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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Baxter1 on February 22, 2013, 09:50:00 AM
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I have tried it in the past, but failed. I have decided that I really do want to quit dipping. I believe from the sounds of it that I have come to the right place. Let me know where i need to go on the site to get started.
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Welcome to KTC. Go up to the "Welcome Center" and read all about the how's and why's of what we do and do not do here. This system works.
Go to your quit group which would be June 2013 and post your day 1, if you have no nicotine in your system. This is a cold turkey type approach we use here. Post roll everyday as your promise not to use any nicotine that day. 1 day at a time.
Reach out to your quit brothers in your group and exchange numbers for added suport during tough times. You can do it.
Welcome again.
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You posted your Day 1, and you're off and running.
Read as much as you can, and don't be afraid to shout if you have questions.
Welcome again.
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I have tried it in the past, but failed. I have decided that I really do want to quit dipping. I believe from the sounds of it that I have come to the right place. Let me know where i need to go on the site to get started.
Welcome to KTC, go to "Welcome Center" and start reading and reading and reading. If you are quit then post roll in the June quit group. This is a nicotine free site period, no patches, no gum,no shit in your mouth. Congrats on finding this site, pull up a chair and stay awhile it's amazing in here.
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In the past when I tried to quit it just seemed like either stress or certain triggers are what got me. But as I was looking in the mirror last night, as I brushed my teeth, I realized i have lost alot of gum tissue. That is something that I will never get back. It has also been a pain in the rump not to chew at the house. My wife knows that I started again but I just dont do it at the house. So any suggestions anyone has to help me would greatly be appreciated.
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In the past when I tried to quit it just seemed like either stress or certain triggers are what got me. But as I was looking in the mirror last night, as I brushed my teeth, I realized i have lost alot of gum tissue. That is something that I will never get back. It has also been a pain in the rump not to chew at the house. My wife knows that I started again but I just dont do it at the house. So any suggestions anyone has to help me would greatly be appreciated.
The next few days are going to suck...out loud. White knuckle it, drink a ton of water, stay away from the boys at the bar, and hunker down.
Being here is a great distraction when you're craving.
Chew gum (not nicorette).
Eat life savers.
Mints.
Toothpicks.
Straws.
Work out.
Go for a run.
Chop some wood.
Do anything OTHER than dip.
I obviously don't know you or your relationship with your wife, but I strongly suggest you pull her aside and tell her what's going on. Tell her you're Quitting. She's going to notice your irritability, and rage for the next couple weeks. Remember - it's not her fault you're a dumbass and decided to chew for so many years.
When you're craving, come here.
When you're raging, come here. Rage on us. We get it. Your kids don't. Your wife doesn't. Your boss already hates you, so don't give him an excuse to fire you. Rage on us.
I was a full blow can and a half a day Copenhagen guy for 29 years. If I was awake and breathing, I was dipping. Trust me when I say, you CAN do this! And it is SO much better on the 'other side'.
Freedom - it's worth it.
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Hey, time to nut up and do this shit. Like Nolaq said, it's going to be tough. When you feel like a bitch come here and chew these KTC shitheads a new asshole. Chew on us, not Your family and don't chew dip! One day at a time. Be an asshole on here and these guys will have your back, but don't frickin cave! Nut up, be courageous, love your family, and be a bitch here on KTC if need be. It takes a true bad ass to quit - it truly does - do you have what it takes? I believe you do!
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In the past when I tried to quit it just seemed like either stress or certain triggers are what got me. But as I was looking in the mirror last night, as I brushed my teeth, I realized i have lost alot of gum tissue. That is something that I will never get back. It has also been a pain in the rump not to chew at the house. My wife knows that I started again but I just dont do it at the house. So any suggestions anyone has to help me would greatly be appreciated.
The next few days are going to suck...out loud. White knuckle it, drink a ton of water, stay away from the boys at the bar, and hunker down.
Being here is a great distraction when you're craving.
Chew gum (not nicorette).
Eat life savers.
Mints.
Toothpicks.
Straws.
Work out.
Go for a run.
Chop some wood.
Do anything OTHER than dip.
I obviously don't know you or your relationship with your wife, but I strongly suggest you pull her aside and tell her what's going on. Tell her you're Quitting. She's going to notice your irritability, and rage for the next couple weeks. Remember - it's not her fault you're a dumbass and decided to chew for so many years.
When you're craving, come here.
When you're raging, come here. Rage on us. We get it. Your kids don't. Your wife doesn't. Your boss already hates you, so don't give him an excuse to fire you. Rage on us.
I was a full blow can and a half a day Copenhagen guy for 29 years. If I was awake and breathing, I was dipping. Trust me when I say, you CAN do this! And it is SO much better on the 'other side'.
Freedom - it's worth it.
I was gonna post something heartfelt and creative, but instead I'll just request that you read Nolaq's post again. Seriously, I mean read it again. Really soak in what that brother is telling you. Then heed it.
Read everything you can here. There is lots to learn. Get your head in the game and really commit to this or you will fail. It is THE MOST IMPORTANT thing you do every day. You just have to realize that. There have been a few really good exchanges in some of these intros lately. Read up on those. Post any questions and you'll get all the support you need.
I agree completely that you should talk with your wife. Show her the spouse's section (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp) and have her read it. I hesitated on telling my wife, and regret that decision. She has been a HUGE advocate since she understood what was going on. Before that she just thought I was being a prick for no reason. Seriously, bring her here.
