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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Bruce on November 25, 2011, 01:20:00 AM
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I'm 3 days dip free, and going through hell right now! I've been reading on this website the last couple days and its helped so far. I find a lot of inspiration in the stories, some that have dipped longer then I've lived, makes me feel like a pussy right now. Ha, well on to day 4
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I'm 3 days dip free, and going through hell right now! I've been reading on this website the last couple days and its helped so far. I find a lot of inspiration in the stories, some that have dipped longer then I've lived, makes me feel like a pussy right now. Ha, well on to day 4
If your quit day is November 22nd then post roll with February. We post roll every day and give our promise to our group.
pm me if you need anything
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I'm 3 days dip free, and going through hell right now! I've been reading on this website the last couple days and its helped so far. I find a lot of inspiration in the stories, some that have dipped longer then I've lived, makes me feel like a pussy right now. Ha, well on to day 4
Doesn't matter if you dipped a year or 30 years, it is still a bitch! Any man or woman that has quit has my respect no matter how long they did it. Congrats on your day 4!!
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Hi Bruce, welcome! LL is right, head on over to February (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=5397) and post roll. That is your promise, your word as a man, to not use nicotine in any form today. Glad to have you aboard, and yes, it does get much better very quickly.
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Thanks guys! I survived black Friday, I work retail, that was the day I was fearing. What's this February thing about?
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Thanks guys! I survived black Friday, I work retail, that was the day I was fearing. What's this February thing about?
This February thing is you putting down your word that you are quit today. We sound off each morning early to let the nic bitch know we are no longer owned. It also lets the folks quitting with you know that you are strong enough to make it 24 hours.
Hit the pink in the upper left corner 'Welcome Center'. You'll get the run down on how that all works. My suggestion is to get up and put your word down first thing. Set the day right. Second thing is we post roll every day. No excuses. No "I couldn't find a.." or "but my grannie is..." lame as explanations. Don't fuck with the program.
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Thanks guys! I survived black Friday, I work retail, that was the day I was fearing. What's this February thing about?
This February thing is you putting down your word that you are quit today. We sound off each morning early to let the nic bitch know we are no longer owned. It also lets the folks quitting with you know that you are strong enough to make it 24 hours.
Hit the pink in the upper left corner 'Welcome Center'. You'll get the run down on how that all works. My suggestion is to get up and put your word down first thing. Set the day right. Second thing is we post roll every day. No excuses. No "I couldn't find a.." or "but my grannie is..." lame as explanations. Don't fuck with the program.
Yeah Day 2 here everything is a trigger.
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First of all, i'm Bruce, on day 6, already apart of the Feb HOF roll call.
I just wanted to know what you guys out there do as an alternative to dip when shit gets hard (stress, cravings, wife is bitching, ect..)? I quit cold turkey, I want to kill the habit all together, so I don't use any fake shit or seeds, but I chew the hell outta some gum! Any advice would be appreciated!
Thanks fellow quitters,
Bruce
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Exercise, Distractions, chat, read words of wisdom, text a quit brother, laugh at the crave- because the crave is pathetic- you are far stronger.
Remember- nicotine did not really help you cope- it only seemed like it because it was temporarily relieving the withdrawal caused by- nicotine!
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Exercise is some of the best advice. That really helped me whether it was just a little cardio to forget about the crave or a full on lift session.
It still helps me.
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I agree with 30 yr recommendations, especially exercise, but when the craves get really bad, I go for something sour or spicy. My mouth has been trained to expect that nic burn so I try to get a little burn going - sour candy, cinnamon candy, spicy food etc.
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I chose a path.
I looked at my life and said "Souliman was on this path, driven by an addict ego in several directions. What path can I take to diverge from that path?"
Change your patterns. Don't do the things you did with a chew at first. Emphasize the things that you did without nicotine. Exercise I will always say is step one. Get your sleep regulated. You'll probably be eating a bit more. Burn off those calories. And if you find you are eating more, scrutinize the diet. See where you can make healthy changes. Better calories. Better decisions.
Emphasize a great decision of getting quit. This is just my opinion. Others will tell you to take it slow with all the stressful changes. I prefer to jump into the river and see where we end up.
P.S. Sex. That helps. Often. Preferably with someone...or...something.
Three biggest lies in Vermont:
1. That truck is paid for.
2. Welcome Canadian!
3. I was just helping him through the fence.
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First of all, i'm Bruce, on day 6, already apart of the Feb HOF roll call.
I just wanted to know what you guys out there do as an alternative to dip when shit gets hard (stress, cravings, wife is bitching, ect..)? I quit cold turkey, I want to kill the habit all together, so I don't use any fake shit or seeds, but I chew the hell outta some gum! Any advice would be appreciated!
Thanks fellow quitters,
Bruce
Unsalted sunflower seeds are a lifesaver. I also chewed on straws (found I liked Wendy's and McDonald's straws the most, it's all preference)
Exercise. Drink water. I also found the 80 calorie/serving gatorade is also nice if you get sick of water. Just don't fully substitute water for it. Reach out to your group and get numbers, they'll be your lifeline.
Keep up the good work!
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This makes me laugh to come back and read. I have to do so every once in awhile to remind myself how pathetic and weak I was. here I am 90 days later feeling much better about myself, my quit and my health. Everyday I sign on to KTC, I look forward to see '95 days free', and of course almost $500 saved..and still more to come
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Nice work Bruce. Its amazing how we can transform ourselves given the desire and effort. Enjoy this change. Revel in it! You are a beast! You set your agenda not some chemical.
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This makes me laugh to come back and read. I have to do so every once in awhile to remind myself how pathetic and weak I was. here I am 90 days later feeling much better about myself, my quit and my health. Everyday I sign on to KTC, I look forward to see '95 days free', and of course almost $500 saved..and still more to come
When's your 100 days Bruce? Looking forward to rading your HOF speech
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This makes me laugh to come back and read. I have to do so every once in awhile to remind myself how pathetic and weak I was. here I am 90 days later feeling much better about myself, my quit and my health. Everyday I sign on to KTC, I look forward to see '95 days free', and of course almost $500 saved..and still more to come
When's your 100 days Bruce? Looking forward to rading your HOF speech
Tuesday Feb. 28th
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This makes me laugh to come back and read. I have to do so every once in awhile to remind myself how pathetic and weak I was. here I am 90 days later feeling much better about myself, my quit and my health. Everyday I sign on to KTC, I look forward to see '95 days free', and of course almost $500 saved..and still more to come
When's your 100 days Bruce? Looking forward to reading your HOF speech
Tuesday Feb. 28th
That's free pancake day at Ihop. You can get a free short stack of pancakes at Ihop on tuesday. I think they want you to donate or something to a charity. I ate there today for a really late breakfast with the ladyfriend today.
edit: I went ahead and edited one of my spelling errors. reading not rading
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This makes me laugh to come back and read. I have to do so every once in awhile to remind myself how pathetic and weak I was. here I am 90 days later feeling much better about myself, my quit and my health. Everyday I sign on to KTC, I look forward to see '95 days free', and of course almost $500 saved..and still more to come
When's your 100 days Bruce? Looking forward to reading your HOF speech
Tuesday Feb. 28th
That's free pancake day at Ihop. You can get a free short stack of pancakes at Ihop on tuesday. I think they want you to donate or something to a charity. I ate there today for a really late breakfast with the ladyfriend today.
edit: I went ahead and edited one of my spelling errors. reading not rading
Well that's just gonna be a good all around day for me! Haha
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Bruce, Congrats on a 100 days brother.. 1 of many milestones ahead of you!!
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Bruce, Congrats on a 100 days brother.. 1 of many milestones ahead of you!!
Thank you sir! I'll keep a seat warm for you...so don't mess it up, protect your quit and always have a plan brother!
Glad to be quit with you!
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Bruce, Congrats on a 100 days brother.. 1 of many milestones ahead of you!!
Thank you sir! I'll keep a seat warm for you...so don't mess it up, protect your quit and always have a plan brother!
Glad to be quit with you!
Congats, Bruce!
That's one hell of a step to take! I am jealous.
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Quittin with you brother Bruce Lee BAMF! 'no' Very nice work mister.
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Bruce, Congrats on a 100 days brother.. 1 of many milestones ahead of you!!
Thank you sir! I'll keep a seat warm for you...so don't mess it up, protect your quit and always have a plan brother!
Glad to be quit with you!
Congats, Bruce!
That's one hell of a step to take! I am jealous.
Thanks! And no need to be jealous, you'll be here one day too!
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congrats on day 100 way to quit.
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CONGRATS on 100 Bruce!
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Congratulations once again Bruce! Proud to be quittin with you brother. Keep it up!
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Bruce, Congrats on a 100 days brother.. 1 of many milestones ahead of you!!
Thank you sir! I'll keep a seat warm for you...so don't mess it up, protect your quit and always have a plan brother!
Glad to be quit with you!
Looking forward to joining you..!! 66 days and I will be there.. Seeing brothers like yourself reach 100 days inspires me to stay on the grind..
Good work, stay quit!
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Congrats on the fine quit, Bro!!! Onward and upward . . . .
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Thanks guys!!
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Hey Bruce I don't think I formally congratulated you on your 100 days yet. Way to go brother that is HUGE! 89 to go for me! one day at a time.
