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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: quitNWinay on June 27, 2018, 04:34:00 AM
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First day of quitting today after 18 years of dipping... I been visiting this forum from the past few weeks and I am looking forward to a rollercoaster ride for the next few days, but I know it's still worth it. Got an 8-month old daughter at home and I don't want her to ever see me with a wad under my lips again. Posted my roll in the morning and flushed all the leftover quid down the loo. Feeling proud of myself for being able to make this decision! Please wish me luck!!!
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keep your mind set to quit. Not try....hope...or wish.
You can do it.
Hit up live chat..that saved me for the first 300 or so days.
Get those digits and connect with other quitters.
Here are some links that will help you get started with us on this site:
New Quitter Hints and Helps
http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you ... court-now/ (http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you-quit-ball-is-in-your-court-now/)
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
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I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain. The nicotine-bitch was dead... I then went to the barber shop and shaved my head. I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad! In a way I had killed a very possessive, control freak of a girlfriend with my own hands!!! I had to kill her before she could kill me...
7 days later, the bitch is not done with me yet... She was always one determined hoe... her ghost comes knocking at my door a hundred times everyday, to let her in! But, no sir, the door's closed and I ain't letting her in... The roll is posted, the pledge is made, I got a promise to keep and a life to live!!!
I fight the same craves in the mornings that left me dead tired the night before. And that, my friends, is courage!
World looks different with my foggy brain... I feel like a zombie sometimes too. I go in to the kitchen and forget what I wanted to do. The craves are bad and so are the physical withdrawal symptoms and the anxiety... But I am here for the long haul, fighting the nic-bitch one day at a time! I'll hang in and fight it out. One thing I learned in the last seven days is that *you can continue kicking ass long after you think you are done!!!*
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How very cool. I'm bald so I celebrate the naked head with you! Keep stacking up victories man. With you all the way. If you haven't read Cocheese's HOF speech yet I recommend it.
Xoxoxo
I love you
Bye
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I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain. I then went to the barber shop and shaved my head. I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad! In a way I had killed a very possessive, control freak of a girlfriend with my own hands!!! I had to kill her before she could kill me...
7 days later, the bitch is not done with me yet... She was always one determined hoe... her ghost comes knocking at my door a hundred times everyday, to let her in! But, no sir, the door's closed and I ain't letting her in... The roll is posted, the pledge is made, I got a promise to keep and a life to live!!!
I fight the same craves in the mornings that left me dead tired the night before. And that, my friends, is courage!
World looks different with my foggy brain... I feel like a zombie sometimes too. I go in to the kitchen and forget what I wanted to do. The craves are bad and so are the physical withdrawal symptoms and the anxiety... But I am here for the long haul, fighting the nic-bitch one day at a time! I'll hang in and fight it out. One thing I learned in the last seven days is that *you can continue kicking ass long after you think you are done!!!*
You are the person here closest to me and we share our success daily, thank you for that. I admire your courage how you fight with all physical symptoms, stay strong and we will celebrate HOF together. :)
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Your enthusiasm is awesome! It makes me stronger reading it! Remember there is nothing wrong with reaching out on the hard days too! We are all in this together! Keep rolling man! One day at a time!!!
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Day 7 is bad-ass!! Keep it up!! Keep working hard! One day at a time!!
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How very cool. I'm bald so I celebrate the naked head with you! Keep stacking up victories man. With you all the way. If you haven't read Cocheese's HOF speech yet I recommend it.
Xoxoxo
I love you
Bye
Thank you for the love mate... People like you make this forum a great place!
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I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain. I then went to the barber shop and shaved my head. I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad! In a way I had killed a very possessive, control freak of a girlfriend with my own hands!!! I had to kill her before she could kill me...
7 days later, the bitch is not done with me yet... She was always one determined hoe... her ghost comes knocking at my door a hundred times everyday, to let her in! But, no sir, the door's closed and I ain't letting her in... The roll is posted, the pledge is made, I got a promise to keep and a life to live!!!
I fight the same craves in the mornings that left me dead tired the night before. And that, my friends, is courage!
World looks different with my foggy brain... I feel like a zombie sometimes too. I go in to the kitchen and forget what I wanted to do. The craves are bad and so are the physical withdrawal symptoms and the anxiety... But I am here for the long haul, fighting the nic-bitch one day at a time! I'll hang in and fight it out. One thing I learned in the last seven days is that *you can continue kicking ass long after you think you are done!!!*
You are the person here closest to me and we share our success daily, thank you for that. I admire your courage how you fight with all physical symptoms, stay strong and we will celebrate HOF together. :)
Thank you David... You are a big reason for me to stay quit. Thank you for being around whenever I was going through some. Keep rawking!