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WOW! What a sucky afternoon it has been. Got past lunch and I have been going down hill from there. I havent caved but wow am I being a douche bag. I told my wife and she sounded very happy
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WOW! What a sucky afternoon it has been. Got past lunch and I have been going down hill from there. I havent caved but wow am I being a douche bag. I told my wife and she sounded very happy
Hang in there! If you posted roll this morning, keep you promise. Bad ass quiters don't post roll and then cave in the same day! Stay strong and embrace the suck. It gets better sir! You'll look back on this and be glad that you came to this site to be a douche bag instead of caving. PM me if you need anything. Glad to be quit with you today!
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WOW! What a sucky afternoon it has been. Got past lunch and I have been going down hill from there. I havent caved but wow am I being a douche bag. I told my wife and she sounded very happy
Hang in there! If you posted roll this morning, keep you promise. Bad ass quiters don't post roll and then cave in the same day! Stay strong and embrace the suck. It gets better sir! You'll look back on this and be glad that you came to this site to be a douche bag instead of caving. PM me if you need anything. Glad to be quit with you today!
You're a man of your word right Baxter?
I know how bad the suck is, we all do. But we can all assure you that it does go away and the view from here is VERY nice. I'll always be an addict but I'm not the same idiot I was when I was stuffing my face and pretending it was fun.
You WILL make it thought this if you honor your word. You're at the worst part and the cloud over your head will be gone before you know it.
I'll be keeping an eye on this in case you need help. Otherwise I'll be looking forward to your roll post tomorrow morning.
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
to each his own. bottom line is what ever you have to do to keep this nic bitch out of your mouth then do it. if its fake stuff then so be it. lots of ppl here have used it. i myself was a fan of fire balls.
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
If you have to use the herbal to stay quit by all means use it. I personally didn't and haven't because I felt like it was to close to the real deal. Alot of quitters on KTC swear by it though. Bottom line do what ever it takes to stay quit today, 24 hours 1,440 minutes. You can do this, there is an army of quitters backing your quit today. QLF today
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
If you have to use the herbal to stay quit by all means use it. I personally didn't and haven't because I felt like it was to close to the real deal. Alot of quitters on KTC swear by it though. Bottom line do what ever it takes to stay quit today, 24 hours 1,440 minutes. You can do this, there is an army of quitters backing your quit today. QLF today
LOOT thinks like jaynellie. Way, way too fuggin close to the real thing. It would start the same old rationalization process that kill a bunch of other attempts. "You are spending money on it....You are dipping it...It looks like dip...It comes in a can like dip...You may as well dip". Thas how LOOTs mind works right there. Stupid assed addict rationalization.
Only you know you. Follow your instinct. Aint nuttin wrong with it as long as you can control it. LOOT can't and knows it.
You are going to deal with the oral fixation at some point or another. LOOT bit the bullet and had it whooped around Day 90. 3 months of seeds and sore, bleeding gums and it was over. Some guys one here are carrying fakie years after they quit. Aint for LOOT.
Again...only you know you.
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
If you have to use the herbal to stay quit by all means use it. I personally didn't and haven't because I felt like it was to close to the real deal. Alot of quitters on KTC swear by it though. Bottom line do what ever it takes to stay quit today, 24 hours 1,440 minutes. You can do this, there is an army of quitters backing your quit today. QLF today
LOOT thinks like jaynellie. Way, way too fuggin close to the real thing. It would start the same old rationalization process that kill a bunch of other attempts. "You are spending money on it....You are dipping it...It looks like dip...It comes in a can like dip...You may as well dip". Thas how LOOTs mind works right there. Stupid assed addict rationalization.
Only you know you. Follow your instinct. Aint nuttin wrong with it as long as you can control it. LOOT can't and knows it.
You are going to deal with the oral fixation at some point or another. LOOT bit the bullet and had it whooped around Day 90. 3 months of seeds and sore, bleeding gums and it was over. Some guys one here are carrying fakie years after they quit. Aint for LOOT.
Again...only you know you.
^^^ x 3. I agree with Loot completely. I was tired of the addiction, the spit, the dribble down the back of my throat, the dependency on a can, the appearance of shit in my mouth. All of it. I knew that I had to get just as far away from the whole situation as I possibly could. I chewed through a damn truckload of seeds, though. I'd say stay away from IF YOU CAN.
Even with all that said, I have to admit that I personally know of many instances where fake stuff saved a quit. I will never bash my brothers who used it. Whatever works.
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
If you have to use the herbal to stay quit by all means use it. I personally didn't and haven't because I felt like it was to close to the real deal. Alot of quitters on KTC swear by it though. Bottom line do what ever it takes to stay quit today, 24 hours 1,440 minutes. You can do this, there is an army of quitters backing your quit today. QLF today
LOOT thinks like jaynellie. Way, way too fuggin close to the real thing. It would start the same old rationalization process that kill a bunch of other attempts. "You are spending money on it....You are dipping it...It looks like dip...It comes in a can like dip...You may as well dip". Thas how LOOTs mind works right there. Stupid assed addict rationalization.
Only you know you. Follow your instinct. Aint nuttin wrong with it as long as you can control it. LOOT can't and knows it.
You are going to deal with the oral fixation at some point or another. LOOT bit the bullet and had it whooped around Day 90. 3 months of seeds and sore, bleeding gums and it was over. Some guys one here are carrying fakie years after they quit. Aint for LOOT.
