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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: TownDrunk on September 19, 2011, 11:21:00 PM
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Hey all. Love the site. I've been a long time Kodiak dipper, started in HS, probably around 1991. I went through a can every other day pretty much for years. I used Bac-off and serious willpower to quit in 2005, and didn't touch the stuff for a few years. I remember bumming a dip while drunk out of town with work people, and fast forward to 3 years later....I've been dipping Grizzly WG and hiding it from family, friends, etc, for those 3 years. As I stand (sit) right now, I have been dip free for one week. Quit cold turkey (no nicotine, no fake stuff) on 9-11-11. Cravings have been ridiculous lately. I work on the road, and feel driven to stop at every single gas station, and "just have one". 'bang head' I have resisted. There are many moments of weakness, but it does get easier. Thanks for the site, I posted on Quitsmokeless.org when I quit in 2005, but am too embarrassed to go back, as I have a HOF speech posted. The shame. :unsure:
Day 7.
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Hey all. Love the site. I've been a long time Kodiak dipper, started in HS, probably around 1991. I went through a can every other day pretty much for years. I used Bac-off and serious willpower to quit in 2005, and didn't touch the stuff for a few years. I remember bumming a dip while drunk out of town with work people, and fast forward to 3 years later....I've been dipping Grizzly WG and hiding it from family, friends, etc, for those 3 years. As I stand (sit) right now, I have been dip free for one week. Quit cold turkey (no nicotine, no fake stuff) on 9-11-11. Cravings have been ridiculous lately. I work on the road, and feel driven to stop at every single gas station, and "just have one". 'bang head' I have resisted. There are many moments of weakness, but it does get easier. Thanks for the site, I posted on Quitsmokeless.org when I quit in 2005, but am too embarrassed to go back, as I have a HOF speech posted. The shame. :unsure:
Day 7.
You are right... You are a shame. This site is NOT quit smokeless or "lite" as in is known. This site is for real quitters. Quitters who don't run away and hide from those who they claimed accountability.
You my friend reek of failure as you are hiding from those you promised. Though we don't generally hold "lite" in the best regards I find it repulsive that you would come here to hide from those you promised. This is weakness.
First off you need to go over and come clean with them.
Second, you need to then distance yourself from that site and begin posting here because you will not get away with the bullshit you are trying to pull. It sounds to me like you need more than just a web site to post. You need brothers that have your phone number that will make you become accountable for real this time.
Get rid of your vagina and go tell the other quitters you promised that you are a pussy. If you can't come clean to them we don't want your lying Then distance yourself from that site and completely immerse yourself in the tough love we have here.
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If you quit on 9/11 shouldn't you be at 8 days and not 7. Well 9 now if its after midnight where you live.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
The really funny part is That I also quit for 3 years (2006-2009) on qs.
I returned there to apologize to my group, and I post in October 2011 and December 2006. I also post roll here in October 2011, December 2006, and the old timers thread.
I forgot I was an addict, and I'm sure you did too. Man up to your mistakes. Own them. If you don't, they are bound to be repeated.
BTW...I am 2 weeks from the hof again.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
The really funny part is That I also quit for 3 years (2006-2009) on qs.
I returned there to apologize to my group, and I post in October 2011 and December 2006. I also post roll here in October 2011, December 2006, and the old timers thread.
I forgot I was an addict, and I'm sure you did too. Man up to your mistakes. Own them. If you don't, they are bound to be repeated.
BTW...I am 2 weeks from the hof again.
'clap'
Go WP... Imagine that, they guy that is quit manned up to his bullshit. The guy that can't take the heat is likely to repeat history on this quit.
Wastepanel, since you basically lived TD's same quit story would you tell me if you agree with what I am saying or what TD is telling me? I am just curious to see what you think is appropriate for getting someone quit.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
The really funny part is That I also quit for 3 years (2006-2009) on qs.
I returned there to apologize to my group, and I post in October 2011 and December 2006. I also post roll here in October 2011, December 2006, and the old timers thread.
