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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: RTistic on September 13, 2015, 11:24:00 AM
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Hey guys, so this is day 5 of a dip free life!! I feel ok this morning a slight headache but probably becauce i drank whiskey last night to what i felt would help me cope with the symptoms that this poison has done to my body. I've been dipping about 2-3 cans a week for about 7 years its expensive shit in Canada partially why i also want to quit to stop wasting so much money on nothing. I have tried to quit a couple different times the longest being around 6 months roughly back in summer 2013 but i was using a different from of nicotine replacment and in the end started dip again for whatever stupid ass reason. This time i really want to be done its been getting worse at controlling my decisions like all i would really want to do is get my fix instead of doing anything else. This site is absolutely incredible and will be the reason i can get through these initial days of torture. for all those in the same situation lets help each other battle our day to day battle. Happy to be here! 'oh yeah'
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Hey guys, so this is day 5 of a dip free life!! I feel ok this morning a slight headache but probably becauce i drank whiskey last night to what i felt would help me cope with the symptoms that this poison has done to my body. I've been dipping about 2-3 cans a week for about 7 years its expensive shit in Canada partially why i also want to quit to stop wasting so much money on nothing. I have tried to quit a couple different times the longest being around 6 months roughly back in summer 2013 but i was using a different from of nicotine replacment and in the end started dip again for whatever stupid ass reason. This time i really want to be done its been getting worse at controlling my decisions like all i would really want to do is get my fix instead of doing anything else. This site is absolutely incredible and will be the reason i can get through these initial days of torture. for all those in the same situation lets help each other battle our day to day battle. Happy to be here! 'oh yeah'
I am on day 10 of my quit. I quit with with you my friend. Make quit your main priority. ODAAT! Post roll every day, make the promise, KEEP the promise!!
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Hey JBird thanks for the support. congrats on the 10 day mark man! its the weekend and this is usually when i dip the most so Im gonna really need to find some shit to do today to keep my head off everything.
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Hey JBird thanks for the support. congrats on the 10 day mark man! its the weekend and this is usually when i dip the most so Im gonna really need to find some shit to do today to keep my head off everything.
RTistic
Congratulations on the choice to Quit. We all quit with you. Post Roll EDD and read everything this site has to offer.
If you ever need to vent or need support feel free to PM me.
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Way to go RTistic. I quit with you today.
WE can do this! B)B
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Welcome RTistic! Great decision on your part. Learn how to post roll and do it every day! You already have a good head start but don't ever let your guard down. Proud to quit with you today
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Remember my friend as long as you post you are never alone! You're doing great, stay involved, stay focused and own your quit! Quitting with you today my brother!
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Today has been good although I faced numerous foggy moments and irritability its been alright. still having muscle pain primary my back neck and shoulders. no jaw pain today thankfully. trying to stay strong and battle through. bought some more sunflower seeds just going to chill out tonight and try not to think about dip. how are you guys feeling today?
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Today has been good although I faced numerous foggy moments and irritability its been alright. still having muscle pain primary my back neck and shoulders. no jaw pain today thankfully. trying to stay strong and battle through. bought some more sunflower seeds just going to chill out tonight and try not to think about dip. how are you guys feeling today?
Man in the past 7 days some of the most bad ass quitters I've seen on the intros in a long time have joined KTC. just awesome. You are gonna love winning.
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Today has been good although I faced numerous foggy moments and irritability its been alright. still having muscle pain primary my back neck and shoulders. no jaw pain today thankfully. trying to stay strong and battle through. bought some more sunflower seeds just going to chill out tonight and try not to think about dip. how are you guys feeling today?
Man in the past 7 days some of the most bad ass quitters I've seen on the intros in a long time have joined KTC. just awesome. You are gonna love winning.
Thanks man! I'm owning up and taking full responsibility to end this addicition once and for all.
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Today has been good although I faced numerous foggy moments and irritability its been alright. still having muscle pain primary my back neck and shoulders. no jaw pain today thankfully. trying to stay strong and battle through. bought some more sunflower seeds just going to chill out tonight and try not to think about dip. how are you guys feeling today?
Man in the past 7 days some of the most bad ass quitters I've seen on the intros in a long time have joined KTC. just awesome. You are gonna love winning.