Again...only you know you.
^^^ x 3. I agree with Loot completely. I was tired of the addiction, the spit, the dribble down the back of my throat, the dependency on a can, the appearance of shit in my mouth. All of it. I knew that I had to get just as far away from the whole situation as I possibly could. I chewed through a damn truckload of seeds, though. I'd say stay away from IF YOU CAN.
Even with all that said, I have to admit that I personally know of many instances where fake stuff saved a quit. I will never bash my brothers who used it. Whatever works.
I am one that used the fake like it was going out of style but ended up regretting it. Had a TERRIBLE time quitting the fake stuff because it was like I was going through the first few days all over again (without the nic withdrawal). The same feelings of giving up a friend, the same feelings of being bored off my ass, the same feeling of needing something more.
Did it help me get through the real nic withdrawal? No, not any more than sunflower seeds did. If I could do it over with the knowledge I no have I would not have used seeds or the fake.
Go with your gut feeling on this. Only you know what it is going to do for your mindset.
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Is it good to go and get the herbal stuff or just say the heck with anything like that?
If you have to use the herbal to stay quit by all means use it. I personally didn't and haven't because I felt like it was to close to the real deal. Alot of quitters on KTC swear by it though. Bottom line do what ever it takes to stay quit today, 24 hours 1,440 minutes. You can do this, there is an army of quitters backing your quit today. QLF today
LOOT thinks like jaynellie. Way, way too fuggin close to the real thing. It would start the same old rationalization process that kill a bunch of other attempts. "You are spending money on it....You are dipping it...It looks like dip...It comes in a can like dip...You may as well dip". Thas how LOOTs mind works right there. Stupid assed addict rationalization.
Only you know you. Follow your instinct. Aint nuttin wrong with it as long as you can control it. LOOT can't and knows it.
You are going to deal with the oral fixation at some point or another. LOOT bit the bullet and had it whooped around Day 90. 3 months of seeds and sore, bleeding gums and it was over. Some guys one here are carrying fakie years after they quit. Aint for LOOT.
Again...only you know you.
^^^ x 3. I agree with Loot completely. I was tired of the addiction, the spit, the dribble down the back of my throat, the dependency on a can, the appearance of shit in my mouth. All of it. I knew that I had to get just as far away from the whole situation as I possibly could. I chewed through a damn truckload of seeds, though. I'd say stay away from IF YOU CAN.
Even with all that said, I have to admit that I personally know of many instances where fake stuff saved a quit. I will never bash my brothers who used it. Whatever works.
I am one that used the fake like it was going out of style but ended up regretting it. Had a TERRIBLE time quitting the fake stuff because it was like I was going through the first few days all over again (without the nic withdrawal). The same feelings of giving up a friend, the same feelings of being bored off my ass, the same feeling of needing something more.
Did it help me get through the real nic withdrawal? No, not any more than sunflower seeds did. If I could do it over with the knowledge I no have I would not have used seeds or the fake.
Go with your gut feeling on this. Only you know what it is going to do for your mindset.
I used Smokey Mountain and still do from time to time. Until you have been quit for a long time there are still triggers you will come across that you have not dealt with yet. I feel that it is a good tool to use early on but not as you used to use Chew. I was a can + a day guy so I only used it if I was really feeling the anxiety! I recommend you only use it as a safety net until you are ready to walk the rope without it. Whatever it takes to stay quit is what I say! Over time I have been getting the feeling when I use it that it is silly. There is no Nic in it so why the hell am I using it.
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Thanks for all the advice. I think for the time being I won't use anything. Still going strong but getting really irritable.
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Thanks for all the advice. I think for the time being I won't use anything. Still going strong but getting really irritable.
Yep. Gonna get pissy. Bring it here bro...take it out on us. We got thick skin and we do t hold grudges cause we've been there. There are plenty of targets roaming these halls...pick one, zero in, and let the bastard have it. Better one of us than your wife or kids.
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Thanks for all the advice. I think for the time being I won't use anything. Still going strong but getting really irritable.
Yep. Gonna get pissy. Bring it here bro...take it out on us. We got thick skin and we do t hold grudges cause we've been there. There are plenty of targets roaming these halls...pick one, zero in, and let the bastard have it. Better one of us than your wife or kids.
Baxter - you suck.
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That's right, sucking on some beer and wings. Probably not the smartest thing on the first day
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This sucks, just ate and all I can think about is snuff. Not going to give in though. This nic is not going to suck me back in. F-you nic.
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This sucks, just ate and all I can think about is snuff. Not going to give in though. This nic is not going to suck me back in. F-you nic.
Deep breathes...and tell smokey to fuck off
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Fuck off smokey. This guy is beating this shit.
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However day 1 almost in the books and I am still alive without snuff. Thanks for all the help and advice today. :)
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nice job today - hit the rack and we'll see you at roll in the morning.
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Fuck off smokey. This guy is beating this shit.
I don't want to talk to you no more, you empty headed animal food trough wiper. I fart in your general direction. Your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries.
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Day2 is off and running. Feeling pretty good so far today, but it is early yet.
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Day2 is off and running. Feeling pretty good so far today, but it is early yet.
Great job!!! Try and stay busy today. Try and get a work out in if possible. Also drink a shit ton of water and eat to keep your blood sugar levels where they should be.
You got this. You feel rage, a crave, have some questions, etc...come back here and lean on us. Keep occupied by reading as much as you can on this site. It will help.