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Your enthusiasm is awesome! It makes me stronger reading it! Remember there is nothing wrong with reaching out on the hard days too! We are all in this together! Keep rolling man! One day at a time!!!
I know I can count on you Cap... I see you in all PRE-HOF groups everyday and you are already paying forward!Thank yoy for the support you been giving us Rawktobers every day!!!
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Day 7 is bad-ass!! Keep it up!! Keep working hard! One day at a time!!
Thank you mate... 7 down and a life time to go!!!
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'bang head'
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'bang head'
Sorry to have let you down mate... I have come back stronger now!!!
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Three weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
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Three weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
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Three weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
Support all over the boards! ThatÂ’s smells like a badass quitter! Quit on
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Three weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
Support all over the boards! ThatÂ’s smells like a badass quitter! Quit on
Congrats on 3 weeks .
Nice seeing you all around
Setting up your quit armour!
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
Congrats on day 25, brother! Quarter HOF! I'm proud to be quit with you and thankful to have you in RAWKtober 2018. You keep us going!
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
Congrats on day 25, brother! Quarter HOF! I'm proud to be quit with you and thankful to have you in RAWKtober 2018. You keep us going!
Happy 1/4 HOF brother!!
Quit hard!
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
Congrats on day 25, brother! Quarter HOF! I'm proud to be quit with you and thankful to have you in RAWKtober 2018. You keep us going!
Happy 1/4 HOF brother!!
Quit hard!
Nice quarter HOF, qNW!!!
I have had the EXACT same thoughts about the LOTR and Hobbit ring! The last scene where Bilbo is back from his "adventure" and is standing in his empty hobbit hole. And he can't stop thinking about the ring - he resists but finally breaks down. I've thought "I know EXACTLY how he feels!"
Keep up the great quit! This gets easier, I promise. But don't think about that yet. Just keep quitting a day at a time.
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
Congrats on day 25, brother! Quarter HOF! I'm proud to be quit with you and thankful to have you in RAWKtober 2018. You keep us going!
Happy 1/4 HOF brother!!
Quit hard!
Nice quarter HOF, qNW!!!
I have had the EXACT same thoughts about the LOTR and Hobbit ring! The last scene where Bilbo is back from his "adventure" and is standing in his empty hobbit hole. And he can't stop thinking about the ring - he resists but finally breaks down. I've thought "I know EXACTLY how he feels!"
Keep up the great quit! This gets easier, I promise. But don't think about that yet. Just keep quitting a day at a time.
ODAAT!!!
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Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
Congrats on day 25, brother! Quarter HOF! I'm proud to be quit with you and thankful to have you in RAWKtober 2018. You keep us going!
Happy 1/4 HOF brother!!
Quit hard!
Nice quarter HOF, qNW!!!
I have had the EXACT same thoughts about the LOTR and Hobbit ring! The last scene where Bilbo is back from his "adventure" and is standing in his empty hobbit hole. And he can't stop thinking about the ring - he resists but finally breaks down. I've thought "I know EXACTLY how he feels!"
Keep up the great quit! This gets easier, I promise. But don't think about that yet. Just keep quitting a day at a time.
ODAAT!!!
Yes! Very nice victory. Own the bitch, sheÂ’s owned you long enough!
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Congrats on day 25! Keep it rolling! Proud to quit with you.
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Day 27 - Waking up in the morning with happiness and in clean sheets. No tobacco flakes on the floor. No tobacco stains on the sheets... No chance of accidentally kicking the spit cup as you get down the bed... Taking a piss without chicken shit in your mouth! Feels too unreal... Thank you KTC for the simple joys of life...
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Day 27 - Waking up in the morning with happiness and in clean sheets. No tobacco flakes on the floor. No tobacco stains on the sheets... No chance of accidentally kicking the spit cup as you get down the bed... Taking a piss without chicken shit in your mouth! Feels too unreal... Thank you KTC for the simple joys of life...
Simple wins become your new daily routine.
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
Ahhhh the precious! Great analogy man. That's exactly what it is. Only you don't get invisible. I mean the addict thinks their addict ways are invisible but they're not.
Glad to roll with you - glad you're a quitter now!!
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
Ahhhh the precious! Great analogy man. That's exactly what it is. Only you don't get invisible. I mean the addict thinks their addict ways are invisible but they're not.
