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Title: Introduction
Post by: hope on October 31, 2013, 05:39:00 PM
Hello. My name is Hope (here anyway),
I would like to quit dipping snuff. If you saw me you would not think I had this addiction, as all addicts might say! and I have kept it hidden from most people.

I've been an addict for 6 years next month. We realized our daughter was on drugs and we had to put her in rehab just when I was starting a new teaching position. I was so filled with desperation and I thought I don't want to smoke but I need something more than alcohol. I already was drinking too much. So I thought, my husband and my 2 sons dip and it relaxes them, maybe I should try that. As I said, I was desperate and was willing to try anything legal, of course. Well, I just about choked on it but after a bit felt the high and have been hooked ever since. That was Nov. 17, 2007. In March 2009 I started going to AA. I didn't want to drink anymore. I had gotten sick while dipping and drinking alcohol at the same time a couple of times, and realized I didn't want to feel like that ever again. My dad is a recovering alcoholic (just got his 20 year chip this past June) and my mom was drinking too much. I quit March 7, 2009 and went to meetings almost every night for a year. I'm 4 1/2 years sober and I couldn't have done it without the group. A month later my mom stopped drinking too. God is amazing. Be careful what you pray for, you might get it!

This is entirely too long! I just know I can't do this by myself. There's more I could share but I'm not going to bore you. I'm Catholic and pray about this all the time. I know quitting is the right thing to do. Events in my life have led me to believe this is the time and this is the way. With your help, I know I can do it.
Many thanks for taking the time to read this.
Hope
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Bean on October 31, 2013, 05:52:00 PM
Great CHOICE, Hope. You took the first step, we're here for the rest. But you have to realize that this is about YOU. This is no place for "hope." This is where we "do." We make it happen. We don't HOP we're about to do something great....we do it. And we make NO EXCUSES. You can do it too.

How? Click on the Welcome Center link above and start reading. Read everything. Learn about how to post roll and why we do it. Then, post roll everyday and keep your word.

ONE DAY AT A TIME is your new motto. Today is all that matters. Your father didn't quit for 20 years. He quit for one day. Then, the next day, he woke up and did it again...and again...and again...

If you try to "quit forever" you'll likely be over-whelmed and fail. That's why we don't do it. We just quit for one day at a time.

Does it work? Just click around on the Quit Groups. All of those people are or were exactly where you are today...and they are all living proof that you CAN DO THIS!!!
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Mthomas3824 on October 31, 2013, 05:55:00 PM
Quote from: hope
Hello. My name is Hope (here anyway),
I would like to quit dipping snuff. If you saw me you would not think I had this addiction, as all addicts might say! and I have kept it hidden from most people.

I've been an addict for 6 years next month. We realized our daughter was on drugs and we had to put her in rehab just when I was starting a new teaching position. I was so filled with desperation and I thought I don't want to smoke but I need something more than alcohol. I already was drinking too much. So I thought, my husband and my 2 sons dip and it relaxes them, maybe I should try that. As I said, I was desperate and was willing to try anything legal, of course. Well, I just about choked on it but after a bit felt the high and have been hooked ever since. That was Nov. 17, 2007. In March 2009 I started going to AA. I didn't want to drink anymore. I had gotten sick while dipping and drinking alcohol at the same time a couple of times, and realized I didn't want to feel like that ever again. My dad is a recovering alcoholic (just got his 20 year chip this past June) and my mom was drinking too much. I quit March 7, 2009 and went to meetings almost every night for a year. I'm 4 1/2 years sober and I couldn't have done it without the group. A month later my mom stopped drinking too. God is amazing. Be careful what you pray for, you might get it!

This is entirely too long! I just know I can't do this by myself. There's more I could share but I'm not going to bore you. I'm Catholic and pray about this all the time. I know quitting is the right thing to do. Events in my life have led me to believe this is the time and this is the way. With your help, I know I can do it.
Many thanks for taking the time to read this.
Hope
I was led to this site and have been quit 597 days. On paper, the quit plan is simple. Post roll in the morning, keep your promise all day, and don't worry about Tomorrow. When you wake up...post roll (Repeat)....

Reality is that this is hard, you have to fight and you need us. Welcome.