Also, I really enjoyed your HOF speech. Keep up the quit and keep up the support for the guys like me.
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Hey Bruce I don't think I formally congratulated you on your 100 days yet. Way to go brother that is HUGE! 89 to go for me! one day at a time.
Also, I really enjoyed your HOF speech. Keep up the quit and keep up the support for the guys like me.
Much appreciated Kurt!
11 days is awesome brother, I remember it well, thinking how far off 100 was. But I got here because of ktc and what I learned from it. Keep it goin, keep posting and keep rockin and take it one day at a time
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Thanks guys!!
Bruce,
Read your HOF speech yesterday. Congratulations, bro, you are an inspiration!! Keep on rolling (download and crank up the REO song of that title frequently), and I hope to be like you in 89 more days!!
--Russ
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Bruce,
Kick as HOF speech bro. Really got me when you said take it day by day, donÂ’t think IÂ’d have it any other way. Keep on keeping on bro and stay strong, and thanks for the support of my walk as I go through what you have gone!
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
'clap' Thanks. Good for me to read....
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
Nice bruce, almost brought a tear to my eye. For some reason I pictured you standing on stage with an Amercian flag in the background and a firewarks fianle. But every word was the truth. Thanks for laying down the truth for us Bruce.
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
'clap' Thanks. Good for me to read....
Great stuff and very true. Life is about choices - I choose to quit with you today!!!
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
:wub: wait a second ...... yep, just got quit wood.
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
:wub: wait a second ...... yep, just got quit wood.
It was the mushroom bruise on the cheek wasn't it? I thought that'd do something for you
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I've got to get something off my chest, not for my good, but for the hundreds of newbies that walk in this site every week/month/whatever.
I was cleaning out my inbox today of the messages I sent to new members for support, some I got responses most I did not. Point being, these people came here for help, they wanted to quit, but they posted once, twice maybe three times and jetted. Why? Because they are weak! My best guess is they came here registered then expected some quit fairy jump out of their computer hit them with its little wand and POOF they're cured. Quitting his hard, I've been quit for 131 days and not a day goes by that I don't crave, the difference between now and then is that a) the craves are weaker B) I look forward to them now. That's right, I want that crave, it reminds me of why I am quit. It gives me the chance to whip it out and give the nicbitch a big ole mushroom bruise on her cheek.
Point being, you new guys coming here seeking help and it's here, the support you need is all here. There are vets you've never met willing to help you, there's a quit chat, your quit brothers will be your strongest ally in your quit. This quit thing isn't easy, you have to want it, you have to grow some balls and just do it. Most of you newbies are coming in 1,2 or 3 days quit already, seeking help (read below, so did I), you're foggy as hell, going through withdraws and craving worse then any other time in your quit. It sucks! But it doesn't last that long, and you will be a much stronger person because of it.
Just quit, it's not easy, but it's a decision. One day at a time, you come up in here, post roll and decide not to be a slave to the can. That sounds easy right? There's a quote we like to throw around here, and it's true, even though it's from a fictional character "Do or do not, there is no try". Quit, there is not try to quit, just quit...
Bruce out!
:wub: wait a second ...... yep, just got quit wood.
It was the mushroom bruise on the cheek wasn't it? I thought that'd do something for you
All it takes is will power and peer pressure and this place can supply you with one of them! :D
Oh and I like watching erdvm when he has wood 'archer'
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So today, my wife hits the HOF over at Whack the Pack (http://whackthepack.com/index/). I am extremely proud of her for this, she smoked from the age of 12 till last year (around Feb). She smoked 'socially' untill Jan 2nd, she didn't join WTP until we met up with amgdenney and SamCat!!! in Atlanta (thank you ladies for the push).
If you have the time, it would mean alot to me if yall stopped by and posted with her for today. I know I wouldn't have made it this far without yall and in turn, I don't think she would''ve ever stopped smoking socially (which would've eventually turned into back in the habit smoking). Her name is Bex over there, it works the same as here.
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So today, my wife hits the HOF over at Whack the Pack (http://whackthepack.com/index/). I am extremely proud of her for this, she smoked from the age of 12 till last year (around Feb). She smoked 'socially' untill Jan 2nd, she didn't join WTP until we met up with amgdenney and SamCat!!! in Atlanta (thank you ladies for the push).
If you have the time, it would mean alot to me if yall stopped by and posted with her for today. I know I wouldn't have made it this far without yall and in turn, I don't think she would''ve ever stopped smoking socially (which would've eventually turned into back in the habit smoking). Her name is Bex over there, it works the same as here.
Great stuff, Bruce!!
Congrats to both of you and enjoy the freedom.
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I'm gonna go ahead in vent, and since this is my intro...its happening here.
It's been a long fuckin day to say the least at work. I've got a splitting head ache and I'm starving to cap it...I am even currently breaking my diet and currently stuffing my face full of whataburger. I text my wife when I get off, ask her what's for supper, she replied to pick something up (meaning nothin). Ask her why , she replies simply "church, mom". Fuckin great my mother in law once again has invited herself over, and to fill you in, to say I dislike my mother inlaw is an understatement. So I get home and hear the piano goin, walk in its her goin at it, fuck its 1030 and my wife has to get up at 5, fuck I just got off and have a splitting headache, this bitch must play the damn piano. I don't say anything just walk out, drive around thinkin...
Man, normally I'd dip the hell outta some grizzly right now, but I didn't feel the urge to do so, so I just drove my fat ass to whataburger...and here I sit, gettin full, but not dipping! Let us all pray when I get home, the bitch will be gone!
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I'm gonna go ahead in vent, and since this is my intro...its happening here.
It's been a long fuckin day to say the least at work. I've got a splitting head ache and I'm starving to cap it...I am even currently breaking my diet and currently stuffing my face full of whataburger. I text my wife when I get off, ask her what's for supper, she replied to pick something up (meaning nothin). Ask her why , she replies simply "church, mom". Fuckin great my mother in law once again has invited herself over, and to fill you in, to say I dislike my mother inlaw is an understatement. So I get home and hear the piano goin, walk in its her goin at it, fuck its 1030 and my wife has to get up at 5, fuck I just got off and have a splitting headache, this bitch must play the damn piano. I don't say anything just walk out, drive around thinkin...
Man, normally I'd dip the hell outta some grizzly right now, but I didn't feel the urge to do so, so I just drove my fat ass to whataburger...and here I sit, gettin full, but not dipping! Let us all pray when I get home, the bitch will be gone!
Prayer not answered
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I'm gonna go ahead in vent, and since this is my intro...its happening here.
It's been a long fuckin day to say the least at work. I've got a splitting head ache and I'm starving to cap it...I am even currently breaking my diet and currently stuffing my face full of whataburger. I text my wife when I get off, ask her what's for supper, she replied to pick something up (meaning nothin). Ask her why , she replies simply "church, mom". Fuckin great my mother in law once again has invited herself over, and to fill you in, to say I dislike my mother inlaw is an understatement. So I get home and hear the piano goin, walk in its her goin at it, fuck its 1030 and my wife has to get up at 5, fuck I just got off and have a splitting headache, this bitch must play the damn piano. I don't say anything just walk out, drive around thinkin...
Man, normally I'd dip the hell outta some grizzly right now, but I didn't feel the urge to do so, so I just drove my fat ass to whataburger...and here I sit, gettin full, but not dipping! Let us all pray when I get home, the bitch will be gone!
Prayer not answered
Bruce she ain't worth going to prison for! Don't kill her and stay quit, tall order but you can do it, you're my mentor, 1st to straighten me out. Ive got one too (mother inlaw) might consider trading, let's compare!
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From Eor2012 in September'12, wanted to put this in my intros so it wont get lost
Today I hit day 7... That means 7 days ago I quit... I didn't say I want to quit, I didn't think I quit, I didn't decide to quit, I didn't say I want to think I decided to quit, I fucking quit..
I used to dip when I was at work and when I wasn't around other people in public because I didn't want to look like a "hick" or just be gross. Now I walk around everywhere with a giant wad of seed in my mouth because I would rather look like a fucking chipmunk for the next 93 days... fuck it, forever... then walk around with half of my face... You need to evaluate your reasons to quit, then just man up and do it...
We are here to support each other but I am a firm believer in this... Help those who cannot help themselves, not those who choose not to.
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
Fair enough. I see your boggle Recyclepanel. You are truly an exception, but only because you changed your entire perspective and dedicated yourself to be the best quitter you could be. There are others like you, who have returned as cavers and can now be referred to as successful "re-treads." Unfortunately, people like you are the exception and not the rule.
I'm with you on this one. I'll just refer to them as cavers until they earn the title of "re-tread."
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Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
EXCELLENT!!
Proud to be quit with you !!
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
Fair enough. I see your boggle Recyclepanel. You are truly an exception, but only because you changed your entire perspective and dedicated yourself to be the best quitter you could be. There are others like you, who have returned as cavers and can now be referred to as successful "re-treads." Unfortunately, people like you are the exception and not the rule.
I'm with you on this one. I'll just refer to them as cavers until they earn the title of "re-tread."
Personally, I'll call a returning caver whatever I want. WP, you're one badass retread, no doubt man, but a retread none the less.
