title was suppose to be "living in a haze". Like I said, its been a rough one so far!
Welcome!
I fixed the 'hae' for you. Unless you like it the other way, I can change it back.
Bad news though, I can't fix the 'haze', that's something that you'll have to endure. That's what happens when you start repairing many years of stupid. Good news, you don't have to endure it alone.
Post up early everday, bitch, piss and moan, whine, cry, laugh....and basically get involved. Shout if you need anything.