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Bicycleptic 3742

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Bicycleptic 3741
DWEIRICK - 300
Scott B. - 2704
FLLIP 3552
Zeno 4,945
Chick 4032

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Bicycleptic 3741
DWEIRICK - 300
Scott B. - 2704
FLLIP 3552

300 Days


If you told me 300+ days ago I’d be back at KTC, I wouldn’t have believed you. I really thought I was done here. I had already slipped, and in my mind, that was it. I carried a lot of embarrassment and didn’t think I’d come back from it.

But I was still addicted.

No matter how I tried to frame it, I kept coming back to the same place. Somewhere along the way, I started telling myself that my situation was different—that I had more going on, that nicotine wasn’t the real problem. It was an easy story to believe, because it let me avoid dealing with what was actually right in front of me.

Looking back, I can see it more clearly now. I wasn’t dealing with things—I was avoiding them.

300 days ago, something shifted. I had to admit that this addiction still had a hold on me—on my health, my time, and the way I was showing up for the people in my life.

And I knew if I didn’t change something, nothing was going to change.

The biggest difference this time has been letting go of the idea that I could do it on my own. The truth is, without KTC, I won’t make it. Coming back, getting connected, and staying accountable—that’s what made this quit different.

Now, even on the hard days, I try to keep it simple:
Just focus on today. ODAAT!

No overthinking it. No looking too far ahead. Just doing what I need to do to stay quit right now.

I’m grateful for the people here who pushed me, supported me, and didn’t give up on me—even when I had already written myself off.

And to anyone new reading this: what you’re doing matters. More than you probably realize. It’s a reminder of where this starts—and why it’s worth fighting through.

300 days doesn’t make me immune to anything. I know I still have to stay aware and keep doing the work.

But today, I’m here. And I’m QLF with all of you!

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Bicycleptic 3741
DWEIRICK - 300