Coach-thanks lover, this rambling was more or less me wanting to say hey, I've just experienced all the normal bs people say they caved for and rocked it like a boss, because of ktc.
In closing, I'm quitting like fuck today
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
Fair enough. I see your boggle Recyclepanel. You are truly an exception, but only because you changed your entire perspective and dedicated yourself to be the best quitter you could be. There are others like you, who have returned as cavers and can now be referred to as successful "re-treads." Unfortunately, people like you are the exception and not the rule.
I'm with you on this one. I'll just refer to them as cavers until they earn the title of "re-tread."
Personally, I'll call a returning caver whatever I want. WP, you're one badass retread, no doubt man, but a retread none the less.
Coach-thanks lover, this rambling was more or less me wanting to say hey, I've just experienced all the normal bs people say they caved for and rocked it like a boss, because of ktc.
In closing, I'm quitting like fuck today
There is no "caver" or "re-tread" in my vocabulary - just quit or not quit. WP is quit. So am I.
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Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
Fair enough. I see your boggle Recyclepanel. You are truly an exception, but only because you changed your entire perspective and dedicated yourself to be the best quitter you could be. There are others like you, who have returned as cavers and can now be referred to as successful "re-treads." Unfortunately, people like you are the exception and not the rule.
I'm with you on this one. I'll just refer to them as cavers until they earn the title of "re-tread."
Personally, I'll call a returning caver whatever I want. WP, you're one badass retread, no doubt man, but a retread none the less.
Coach-thanks lover, this rambling was more or less me wanting to say hey, I've just experienced all the normal bs people say they caved for and rocked it like a boss, because of ktc.
In closing, I'm quitting like fuck today
There is no "caver" or "re-tread" in my vocabulary - just quit or not quit. WP is quit. So am I.
Day 225
 The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
I know it's cheesy, but I always break out the John Wooden quotes for moments like this:
"Success is peace of mind that is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing you did your best to become the best you are capable of becoming."
Re-treads are not successful because they have not done their best. They are satisfied by the status quo and eventually become complacent. Their only motivation is experiencing actual failure. This recent epidemic of re-treads has forced me to reconsider where I lend my support. Repeat cavers bring us all down. They reek of failure and allow such thoughts to creep into our minds. But we are not them Bruce. We are successful for the reasons you've stated and based on Coach Wooden's definition of success.
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce, it certainly comes as a surprise to this quitter. I'm proud to be quit with you today brother! You know I'm here if you need me.
We Quit Like Fuck.
As a retread, I take offense to calling those that return "retreads".
As CoachSteve's signature says, "A wise man learns from the mistakes of others, a foolish man his own.'" I've used this many times, but I've added a new item: A dumbass never learns, and keeps repeating his same mistakes.
As a retread, I can never be considered a wise man. I was handed the keys to freedom here, and I never attached them to my keychain. I put them in m pocket thinking they'd be there later when I needed them. Eventually, I stopped carrying them and put them in my junk drawer at home. And when I needed them, I couldn't find them.
I was stupid, and I made a mistake.
However, as a retread, I can look back at my mistakes objectively and draw inspiration from them. It is my scarlet letter I carry. I push myself harder because I want to be better. I have to earn every ounce of respect I carry, and I work at that daily. At the end of the day, I cannot leave anything on the table with my quit. I have to give everything I've got plus some.
Returning quitters are not retreads. They have to earn a "Retread" label. They have to prove to me that this time is different. It's real easy to pay the right lip service early in a stoppage, but they have to live those words. They have to own this quit. They have to own their past. They have to own their mistakes and their accomplishments.
I am a retread, and I'm damn proud to be a retread. Don't soil our names by labeling every returning "quitter" as a retread.
Fair enough. I see your boggle Recyclepanel. You are truly an exception, but only because you changed your entire perspective and dedicated yourself to be the best quitter you could be. There are others like you, who have returned as cavers and can now be referred to as successful "re-treads." Unfortunately, people like you are the exception and not the rule.
I'm with you on this one. I'll just refer to them as cavers until they earn the title of "re-tread."
Personally, I'll call a returning caver whatever I want. WP, you're one badass retread, no doubt man, but a retread none the less.
Coach-thanks lover, this rambling was more or less me wanting to say hey, I've just experienced all the normal bs people say they caved for and rocked it like a boss, because of ktc.
In closing, I'm quitting like fuck today
There is no "caver" or "re-tread" in my vocabulary - just quit or not quit. WP is quit. So am I.
Guys here's where I am today.. I don't really know The fella here that made the original post.. I guess thats the guy we rally around here.. We can all post some serios shit.. One about this.. The other about that.. What is our primary purpose here? I think I've missed that somewhere and probably need to re-read the entire site.. I am certain we have a primary purpose which will be to support one another and no matter what don't dip or chew or use!! 23 days into this now..no matter what you say or what I say or what we all proclaim.. If I am going to use.. I am going to use.. Nothing or nobody is going to stop me including me.. You.. Or this site.. EXCEPT.... GOD! Has to be.. That's The only way I can explain it.. So I do thank everybody here for allowing that power to work through them..without it? I'm toast! Dude.. obviously some power is working in your life too.. 225 days not using tobacco is HUGE.. Massive actually.. With everything you got going on.. That same power will help you through everything else as well.. Life sucks sometimes I assure dip will not make it better..
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Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
EXCELLENT!!
Proud to be quit with you !!
I'm sorry Greg, I missed this, thank you! That was the original motivation for my post...as you can see, it got off topic just a bit. haha
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
You've been a strong since day 1 but have become a real stud as time has passed. Had no idea about the divorce and I hope it ends up being the right thing for you. Proud to be and FUer with you Bruce.
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[/QUOTE]Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip... "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip... "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
Dude....you just coined the phrase "Bullshit Tolerance" and I dig that.....
This biggest thing I have noticed with my quit is that if I feel I am being lied to, I come unhinged.....
Also - I am always up for a good street brawl - so come rage at me before even thinking of the Bitch....and yes, I mean Nic :-)
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
Dude....you just coined the phrase "Bullshit Tolerance" and I dig that.....
This biggest thing I have noticed with my quit is that if I feel I am being lied to, I come unhinged.....
Also - I am always up for a good street brawl - so come rage at me before even thinking of the Bitch....and yes, I mean Nic :-)
Yeah well I'll jump in and rage with any of you mother fuckers......(sorry that felt good!! :D )....Day 24 and a day full of yard work with the Nic Bitch butting in every 20 fucking minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
In a fog, think I gained an extra 15 fucking pounds to boot in the past 3 weeks.....
At least the gums arent bleeding much today...
Thanks for letting me jump in and vent!
FU NIC Bitch
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
Dude....you just coined the phrase "Bullshit Tolerance" and I dig that.....
This biggest thing I have noticed with my quit is that if I feel I am being lied to, I come unhinged.....
Also - I am always up for a good street brawl - so come rage at me before even thinking of the Bitch....and yes, I mean Nic :-)
Yeah well I'll jump in and rage with any of you mother fuckers......(sorry that felt good!! :D )....Day 24 and a day full of yard work with the Nic Bitch butting in every 20 fucking minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
In a fog, think I gained an extra 15 fucking pounds to boot in the past 3 weeks.....
At least the gums arent bleeding much today...
Thanks for letting me jump in and vent!
FU NIC Bitch
'biggun'
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
Dude....you just coined the phrase "Bullshit Tolerance" and I dig that.....
This biggest thing I have noticed with my quit is that if I feel I am being lied to, I come unhinged.....
Also - I am always up for a good street brawl - so come rage at me before even thinking of the Bitch....and yes, I mean Nic :-)
Yeah well I'll jump in and rage with any of you mother fuckers......(sorry that felt good!! :D )....Day 24 and a day full of yard work with the Nic Bitch butting in every 20 fucking minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
In a fog, think I gained an extra 15 fucking pounds to boot in the past 3 weeks.....
At least the gums arent bleeding much today...
Thanks for letting me jump in and vent!
FU NIC Bitch
'biggun'
Tin....15 lbs here too but better than cancer!!! So lets do an accountable biggest loser!
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Day 225
The last 2 weeks for me have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. In the midst of a divorce, turmoil at work and of course the retreads here, all of which had me looking inward. What could I have done, what can I do, how can I be different? Answers which use to be so easy all of a sudden, I'm second guessing myself. Did I make the correct decision ect ect ect...
Well, it all comes full circle back to ktc and my quit. My quit brought me here, without KTC I would not be quit. Without KTC I wouldn't have re-discovered working out and discovering endurance running. Without ktc, I wouldn't have met some kickass people who not only take time out of their day to check on my quit, but do check on me personally. Most of these people I haven't even met. The divorce is what it is, and I'm not going back to that, work is currently being ironed out. The retreads, well they seem to be coming back a dime a dozen. Key phrase there coming back. I know when I am here, I am quit, I know that when I am here, I am bettering myself as a person. Why would anyone mess with that? They would have to be completely stupid, right? Yes, that's the simple answer.
