Jason,
Good decision to quit. I've got a couple of things for you...
1. Quit now. Right fucking now. Take out your lipper and flush any tins you have down the toilet. Now. There is nothing that makes tomorrow better than now. It's not special. The carcinogens in tobacco act randomly, but surely. They fuck with the DNA of your cells. Most of the time, they fuck up parts of your DNA that don't matter, but sometimes the section of dna is important. The longer you have that death weed in your lip, the greater the chances it hits one of those important sections. Could be the very lipper you have in right now that ends up killing you. Quit now. Quit now. Quit now.
2. KTC is founded on the simple action of posting roll each day as your promise to not ingest nicotine that day. It is a promise, and not a status report, so that roll call should be posted as early as humanly possible. It isn't always convenient, but quitting needs to be your FIRST priority. Post roll, be a man and keep your word, and worry about tomorrow, tomorrow.
3. Get involved here. The first couple of days suck, and being informed about what is going on helps. Read your ass off and get educated. It also helps to get through the craves. I read though every post in the pre HOF quit groups, read a HOF speech or two, and sometimes jump into chat every day. Still. I'm 60 days into my quit and I still need help... You'll definitely need it. The more involved you are, the more accountable you are.
4. Get phone numbers and give yours out. Folks here are more than willing to text or talk you through a crave, and if you go MIA, folks can get a hold of you to make sure you're okay. If you're hesitant to go to that level of accountability, ask yourself why that is.
5. Lastly, quit now. You are in control of your actions. You will love the freedom when you don't have to finger band a can all the time, so get to quitting. Now.
Let me know if you want my help.