I have been through hell for two years. On January 8th, 2013 I lost my sister at 31 years old. I was crushed, I had so many regrets, so many unsaid words that I couldnt get over it and blamed myself for so many things. A year later, i was getting divorced and trying to figure out a way through with a little girl who is daddys world and adores me. I am quitting because I want to leave very honestly, I want to live and walk my daughter down the aisle and grow old with her. but i am also quitting because i dont want her to look at daddy and be disappointed, I remember yelling at my mom to stop smoking and look at me at 25 dipping and doing the same shit i asked her not to do.
I love sports. Huge Buckeye fan and love basically everything Ohio except the bengals. I just want to be happy. I love fitness and have lost 85 lbs since my sisters passing and will continue to be in the gym and getting healthy. Once im quit completly of dip, i cannot wait to get another tattoo, i currently have 5, to commemorate that nothing is stronger than my willpower.
-chris-