Have you posted roll and are you 100% nicotine free? If not, flush all your stash, gum or anything nicotine. Then go to your group and post roll, they may start out as strangers but they will hold you accountable to your promise and you them. That is the magic of quitting. You can lie to yourself and let yourself down but letting a quit brother or sister down is what helps get through the battles.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: syndrome on October 31, 2013, 06:52:00 PM
hey there hope. now that you've decided to quit, i want you to read up on posting roll. you can find it in that pink 'welcome center' link you see up top. then head over to the feb '14 hof group (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8993) and post roll, every day, and as early as you can.

see that group of quitters at the top? they're taking this journey with you. chat 'em up. swap numbers. they are your quit lifeline. and yes, you're going to see my name up there. it helps me renew my commitment. and it's therapeutic - kind of like going to the easter vigil.

p.s. francis rocks.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Wt57 on November 01, 2013, 12:47:00 AM
Hope you know what you need to do if you really want to quit feeding your addiction, you've got to stop putting nicotine in your system. Keep reading, "FLUSH" your stash now! Take the advise you've been given about posting roll. It's gonna suck but you don't have to do it alone we all quit every day.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Sage on November 01, 2013, 12:53:00 AM
Quote from: hope
Hello. My name is Hope (here anyway),
I would like to quit dipping snuff. If you saw me you would not think I had this addiction, as all addicts might say! and I have kept it hidden from most people.

I've been an addict for 6 years next month. We realized our daughter was on drugs and we had to put her in rehab just when I was starting a new teaching position. I was so filled with desperation and I thought I don't want to smoke but I need something more than alcohol. I already was drinking too much. So I thought, my husband and my 2 sons dip and it relaxes them, maybe I should try that. As I said, I was desperate and was willing to try anything legal, of course. Well, I just about choked on it but after a bit felt the high and have been hooked ever since. That was Nov. 17, 2007. In March 2009 I started going to AA. I didn't want to drink anymore. I had gotten sick while dipping and drinking alcohol at the same time a couple of times, and realized I didn't want to feel like that ever again. My dad is a recovering alcoholic (just got his 20 year chip this past June) and my mom was drinking too much. I quit March 7, 2009 and went to meetings almost every night for a year. I'm 4 1/2 years sober and I couldn't have done it without the group. A month later my mom stopped drinking too. God is amazing. Be careful what you pray for, you might get it!

This is entirely too long! I just know I can't do this by myself. There's more I could share but I'm not going to bore you. I'm Catholic and pray about this all the time. I know quitting is the right thing to do. Events in my life have led me to believe this is the time and this is the way. With your help, I know I can do it.
Many thanks for taking the time to read this.
Hope
Hi Hope,

My name is Sage and I am one of the girls here. I also chewed but for a lot longer than you and I thought I was alone until I came here and met other wonderful women who had the same addiction. I am so excited about all your wonderful choices and you won't regret this one. This place and these brothers and sisters have helped keep me Quit and will you, too. I will send you a PM with my info. and phone number. Also, when craves get tough, try going to live chat. You will make friends and get great support.

You can do this Hope, one day at a time.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: wmcatty on November 01, 2013, 11:18:00 AM
Quote from: Sage
Quote from: hope
Hello.  My name is Hope (here anyway),
I would like to quit dipping snuff.  If you saw me you would not think I had this addiction, as all addicts might say!  and I have kept it hidden from most people.

I've been an addict for 6 years next month.  We realized our daughter was on drugs and we had to put her in rehab just when I was starting a new teaching position.  I was so filled with desperation and I thought I don't want to smoke but I need something more than alcohol.  I already was drinking too much.  So I thought, my husband and my 2 sons dip and it relaxes them, maybe I should try that.  As I said, I was desperate and was willing to try anything legal, of course.  Well, I just about choked on it but after a bit felt the high and have been hooked ever since.  That was Nov. 17, 2007.  In March 2009 I started going to AA.  I didn't want to drink anymore.  I had gotten sick while dipping and drinking alcohol at the same time a couple of times, and realized I didn't want to feel like that ever again.  My dad is a recovering alcoholic (just got his 20 year chip this past June) and my mom was drinking too much. I quit March 7, 2009 and went to meetings almost every night for a year.  I'm 4 1/2 years sober and I couldn't have done it without the group.  A month later my mom stopped drinking too.  God is amazing.  Be careful what you pray for, you might get it!