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I have tried it in the past, but failed. I have decided that I really do want to quit dipping. I believe from the sounds of it that I have come to the right place. Let me know where i need to go on the site to get started.
Welcome to KTC baxter, lots of good information in your introduction all ready. I will add a couple of things I have not seen posted yet.
As far as the herbal stuff goes, one of our strongest March quitters swore by lipton tea bags starting out. Soak in cold water for a minute cut open and pack it in. Not as expensive as the other stuff and a little further removed from your quit, no can, etc.....
Also there is a link in the top left. LIVE CHAT (http://chat.killthecan.org/) Use it, if you need to rant or swear at people that is the place to go.
Get some phone numbers. I sent you a PM with mine, call or text me if you need to. You can send a PM (private message) by clicking on the persons name on the left.
Read, read, read and post questions, if you are experiencing it chances are someone else here has as well.
The next couple of days are going to suck, no getting around it. Water and exercise help as well. Do it right and you will never have to go through this again!
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Day2 is off and running. Feeling pretty good so far today, but it is early yet.
Great job!!! Try and stay busy today. Try and get a work out in if possible. Also drink a shit ton of water and eat to keep your blood sugar levels where they should be.
You got this. You feel rage, a crave, have some questions, etc...come back here and lean on us. Keep occupied by reading as much as you can on this site. It will help.
LOOT will white knuckle Day 2 with you.
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Day2 is off and running. Feeling pretty good so far today, but it is early yet.
Great job!!! Try and stay busy today. Try and get a work out in if possible. Also drink a shit ton of water and eat to keep your blood sugar levels where they should be.
You got this. You feel rage, a crave, have some questions, etc...come back here and lean on us. Keep occupied by reading as much as you can on this site. It will help.
LOOT will white knuckle Day 2 with you.
I'll ride shotgun.
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Thanks so much. I am starting to get the shakes a little bit. i will hold strong though.
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Keep your blood sugar up. Drink plenty of water. Workout. Whatever it takes to get past today then post again tomorrow. You got this.
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Shakes aint shit, you got this, let me know if you start seeing shit that isn't there. Don't you need to tell smokey to fuck off again? Perhaps use a little more rage this time - I'd say he's winning the verbal abuse battle, don't be a pussy, he can take it! You can even tell me to fuck off if it helps - do whatever it takes to win again today.
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Day2 is off and running. Feeling pretty good so far today, but it is early yet.
Great job!!! Try and stay busy today. Try and get a work out in if possible. Also drink a shit ton of water and eat to keep your blood sugar levels where they should be.
You got this. You feel rage, a crave, have some questions, etc...come back here and lean on us. Keep occupied by reading as much as you can on this site. It will help.
LOOT will white knuckle Day 2 with you.
I'll ride shotgun.
I easily remember my second day. After the 2nd day, I was more determined to also make the promise the third day. I did not want to have a 2nd day again, and I am now 60 days quit in the April group. You will be able to do this and you will know your own strength. iquitchewing
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Smokey, I am ready to rip your head off and shit down your throat
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This gets better right?
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This gets better right?
yep second by second... minute by minute... hour by hour... day by day... it gets way better. just keep up the work. you will get out of this what you put into it... You are doing AWESOME!!!
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This gets better right?
yep second by second... minute by minute... hour by hour... day by day... it gets way better. just keep up the work. you will get out of this what you put into it... You are doing AWESOME!!!
more than you can comprehend right now but it won't happen overnight, you still have some suck ahead of you. The good news is all of us have done it, I know you can too.
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This gets better right?
yep second by second... minute by minute... hour by hour... day by day... it gets way better. just keep up the work. you will get out of this what you put into it... You are doing AWESOME!!!
more than you can comprehend right now but it won't happen overnight, you still have some suck ahead of you. The good news is all of us have done it, I know you can too.
No sugar coating, the suck is real and it doesn't leave overnight and there are still days ahead that you will doubt that you can do it or even want to do it! That is the addicted mind trying to get you to feed it one more fix. The one day you'll realize you haven't been missing the poison. Just listen to the advise others that have traveled the path give you and quit one day at a time. Check your inbox (1)
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Well day 2 has been some what better than day 1. It still has sucked.. 'Finger' I tried to stay away from everyone so I didn't tear them a new one. It is awesome to see more joining the june group.
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Smokey, I am ready to rip your head off and shit down your throat
Yucky.
I am prepared to implant a test tube baby into your eye socket and perform an unsanitary abortion with my flacid penis.
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you can take your flacid penis and shove it up your unsanitary arse 'arse'
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I just got extremely pissed because i forgot to grab a towl from the room i was just in and had to walk the length of the house,again, to go get one. Who was i kidding, day2 blows as bad as day1
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I just got extremely pissed because i forgot to grab a towl from the room i was just in and had to walk the length of the house,again, to go get one. Who was i kidding, day2 blows as bad as day1
Well then, keep fighting and remember this suck as to why the hell would you want to go through this again. Let this strengthen you.
Get ready as day 3 will probably be all the same and/or worse than day 2. But guess what??????? after that 72 hour mark for when the physical nicotene withdrawl is over it will get better.
But for now keep fighting, be strong with that pair between your legs and be quit.
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you can take your flacid penis and shove it up your unsanitary arse 'arse'
You can take your throat shit and make it into a throat shit cobbler and feed it to your throat shit loving mother - you throat shitter.
