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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: kabke on October 02, 2011, 12:24:00 PM
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Today is day 1. 28 years being a slave, hiding the addiction, wasting money, and killing myself. Been spying on the site for a few months and today I finally got the stones to toss the rest of the crap out. i've been weaning off for the last two weeks and making it stick from today forward.
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Today is day 1. 28 years being a slave, hiding the addiction, wasting money, and killing myself. Been spying on the site for a few months and today I finally got the stones to toss the rest of the crap out. i've been weaning off for the last two weeks and making it stick from today forward.
Welcome, I am Luby, I am 78 days in. I can tell you with all honesty you have made 2 great decisions. The first great decision was to quit, the second was to do it with us. Not to brag but we are a pretty awesome group of bad ass quitters, and you are too since you chose to join us.
Couple things. Go post roll, you'll be January so that is your quit group. Any questions on that click on "welcome center" it'll walk you through it. After you have done that you are quit with all of us for today, it's the most important thing you are gonna to today, because it's gonna save your life, and get all us bad ass quitters on your side. It's way easier to face this with us on your side....
So post your promise, hop in the fox hole, and I will quit with you today.
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You posted roll, great job. Here we go! You got this today.
You need anything pm me I am about to fly the friendly sky's for a couple hours but after that I'll be back on the interweb.
Enjoy your first day of freedom.
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KABKE.....Luby and I are both ex - ninja dippers ourselves! Saw you said you were hiding it.......I did for 2 years! I'll tell you it feels GREAT to be free from the lie! I'm 52 days quit and proud to be quit with you today!
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Thanks for the offer Luby. I'll be on a plane myself tomorrow. Figured if I'm 700 miles from home with no car, I won't be able to get any easy. And meetings for 4 days, so my wife doesn't have to deal with the first few days. And they did say they wanted honest input in product design.
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Looks like Sunday is ninja day, I'll jump in: welcome, you've made a fantastic decision. Beware, as Luby knows, being away from home is t going to make it easier, but if you have given us your word (and your word is all you have here) then it doesn't matter. That option is off the table. Enjoy your trip, I'll bet they are going to get some dip rage inspired honesty, that's for sure! PM me if you need anything, you are in great company on this site. You've got this!
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Yep. I know the travel doesn't make it easier for me, my wife will still let me in the house. I'm a sales rep and my big problem is when I'm driving, so no car travel for 4 days either. This is mine. Done with the bitch. Don't know what I ever saw in her.
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That's an awesome attitude, I love to hear that! Remember, we aren't quitting forever. Just today. You post roll, you're promising that you can make it to bedtime. Tomorrow reevaluate and decide if you quit again. You can do anything for one day, including my exwife. Looking forward to your day 2!
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The bitch is hot until you take off her fake eyelashes, weave, fake teeth and fingernails. She looks like a rundown dirty whore from the other side, brother. Welcome. Keep the quit strong and come here to bitch about it. I quit with you today!
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Yep. I know the travel doesn't make it easier for me, my wife will still let me in the house. I'm a sales rep and my big problem is when I'm driving, so no car travel for 4 days either. This is mine. Done with the bitch. Don't know what I ever saw in her.
Kabke,
This is the right attitude!
Post roll and read everything on this site and then read it again---You got this!
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Chose the less smart path tonight. Down at one of our plants in SC for product design review and we had a dinner and appetizer thing tonight. Of course had a couple of cold ones. NOT a good idea on day 2. Didn't put a dip in, but walking back to the hotel from the restaraunt, can't say I didn't look for a place to buy one.
Today I made the choice not to poison myself. Hoping to wake up and make the same one tomorrow.
Just needed to write it and admit it.
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Today I made the choice not to poison myself. Hoping to wake up and make the same one tomorrow.
kabke, there is no HOPE. You dont wake up tomorrow and hope to make the same choice. You DECIDE to not chew. You MUST quit every day. Hang in there man, let me know if you need anything.
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Today I made the choice not to poison myself. Hoping to wake up and make the same one tomorrow.
kabke, there is no HOPE. You dont wake up tomorrow and hope to make the same choice. You DECIDE to not chew. You MUST quit every day. Hang in there man, let me know if you need anything.
You're right Poker. There is only do or don't. Sitting here with an Oregon Mint pouch in and eying up the gum. 28 years is a bitch of an oral fixation, but workin through it one day at a time.
Thanks. I just needed to admit I was tempted.
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Today I made the choice not to poison myself. Hoping to wake up and make the same one tomorrow.
kabke, there is no HOPE. You dont wake up tomorrow and hope to make the same choice. You DECIDE to not chew. You MUST quit every day. Hang in there man, let me know if you need anything.
You're right Poker. There is only do or don't. Sitting here with an Oregon Mint pouch in and eying up the gum. 28 years is a bitch of an oral fixation, but workin through it one day at a time.
Thanks. I just needed to admit I was tempted.
141 days in, four beers in, and I'm still craving. It was short and quick (that's what she said), but a craving none the less. This is a tough fight, but the freedom is worth it. If it was easy, everyone could do it. Post roll, keep your word, man up, and keep your word.
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Today I made the choice not to poison myself. Hoping to wake up and make the same one tomorrow.
kabke, there is no HOPE. You dont wake up tomorrow and hope to make the same choice. You DECIDE to not chew. You MUST quit every day. Hang in there man, let me know if you need anything.
You're right Poker. There is only do or don't. Sitting here with an Oregon Mint pouch in and eying up the gum. 28 years is a bitch of an oral fixation, but workin through it one day at a time.
Thanks. I just needed to admit I was tempted.
141 days in, four beers in, and I'm still craving. It was short and quick (that's what she said), but a craving none the less. This is a tough fight, but the freedom is worth it. If it was easy, everyone could do it. Post roll, keep your word, man up, and keep your word.
That is a sound approach. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^