Thanks man! I'm owning up and taking full responsibility to end this addicition once and for all.
I think tomorrow will be the first time I've been off tobacco for 10 DAYS IN A ROW in at least a decade. My mouth and tongue are still a little numb and my brain is still a little foggy.
Stay with this RTistic - WE quit together and I've got your back man.
:D
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It's amazing how slow time passes during the initial process....
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It's amazing how slow time passes during the initial process....
this is true. But eventually you will realize that you cant actually believe you were a slave to THIS???
I only dipped about a can a week, but I did it for 25+ years.... Addict? You be your ass I am. I'll be an addict forever.
I think you are doing great RT, hang tough, you will come out of the fog soon, but dont let your guard down. Listen to the BAD ASS pros here, read all you can. Post as early as you can each day, and STAY QUIT! Proud to be quit with you brother
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I was close to a can a day myself. I probably used more than a can a day sometimes. I threw the last empty can out on September 4th 2015. I think not buying another one has been the best decision I've made in my life.
The time distortion is incredible. Tomorrow will be TEN DAYS of quit for me but it feels like I have been on this quit for at least a month. The days are SOOOOO long but I am going to keep myself clean and post here every day. I quit with you brother! WE CAN DO THIS.
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I was close to a can a day myself. I probably used more than a can a day sometimes. I threw the last empty can out on September 4th 2015. I think not buying another one has been the best decision I've made in my life.
The time distortion is incredible. Tomorrow will be TEN DAYS of quit for me but it feels like I have been on this quit for at least a month. The days are SOOOOO long but I am going to keep myself clean and post here every day. I quit with you brother! WE CAN DO THIS.
Not buying another can is the best decision you made. You and I both know caving in would be a huge mistake. So lets ride this out as tough as it is and be that one step closer to a cleaner brighter future! see you on roll call tomorrow dude.
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I can look in the mirror and see a better person being dip free and that makes me feel fucking awesome right now!
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DAY 6 - quit just posted roll. I'm having crazy ass dreams i don't know if they are dip dreams but woke up this morning kinda down, low energy not feeling that great. I hope the day gets better.
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Stick with it man. Day 6 is awesome. That is when I found this place and realized I am not alone.
I quit with you my brother.
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Every one on here is with you. I am going through similar shit right now. Sometimes the lack of energy is just what you need to help pass the time. take a nap or just chill for a little bit. The days are starting to get better and will. Just be patient. ODAAT! PM me if you want. Emotions will be up and down for a bit. You'll be fine.
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Thanks guys!
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DAY 6 - quit just posted roll. I'm having crazy ass dreams i don't know if they are dip dreams but woke up this morning kinda down, low energy not feeling that great. I hope the day gets better.
I am in the same place you are RT. I am keeping up the water intake and getting some fruits and veggies.
I didn't sleep longer than 15 mins at a time last night. I am keeping motivated by reminding myself that this is a small price to pay to get rid of that nic bitch.
I quit with you today. PM if you ever need anything.
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DAY 6 - quit just posted roll. I'm having crazy ass dreams i don't know if they are dip dreams but woke up this morning kinda down, low energy not feeling that great. I hope the day gets better.
A dip dream is when you dream that you dipped and threw away all of the days you have built up. I had one last night, which was the first since the first week. I dreamt that I had one, and started figuring out a way I could bail from KTC without getting shredded. The interesting thing that happened in the dream was I couldn't figure out how to do so. Quitters have my number and I help run the spreadsheet in our group. There is no way I could drop out without somebody figuratively beating down the door on my phone.
I woke up and I was so pissed because I thought I had thrown everything away. All the hard work to gain my freedom back all for one stupid dip of cat turd. After about 10 seconds I realized it was a dream and I still got to post day 67 today. It felt great.
I didn't get out of that funk you're talking about until day 11 or 12. I stared at the KTC website for hours everyday reading stories and convincing myself that even though it might suck in the beginning, this is what I really wanted to do. Reading and understanding the demon that we battle everyday was huge to understanding why it is so important to me to stay quit every damn day.
Keep pushing through. It will get a lot better very soon.