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Day3 started out tough. Has gotten a fuzz better. Just really craving
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Day3 started out tough. Has gotten a fuzz better. Just really craving
Fight brother fight!
Day 3...almost at the 72 hour mark. The physical part is almost done. Remember this feeling because it only happens once. You only go through withdrawal once. From here on out its mental and I'll tell ya that once you get there, there's a few thousand folks here that can pull you through. So get there. And we'll fight together the rest of the way.
You got to prepare yourself for the craves. You got any fakey? Or gum? Get something. Sunflower seeds. Atomic hot balls. Anything. Coffee grounds. Stuff anything but cancer candy in your pie hole.
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Day3 started out tough. Has gotten a fuzz better. Just really craving
Fight brother fight!
Day 3...almost at the 72 hour mark. The physical part is almost done. Remember this feeling because it only happens once. You only go through withdrawal once. From here on out its mental and I'll tell ya that once you get there, there's a few thousand folks here that can pull you through. So get there. And we'll fight together the rest of the way.
You got to prepare yourself for the craves. You got any fakey? Or gum? Get something. Sunflower seeds. Atomic hot balls. Anything. Coffee grounds. Stuff anything but cancer candy in your pie hole.
It will keep getting a fuzz better as long as you let it. Stay strong baxter it will get better!
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What a day. Been in the fog all day long. It is almost like I have forgotten how to do things without a dip. Day 3 is almost over though.
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What a day. Been in the fog all day long. It is almost like I have forgotten how to do things without a dip. Day 3 is almost over though.
It took my brain a couple of weeks to remember how to think again. Some might say I am still in the fog...... Hang in there it gets better.
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Made through Day3. It was definitely rough. Starting Day 4 off feeling really good. I hope it stays that way but I am at work today so it probably wont. I am not sure I would have made it through the weekend with all of you. Heres to you 'boob' lol
Thanks so much
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Made through Day3. It was definitely rough. Starting Day 4 off feeling really good. I hope it stays that way but I am at work today so it probably wont. I am not sure I would have made it through the weekend with all of you. Heres to you 'boob' lol
Thanks so much
That's how we do it, nice work!
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Made through Day3. It was definitely rough. Starting Day 4 off feeling really good. I hope it stays that way but I am at work today so it probably wont. I am not sure I would have made it through the weekend with all of you. Heres to you 'boob' lol
Thanks so much
That's how we do it, nice work!
Remember your promise, fight the craving with whatever works (slam your nuts in a drawer). Let that good feeling last, (don't hope)! Learning to control life's challenges and controlling how we feel about them is the beginning of freedom! That may seem very foreign to a slave. Six months ago I would have seriously doubted that I could be in control of anything in my life. But can and so can you!
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Baxter - the poison is out of your system. Now, it's a gigantic mental battle. The more you anticipate cravings, depression, struggles and overall doom, the more likely you'll be to have a shit day. Focus on the positive. You're on the path to freedom. You've just accomplished an amazing milestone in your quit. Today's fucking fantastic!
Congrats.
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Day4 started off good but it has gotten a little difficult these last couple of hours. My mouth is getting sore from seeds and mints.
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Day4 started off good but it has gotten a little difficult these last couple of hours. My mouth is getting sore from seeds and mints.
you just keep on chompin those seeds man. having a mouth all torn up from the fuggers will be a good reminder of what you don't wanna do again.
when those craves hit, throw one finger on each hand up, and tell'em to Fuck Off. As loud as you gotta. Until you don't gotta.
You got this man. It ain't easy, but it is so worth it.
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Day4 started off good but it has gotten a little difficult these last couple of hours. My mouth is getting sore from seeds and mints.
you just keep on chompin those seeds man. having a mouth all torn up from the fuggers will be a good reminder of what you don't wanna do again.
when those craves hit, throw one finger on each hand up, and tell'em to Fuck Off. As loud as you gotta. Until you don't gotta.
You got this man. It ain't easy, but it is so worth it.
Hang tough Baxter!
when you crave do the following!
locate drawer of desk, put penis in drawer, slam drawer.... = no more crave brother!
Love ya....
Never Again For any Reason....Never forget Day 1! 'bang head'
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This made me think of you just now. Be well. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6MMEsD_Avo)
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Smokey, I am ready to rip your head off and shit down your throat
Yucky.
I am prepared to implant a test tube baby into your eye socket and perform an unsanitary abortion with my flacid penis.
I'm sorry, but this is the funniest, sickest thing I've read in a long damn time. Thanks Smoke. You are one sick puppy. Sorry about the limp dick.
Baxter, Been readin' up on you. If there's one thing that I had learned early on to help, it was to embrace the suck. Really learn what that means. Live it. Feel how it changes.
I think your target has been acquired. I firmly look forward to you online-assassinating Smokey in the very near future.
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Here we go with Day5. A little rough yesterday evening, had alot of triggers. I got through them though. Been going to bed earlier than normal. I hope that changes. Smokey I am lost for words to be honest with you. The combination of words you have used are astonishing. The only thing I can say right now is 'Finger' I dont give a darn about anything but staying quit
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Here we go with Day5. A little rough yesterday evening, had alot of triggers. I got through them though. Been going to bed earlier than normal. I hope that changes. Smokey I am lost for words to be honest with you. The combination of words you have used are astonishing. The only thing I can say right now is 'Finger' I dont give a darn about anything but staying quit
NO WHITE FLAG TO SMOKEY YET!!!! You'll have some more times when you need to fuckin' scream at someone. Better him than anyone else.