I forgot I was an addict, and I'm sure you did too. Man up to your mistakes. Own them. If you don't, they are bound to be repeated.
BTW...I am 2 weeks from the hof again.
'clap'
Go WP... Imagine that, they guy that is quit manned up to his bullshit. The guy that can't take the heat is likely to repeat history on this quit.
Wastepanel, since you basically lived TD's same quit story would you tell me if you agree with what I am saying or what TD is telling me? I am just curious to see what you think is appropriate for getting someone quit.
He needs to man up.
I actually came to this site thinking It was qs. Once I figured out that it wasn't, I searched it out for the purpose of apologizing to my quit bothers. They asked me to continue posting with them and I oblige daily.
Towndrunk, you are going to feel different from the other quitters because you did it before. You are going to get angry because you were quit 10 times the hof marker. You are going to hat those fuckers with 140 days for preaching to you how to quit even though they don't understand what it's like to stay quit long after the motivation wears off.
This place is what qs was. It is bustling with new badasses every day, and the vets are active. Go check out qs. It is dead. There is currently a chap in December 2011 that has been in every month for the last year. They say "good for you for trying again" and let you be. They do not hold you accountable for your mistakes. I've tried to raise some hell, but it falls on deaf eyes.
We seem to have very similar lives. What I realized this time around is that I need to post roll everyday. I stopped my first time around 130-150. I cannot let my addict brain forget I am an addict. I will post roll everyday until I die.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
The really funny part is That I also quit for 3 years (2006-2009) on qs.
I returned there to apologize to my group, and I post in October 2011 and December 2006. I also post roll here in October 2011, December 2006, and the old timers thread.
I forgot I was an addict, and I'm sure you did too. Man up to your mistakes. Own them. If you don't, they are bound to be repeated.
BTW...I am 2 weeks from the hof again.
'clap'
Go WP... Imagine that, they guy that is quit manned up to his bullshit. The guy that can't take the heat is likely to repeat history on this quit.
Wastepanel, since you basically lived TD's same quit story would you tell me if you agree with what I am saying or what TD is telling me? I am just curious to see what you think is appropriate for getting someone quit.
He needs to man up.
I actually came to this site thinking It was qs. Once I figured out that it wasn't, I searched it out for the purpose of apologizing to my quit bothers. They asked me to continue posting with them and I oblige daily.
Towndrunk, you are going to feel different from the other quitters because you did it before. You are going to get angry because you were quit 10 times the hof marker. You are going to hat those fuckers with 140 days for preaching to you how to quit even though they don't understand what it's like to stay quit long after the motivation wears off.
This place is what qs was. It is bustling with new badasses every day, and the vets are active. Go check out qs. It is dead. There is currently a chap in December 2011 that has been in every month for the last year. They say "good for you for trying again" and let you be. They do not hold you accountable for your mistakes. I've tried to raise some hell, but it falls on deaf eyes.
We seem to have very similar lives. What I realized this time around is that I need to post roll everyday. I stopped my first time around 130-150. I cannot let my addict brain forget I am an addict. I will post roll everyday until I die.
Reminds me a lot of Scowicks HOF speech title. "I am not a unique and special butterfly." Isn't that exactly what you think right now? Hell how we all think when first quitting or wanting to dip after being quit.
I don't have anywhere near the time that some of you do/did in this thread, but I guarantee you that the reason I would ever pick up a dip again is going to be exactly the same reason as you and everybody else on this site.
I'd have loved to dip many times in these 10 days. But I can't bring myself to do it because I know my habit will be that much worse and costly.
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Where are you jackass?
So far it is looking like everything I said was correct. You aren't man enough to even live up to your blatant failures so why would you post new ones right?
Grow a pair of balls and quit already.
I haven't been on that website in 6 years, feel no need to go back. I don't need a website to quit, I'm done. The reception I received here though, tells me what I need to know. I didn't dip today either, and I don't need some internet tough guy talking shit to motivate me. Good bye, not worth my time.
Hah, Since that worked so well for you last time!
