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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: flucky21 on May 26, 2016, 01:08:00 PM
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Im an addict, Im an addict, I am an addict. When you finally get the courage to admit, "your an addict" you know you are ready for change. IÂ’m not doing this for my girlfriend, the newborn baby on the way, my parents, my friends, for my girlfriend to want to kiss me again scared she will try and i will have dip in my mouth 'bang head' NOOOOOOO WAY...i am doing this for me. and only me. The other stuff is an added bonus. I have quit before I got the 7 months before felt great and then caved. Now i sit here wondering why i caved. I dont know honestly? Oh i know because I am a freaking addict! I didnt keep a good support system before and now I have one. My g/f fully supports me and realizes i am an addict, I have found friends already on here that are making me accountable. I am here to be accountable by every single person here on this site. To never let me fall, to always have my back and maybe one day I can change one personÂ’s decision on quitting and help them like I have been helped already by the people here.
So here is my vow and promise to you. I will be strong, I will not blame anyone for my addiction but myself. I will own it like a man and I will definitely not be ever using nicotine again. It may seem like at this point I am 4 days in but deep down I know this goes forever and thatÂ’s how I have to look at this.
'help'
Eric
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Hey Eric. Very nice intro. Sounds like you have had enough and are ready to do this. There is a TON of support on this site and no doubt we will all help you with this. We all need a little extra help!! You have a great start going.. I quit with you today buddy!!
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That's great Eric! You have the right attitude and it looks like you're already starting to sip the House Kool-Aid.
Glad to have you in the August group. I encourage you to jump right in posting your experiences and thoughts in the group and here. Your support network will expand quickly and we'll all be better off for the increased engagement.
My contact info is on the way.
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Awesome man! Get you some quit!!
Check the link and read up on how to post roll. Looks like you'll be in August 2016.
topic/11604982/ (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/11604982/)
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You are already started and really have your head right!
Stick around and do what you are doing now.
Helping others is great, stay connected and stay quit.
Here are some links that will help you get started with us on this site:
New Quitter Hints and Helps
http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you ... court-now/ (http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you-quit-ball-is-in-your-court-now/)
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Great Eric! Repeat that thought every morning and QLF!
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I'm happy to quit with you, Eric. You've clearly been reading and have learned a lot so far. Keep it up!
One point I want to make (mostly because it was always my biggest struggle when trying to quit previously) is that toward the end of your introduction you almost sound worried about the longevity of the process. You can't think about it (well, I can't, or I go crazy). Think about today. Quit today. Enjoy today. Worry about tomorrow when you wake up.
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I'm happy to quit with you, Eric. You've clearly been reading and have learned a lot so far. Keep it up!
One point I want to make (mostly because it was always my biggest struggle when trying to quit previously) is that toward the end of your introduction you almost sound worried about the longevity of the process. You can't think about it (well, I can't, or I go crazy). Think about today. Quit today. Enjoy today. Worry about tomorrow when you wake up.
Exactly this ^^^
Just focus one day at a time. Hell sometimes it's hour by hour or minute by minute. Just make your promise and have enough integrity to keep it for whatever length of time you can handle at that moment, then rinse and repeat. Use the people and tools at your disposal to lean on when you need to and be a rock for someone else when you feel strong. Proud to quit with you for today. Sent my digits as well. Use em if you need em.
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I'm happy to quit with you, Eric. You've clearly been reading and have learned a lot so far. Keep it up!
One point I want to make (mostly because it was always my biggest struggle when trying to quit previously) is that toward the end of your introduction you almost sound worried about the longevity of the process. You can't think about it (well, I can't, or I go crazy). Think about today. Quit today. Enjoy today. Worry about tomorrow when you wake up.
Exactly this ^^^
Just focus one day at a time. Hell sometimes it's hour by hour or minute by minute. Just make your promise and have enough integrity to keep it for whatever length of time you can handle at that moment, then rinse and repeat. Use the people and tools at your disposal to lean on when you need to and be a rock for someone else when you feel strong. Proud to quit with you for today. Sent my digits as well. Use em if you need em.