Glad to roll with you - glad you're a quitter now!!
Good answer. She is pure evil and it's simple as that. Keep it up brother; you're racking up victories every day and getting a whole bunch of badass quitters jumping aboard your quit train.
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
Ahhhh the precious! Great analogy man. That's exactly what it is. Only you don't get invisible. I mean the addict thinks their addict ways are invisible but they're not.
Glad to roll with you - glad you're a quitter now!!
Good answer. She is pure evil and it's simple as that. Keep it up brother; you're racking up victories every day and getting a whole bunch of badass quitters jumping aboard your quit train.
I just bought a ticket.....
The Truth is the engine... And feelings are the caboose!
I quit with you today quitNWinay!
Rawls 1366
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Poof!
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
Ahhhh the precious! Great analogy man. That's exactly what it is. Only you don't get invisible. I mean the addict thinks their addict ways are invisible but they're not.
Glad to roll with you - glad you're a quitter now!!
Good answer. She is pure evil and it's simple as that. Keep it up brother; you're racking up victories every day and getting a whole bunch of badass quitters jumping aboard your quit train.
I just bought a ticket.....
The Truth is the engine... And feelings are the caboose!
I quit with you today quitNWinay!
Rawls 1366
Thank you for all the warmth and support... Keeps my quit going! Proud to quit with you all fine quitters today!!! ODAAT
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I've seen your name on various rolls, including mine (March 14' Iron men) and wanted to check out this intro. You have a pretty bad ass quit going and seeing your daily victories against the nic bitch ads fuel to my quit fire.
One question for you though. ...when you go back to your very first intro post. you note the following,
I always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain.
I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad!
You still feel like you lost a friend? Was it really "someone important" ...just curious what your view on this is now. Now that you can look back at your addiction through the eyes of a quitter rather than the eyes of an addict.
Well stated Steak. I to popped in here because he popped up in April 2014's roll (Resolute Bastards).....quitNWinay, what say you? Any additional thoughts regarding your comments as you look back a little rewired?
I had my priorities wrong... She was never a friend. She was more like the evil ring that the hobbit obsessed over! She controlled my thoughts, actions and emotions. Now that I am quit and look back, I ask myself what took me so long to realise that I was a slave to a dead plant for 15 years...
Ahhhh the precious! Great analogy man. That's exactly what it is. Only you don't get invisible. I mean the addict thinks their addict ways are invisible but they're not.
Glad to roll with you - glad you're a quitter now!!
Good answer. She is pure evil and it's simple as that. Keep it up brother; you're racking up victories every day and getting a whole bunch of badass quitters jumping aboard your quit train.
I just bought a ticket.....
The Truth is the engine... And feelings are the caboose!
I quit with you today quitNWinay!
Rawls 1366
Thank you for all the warmth and support... Keeps my quit going! Proud to quit with you all fine quitters today!!! ODAAT
So glad to see that response.....What a wake up call to realize the lie that that bitch made anything better and helped in any way....she takes your money, she takes time away from family, she distracts you from your job and ultimately will take your life. She gives nothing in return. Keep it up going! Glad you are quit with us!!!
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Day 30!
Never knew I had it in me to stay off the bitch for a month! A month of pure freedom, a month of healing, a month of being a better son, husband and father. Can't help but feel proud of myself today, just for now, I pat my back... I deserve a minute to appreciate myself- FUCKIT, this month was *tough*! I couldn't have done this by myself, thank you KTC!
I know complacency won't help any. So, I put my head down again and march on! One step at a time! An army of quitters behind me... The battle is won, but, the war rages on... I got tough days ahead and a million craves to fight as I muscle my way through every day... One day at a time!
I know we will win this war... Love you all!
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Day 30!
Never knew I had it in me to stay off the bitch for a month! A month of pure freedom, a month of healing, a month of being a better son, husband and father. Can't help but feel proud of myself today, just for now, I pat my back... I deserve a minute to appreciate myself- FUCKIT, this month was *tough*! I couldn't have done this by myself, thank you KTC!
I know complacency won't help any. So, I put my head down again and march on! One step at a time! An army of quitters behind me... The battle is won, but, the war rages on... I got tough days ahead and a million craves to fight as I muscle my way through every day... One day at a time!
I know we will win this war... Love you all!
Use the journals of those who came before you to see what is on the horizon. Knowledge is power. Knowledge with support from those who have walked that road is immeasurable. Remember, you have to ask 3 of the quitters in your group permission to cave before you would ever do so. That is how we protect our quit. Yes, it is your quit and your life; but this is a brotherhood. We fight together, we win together.