They are, when the coin and milestone came in, the first thing I noticed was the "Botherhood, accountability and success". Always the motto here, but really, as bad as this sounds, I'm just starting to understand this. Brotherhood, men/women you've never met before willing to drop everything to help your ass out. Whether they have reached out to you or not, every person (that I have ran into so far) would do this. Accountability, well that's the easy one, exchanging numbers posting roll ect... Success. Success, is the end result we are all searching for. When have you won? I am on day 225, and I still don't feel like I've won this war. Each day is a battle and I have won 225 days in a row, but still, there is no end in sight. Success is what I feel when I am here, success is not using any nicotene today. Because of this, I am not leaving ktc, I owe this site too much. I may step back, but I will not leave. And, that, I believe is my success.
Sorry for my rambling and horrible grammEr and speelin', quit on
So did your mother in law cause the divorce? If this is getting too personal just tell me to go away! Did dip rage cause problems... I'm on day 23 actually my GF and I are having some serious shit.. I'm thinking it may be because of nic-rage.. truthfully what I am doing is telling the truth.. normally I sugar coat everything.. in withdrawl there is absolutely no filter! I say exactly what I think.. which may not exactly be a good thing? I told her the other day to her face I didn't like her parents at all! she said she didn't either! who know? Whatever happens you don't have to dip...  "Life is a never ending series of temporary events!".. my mentor and coach says that all the time.. See ya.. Gooch
No man, it wasn't because of my mother unlaw even though she did play a part. Couples fight and being quit 23 days, honestly, may play some part in it. You're not raging as much anymore but your "bullshit tolerance" is very low. Or you could be experiencing some sort of funk. Ultimately, if you need to left off some steam do it here, NOT to your girlfriend. That's not healthy man, if you find yourself being overly assholey, take a step back and apologize, then come here and let us know Wtf was pissing you off. I'm not using nic today, I know that bitch ain't gonna fix none of my problems. I hate the nic bitch more then my mother inlaw and bin laden combined, so I'm not coming back.
I'm on board with bruce. Don't be a dick. If you want to yell at someone come on in here and do it. I cuss up a storm with anyone that wants to.
I had a short fuse early as well. Exercise got me through that period. Helped significantly. Your mind and body will be more at ease if you've spent all the tension running or biking or hitting a heavy bag (no...not my mother-in-law). You'll sleep better and have more emotional balance if you make it part of your everyday life. Keeps things even.
Dude....you just coined the phrase "Bullshit Tolerance" and I dig that.....
This biggest thing I have noticed with my quit is that if I feel I am being lied to, I come unhinged.....
Also - I am always up for a good street brawl - so come rage at me before even thinking of the Bitch....and yes, I mean Nic :-)
Yeah well I'll jump in and rage with any of you mother fuckers......(sorry that felt good!! :D )....Day 24 and a day full of yard work with the Nic Bitch butting in every 20 fucking minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
In a fog, think I gained an extra 15 fucking pounds to boot in the past 3 weeks.....
At least the gums arent bleeding much today...
Thanks for letting me jump in and vent!
FU NIC Bitch
'biggun'
Tin....15 lbs here too but better than cancer!!! So lets do an accountable biggest loser!
Yea tin, I gained fuckin 20lbs when I quit, I've just lost that...plus 10. Fuck the nic bitch
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Bruce = Quit badass. Even if he does love men. ;)
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Bruce = Quit badass. Even if he does love men. ;)
Only men with beards buffalo rider
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Bruce = Quit badass. Even if he does love men. ;)
Only men with beards buffalo rider
Don't you tease me.
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
I quit with you today Bruce. Your dad is in my prayers.
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
I quit with you Bruce. Prayers for your family.
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
My father was in the hospital having bypass surgery and said he was going to quit because he wanted to live. After not smoking for 2 months while in rehab, he got out and started smoking again.
Keep an eye on your father Bruce, make sure he keeps his promise, remind him of the promise, remind him of his grandchildren if he has some. Make sure he stays quit.
I don't think I ever mentioned it here Bruce but my father died because of tobacco, not due to cancer or heart disease, no my father died in a fire that they believe was started due to him dropping his pipe in a chair cushion. Any time my phone rings after midnight my heart races, who is it now?
I'll quit with you and your Dad today Bruce, keep him quit, as you know his life depends on it!
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
My father was in the hospital having bypass surgery and said he was going to quit because he wanted to live. After not smoking for 2 months while in rehab, he got out and started smoking again.
Keep an eye on your father Bruce, make sure he keeps his promise, remind him of the promise, remind him of his grandchildren if he has some. Make sure he stays quit.
I don't think I ever mentioned it here Bruce but my father died because of tobacco, not due to cancer or heart disease, no my father died in a fire that they believe was started due to him dropping his pipe in a chair cushion. Any time my phone rings after midnight my heart races, who is it now?
I'll quit with you and your Dad today Bruce, keep him quit, as you know his life depends on it!
Hey Bruce. You have been there for me, I am definitely here for you. I quit like a MO FO today for you and your dad. Why? because we are in this shit for the long haul and will not give in. In all seriousness give your dad my best and tell him to hang in there, because hes got one bad ass son.
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I'm once again having trouble sleeping because of nicotine. Not because of withdraws nor to my funk, but because my dad is currently sleeping at the hospital do to "shortness of breath". He couldn't walk ten feet without stopping to catch his breath. I have talk to my dad about quitting many times, his doctor told him last year if he didn't quit he'd die from a stroke/heart attack whatever...he kept smoking. I'm angry. I wanna grab nic by the neck and choke her till she's dead. I can't do that for him, I know this, but I won't give up. But today I heard my father say he has smoked his last cigarette, I'm secure enough to admit, I cried. I'm not celebrating by any means, he's currently fighting withdraws in a hospital full of medicine so he doesn't kill himself. To hear my old man say that though, words can't describe how good it felt, and at the very least, its the first step. If you're thinking about quitting, if you're 18 or 65, stop thinking, just quit. Someone out there cares as much about you as I do my father. Someone wants you to save your life as much as I do my father. Someone wants you to be there in 5 years as bad as I do my father. It's not worth it, you'll miss too much.
I'm thankful I quit when I did, and I found you guys. Today I'm quit, with my dad and it feels good to say that
My father was in the hospital having bypass surgery and said he was going to quit because he wanted to live. After not smoking for 2 months while in rehab, he got out and started smoking again.
Keep an eye on your father Bruce, make sure he keeps his promise, remind him of the promise, remind him of his grandchildren if he has some. Make sure he stays quit.
I don't think I ever mentioned it here Bruce but my father died because of tobacco, not due to cancer or heart disease, no my father died in a fire that they believe was started due to him dropping his pipe in a chair cushion. Any time my phone rings after midnight my heart races, who is it now?
I'll quit with you and your Dad today Bruce, keep him quit, as you know his life depends on it!
Hey Bruce. You have been there for me, I am definitely here for you. I quit like a MO FO today for you and your dad. Why? because we are in this shit for the long haul and will not give in. In all seriousness give your dad my best and tell him to hang in there, because hes got one bad ass son.
Proud to be quit with you Bruce and your dad. I think I'll print out this thread and mail it to my dad because you guys have said the things I've told him for years. Maybe him reading it in someone else's words will have an impact.
My family and I will keep you and yours in our prayers as we all seek the strength and resolve to conquer our addictions on a daily basis.
Hang in there, PM if you need anything
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294- Quitting isn't always easy, but it is always worth it
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294- Quitting isn't always easy, but it is always worth it
Spoken like a true quit boss. That being said, I have heard that while quittin' may not always be easy, pimpin' always is. Bruce is pimp quit, all day, full homo.
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294- Quitting isn't always easy, but it is always worth it
Spoken like a true quit boss. That being said, I have heard that while quittin' may not always be easy, pimpin' always is. Bruce is pimp quit, all day, full homo.
This or That
homo
sapein or erotic
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294- Quitting isn't always easy, but it is always worth it
Spoken like a true quit boss. That being said, I have heard that while quittin' may not always be easy, pimpin' always is. Bruce is pimp quit, all day, full homo.
This or That
homo
sapein or erotic
You know the answer to that...
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From Sox2012 from Sept'12-
This is why you need to go to the Dr or the dentist for that check up, don't be afraid to do so, it could save your life. Sox here went a little late, newbies, go within your first 50 days (particularly going to the dentist). They're there to help, you'll be surprised on how helpful they will be with your quit. Just my 2 cents, quittin with Sox today.
To all my quit brothers in September, I had no intention of making this public to KTC but based on the information I found this morning I need to. I recently began visiting a doctor to start another lifestyle change of getting my health in order after killing the can. During a routine heart test it was found that I have an enlarged aorta. A CT scan was ordered to determine the extent of the damage. During my visit yesterday the Doctor informed me I have a thoracic aortic aneurysm of 4.9 cm. You might be asking yourself, why am I posting this? Here are the 2 things I learned yesterday, 1) This is not going to go away or shrink 2) It will be monitored and when it grows to 5.5cm I will need open heart surgery to repair it. The doctor told me I may Google a thoracic aortic aneurysm and find out more information. While searching this morning I found some information valuable to this site. Click the links below:
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/aortic ... sk-factors (http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/aortic-aneurysm/DS00017/DSECTION=risk-factors)
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/aortic ... e-remedies (http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/aortic-aneurysm/DS00017/DSECTION=lifestyle-and-home-remedies)
I WILL BE FINE, my Doctor has promised to keep a very close eye on it. I am starting to control the other risk factors with diet and exercise. Next CT scan in 6 months. As always, I know my brothers and sisters will be praying for me, I thank you in advance and promise to beat this just like I beat nicotine!!!!!
