Today is day 233 and I am quit today. This is still a battle, still a struggle and is a fight all day every day. Most of my days go by and I do not even really think about wanting the can often. There are still days though where I crave it, I rub the inside of my lip with my tongue just thinking about it... wishing I could just grab a pinch. 'bang head' But I think I have made it this far. I have not cheated, slipped, caved, or anything else. I have put up a strong fight to this point and I will keep going.
Thank you Wade and ScottM specifically and the rest of my june brothers for checking up on me and being there with me through this battle.
I quit with you all today!