Stump, i am sorry to hear about your wife, my dad is also battling with cancer, this year it has went into his lunges and he is starting to wees real bad. the doctors also told him, no chemo or treatments can help you now. So you see where im going with this. I have chosen to quit now, because i am a strong person on my own, i do not need the nic. to deal with my problems anymore. When i do feel, now it feels real, instead of on mute.
I need to be there for my family and my dad on my own not with the nic running through my veins.
I am on day #4, and i am looking forward to another fucked up day of my quit to remind me later if i need to that this quit thing is like walking though hell. Hell is what i need right now and hell is where i am at right now. I know after reading others stories the hell will subside.
thanks to you all....ktmdave