Bill aka sox2012
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A year, breath in deep...1 year, exhale. More then the HoF, more then each 'floor', I've looked forward to the year mark. Today is 366, and according to the calendar it is my 1 year, but my quit date is 11.21 and tomorrow is when I'm offically celebrating.
On day 1, 1 year was too far away, I had serious doubts about making to 2 weeks...1 year?! No way. But here I am, just another day in what was the best decision I have ever made. My quit, my brothers and sisters have done more for me then anything. I feel better then I did in high school (unlike alot of you old farts here, I can still remember that), I feel stronger, I feel like I can breath. One day at a time (odaat), I say that a lot lately, but new guys, guys in that post HoF funk, heed those words, because it does get better, craves are weak now, laughable really. I went through some stupid shit in that year, a divorce, and two deaths that I never mentioned here and of course some the bullshit. There were some rocks here that helped me along here, but I took it ONE DAY AT A TIME, I still don't think about forever, instead I think back to day 1. Day 1 sucked, I'm not putting myself through that again. Instead I look at every crave, as weak and pathetic they are now, as a chance to punch the nic bitch in her face.
The support network developed here is amazing. So to KTC and everyone involved, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you (yes, even you looT). I celebrate today (ok, I've been celebrating since Monday, and I will till Wednesday) and I look forward to quitting with each one of you tomorrow. To my daily text list (2mch, Roam, Vadge, Crockett, Morgan, Kstamp, Swede, Bwb (the gheys), Alogan, CBM, Fire, WTQ, Zak, Evil, Prof Quit, Jbedford (the noobs) and Mcarmo and buddy) you guys are awesome and I love each one of you. BBJ, Tsmith, Keddy, Atlas, CBman, TexasJack, Pavetheway, Chewie, Kdip, DW3, Cbird, Divine, Coach Steve, drjones, Wt, Mthomas, , Razd, CWC and everybody else (too many to name!) thank you guys for the constant support and love. I look forward to many more milestones with you.
Rocketman/Mcarmo- you guys have been my rock, I thank each of you for helping me get this far. Rocketman, I tried to play tough during 'that time' but I wasn't, your texts did a lot for me, next time we meet I'm giving you a kiss...or a hug (maybe both?). Same with you Mcarmo, even if you're a Eagles fan.
One Year, I quit with all of you today
Oh and happy birthday KTC, good day all around shocker
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Fast foward it to day 380, or that's what it feels like at least. The past few months have flown by, quitters come and go, drama comes and goes, quit still strong like ox. Recently, I was called selfish and that I put myself first. I couldn't argue this, i'm one selfish motherfucker in my quit. I will help out anyone who wants it, I will reach out to you, I will even try to drag you from the ledge if need be, but you know what? My quit is first. I will always put my quit first, even in front of friendships. Not sayin I ended friendships, but I don't spend half as much time with my dipping/smoking friends. You think for one second that I will put your quit in front of mine, well then fuck you. Do I think this is a bad way of thinking? I'm 380-0. What do you think? What I'm trying to say...and I guess to get through to any of you foggy mother fuckers who have made it this far through my rambling is. You need to make your quit #1, especially at first. Whatever your motivation is for quitting, if it's a child, a wife or husband, you're the one saving your life. They will benefit from you being around more and for longer, but IT IS YOUR LIFE. Take your life back, do what you want to do with it. Stop slaving for the nic bitch, stop doing everything for her, fuck her, be selfish.
Bruce out
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Fast foward it to day 380, or that's what it feels like at least. The past few months have flown by, quitters come and go, drama comes and goes, quit still strong like ox. Recently, I was called selfish and that I put myself first. I couldn't argue this, i'm one selfish motherfucker in my quit. I will help out anyone who wants it, I will reach out to you, I will even try to drag you from the ledge if need be, but you know what? My quit is first. I will always put my quit first, even in front of friendships. Not sayin I ended friendships, but I don't spend half as much time with my dipping/smoking friends. You think for one second that I will put your quit in front of mine, well then fuck you. Do I think this is a bad way of thinking? I'm 380-0. What do you think? What I'm trying to say...and I guess to get through to any of you foggy mother fuckers who have made it this far through my rambling is. You need to make your quit #1, especially at first. Whatever your motivation is for quitting, if it's a child, a wife or husband, you're the one saving your life. They will benefit from you being around more and for longer, but IT IS YOUR LIFE. Take your life back, do what you want to do with it. Stop slaving for the nic bitch, stop doing everything for her, fuck her, be selfish.
Bruce out
Bruce I mean't to congratulate your year! Thanks for setting a fine example! Proud to be quit with you brother...
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Fast foward it to day 380, or that's what it feels like at least. The past few months have flown by, quitters come and go, drama comes and goes, quit still strong like ox. Recently, I was called selfish and that I put myself first. I couldn't argue this, i'm one selfish motherfucker in my quit. I will help out anyone who wants it, I will reach out to you, I will even try to drag you from the ledge if need be, but you know what? My quit is first. I will always put my quit first, even in front of friendships. Not sayin I ended friendships, but I don't spend half as much time with my dipping/smoking friends. You think for one second that I will put your quit in front of mine, well then fuck you. Do I think this is a bad way of thinking? I'm 380-0. What do you think? What I'm trying to say...and I guess to get through to any of you foggy mother fuckers who have made it this far through my rambling is. You need to make your quit #1, especially at first. Whatever your motivation is for quitting, if it's a child, a wife or husband, you're the one saving your life. They will benefit from you being around more and for longer, but IT IS YOUR LIFE. Take your life back, do what you want to do with it. Stop slaving for the nic bitch, stop doing everything for her, fuck her, be selfish.
Bruce out
Bruce I mean't to congratulate your year! Thanks for setting a fine example! Proud to be quit with you brother...
So that's why you never give reach arounds you selfish bastard! :angry:
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Fast foward it to day 380, or that's what it feels like at least. The past few months have flown by, quitters come and go, drama comes and goes, quit still strong like ox. Recently, I was called selfish and that I put myself first. I couldn't argue this, i'm one selfish motherfucker in my quit. I will help out anyone who wants it, I will reach out to you, I will even try to drag you from the ledge if need be, but you know what? My quit is first. I will always put my quit first, even in front of friendships. Not sayin I ended friendships, but I don't spend half as much time with my dipping/smoking friends. You think for one second that I will put your quit in front of mine, well then fuck you. Do I think this is a bad way of thinking? I'm 380-0. What do you think? What I'm trying to say...and I guess to get through to any of you foggy mother fuckers who have made it this far through my rambling is. You need to make your quit #1, especially at first. Whatever your motivation is for quitting, if it's a child, a wife or husband, you're the one saving your life. They will benefit from you being around more and for longer, but IT IS YOUR LIFE. Take your life back, do what you want to do with it. Stop slaving for the nic bitch, stop doing everything for her, fuck her, be selfish.
Bruce out
That was a great fucking read! Congrats to you Bruce!
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
Right on Bruce! 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
Rule 1 about nic fight club....don't forget day 1
Rule 2 about nic fight club....don't forget rule 1
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
This man knows what the fuck he is doing
Keep it up Mr. Mentor!
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
:wub:
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
:wub:
The 1st rule of KTC is: I do not use nicotine
The 2nd rule of KTC is: I DO NOT USE NICOTINE.
The 3rd rule of KTC is: I post roll everyday.
4th rule: I am an addict. Lifelong.
5th rule: One day at a time fella.
6th rule: This quit is for me.
7th rule: I build accountability with my Brothers and I have an emergency plan.
The 8th and final rule: I am not unique and special butterfly. Brothers have been here before me. Read. Learn.
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
:wub:
The 1st rule of KTC is: I do not use nicotine
The 2nd rule of KTC is: I DO NOT USE NICOTINE.
The 3rd rule of KTC is: I post roll everyday.
4th rule: I am an addict. Lifelong.
5th rule: One day at a time fella.
6th rule: This quit is for me.
7th rule: I build accountability with my Brothers and I have an emergency plan.
The 8th and final rule: I am not unique and special butterfly. Brothers have been here before me. Read. Learn.
proud to quit with you bruce!! Beat the bitch all day, everyday!!
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
:wub:
The 1st rule of KTC is: I do not use nicotine
The 2nd rule of KTC is: I DO NOT USE NICOTINE.
The 3rd rule of KTC is: I post roll everyday.
4th rule: I am an addict. Lifelong.
5th rule: One day at a time fella.
6th rule: This quit is for me.
7th rule: I build accountability with my Brothers and I have an emergency plan.
The 8th and final rule: I am not unique and special butterfly. Brothers have been here before me. Read. Learn.
proud to quit with you bruce!! Beat the bitch all day, everyday!!
still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
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People cave? It can happen to anyone?
Bullshit, not me not today. I hate the nic bitch with a passion and today, i'm feelin frisky and ready to fight. Fuck you nic bitch, fuck you hard.