Post early and EDD! ODAAT! 24 hrs that's all you need to worry about, and that's enough. This bitch is very crafty as you will read. Guys think they don't have to post everyday, all that does is say if I cave today at least I want be lying to all my brothers and sisters who help hold me accountable everyday! And then there's some that get magically healed after hof and all of a sudden there either not addicts or there miraculously held. Once an addict you will always be an addict but here you learn the tools to stay ahead of the bitch but you've got to use them. It's damn tough but worth every damn second of the suck! Damn proud to be quit with you!
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Thanks guys. I do get worried about the longevity because thats when i faltered before. But now i have my support group and never gonna falter again. I used to use dip as a reward. As bad as that sounds. If i do this right i get a dip. What a loser I was. Now im just a quitter and im okay with that 'boob'
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Thanks guys. I do get worried about the longevity because thats when i faltered before. But now i have my support group and never gonna falter again. I used to use dip as a reward. As bad as that sounds. If i do this right i get a dip. What a loser I was. Now im just a quitter and im okay with that 'boob'
Dude. True quitters are strong, passionate, caring, reliable....all the things you want in a person. A true quitters knows about the struggles. Is willing to and wants to help. A quitter knows that the only way to keep what they got is to give what they got. A quitter knows do what you always did, get what you always got. A quitter has a certain wisdom and understanding that few others will understand. I am proud to be a quitter. understand the strength it takes to day by day fight your demons. Your demons are strong. You trained them. Every time you packed your lip you took your demons to the gym, fed them protein shakes, pushed them to their limits. So, my man, a quitter is amazing.
Proud to be quit with you.
Just for today, Self.
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
Congrats fluck! I enjoy your energy , and I am proud to quit with you.
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
Congrats fluck! I enjoy your energy , and I am proud to quit with you.
Congrats on your HOF Eric! Way to go man!
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
Congrats fluck! I enjoy your energy , and I am proud to quit with you.
Congrats on your HOF Eric! Way to go man!
Congrats Eric HOF is the first of many milestones!!!!!!
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
Congrats fluck! I enjoy your energy , and I am proud to quit with you.
Congrats on your HOF Eric! Way to go man!
Congrats Eric HOF is the first of many milestones!!!!!!
Congrats Eric! HOF Day!
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Congrats on your HOF day,
Enjoy it, celebrate,
See you tomorrow :wub:
We never have been able to do this before,
and don't ever want to do this again.
Always stay on a different path.
Take a good look,
Because your never going to see this exact quit day again.
Onward, you are a man of honor.
Proud to quit with you Flucker.
Congrats on Hall of Fame! Keep doing what you are doing, it works for you and helps your fellow quitters!
Congrats fluck! I enjoy your energy , and I am proud to quit with you.
Congrats on your HOF Eric! Way to go man!
Congrats Eric HOF is the first of many milestones!!!!!!
Congrats Eric! HOF Day!
Thanks everyone...Appreciate it!
'boob'
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congrats man!
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Great to be quit with you!
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Congrats on 2nd floor man!!
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Congrats on 2nd floor man!!
Second floor is good stuff. 2 'boob' !
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Congrats on 2nd floor man!!
Second floor is good stuff. 2 'boob' !
congrats on 200 mylilflucker
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3rd floor man! Crushin it!!
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3rd floor man! Crushin it!!
Mylilflucker congrats on 300!
That's for what you do here.
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3rd floor man! Crushin it!!
Mylilflucker congrats on 300!
That's for what you do here.
300 rocks... Congrats flucky21
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3rd floor man! Crushin it!!
Mylilflucker congrats on 300!
That's for what you do here.
300 rocks... Congrats flucky21
Congrats, dude!
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3rd floor man! Crushin it!!
Mylilflucker congrats on 300!
That's for what you do here.
300 rocks... Congrats flucky21
Congrats, dude!
Third floor is huge Eric! Congratulations!
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Congrats on 365!!
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Congrats on 365!!
Congrats on your 1 year quit MylilFlucker!
So fortunate to have you around here.
Thanks for all you do.