man im doing shit that i normally wound't do. ive been dancing to music all day, took like a 2 hour bubble bath, eating like a pig hopfully i still wanna eat a shit load tomorrow lol all that just to get my mind off of dipping, ive had both a sucker in my mouth and glass of water right by me for this entire 2 days.
i feel so hyper like a ADHD kid without ritlin. i can't conentrate on anything i cant stand still i feel like i gotta be moving or something i feeling foggy and sometimes i feel like im on perscribed painkillers.