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Here we go with Day5. A little rough yesterday evening, had alot of triggers. I got through them though. Been going to bed earlier than normal. I hope that changes. Smokey I am lost for words to be honest with you. The combination of words you have used are astonishing. The only thing I can say right now is 'Finger' I dont give a darn about anything but staying quit
Also, Day 5 is when I really noticed the fog lift for me. Stay close to the site, reach out to those who have reached out to you.
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Day5 seems to be getting a little easier. Still craving a little but not as bad. Stay quit with me june quitters
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
Awesome! I am just a day behind you!
I bought a can of smokey mountain too. It's odd stuff, tastes pretty decent. I hear that Hooch is better though. I actually ended up ordering Jakes Chew in Cinnamon. I don't want to remember how my old dip tasted every time I throw in one of these alternatives. So, cinnamon it is.
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
What's your thinking on the Smokey Mountain?
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
What's your thinking on the Smokey Mountain?
Whatever it takes to keep clean B.
FUSmokey
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
What's your thinking on the Smokey Mountain?
I am not sure what my thinking is on the somkey mountain. I guess the physical part. I took a little of it this morning but havent since.
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
What's your thinking on the Smokey Mountain?
Whatever it takes to keep clean B.
FUSmokey
I agree with Loot. Whatever it takes to "not" put the poison in our mouths!!
Loot also knows, "never forget day 1". I love loot and his wisdom!!! 'bang head'
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Day 6 is off and running. I finally broke down and bought some smky mount. We will see how that goes. Today will be another good day for the June quitters.
What's your thinking on the Smokey Mountain?
I am not sure what my thinking is on the somkey mountain. I guess the physical part. I took a little of it this morning but havent since.
Loot's smelly and slow, but he's right.
I was just asking because I sensed a foreboding tone in a usually gleeful Baxter. Whatever you need, so long as you reflect.
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Day 7 is off and running. This time last week I never would have thought I would be nic free this week. Hanging strong and staying nic free
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Day 7 is off and running. This time last week I never would have thought I would be nic free this week. Hanging strong and staying nic free
Awesome, stay strong. I can't believe I have been nic free this long either!
As Christopher Walken would say "it's crazy!".
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Day 7 is off and running. This time last week I never would have thought I would be nic free this week. Hanging strong and staying nic free
Awesome, stay strong. I can't believe I have been nic free this long either!
As Christopher Walken would say "it's crazy!".
I hope you don't mind that I'm latching on to your intro page. I find the newly discovered quit so invigorating - and something I intend to never personally discover again. Keep on journaling. It helps make the entire community stronger - you diseased rhinocerous pizzle.
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Day 7 is off and running. This time last week I never would have thought I would be nic free this week. Hanging strong and staying nic free
Awesome, stay strong. I can't believe I have been nic free this long either!
As Christopher Walken would say "it's crazy!".
I hope you don't mind that I'm latching on to your intro page. I find the newly discovered quit so invigorating - and something I intend to never personally discover again. Keep on journaling. It helps make the entire community stronger - you diseased rhinocerous pizzle.
'I'm with stupid' :) Love ya Smoke!
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Day 7 is off and running. This time last week I never would have thought I would be nic free this week. Hanging strong and staying nic free
Awesome, stay strong. I can't believe I have been nic free this long either!
As Christopher Walken would say "it's crazy!".
I hope you don't mind that I'm latching on to your intro page. I find the newly discovered quit so invigorating - and something I intend to never personally discover again. Keep on journaling. It helps make the entire community stronger - you diseased rhinocerous pizzle.
'I'm with stupid' :) Love ya Smoke!
Nice week Baxter1!
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Thanks for all the help this week. Day 7 Is almost in the books so I will go on to day 8 in the morning
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Thanks for all the help this week. Day 7 Is almost in the books so I will go on to day 8 in the morning
well done, sounds like you've got the program down pretty well. Keep it up.
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Thanks for all the help this week. Day 7 Is almost in the books so I will go on to day 8 in the morning
well done, sounds like you've got the program down pretty well. Keep it up.
Nice to meet you in chat Baxter. Keep up the great work man.
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Thanks for all the help this week. Day 7 Is almost in the books so I will go on to day 8 in the morning
well done, sounds like you've got the program down pretty well. Keep it up.
Nice to meet you in char Baxter. Keep up the great work man.
outstanding....its a head game the rest of the way....you got this
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So i posted roll this morning and went back in just a few minutes ago and it had been deleted. What F-is up with that
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So i posted roll this morning and went back in just a few minutes ago and it had been deleted. What F-is up with that
Not deleted...bumped. Someone was posting role at the same time as you and you got bumped and your name didn't show up. You two get your periods at the same time too? Jeesh. Actually it happens all the time. Just post again.
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I didn't know that happens. Just want to make sure I am on there
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I didn't know that happens. Just want to make sure I am on there
Happens all the time bro. Usually someone catches it, but always go back to pg1 after posting and check.
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Baxter, I think i f-ed up the roll this morning and somehow deleted your post. My bad.
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Baxter, I think i f-ed up the roll this morning and somehow deleted your post. My bad.