This is entirely too long!  I just know I can't do this by myself.  There's more I could share but I'm not going to bore you.  I'm  Catholic and pray about this all the time.  I know quitting is the right thing to do.  Events in my life have led me to believe this is the time and this is the way.  With your help, I know I can do it.
Many thanks for taking the time to read this.
Hope
Hi Hope,

My name is Sage and I am one of the girls here. I also chewed but for a lot longer than you and I thought I was alone until I came here and met other wonderful women who had the same addiction. I am so excited about all your wonderful choices and you won't regret this one. This place and these brothers and sisters have helped keep me Quit and will you, too. I will send you a PM with my info. and phone number. Also, when craves get tough, try going to live chat. You will make friends and get great support.

You can do this Hope, one day at a time.
Hi Hope and welcome to KTC. You have already been given some sound advice and offered support from some of the best quitters KTC has to offer. I noticed you have not posted roll yet. Roll is our daily pledge that we will not use nicotine that day. It is also the price of admission to KTC. There are no dues or other charges...just your promise that you will post roll with your quit group every day. If you quit within the last week, February 2014 will be your quit group. The reason that you will be in that group is that in February you will celebrate your 100th day of being tobacco free...we call that the Hall of Fame date. In the beginning, I suggest you spend as much time as you can reading all the material available to you on the site, as well as following Sage's suggestion to get involved in chat. Read the materials on how to post roll and look at the video if you are a little confused, as it is a little confounding at first. Now look in the upper right hand side of this screen and you will see Inbox (1). Open it and you will find a message from me. It is my telephone number. Call or text me if you have any problems, concerns or just need to vent. Sage will also put you in touch with a few of the other women on board if you want to contact them...ya'll have a small but very tight knit group here on KTC. Welcome aboard Hope and congrats on taking back your life. Wayne
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: syndrome on November 01, 2013, 11:30:00 AM
ummm... hope, can we talk? yesterday i saw you had 3 posts. today i see 5. i might have missed it, but i didn't see a post in roll. that's where your next post should be.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Skoal Monster on November 01, 2013, 01:31:00 PM
Welcome Hope.

Your an addict. You understand that already I think. You win this battle the same way you fight other addictions. One day at a time.

This isn't about hoping to quit, or praying to quit. This is about choosing to quit. You deserve better. there is nothing wrong in the world that can be solved with chew, it is not a crutch like you believe, it's an anchor.

As for your name....... I have a long post on here about " hope" I'll have to dig it up. ;)


I promise you it is really not as bad as you think. If I can do it I know you can too.

You say you have prayed about quitting....... he led you to the water, will you drink?

sM
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 10, 2013, 03:06:00 PM
Hello Fellow Quitters,
I'm in the Feb 2014 quit group. I'm on day 9 and have posted every day through today that I will not use nicotine. Why quit now? Well, I'd had enough and just didn't want to dip anymore. I'm a female and you just don't pull out a can after dinner and put a pinch in. haha So, I've been hiding it, or trying to hide it, for almost 6 years.

I have to say that my first couple of days here I really screwed up. I posted when I was still dipping. Boy, you let me know that was just WRONG! Some posted me and kindly told me to go to the Welcome Center and follow the rules. I needed both kinds of correction to get me ready to quit.

I knew it was really time to stop, because I had a sense of calm determination come to me on Friday, Nov. 1. I've tried to quit many times, you know how it is, especially when my husband quit drinking. He said, if I can quit drinking ( and this was huge! had really been a problem) then you can stop dipping. I'd prayed so hard for him to stop drinking. He was a different person when he drank and much worse. So, I said, I'll quit. Didn't work. Before that, people saw me with a dip and I was so humiliated and ashamed. My daughter figured it out on the day we were buying her wedding dress. I didn't say a word.

So, I'm here. I'm sure there's more I could say. But, I will say, the advice to read , post everyday, and go to live chat is great.
I was told about a few women out there. I have posted (is that how you say it when you send someone a message?) Sage and she's wonderful. I've gotten some wonderful messages from lots of you so far. Thank you so much for being there. You're awesome.

hope
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on November 10, 2013, 03:35:00 PM
Keep on quitting hope. Proud to quit with you and the other flying fucks!
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Mogul on November 10, 2013, 03:40:00 PM
Way to be Hope. You are part of the FF crew and we are glad you are here.