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Day 30!
Never knew I had it in me to stay off the bitch for a month! A month of pure freedom, a month of healing, a month of being a better son, husband and father. Can't help but feel proud of myself today, just for now, I pat my back... I deserve a minute to appreciate myself- FUCKIT, this month was *tough*! I couldn't have done this by myself, thank you KTC!
I know complacency won't help any. So, I put my head down again and march on! One step at a time! An army of quitters behind me... The battle is won, but, the war rages on... I got tough days ahead and a million craves to fight as I muscle my way through every day... One day at a time!
I know we will win this war... Love you all!
Use the journals of those who came before you to see what is on the horizon. Knowledge is power. Knowledge with support from those who have walked that road is immeasurable. Remember, you have to ask 3 of the quitters in your group permission to cave before you would ever do so. That is how we protect our quit. Yes, it is your quit and your life; but this is a brotherhood. We fight together, we win together.
Congrats on 1 month quit brother!!
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Day 30!
Never knew I had it in me to stay off the bitch for a month! A month of pure freedom, a month of healing, a month of being a better son, husband and father. Can't help but feel proud of myself today, just for now, I pat my back... I deserve a minute to appreciate myself- FUCKIT, this month was *tough*! I couldn't have done this by myself, thank you KTC!
I know complacency won't help any. So, I put my head down again and march on! One step at a time! An army of quitters behind me... The battle is won, but, the war rages on... I got tough days ahead and a million craves to fight as I muscle my way through every day... One day at a time!
I know we will win this war... Love you all!
Use the journals of those who came before you to see what is on the horizon. Knowledge is power. Knowledge with support from those who have walked that road is immeasurable. Remember, you have to ask 3 of the quitters in your group permission to cave before you would ever do so. That is how we protect our quit. Yes, it is your quit and your life; but this is a brotherhood. We fight together, we win together.
Congrats on 1 month quit brother!!
Huge milestone. Huge. One word for you: Badass.
Congrats bud!
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Day 30!
Never knew I had it in me to stay off the bitch for a month! A month of pure freedom, a month of healing, a month of being a better son, husband and father. Can't help but feel proud of myself today, just for now, I pat my back... I deserve a minute to appreciate myself- FUCKIT, this month was *tough*! I couldn't have done this by myself, thank you KTC!
I know complacency won't help any. So, I put my head down again and march on! One step at a time! An army of quitters behind me... The battle is won, but, the war rages on... I got tough days ahead and a million craves to fight as I muscle my way through every day... One day at a time!
I know we will win this war... Love you all!
Use the journals of those who came before you to see what is on the horizon. Knowledge is power. Knowledge with support from those who have walked that road is immeasurable. Remember, you have to ask 3 of the quitters in your group permission to cave before you would ever do so. That is how we protect our quit. Yes, it is your quit and your life; but this is a brotherhood. We fight together, we win together.
Congrats on 1 month quit brother!!
Huge milestone. Huge. One word for you: Badass.
Congrats bud!
The first month is always the hardest... never stop posting roll every damn day. You are killin it sir!!!
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Day 11 for me, very hard day. Yesterday, day 10, never even thought about it. Very interesting the way it varies from day to day (not comfortable, but interesting). Wish I knew more about physiology and psychology, that might help in dealing with the never disappearing ever unpredictable but slowly receding demon.
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Day 11 for me, very hard day. Yesterday, day 10, never even thought about it. Very interesting the way it varies from day to day (not comfortable, but interesting). Wish I knew more about physiology and psychology, that might help in dealing with the never disappearing ever unpredictable but slowly receding demon.
Leroy, donÂ’t know if your in a quit group or not but you should post roll on November 2018. Go to quit groups. Then to pre HOF groups. Then click on November 2018. If you need any help my digits or phone number is in your PMs. Top right hand corner of screen.
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Day 37 - The fog and the suck is back. Dealing with it is easier, though... It does *not* lead to anxiety anymore, thankfully! Yessir, it does get easier...
Ok, I was with this friend of mine yesternight. We had started dipping at around the same time, 15 years ago. I told him that I quit... He was happy for me. Cool...
It was raining hard and he had to get outside the car and run in the rain for about 100 yards to get tobacco.
Wow!!! I didn't have to do it.
Nossir I don't do '*cancer in my face*' anymore!