Its all good, I think it was the nic bitch trying to talk this morning. Was a little aggravated this morning
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Keep it up Baxter! That you give enough of a shit to say something about being bumped says a lot about you. One day at a time! You ARE doing this.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard without a dip in. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
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Congrats... stay quit one day at a time! You have my number, text if you need anything.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard. I'ts hard doing the things I love,,, fishing, riding bike without a big juicy one. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
A big juicy one in...sounds ghey as hell, dude
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard. I'ts hard doing the things I love,,, fishing, riding bike without a big juicy one. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
A big juicy one in...sounds ghey as hell, dude
Baxter, I was walking my dogs this morning, and I had an odd feeling and memory. Walking the dogs was my 1/2 hour of EVERY day to quell my withdrawal symptoms of my addiction without worry. Today, I remembered how the first few times I walked the dogs after I quit, I wondered to myself "How the fuck am I going to be able to walk the dogs without a dip?" That was one of my biggest triggers. See how fucking stupid it sounds? Chances are, you did everything with a dip. Being awake is a trigger. Lose the idea that things are triggers. It'll help. Laugh at how fucking stupid we all used to be. But not today. Just not today.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard. I'ts hard doing the things I love,,, fishing, riding bike without a big juicy one. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
A big juicy one in...sounds ghey as hell, dude
Baxter, I was walking my dogs this morning, and I had an odd feeling and memory. Walking the dogs was my 1/2 hour of EVERY day to quell my withdrawal symptoms of my addiction without worry. Today, I remembered how the first few times I walked the dogs after I quit, I wondered to myself "How the fuck am I going to be able to walk the dogs without a dip?" That was one of my biggest triggers. See how fucking stupid it sounds? Chances are, you did everything with a dip. Being awake is a trigger. Lose the idea that things are triggers. It'll help. Laugh at how fucking stupid we all used to be. But not today. Just not today.
Keep your word that you will not use today and you will be fine. I cant think of anything that isnt a trigger since the only time I did not have a dip was eating or sleeping. So as long as I am breathing I will be kicking the bitch off. It gets better everyday.
Quit Like Hell!!
NICK
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard. I'ts hard doing the things I love,,, fishing, riding bike without a big juicy one. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
A big juicy one in...sounds ghey as hell, dude
Baxter, I was walking my dogs this morning, and I had an odd feeling and memory. Walking the dogs was my 1/2 hour of EVERY day to quell my withdrawal symptoms of my addiction without worry. Today, I remembered how the first few times I walked the dogs after I quit, I wondered to myself "How the fuck am I going to be able to walk the dogs without a dip?" That was one of my biggest triggers. See how fucking stupid it sounds? Chances are, you did everything with a dip. Being awake is a trigger. Lose the idea that things are triggers. It'll help. Laugh at how fucking stupid we all used to be. But not today. Just not today.
Keep your word that you will not use today and you will be fine. I cant think of anything that isnt a trigger since the only time I did not have a dip was eating or sleeping. So as long as I am breathing I will be kicking the bitch off. It gets better everyday.
Quit Like Hell!!
NICK
You know what I like about this intro thread?
Baxter is so scared that everything's going to be so difficult. Every day's so long. So tempting. So trying. It's like every morning's thread is the voice for the nic bitch. While Baxter's daily choice to remain quit is his proof positive bad-ass-iveness. FUNB. He's not taking shit for granted. The bitch still lives. But Baxter is stronger. Smokeyg is stronger.
+1 bitches.
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Starting Day 9. Feeling good but I think today will be a long day. Going to have a bunch of triggers that I will have to get through. But I will get through them.
Hey Baxter1, You have my number use it if you need to. No caving, you do not want to have to go through the last 9 days all over again. Skip some of the triggers if at all possible, especially if you are worried it.
I'm with you brother. I'm day 16 and these weekends have been kinda hard. I'ts hard doing the things I love,,, fishing, riding bike without a big juicy one. We're doing it though. I thought it was not possible, but it is. THAT LYING BITCH!!!!
A big juicy one in...sounds ghey as hell, dude
Baxter, I was walking my dogs this morning, and I had an odd feeling and memory. Walking the dogs was my 1/2 hour of EVERY day to quell my withdrawal symptoms of my addiction without worry. Today, I remembered how the first few times I walked the dogs after I quit, I wondered to myself "How the fuck am I going to be able to walk the dogs without a dip?" That was one of my biggest triggers. See how fucking stupid it sounds? Chances are, you did everything with a dip. Being awake is a trigger. Lose the idea that things are triggers. It'll help. Laugh at how fucking stupid we all used to be. But not today. Just not today.
I have began to forget about dipping in many situations, no associated cravings either. When I look back I feel incredibly proud and motivated. Over thinking didn't help me in my first few days, so just began to push forward naturally. I know there are triggers I haven't faced, but I will tackle those triggers when I get there. I am quitting one trigger at a time.
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Thanks for the words of encouragement yesterday. I have made it through Day 9 and now ready to tackle Day 10. I kept myself busy yesterday by cutting down some trees. Day 10 will be a nic free day. Stay quit June.
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Thanks for the words of encouragement yesterday. I have made it through Day 9 and now ready to tackle Day 10. I kept myself busy yesterday by cutting down some trees. Day 10 will be a nic free day. Stay quit June.
Great to hear, day 21 here and it has gotten much better in the last week. You have much improvement to look forward to, keep kicking ass!
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Thanks for the words of encouragement yesterday. I have made it through Day 9 and now ready to tackle Day 10. I kept myself busy yesterday by cutting down some trees. Day 10 will be a nic free day. Stay quit June.