Mogul
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: srans on November 10, 2013, 03:47:00 PM
Hope,, let's make this quit for real. Let's mean business. 269 days ago i decided the same thing. I was tired of being bound tied and gagged by the poison.

The difference this time was posting roll and being held accountable. Go to the top left welcome center and learn how and why we post roll. Pay particular attention to why.

You can do this hope,, you know how i know?!?! I DID!!!
YOUR worth it hope. Your worth every thing you have to go through to obtain you freedom. Ask your family,, i bet they agree. Glad to be quit with you.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Finny on November 10, 2013, 06:45:00 PM
Hope,

You can get through this. You're in the right place, and have a great attitude. Keep it up.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Mthomas3824 on November 10, 2013, 07:06:00 PM
Welcome. Post roll, keep your promise today. Don't think you are quit forever. Only when it's "today",

Repeat. All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost. The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today".

None of us worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 11, 2013, 09:23:00 PM
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome. Post roll, keep your promise today. Don't think you are quit forever. Only when it's "today",

Repeat. All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost. The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today".

None of us worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Grizzfall on November 17, 2013, 01:47:00 PM
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 17, 2013, 11:14:00 PM
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 17, 2013, 11:18:00 PM
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
and thanks, Grizz. I mean it.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Doc2quit4good on November 18, 2013, 11:16:00 AM
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
This is an excellent thing for you hope! I also felt a strong sense of pride knowing I had made the right decision to quit tobacco. I am glad to be quit with you today!! Keep moving on.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Mthomas3824 on November 18, 2013, 12:54:00 PM
Quote from: doc2quit4good
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
This is an excellent thing for you hope! I also felt a strong sense of pride knowing I had made the right decision to quit tobacco. I am glad to be quit with you today!! Keep moving on.
Enjoy the good, and survive the bad but post everyday.

You will have tough triggers. The theme in my head today is get digits and program in your phone.

Release your pride in going alone on this. Support and ask for support! Service helps the addict as much or more than being served!

Before you get to the point where you must have just one or justifying why you need to cave....YOU are required to call and talk to a brother and ask for permission to cave.

Just do it. I made the call a few times. One time we didn't talk about dip. Just got laughing and empathy for what I felt. Within 5 minutes, the craving was gone and I was stronger.

Calling for permission to cave is a neat experience you should be humble enough to try.

DO IT! Keep up the good work. It will take time but I am not going back I hate nicotine and the fraud that she is and always has been is so clear to me now.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Scowick65 on November 18, 2013, 02:15:00 PM
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: doc2quit4good
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
This is an excellent thing for you hope! I also felt a strong sense of pride knowing I had made the right decision to quit tobacco. I am glad to be quit with you today!! Keep moving on.
Enjoy the good, and survive the bad but post everyday.

You will have tough triggers. The theme in my head today is get digits and program in your phone.

Release your pride in going alone on this. Support and ask for support! Service helps the addict as much or more than being served!

Before you get to the point where you must have just one or justifying why you need to cave....YOU are required to call and talk to a brother and ask for permission to cave.

Just do it. I made the call a few times. One time we didn't talk about dip. Just got laughing and empathy for what I felt. Within 5 minutes, the craving was gone and I was stronger.

Calling for permission to cave is a neat experience you should be humble enough to try.

DO IT! Keep up the good work. It will take time but I am not going back I hate nicotine and the fraud that she is and always has been is so clear to me now.
The quit sherpas have arrived. Follow. They know how to climb the mountain. Glad you found us.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 18, 2013, 10:54:00 PM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: doc2quit4good
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Grizzfall
Quote from: hope
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Welcome.  Post roll, keep your promise today.  Don't think you are quit forever.  Only when it's "today", 

Repeat.  All the tools, support, and wisdom here is free of cost.  The only compensation required is to quit by posting roll and keeping your promise every day that is, "today". 