Let us know how that goes. Oh wait, when you cave you won't man up to your bullshit anyway. You will just hide from it and find another site.
What was it you said again? Oh yeah... "Hey all. Love the site"
I bet you did, until someone demanded more from you than the bullshit you pulled on your other quit buddies.
Get quit or get lost.
Hey asshole, I was quit for over 3 years before I caved. I was done, no websites, no nicotine, nothing. I couldnt even find my exact quit group it had been so long. Google search, found this place, seemed like a good resource. Introduction post, no replies other than douche bad ITGs. Short story, go fuck yourself. I'll stay quit without this. 'arse'
You quit for 3 years? Quit has no time frame... quit is forever. You simply took a break from sucking the nic bitches tit.
I don't care how long ago it was. You promised people you were quit and you lied. Why should we trust you?
Your story is so typical. But there is two endings to this story. Those who do what you are right now and get back on the can and those who man up to being a bitch and take everything that they deserve. The later are the ones still here, quit and posting.
Funny thing is you have told me that you were leaving twice already. We can see when you log on and especially when you post replies.
Obviously you have a problem with leaving the site when you told us you would since you did reply. Obviously what we have to say affects you in some way.
I want you to quit this bullshit tobacco more than you even know. That is why I am spending my own time typing this. But your mindset of hiding from your failures is going to doom you. I don't care if you know who your group was on Q-lite. I don't. The fact is that you have a HoF speech over there and people you promised, many of whom may still be working hard at staying quit. That speech no longer means shit just as you said, it not longer belongs. Those people deserve to know what happens when you grow a vagina and cave.
Again, get quit or get lost. I want your ass posting roll every day and staying quit but it looks like your going to bitch out because someone hurt your feelings.
What is that saying again? Sticks and stones... but words will never hurt me.
Not for towndrunk, words will make him cower like a pussy caver.
The really funny part is That I also quit for 3 years (2006-2009) on qs.
I returned there to apologize to my group, and I post in October 2011 and December 2006. I also post roll here in October 2011, December 2006, and the old timers thread.
I forgot I was an addict, and I'm sure you did too. Man up to your mistakes. Own them. If you don't, they are bound to be repeated.
BTW...I am 2 weeks from the hof again.
'clap'
Go WP... Imagine that, they guy that is quit manned up to his bullshit. The guy that can't take the heat is likely to repeat history on this quit.
Wastepanel, since you basically lived TD's same quit story would you tell me if you agree with what I am saying or what TD is telling me? I am just curious to see what you think is appropriate for getting someone quit.
He needs to man up.
I actually came to this site thinking It was qs. Once I figured out that it wasn't, I searched it out for the purpose of apologizing to my quit bothers. They asked me to continue posting with them and I oblige daily.
Towndrunk, you are going to feel different from the other quitters because you did it before. You are going to get angry because you were quit 10 times the hof marker. You are going to hat those fuckers with 140 days for preaching to you how to quit even though they don't understand what it's like to stay quit long after the motivation wears off.
This place is what qs was. It is bustling with new badasses every day, and the vets are active. Go check out qs. It is dead. There is currently a chap in December 2011 that has been in every month for the last year. They say "good for you for trying again" and let you be. They do not hold you accountable for your mistakes. I've tried to raise some hell, but it falls on deaf eyes.
We seem to have very similar lives. What I realized this time around is that I need to post roll everyday. I stopped my first time around 130-150. I cannot let my addict brain forget I am an addict. I will post roll everyday until I die.
Reminds me a lot of Scowicks HOF speech title. "I am not a unique and special butterfly." Isn't that exactly what you think right now? Hell how we all think when first quitting or wanting to dip after being quit.
I don't have anywhere near the time that some of you do/did in this thread, but I guarantee you that the reason I would ever pick up a dip again is going to be exactly the same reason as you and everybody else on this site.
Nobody is a unique butterfly when it comes to quitting, and I have gone through the same problems my October brothers Have. It has not been easier or harder. Funks are the same. Withdrawal symptoms are the same.
I just have the advantage of knowing for sure that I can not stay quit without posting roll.