Great to hear, day 21 here and it has gotten much better in the last week. You have much improvement to look forward to, keep kicking ass!
I'll add my encouragement. I t has become easier for me too. Each week has fewer strong craves, as I get used to doing stuff without nicotine. I'm day 68 and still have occasional craves, but it is getting better as one day leads to another in my quit. You will do this too and it will make you STRONG.
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It has been a busy and rough couple days at the house, has nothing to do with quitting, and I havent been on here that much. I guess since I have been busy that I havent had much time think about my quitting. So I hope all the june quitters are still going strong.
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It has been a busy and rough couple days at the house, has nothing to do with quitting, and I havent been on here that much. I guess since I have been busy that I havent had much time think about my quitting. So I hope all the june quitters are still going strong.
You been posting roll bud?
That's all you need to do if so. Sometimes, we're takers. Sometimes, we're givers. Sometimes, we need some space.
All we ask here is that you post roll to play on the playground here. Take what you need, and leave the rest. Be comfortable in your quit, but don't be complacent.
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It has been a busy and rough couple days at the house, has nothing to do with quitting, and I havent been on here that much. I guess since I have been busy that I havent had much time think about my quitting. So I hope all the june quitters are still going strong.
You been posting roll bud?
That's all you need to do if so. Sometimes, we're takers. Sometimes, we're givers. Sometimes, we need some space.
All we ask here is that you post roll to play on the playground here. Take what you need, and leave the rest. Be comfortable in your quit, but don't be complacent.
Good words waste
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Never would have thought I could make it 13 days without snuff, but I have and it feels great. Stay quit June
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Never would have thought I could make it 13 days without snuff, but I have and it feels great. Stay quit June
Badass.
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Never would have thought I could make it 13 days without snuff, but I have and it feels great. Stay quit June
Great job man!!!
If you still got a hankering for a "big juicy one" I can drive down to Ohio and offer up my member. Hey Ohhhh.
Keep up the good work. If you ca make it 13 days, you can make it 14, which is all you need to worry about. TWO WEEKS is MONSTER by the way.
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2 weeks without a nic turd in my mouth. Feeling good
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2 weeks without a nic turd in my mouth. Feeling good
Gotta say it like Tony, Toni, Tone..."It feeels goooood".
Great job man!!! Keep it up. One foot in front of the other. You got this shit!!!!!
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2 weeks without a nic turd in my mouth. Feeling good
Gotta say it like Tony, Toni, Tone..."It feeels goooood".
Great job man!!! Keep it up. One foot in front of the other. You got this shit!!!!!
Great Job Baxter! One day at a time, they keep adding up.
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2 weeks without a nic turd in my mouth. Feeling good
Gotta say it like Tony, Toni, Tone..."It feeels goooood".
Great job man!!! Keep it up. One foot in front of the other. You got this shit!!!!!
Great Job Baxter! One day at a time, they keep adding up.
Two weeks is Awesome!!! One day at a time Sir. You can do anything for a day, right?
Cheers brother! 'bang head'
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2 weeks without a nic turd in my mouth. Feeling good
Gotta say it like Tony, Toni, Tone..."It feeels goooood".
Great job man!!! Keep it up. One foot in front of the other. You got this shit!!!!!
Great Job Baxter! One day at a time, they keep adding up.
Two weeks is Awesome!!! One day at a time Sir. You can do anything for a day, right?
Cheers brother! 'bang head'
Congrats! You cherry flavored turd burger.
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Day 15 is going to be another nic free day. Congrats to Rob1985 and Dusty on 2 weeks.
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On to Day 19. Cant believe we have so many weak hearted people caving in our june group. Yes I care that they are caving but in my opinion it is there loss. Stay strong, those who have not caved, in June.
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On to Day 19. Cant believe we have so many weak hearted people caving in our june group. Yes I care that they are caving but in my opinion it is there loss. Stay strong, those who have not caved, in June.
You'll find that there are quite a few punk ass bitches who drive by this site looking for a magic bullet. They're not committed and ready to fight. When the going gets tough, they fade away.
By keeping this blog, you're making it harder to fade away.
Good thing the rest of June quitters aren't punk ass bitches. Stay strong, those who continually keep their word, in June.
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3 weeks who would have thought. Not me 'boob'
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3 weeks who would have thought. Not me 'boob'
Congrats bro, we did it together! I can't believe how each day it feels more and more natural. Feels great! Staying quit with you!
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3 weeks who would have thought. Not me 'boob'
Congrats bro, we did it together! I can't believe how each day it feels more and more natural. Feels great! Staying quit with you!
Great job baxter1. I'm at 4 and I'm quit with you brother. Start believing it.
We are quit. We weren't doing a drive by. We meant our promise. We weren't joking, or trying something new for a little while. Great Job? If you need anything PM me.
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On to Day 19. Cant believe we have so many weak hearted people caving in our june group. Yes I care that they are caving but in my opinion it is there loss. Stay strong, those who have not caved, in June.
You'll find that there are quite a few punk ass bitches who drive by this site looking for a magic bullet. They're not committed and ready to fight. When the going gets tough, they fade away.
By keeping this blog, you're making it harder to fade away.
Good thing the rest of June quitters aren't punk ass bitches. Stay strong, those who continually keep their word, in June.
No punk ass bitches here sir... but when I find them Ill let you know 'Remshot'
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Stay a quiter be a quiter! It only gets easier as time goes on. Be strong!