Nicotine makes exactly zero things better in your life. It takes your time, your money and your life away from you, yet people still CHOOSE to go back to her? I choose to quit today, I choose to HONOR my word to my brothers and sisters to stay quit. I know that if I WANTED to cave all I would need to do is call a bro or sis and that feeling will be gone. People understand that this is an addiction, that this is a fight, that this fight gets easier with time, yet they DECIDE to throw it all away. Stand your ground, each crave is an chance to give the nic bitch a piece of your mind "Fuck off, I have no room for you in my life today!!". Each crave is an opportunity for you to let loose your anger, nicotine has made a fool, a slave of you the past xx amount of years. No more! Take back your life! Stand up, make your DECISION today, shout it out, let everyone know....today I'm quit!!!!!
Next time you wanna dip, ask yourself, what exactly will having a dip make better? What will I benefit from having a pinch?
We all wish that we can get that frisky feeling. It heightens our senses and when we are quit we can not only enjoy life so much more, but it keeps us keen when we need it in our fight of that nic bitch....
We got to let this sink in and strengthen us, and make us all frisky....
just love that word and this guy......
I quit with you today
I love this stuff. I don't care if I am pathetic or Ghey. I like to fight. The nic bitch is pretty damn fun to beat day in and day out.
The only power this addiction has over me is the power I allow her to have. Don't take her calls or entertain her. If she flirts with you, remind yourself that you quit her. She stole your life and the buzz was a sham!
If you still have fond thoughts of her. Read up on the remorse of a cave. Call your brothers.
I have use my lifeline because it really works. Magic. Don't even need to talk about dip. Just the pause talking to a brother and the nic bitch gives up.
I can't explain it but I can tell you it works. Why? I've been beating nicotine's ass since March 14th, 2012. With an undefeated record of 274 - 0 !
Bruce let me in I want to join the nicotine fight club!
I would like to join this fight club. Finger in the eye...knee to the groin. :ph43r:
'Crazy'
We are all In the fight club, aren't we? And that ain't all we are beating the shit out of the worthless bitch. Sure we have some lame ass pussies that think they want to join the fight but they keep one step away from their security blanket In case they get a boo boo! We can drag some of them along with us and hope they start developing quit muscles of their own but sometimes we need to just bury them along the trail. If you try to carry them you both might lose! Bruce I'm not sure I'd call what I feel "frisky" but I do get stimulated and feel a good hard quit coming on every time I post roll. Quitting is like so many things we do in life, it is what we make of it! When I choose each day to roll my fat ass out of bed and quit I want serious 100% posters on my side because I know they are serious and I want someone that is as serious as I am watching my back. That is why I want you guys propping me up when I'm having a Flaccid quit day. For those weak ass pricks that can't quite get their quit to last maybe a little ktc Viagra would fix them.
:wub:
The 1st rule of KTC is: I do not use nicotine
The 2nd rule of KTC is: I DO NOT USE NICOTINE.
The 3rd rule of KTC is: I post roll everyday.
4th rule: I am an addict. Lifelong.
5th rule: One day at a time fella.
6th rule: This quit is for me.
7th rule: I build accountability with my Brothers and I have an emergency plan.
The 8th and final rule: I am not unique and special butterfly. Brothers have been here before me. Read. Learn.
proud to quit with you bruce!! Beat the bitch all day, everyday!!
still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
Classic. I think Coach Steve is my new hero.
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
Classic. I think Coach Steve is my new hero.
Is that the Romo fathead I gave you for your birthday Bruce? He better not write on the Jerry Jones fathead I have. Cuz you know, thats one big fathead.
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
Classic. I think Coach Steve is my new hero.
Is that the Romo fathead I gave you for your birthday Bruce? He better not write on the Jerry Jones fathead I have. Cuz you know, thats one big fathead.
that made me laugh out loud... good stuff
'crackup'
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
Classic. I think Coach Steve is my new hero.
Is that the Romo fathead I gave you for your birthday Bruce? He better not write on the Jerry Jones fathead I have. Cuz you know, thats one big fathead.
that made me laugh out loud... good stuff
'crackup'
Don't worry tarp, the nude Romo fathead is safely hidden in my closet. It'll be coming out of the closet when timeless does
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It is a damn good thing he didn't scribble all over his Tommy Tubberville fathead. That would have been war.
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It is a damn good thing he didn't scribble all over his Tommy Tubberville fathead. That would have been war.
You mean Kliff Kingsbury? FuTuberville
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It is a damn good thing he didn't scribble all over his Tommy Tubberville fathead. That would have been war.
You mean Kliff Kingsbury? FuTuberville
:D
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It is a damn good thing he didn't scribble all over his Tommy Tubberville fathead. That would have been war.
You mean Kliff Kingsbury? FuTuberville
:D
you mean this :rustaf1:who am I coaching again? (http://www.lostlettermen.com/tuberville-does-guns-up-at-cincy-intro/)
WRECK'EM TECH
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It is a damn good thing he didn't scribble all over his Tommy Tubberville fathead. That would have been war.
You mean Kliff Kingsbury? FuTuberville
:D
you mean this :rustaf1:who am I coaching again? (http://www.lostlettermen.com/tuberville-does-guns-up-at-cincy-intro/)
WRECK'EM TECH
Hey at least Tuberville didn't like walk out on a dinner/meeting with his staff and just not come back.....What a douche. U of C should fire him before he even starts. Go Pokes!
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RECTUM TECH!
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RingaDingDing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0dOuHhAky4)
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RingaDingDing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0dOuHhAky4)
I forgot about that. I think the NCAA made them quit along with the Paddle People in Stillwater.
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
Hey mods, this is a word of wisdom post right here. Good stuff Bruce.
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
Hey mods, this is a word of wisdom post right here. Good stuff Bruce.
Thanks Bruce, I've been thinking alot about these same thoughts this week.
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
Hey mods, this is a word of wisdom post right here. Good stuff Bruce.
Thanks Bruce, I've been thinking alot about these same thoughts this week.
Thanks Bruce for your time and good words. I will stay quit with you today. Iquitchewing day 39
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
Hey mods, this is a word of wisdom post right here. Good stuff Bruce.
Thanks Bruce, I've been thinking alot about these same thoughts this week.
Thanks Bruce for your time and good words. I will stay quit with you today. Iquitchewing day 39
nice bruce thank you
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The mind set of quit, as much as we preach using the tools kic offers, "manning up" to quit, it's becoming more and more obvious to this quitter to be successful, it is a mind set. You have your reasons to quit at first, no matter how noble or how stupid they are, they are your reasons. I've seen people coming in here saying they need to quit because it effects their children, quit for a week and back to the bitch. Why? They're weak, of course, but, they never adapted to the proper mind set, or really never gave themselves a chance. I'm on day 438 currently, and the big picture, I'm still young in my quit, but I'm just now starting to grasp forever. I'll probably get flak for that, but I've started to accept I will never put nicotine in my body again. The first 100 days is an emotional roller coaster, you don't really have the chance to get any thing through that mind, that's why we take it one day at a time. Start learning the tools taught here, learning from cavers, learning from vets and learning from your own losses and victories. Step one, take the nic bitch off the pedestal, learn to hate, educate yourself that she is just here to hurt you, she makes nothing better. Understand that just one, as an addict, means just one more. Grasp the concept that you, again as an addict, will never be cured, laugh at your poor friends that are sucking the nic bitch, do not envy them, there's nothing to envy. I quit because I was tired of being a slave, but I had quit in the past for that reason, I remain quit because of my mindset....and a few sexters who won't quit on my quit
That is some Great Stuff right there!!! Fuck I love it here!!
'worship'
Nice work, Bruce! Great perspective from day 438.
You are a bad ass quitter. I am proud to be quit with you. That was a great read.
Great stuff Bruce. Thank you for sharing!
'clap'
I just came in my pants.....outstanding
Hey mods, this is a word of wisdom post right here. Good stuff Bruce.
Thanks Bruce, I've been thinking alot about these same thoughts this week.
Thanks Bruce for your time and good words. I will stay quit with you today. Iquitchewing day 39
nice bruce thank you
Quitting with you forever, my :wub: ... One day at a time!
:Winner:
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Adding a bit from the below post. A recent text from a quit brother has got my fire burning...
If you ever hear someone say "the site just reminds me of dip, so I don't wanna be here/don't go there". Do me and them a favor and give them a big ol' mushroom bruise on the cheek. Hey, dumbass, it should, and you saying that confirms to me, that you have not learned a damn thing while you were here. You never took the time need for you to change your mindset. Every time you post you should be reminded of day 1, and what it took to get through it. You should remember of all the time you spent away from loved ones getting a fix that was killing you....and paying for it too. Never forget what got you to this point, whether its day 39 or 339, the nic bitch is lurking, when you have that mind set, chances are you never took her off the pedestal and you're about to surrender. Maybe not anytime soon, but you will surrender. Bruce isn't forgetting. Bruce isn't surrendering
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Adding a bit from the below post. A recent text from a quit brother has got my fire burning...
If you ever hear someone say "the site just reminds me of dip, so I don't wanna be here/don't go there". Do me and them a favor and give them a big ol' mushroom bruise on the cheek. Hey, dumbass, it should, and you saying that confirms to me, that you have not learned a damn thing while you were here. You never took the time need for you to change your mindset. Every time you post you should be reminded of day 1, and what it took to get through it. You should remember of all the time you spent away from loved ones getting a fix that was killing you....and paying for it too. Never forget what got you to this point, whether its day 39 or 339, the nic bitch is lurking, when you have that mind set, chances are you never took her off the pedestal and you're about to surrender. Maybe not anytime soon, but you will surrender. Bruce isn't forgetting. Bruce isn't surrendering
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Day 500
Regret is for the failed. Stand up today, take your freedom.
