Mike, I am not picking on you but I am picking on your age. You see, a 21 year old young man is out to prove his worth. Generally they think in terms of "never let them see you sweat" or "Fake it until you make it'.
I have a theory that the Pride of a young 20+ year old is why so many can't quit. Too much pride to admit when you are weak.
If you truly want to quit, you can. Post roll 100%, Keep your word, don't sweat tomorrow, only repeat this process every time you wake and it's Today.
If you can post roll every today and be a man of your word, you will be quit.
I'm 43 and enough time has gone by that I don't have to prove anything. I can call for support when I need it and I can follow the lead of people that have a more educated understanding of something I don't.
Will you be humble enough, when the nic bitch begins to seduce you, to call for support? To text, talk it over and not be impulsive? Are you strong enough to admit your weakness? Addicts fail because they aren't honest with themselves and others. Addicts fail when pride is more valuable than humility.
This is going to kick your ass at times. When you're getting your ass kicked, are you going to think, "one wont hurt me" or are you going to call and ask for permission to cave from a brother in the same fight?
The cocky young quitter that acts like they have it all figured out loses. The humble quitter that follows the plan, reads and gains knowledge and will confess and ask for help when they are weak will win.
You are with us in a war. US Tobacco companies are legal, worldwide terrorists. They will never be in the hospital visiting patients suffering from lung, throat or mouth cancer. They will avoid photo shoots with any victim of cancer resulting from use of their product.
A can of tobacco is the biggest lie and you invested in it! Now that you quit, you must fight and never go back to being a can humper today. Tomorrow is too far ahead but today, you quit and you are required to keep your word.