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Today is day 6 woke up FEELING FUCKING AWESOME!!!! got a decent nights sleep! proud to be quit with all of you. Hell yeah suck on that nic bitch
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
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Hang in there my friend. We can both do this! B)B
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We are December strong. We are bad-ass quitters. We will all do this together.
I quit with you and my December brothers and sisters.
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Breathe deep, my friend.
Read all the HOF speeches, WOW from veterans. Keep posting what you're going through, it'll provide some relief.
You got this man, just keep breathing through tonight. You'll wake up tomorrow feeling awesome.
You're quit.
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Been here 6 days and it feels like I've known you all for a MONTH. WE CAN DO THIS.
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
thanks my man i really needed that. i feel better
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
That's a great way to put it. I think you've done this before bro! ;)
Thanks for keeping us on track here. I'm not quitting on my own. Everyone on this site is helping me so much. But my daily vow on the roll helps the most. :D
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
That's a great way to put it. I think you've done this before bro! ;)
Thanks for keeping us on track here. I'm not quitting on my own. Everyone on this site is helping me so much. But my daily vow on the roll helps the most. :D
daily roll is crutial we stay committed together !
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Good morning fellow quitters. Today is day 9 and it feels like its been a month since i took my last dip. Ive been suffering neck pain for the past 3-4 days not sure if its related to my quit but besides that I'm holding strong. my foggy moments are shorter and I'm less irritable. Have a great day stay quit make your promise. later!
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RT, my man-
Yeah brother! We made it to double digits together!!
We've both been through massive ups and downs emotionally and physically. It's pretty apparent that we're both starting to chill and "ease into" our quit.
This is where it's going to get difficult, we can't get overconfident. Well do this together...I'm here for your quit brother.
We're quit today.
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RT, my man-
Yeah brother! We made it to double digits together!!
We've both been through massive ups and downs emotionally and physically. It's pretty apparent that we're both starting to chill and "ease into" our quit.
This is where it's going to get difficult, we can't get overconfident. Well do this together...I'm here for your quit brother.
We're quit today.
This is what a couple of young oak trees look like.
ODAAT, and soon no wind or storm will shake the foundation of these daily commitments.
Hold on RT.....This is going to be a great ride.
I QUIT with you today.
Rawls 306
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
That's a great way to put it. I think you've done this before bro! ;)
Thanks for keeping us on track here. I'm not quitting on my own. Everyone on this site is helping me so much. But my daily vow on the roll helps the most. :D
daily roll is crutial we stay committed together !
It sure is. Why have you been missing days? :blink:
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
That's a great way to put it. I think you've done this before bro! ;)
Thanks for keeping us on track here. I'm not quitting on my own. Everyone on this site is helping me so much. But my daily vow on the roll helps the most. :D
daily roll is crutial we stay committed together !
It sure is. Why have you been missing days? :blink:
Hey stranger! I stopped with my usual morning routine of a cup of coffee and getting online to post roll before work and then it slips my mind later in the day. Thanks for being supportive bro i quit with you and everyone else here making the choice to quit.
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I'm feeling so many different emotions right now I can't even type anything
That's because you're no longer drowning your emotions in nicotine. You are no longer using poison to self-medicate and perform a carcinogenic lobotomy on yourself. Now you're acting like a man. You've stepped up to the plate and delivered haymaker after haymaker for the last several days and your opponent is weakening. You are feeling emotions because your psyche no longer depends on nicotine to stay even keel. Nice job bro, #winning
That's a great way to put it. I think you've done this before bro! ;)
Thanks for keeping us on track here. I'm not quitting on my own. Everyone on this site is helping me so much. But my daily vow on the roll helps the most. :D
daily roll is crutial we stay committed together !
It sure is. Why have you been missing days? :blink:
Hey stranger! I stopped with my usual morning routine of a cup of coffee and getting online to post roll before work and then it slips my mind later in the day. Thanks for being supportive bro i quit with you and everyone else here making the choice to quit.
We must be careful, posting roll early and Edd is our best source of defense against the nic bitch. Complacency will sneak up on you my brother be careful! Quit on!
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It was days ago but congratulations on getting to the HOF RTistic! B)B
I hope you find a way to stay with our group and be more active here going forward.
I quit with you today!