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Day 500
Regret is for the failed. Stand up today, take your freedom.
That is bad ass!!!! Nice!!!!!! Bruce you are a bad ass quitter.
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
solid gold and that's all I have to say about that :wub:
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
solid gold and that's all I have to say about that :wub:
'clap'
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
solid gold and that's all I have to say about that :wub:
'clap'
I will quit to that every day! (Don't worry about me tugging you - wt and vigor? That's a different story)
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
solid gold and that's all I have to say about that :wub:
'clap'
I will quit to that every day! (Don't worry about me tugging you - wt and vigor? That's a different story)
Good stuff.
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Started a new job yesterday, I was taken back by the amount of smokers and dippers out there. Although in the back of my mind I know I will be tempted on the rough days, my thought process went somewhere else. How can I help? The guy I'm shadowing is a ninja dipper and a gutter, he thinks I don't know, but I quickly called him out and told him a little bit about my history. He said nothing, his mind is wrapped in addiction
I don't miss it, most of the time, my mind does drift but I don't "crave" much anymore. Mind games, that's what my addiction has become, like a dying old begger the nic bitch will tug at me every once in awhile, but a kick and she's gone.
Newbies, it does get better, you guys in the post HoF pre year, yea it still gets better. And I know it'll continue to get better. It's a mindset, I remove the option of caving every morning before I get to work by posting roll. Take it off the table boys and girls, and do it early.
solid gold and that's all I have to say about that :wub:
'clap'
I will quit to that every day! (Don't worry about me tugging you - wt and vigor? That's a different story)
Good stuff.
It is amazing how many slaves to the nic bitch are out there. I also think that any of us can spot them a mile away. They straight up look foolish. I went coyote hunting the other day with my dad and a friend of his. This guy also invited another one of his buddies and he shows up with a giant lipper and straight up mullet (no joke). I didn't say anything because it was obvious to the rest of us that he looked like a complete ass. When it comes to talking to people about quitting, I generally only speak to be that I know. Keep up the badass quitting Bruce!
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still not 100% sure if I am posting roll correctly...anyway, day 2 and still foggy.
I am a soccer coach and have dipped Kodiak for about 18 years. Started slowly and privately, until I was dribbling brown shit down my white shirt at Thanksgiving. Gave me a thought to stop...took a few weeks and here I am.
I panicked when I had a sore ear last week. WEnt to the dentist and could see no sores in my mouth. I was clenching my teeth at night and this was causing headaches and ear ache...i hope.
I do not want to die young. I am 45 and have a beautiful wife, 3 kids and 2 dogs.
I have a picture of my 3 kids standing over my coffin wondering why dad did this to himself.
I like compete and run. So, I will fight this thing and run it out of my system
(Coach Steve walks into Bruce's Intro thread and finds dalgyboy wandering around searching for the March 13 pre-HOF feudal village)
Coach Steve: Can I help you?
dalgyboy: {startled} Oh...you scared me! Yes perhaps you can tell me if I'm doing this right?
Coach Steve: Doing what right?
dalgyboy: {pointing to the wall} That....
(Coach Steve looks up and sees that dalgyboy has scribbled all over Bruce's life size Tony Romo fathead)
Coach Steve: Oh shit....Bruce is going to be pissed!
dalgyboy: Oh no....what did I do?
Coach Steve: Well first of all, you're foggy as fuck right now so this is excusable. I'm not sure how you wandered in here but you need to make your way over to the quit groups and find March 13
dalgyboy: Oh...ok, how do I get there?
Coach Steve: Take a left on Intro Avenue and then your first right onto KTC Boulevard, the March 13 feudal village is the 5th house on the left
dalgyboy: I think I passed that on the way in. Isn't that next to the big construction site?
Coach Steve: Yep...
Dalgyboy: What's going on there?
Coach Steve: Their demo-ing most of Goatfucker's Palace, making it a little more kid friendly
dalgyboy: Oh, I see....who is Goatfucker?
Coach Steve: I due time....you'll learn in due time. Have a safe trip!
dalgyboy: Thanks...I think I'll run to March 13!
(dalgyboy leaves Bruce's Intro thread and sprints down Intro Avenue in the wrong direction)
Coach Steve: Hey! You're going the wrong way!
dalgyboy: {stopping and turning around} Oh...hehe...I knew that
First of all... 'crackup'
Second, welcome dalgyboy!
To learn how to post go to the Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) and click on "how to post roll". More importantly, click on like in there called "why we post roll". Read post
To actually post roll go to March'13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7445) lots of badasses in there.
Welcome and check your inbox
bump for those to watch as they post their first intro or possibly become entrenched in infamy in a CS narrative
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
Thank You Bruce for sharing.
That gave me my quit wood for the day.
Love you man! 'dance'
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
I dare you to make "godlike creature of quit" your title.
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
I dare you to make "godlike creature of quit" your title.
What?
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
I dare you to make "godlike creature of quit" your title.
What?
Omg! You made me laugh out loud! Literally!
You win!
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
I dare you to make "godlike creature of quit" your title.
What?
Omg! You made me laugh out loud! Literally!
You win!
OK Bruce, that is BOSS
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Background story first, my buddy and his wife adopted a boy from a Russian orphanage, and his third birthday was yesterday. Apparently in soviet Russia they do not do birthday parties so it was his first ever. It was great, little dude got some awesome toys (yea I was jealous). And what else are we suppose to do at a three year old's birthday party but get drunk, and drunk we got.
By 2 o'clock my two friends (the host and our mutual friend) were toasty. The host, being a good host, starts telling us about his recent trips and how he was able to "sneak" in some expensive cigars. Offers one to us, mutual friend druels over them. I pick them up, examine how expensive they are (because my friend tells fisherman stories) and set it back down and simply say "very nice, but I can't have one". Drunk mural friend: "why the fuck not" (because we're classy and shit). Before I can even answer the host's wife says (we'll call her A) "because he's a nicotine addict, he can't go back, not even once". Enough said, well put at that, and we moved on.
Now, as my sexters are well aware of, I've had some rough days, ended buying some holt chew (which is fantastic btw) and have been fighting through those weak moments. I've been on this site for all but my first three days as this thread shows, and I've only been blown away once or twice. A blew me away, she has no idea what's been going on the last 582 days, and how much even a quitter of 1000 days needs reminder that "not even once" because that'll lead to another and another and another. No matter how strong you think you are, and I'm very vain, any addict cannot handle "just one". No matter how far along you are, or what trophy you've gathered here, you are always within striking zone of the nic bitch. As I've stated, it does get better, but we are never cured, we can never have just one. It's good to put people around you who understand that
This is AWESOME. Exactly right and IMO the key to quit. We can give that daily promise but if you keep the door open for "just one"... It's an exercise in futility. You sir, are an inspiration.
Thanks, Bruce I needed to read that today.
Idk about inspiration...godlike creature of quit for sure 'archer'
I dare you to make "godlike creature of quit" your title.
What?
Omg! You made me laugh out loud! Literally!
You win!
OK Bruce, that is BOSS
Simple, True, Brilliant and Bruce is still Ghey. Nice post.
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
yahtzee!
bruce nice # by the way..sweeeet
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
yahtzee!
bruce nice # by the way..sweeeet
bringing the funk bringing the noise!
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
yahtzee!
bruce nice # by the way..sweeeet
bringing the funk bringing the noise!
Bring the noise (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6dUAaftfzw)
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
yahtzee!
bruce nice # by the way..sweeeet
bringing the funk bringing the noise!
Bring the noise (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6dUAaftfzw)
Speaking of which, How was Bad Company Razd? Tried to convince Mrs V to go...Her response: How many of their songs do you know?
Well....there's "Bad Company til the day we die...something, something" and the all-time-badestmotherfuckerest song of all "Feel Like Makin Love".
Exactly. She said.
Dang you Mrs V and your realistic, mature logic.
I broke a shit ton of hearts to that song back in the day too.
BTW, nice 600 Bruce.
BTW.2, thanks for reminding all of us that these few special butterflies flittering around in the intros can keep their weak-ass drama. I have also posted roll and will remain quit today.
BTW.3, HJLF
BTW.4, FUBruce
:wub:
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Speaking of which, How was Bad Company Razd? Tried to convince Mrs V to go...Her response: How many of their songs do you know?
Bad Co. was spot on and sounded great. Had never seen them before and I was impressed. And lynyrd Skynyrd all you can say is Gimme 3 Steps Mr. Breeze cause I am just a Simple Man and had to have me some Swamp Music my little FREEBIRD!!!
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
First of all, I love you Roam (full homo)
Second, I don't remember either wt, but fuck it, let's fight anyways. FU buddy
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
First of all, I love you Roam (full homo)
Second, I don't remember either wt, but fuck it, let's fight anyways. FU buddy
Congrats on 2 trips around the sun.
If its fuckery you seek. Look about.
'Popcorn'
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
First of all, I love you Roam (full homo)
Second, I don't remember either wt, but fuck it, let's fight anyways. FU buddy
Oh shit I went back and refreshed my memory. I commented that I'd post roll a little later and you asked; what's wrong with now? I responded that you didn't have to be prickish about it. In my rage I blew the fuck up!