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Day 37 - The fog and the suck is back. Dealing with it is easier, though... It does *not* lead to anxiety anymore, thankfully! Yessir, it does get easier...
Ok, I was with this friend of mine yesternight. We had started dipping at around the same time, 15 years ago. I told him that I quit... He was happy for me. Cool...
It was raining hard and he had to get outside the car and run in the rain for about 100 yards to get tobacco.
Wow!!! I didn't have to do it.
Nossir I don't do '*cancer in my face*' anymore!
Win, awesome! Message me whenever brother! ODAAT!
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
"The nic b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups" I couldn't have said it any better. Rawls is right and those were never blissful days. They were days of self-medicating misery and the biatch had her wrapped around our finger. No more though. Now, she's doing push ups and kissing our feet every rep.
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
"The nic b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups" I couldn't have said it any better. Rawls is right and those were never blissful days. They were days of self-medicating misery and the biatch had her wrapped around our finger. No more though. Now, she's doing push ups and kissing our feet every rep.
I like the fact that you realize the world is a great place without nicotine. It certainly is.. Stand strong and do whatever it takes to keep that shit out of your mouth!!! Thanks for the support in Dec '13!!!
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
^^^ Said McStud, himself!!!
You are crushing it, quitNWinay! And your enthusiasm, determination and spirit makes KTC a better place! Thanks for invigorating my quit!
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
^^^ Said McStud, himself!!!
You are crushing it, quitNWinay! And your enthusiasm, determination and spirit makes KTC a better place! Thanks for invigorating my quit!
Thank you for all the support, brothers... You people make KTC a wonderful place!
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Day 40 - I am traveling and will be travelling for the next 4 days. Usually, this would have been 4 odd days of continued dip-bliss. Not this time around... As I sit here and watch outside the train window, I realise that the world is still as beautiful without that bitch inside your mouth. I also realise that I am thinking of dip less frequently. Craves are not too scary these days... Thank you KTC!
Remember brother....
The nick b$#%* is in the hotel parking lot doing push-ups!
I always think about it more when traveling and hunting.
But I also usually have more free time traveling to stay on KTC!
Know your enemy.... Be prepared to fight and say No.
And have plenty of backup.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 1379
Listen to this quit stud ^^^^ he will keep you in the right direction. We canÂ’t get to comfortable she will pounce on any opportunity. Cocky donÂ’t work in this addiction. Staying active here and keeping accountability works! Quit on
Pab 1339
^^^ Said McStud, himself!!!
You are crushing it, quitNWinay! And your enthusiasm, determination and spirit makes KTC a better place! Thanks for invigorating my quit!
Thank you for all the support, brothers... You people make KTC a wonderful place!
Proud to quit with you today and every day after.
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Day 48 - Back from a week long vacation... 7 days of total quit-bliss!
I met this cousin who's a champion dipper. As the coversation went, he blamed the high school bunch for his dipping addiction. Some people just don't get it - I am not an addict because of bad parenting. Or because of a sport, or the kids I hung out with at school. It is not because of my occupation, neither because life found a way of kicking me in the nuts every now and then. Or because of the way dip is marketed and sold at gas stations. The can never ever jumped off the shelf, into my pocket or into my mouth. I made that decision of buying the can every damn day. Paid with my hard earned money to keep the addiction going. I was an addict because I loved tobacco. Because, I thought I could remain functional only with that bitch in my mouth. I fuelled my addiction by not ever seriously giving up on tobacco - till 48 days ago!
It is important to understand and acknowledge that it is only me that is to blame for my addiction - OWN UP!!! I think that's the first step towards a new life!
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Poof
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DAY 237
Officially now into unchartered quit waters. Never been quit this long, never felt this strong in my quit. KTC works people, I continue to feel gratitude and honor towards a complete set of strangers who help save my life one day at a time. Thanks KTC
Congratulations on another successful day, Brother! Thank you for being around. Your enthusiasm is infectious, really... Whenever my quit gives me a bad time, I just look at your avatar and world seems like a better place!
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DAY 237
Officially now into unchartered quit waters. Never been quit this long, never felt this strong in my quit. KTC works people, I continue to feel gratitude and honor towards a complete set of strangers who help save my life one day at a time. Thanks KTC
Congratulations on another successful day, Brother! Thank you for being around. Your enthusiasm is infectious, really... Whenever my quit gives me a bad time, I just look at your avatar and world seems like a better place!