None of us worry about tomorrow.  We quit today.
I'm keepin' on keepin' on. I love this. No one knows what you look like, what kind of car you drive, whether or not you have all your arms and legs. This is the most amazing place! Keep coming back is what they say in AA. But here, it's keep posting roll. That's our accountability. One day at a time. Today is great!
Congrats on making it through two weeks. Those are some miserable times there. I hope to see more of your thoughts here so that we can all keeps tabs. Keep quit with feb 13 and stay strong.
-grizzfall
Glad to be posting on Day 16. Hard to believe it's been over 2 weeks. My life has changed for the better in many ways, but the main thing is I just feel like a different person. I'm trying to figure it out. It's good, don't get me wrong. It's great and I wouldn't even be quit if it wasn't for KTC and you all. The support and encouragement, messages and posts all provide the reading necessary to be quit. Love the Feb 2014 group. Y'all rock! Thanks for being here and I hope I can offer some help to someone, like you've given to me.
This is an excellent thing for you hope! I also felt a strong sense of pride knowing I had made the right decision to quit tobacco. I am glad to be quit with you today!! Keep moving on.
Enjoy the good, and survive the bad but post everyday.

You will have tough triggers. The theme in my head today is get digits and program in your phone.

Release your pride in going alone on this. Support and ask for support! Service helps the addict as much or more than being served!

Before you get to the point where you must have just one or justifying why you need to cave....YOU are required to call and talk to a brother and ask for permission to cave.

Just do it. I made the call a few times. One time we didn't talk about dip. Just got laughing and empathy for what I felt. Within 5 minutes, the craving was gone and I was stronger.

Calling for permission to cave is a neat experience you should be humble enough to try.

DO IT! Keep up the good work. It will take time but I am not going back I hate nicotine and the fraud that she is and always has been is so clear to me now.
The quit sherpas have arrived. Follow. They know how to climb the mountain. Glad you found us.
Yall are just sooo cool! I don't know if I could call....I know I would have to..but it would be hard...glad to hear some of you have done it. I'm really so prideful. It's sooooo stupid! I think it's not knowing how to be real, not a good sense of reality. You know, like you think you'll do something and it just never happens and you wonder what happened. You meant to do it. But it was really important and you rationalize it will happen, then it doesn't. You're ashamed, but it's okay. You didn't mean it, so it's okay. It's NOT OKAY!!
I told you it was stupid. Now you know.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: ParadigmDawg on November 19, 2013, 11:37:00 AM
Pride thing?...I will tell you what to be proud of...

Being successful at one of the most difficult things one can do... quitting an addiction that is killing you...

This is one nasty fight and even the biggest and toughest men have been brought to their knees in their quit.

I had days where I cried, I prayed and I dang near traded my soul for some relief but the one thing I didn't do was dip.

120 days later do you think I am proud? Hell yes I am. I have guys that I have never met in person holding my up when I was fallen down. Guys that truly cared about me and my health. I would never disappoint them by caving and I would be willing to call anyone of them the second that feeling crossed my mind.

The thing is, we need you to be successful so we can continue to be successful. Together, we win this thing.

I quit with you.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: hope on November 22, 2013, 06:11:00 PM
I'm through with this stuff. This site ROCKS! Couldn't quit today without it. I'm on Day 21 today and wanted to think about the wasted time I've spent dipping, but it's never too late to start over and make things better. It IS getting better, ODAAT.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Dave1903 on November 23, 2013, 09:03:00 AM
Quote from: hope
I'm through with this stuff. This site ROCKS! Couldn't quit today without it. I'm on Day 21 today and wanted to think about the wasted time I've spent dipping, but it's never too late to start over and make things better. It IS getting better, ODAAT.
you hit the nail on the head with that statement this I a very very cool site I am so glad I joined day 30 keep the quit going.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Evil_Won on December 22, 2013, 03:07:00 PM
How is it going Hope? Its been too long since you updated your intro/diary.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Mogul on February 09, 2014, 01:00:00 PM
HOPE, way to be an awesome quitter. Congratulations on 100 days of some fine quitting. I look forward to seeing you around here for the next 100.

Mogul
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on February 09, 2014, 01:35:00 PM
Quote from: mogul
HOPE, way to be an awesome quitter. Congratulations on 100 days of some fine quitting. I look forward to seeing you around here for the next 100.

Mogul
Hope you are a rock solid quitter. Congrats and enjoy your day! And like mogul said I hope you stick around for 100 more.
Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Dave1903 on November 01, 2014, 09:28:00 AM
We have another bad ass from Feb 14 hitting a year today let's give Hope congrats today on being quit for a year. Congrats Hope party today then get right to killing the nic bitch