Did you see Roams boy friend?
:channing:
What till Mrs Roam gets word of this. Now we know why he's never home.
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
First of all, I love you Roam (full homo)
Second, I don't remember either wt, but fuck it, let's fight anyways. FU buddy
Oh shit I went back and refreshed my memory. I commented that I'd post roll a little later and you asked; what's wrong with now? I responded that you didn't have to be prickish about it. In my rage I blew the fuck up!
Did you see Roams boy friend?
:channing:
What till Mrs Roam gets word of this. Now we know why he's never home.
'crackup' 'crackup'
That made me spit water outta my nose
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I hear there's fuckary afoot, I think it's about time for Bruce to make a come back.
#selflessbump
#coveryouranus
#FUZ
Bout fucking time.........bitch 'Popcorn'
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Roam. Damn you're on one today. Every post is making me laugh. Get on the round and come my way. Steak is on me.
Come on Bruce I don't think you've had a good fight in 592 days. Now that's a good memory even though I have no idea what it was about.
First of all, I love you Roam (full homo)
Second, I don't remember either wt, but fuck it, let's fight anyways. FU buddy
Oh shit I went back and refreshed my memory. I commented that I'd post roll a little later and you asked; what's wrong with now? I responded that you didn't have to be prickish about it. In my rage I blew the fuck up!
Did you see Roams boy friend?
:channing:
What till Mrs Roam gets word of this. Now we know why he's never home.
'crackup' 'crackup'
That made me spit water outta my nose
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Bruce has been on and off seeing a shrink, because I have "anger issues" or some bullshit like that. But he told me I need to start writing a journal, well I told him to eat it, Bruce ain't no phag!! About 6 months ago I wrote this, a year and a half into my quit. Thought I'd share it with y'all.
She's my addiction. No matter what I try, I can't get her off my mind. Everyday it seems there's a reminder lurking behind a corner ready to pounce. I know I'm better off without her! Why is my brain telling me otherwise, telling me one more day, one more time and I'll be over it. I don't understand it. I've made strides forward, I have made myself a better person, healthier, moved on. I hate these thoughts, but I live with them, like everyone who's fighting the same fight. That gives me hope, that others are winning this battle. So can I. The frustrating thing is, she'll never leave my thoughts, temptress. I need to remember that I'm better without her, look where I am?! Never thought I would get this far. I guess I need to learn to live with these thoughts, walk away and regather myself, remind myself. It has got easier, so maybe it'll keep getting easier.
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Bruce has been on and off seeing a shrink, because I have "anger issues" or some bullshit like that. But he told me I need to start writing a journal, well I told him to eat it, Bruce ain't no phag!! About 6 months ago I wrote this, a year and a half into my quit. Thought I'd share it with y'all.
She's my addiction. No matter what I try, I can't get her off my mind. Everyday it seems there's a reminder lurking behind a corner ready to pounce. I know I'm better off without her! Why is my brain telling me otherwise, telling me one more day, one more time and I'll be over it. I don't understand it. I've made strides forward, I have made myself a better person, healthier, moved on. I hate these thoughts, but I live with them, like everyone who's fighting the same fight. That gives me hope, that others are winning this battle. So can I. The frustrating thing is, she'll never leave my thoughts, temptress. I need to remember that I'm better without her, look where I am?! Never thought I would get this far. I guess I need to learn to live with these thoughts, walk away and regather myself, remind myself. It has got easier, so maybe it'll keep getting easier.
I just wanted to tell thanks for posting that it just gave me a little reminder for me to help me with my quit one day at a time
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I wanted to start by saying thank you, thank you to all those who continually fail. It helps build my resolve, it makes me feel stronger. A strong mind equals a strong quit. Every one of you who decide to take the easy route, and dip your pathetic life away, do it, you're too weak anyways. Darwinism I guess. Me? I'll be here quittin like fuck
Today is 601, I will not fail today, thank you for the reminder.
Bingo.
yahtzee!
bruce nice # by the way..sweeeet
bringing the funk bringing the noise!
Bring the noise (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6dUAaftfzw)
Speaking of which, How was Bad Company Razd? Tried to convince Mrs V to go...Her response: How many of their songs do you know?
Well....there's "Bad Company til the day we die...something, something" and the all-time-badestmotherfuckerest song of all "Feel Like Makin Love".
Exactly. She said.
Dang you Mrs V and your realistic, mature logic.
I broke a shit ton of hearts to that song back in the day too.
BTW, nice 600 Bruce.
BTW.2, thanks for reminding all of us that these few special butterflies flittering around in the intros can keep their weak-ass drama. I have also posted roll and will remain quit today.
BTW.3, HJLF
BTW.4, FUBruce
:wub:
Good stuff on this day (and many others) for noobs to focus on and learn from.
PS: FUBruth
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'BanDog'
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Comma. Nicely done, Bruce!
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
He's a legend at the truck stop also.
Nicely done Bruce.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
He's a legend at the truck stop also.
Nicely done Bruce.
Well done GingerBeard. Now head on over to Oct 12 for you Congratulatory Wristy Ask for suds.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
He's a legend at the truck stop also.
Nicely done Bruce.
Well done GingerBeard. Now head on over to Oct 12 for you Congratulatory Wristy Ask for suds.
^^ What he said...but it'll cost you more than a dollar....
Grats brother
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
He's a legend at the truck stop also.
Nicely done Bruce.
Well done GingerBeard. Now head on over to Oct 12 for you Congratulatory Wristy Ask for suds.
^^ What he said...but it'll cost you more than a dollar....
Grats brother
Congrats. Even though you are not any further away from day one it sets the example that this is possible by following the KTC method. Well done sir.
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The comma, 1,000 days quit....
It honestly doesn't feel any different then day 433. But it's a milestone that I've been looking forward to. Now I'm here. It's not any different then any other day. I'm no further away from day 1 then any other quitter on this site. It's easy, it's a decision not to or doing it. Simple. As an addict your addict mind will cloud with how your dog dying, traffic jam or how an argument with your wife will justify the need for a dip. When in reality, the only thing you need is a deep breath and a reality check. You want a dip you need oxygen, water and food. Putting shit in perspective is what this site has done for me and for that I am forever in it's debt.
"I use to be an addict, now I'm not"....I just wanted to throw that one out there. What a bunch of bullshit that guy is trying to sell. We are addicts, we will always be an addicts. Don't ever forget that. Living is a lot more fun then dying
Congrats, man.
Congrats
Thank you. And congrats! A grand is a big deal.
F u
One of my favorite groups, and it's spawned quite a few bad asses. Congrats man. Keep this shit up. Full homo.
Comma looks nice on you. I'm just past 433 and very glad to here it's a lot like 1000. BTW you are a legend of quit.
He's a legend at the truck stop also.
Nicely done Bruce.
Well done GingerBeard. Now head on over to Oct 12 for you Congratulatory Wristy Ask for suds.
^^ What he said...but it'll cost you more than a dollar....
Grats brother
Congrats. Even though you are not any further away from day one it sets the example that this is possible by following the KTC method. Well done sir.
Well done and thank you for pulling me through the hell of that first week. You're an example of quit to follow.
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Our addictive minds....what a bitch?
I was reading some weak ass's intro a few minutes ago, sounded like he thought he could do better by himself cause roll call scared him. It reminded Bruce of the stop he had before the final quit. So come gather around the fire kids, for Uncle Bruce's story time....
I had stopped the January before my quit for 3 whole weeks (i know, pat me on the ass and call me sally). I was proud, i had convinced my ex i was done for good. Then I had a weak moment. I had no one around me that could slap me across the head and tell me to pull my head outta my ass. I bummed a dip from a dumb ass redneck friend at a bar and the next day I went out and bought another tin. I then continued to ninja dip for the next month or so before i was caught. If that wasn't a bitch enough, the days off my ex and i had together, I didn't dip. So essentially i was sending myself through day 1 withdrawals once or twice a week for a couple fucking months. I was a complete ass one day a week for no reason at all. She finally caught me and i could go back to dipping in the open.
I sent myself through withdrawals weekly...that is what my addicted mind did to me. The Nic bitch told me this is what i needed to do to keep her, and I allowed her to do so because she was my crutch. Once you are an addict, you can never trust yourself again, you must always have your guard up because you will have a weak moment. I could not have made it past 3 weeks without KTC. Period. I have had too many weak moments since to have made it on my own. The difference is the accountability i have here. My daily sexters. I cannot let them down, I can let myself down, but never you sweet Sac...never. I can bear to think what Mcarmo would say. The Nic bitch will whisper in your ear one day, and your addicted ass will say 'yea..i can just have one, what will one hurt?'. At that moment, who will you have to lean on?
Now let us hold hands and sing Kumbaya
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Addicted for 28 years and have been a failure at quitting. I have never wanted to quit for myself until now. On day six and the fog is awful.
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Addicted for 28 years and have been a failure at quitting. I have never wanted to quit for myself until now. On day six and the fog is awful.
Hey Rhett, feel free to start your own introduction. Go back to the main introductions page and click the purple button that says "start new topic." Then tell us a little about yourself, why you're here, etc. The support will come flooding in!