ a tin in his pocket, spitting a huge stream of brown juice on the grass/dirt before he enters the dugout (yes, we have killer seats to be able to see such detail). Last night, yes LAST NIGHT, at the field, my mouth began to salivate and I began to wonder how nice it would be to have "just one" more dip. Just one and that would be it. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my can of Hooch Classic and filled my lip. I began to think about how much I would have let myself down, let you guys down, let my family down, let my doctor down, let my dentist down, etc. That was a huge trigger for me and I pulled through just fine. You can do the same, but you don't give a shit. To have posted 90+ posts and then claim a "day-1" is ridiculous. Once again, welcome back but be serious this time...please.
EDIT: I WANTED TO POINT OUT I DIDN'T EVEN COME CLOSE TO CAVING LAST NIGHT, BECAUSE CAVING IS NOT AN OPTION. I WANTED TO POINT OUT WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE WHEN YOU THINK HOW NICE ONE MORE DIP WOULD BE. JUST BEAR IN MIND; HOWEVER, THAT "ONE MORE DIP" COULD BE THE DIP THAT TAKES YOUR LIFE.