That's her job, she is a pro
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Day 54
One thing that goes missing after you quit dip is sleep. That, and pleasant dreams. The initial few weeks were really bad - like hardly 3-4 hours of sleep in all, interspersed with a lot of awake time. It was pure hell, I came to dread going to bed. I was totally miserable and lived my days feeling like a zombie. Things kind of changed around the 5 week mark. I also started following a few good sleeping habits - sleeping at the same time every night, no mobile phone in bed and a shower 60 minutes before hitting the sack. Around 4-5 hours of sound sleep. But, still no dreams!
Well, this changed yesternight! Slept for a neat 9 hours. Had the most pleasant of dreams... Woke up feeling fresher than a daisy. *Come on life, throw anything at me and I will handle it!* It's that kind of a feeling! Nocturnal life is back on track! When they say "it gets better", believe them!
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Day 54
One thing that goes missing after you quit dip is sleep. That, and pleasant dreams. The initial few weeks were really bad - like hardly 3-4 hours of sleep in all, interspersed with a lot of awake time. It was pure hell, I came to dread going to bed. I was totally miserable and lived my days feeling like a zombie. Things kind of changed around the 5 week mark. I also started following a few good sleeping habits - sleeping at the same time every night, no mobile phone in bed and a shower 60 minutes before hitting the sack. Around 4-5 hours of sound sleep. But, still no dreams!
Well, this changed yesternight! Slept for a neat 9 hours. Had the most pleasant of dreams... Woke up feeling fresher than a daisy. *Come on life, throw anything at me and I will handle it!* It's that kind of a feeling! Nocturnal life is back on track! When they say "it gets better", believe them!
Dude you are one bad ass quitter.
Even better days are ahead.
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Day 54
One thing that goes missing after you quit dip is sleep. That, and pleasant dreams. The initial few weeks were really bad - like hardly 3-4 hours of sleep in all, interspersed with a lot of awake time. It was pure hell, I came to dread going to bed. I was totally miserable and lived my days feeling like a zombie. Things kind of changed around the 5 week mark. I also started following a few good sleeping habits - sleeping at the same time every night, no mobile phone in bed and a shower 60 minutes before hitting the sack. Around 4-5 hours of sound sleep. But, still no dreams!
Well, this changed yesternight! Slept for a neat 9 hours. Had the most pleasant of dreams... Woke up feeling fresher than a daisy. *Come on life, throw anything at me and I will handle it!* It's that kind of a feeling! Nocturnal life is back on track! When they say "it gets better", believe them!
Dude you are one bad ass quitter.
Even better days are ahead.
Love this! Just wait thereÂ’s so much more coming. It will have an impact on your life in ways you could never think of. You start thinking of your health and well being a whole lot more. Keep on keeping on! YouÂ’re a badass indeed
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Day 54
One thing that goes missing after you quit dip is sleep. That, and pleasant dreams. The initial few weeks were really bad - like hardly 3-4 hours of sleep in all, interspersed with a lot of awake time. It was pure hell, I came to dread going to bed. I was totally miserable and lived my days feeling like a zombie. Things kind of changed around the 5 week mark. I also started following a few good sleeping habits - sleeping at the same time every night, no mobile phone in bed and a shower 60 minutes before hitting the sack. Around 4-5 hours of sound sleep. But, still no dreams!
Well, this changed yesternight! Slept for a neat 9 hours. Had the most pleasant of dreams... Woke up feeling fresher than a daisy. *Come on life, throw anything at me and I will handle it!* It's that kind of a feeling! Nocturnal life is back on track! When they say "it gets better", believe them!
Dude you are one bad ass quitter.
Even better days are ahead.
Love this! Just wait thereÂ’s so much more coming. It will have an impact on your life in ways you could never think of. You start thinking of your health and well being a whole lot more. Keep on keeping on! YouÂ’re a badass indeed
It gets better.......
'archer'
Rawls 1392
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I hope no one caves and puts the blame on this TapATalk migration! :p
*jokes apart*
Last couple of days have been crazy on KTC! I visited about 30 - 40 groups and every group resembles a war field! Rolls are jacked beyond recognition. Ran into many people who have given up on unjacking rolls! Tempers are frayed. I feel bad for the newbies, it’s enough of a struggle without your lifeline changing. But, inspite of all the hara-kiri, the quit spirit remains intact! Proud of my KTC members! Proud to quit with you all today ODAAT!!!
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1150 days and counting! No complacency, but feeling thankful to all KTCians, you guys saved my life...
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1150 days and counting! No complacency, but feeling thankful to all KTCians, you guys saved my life...
KTCagons!