Welcome, hosedragger. Reread what Wastepanel posted, for it is gospel. If you are who your screen name says, then you know something about brotherhood. We all have each other's backs here. Any time, any place, any method. Via PM, text, or call..... reach out if you need anything or if you have any consideration of ingesting nicotine. Contact somebody here and get permission first. You won't regret it. Get some numbers. Any here are available to you. That's how it works.
You and I have several similarities. After chewing and dipping for 19-20 years, one of my toddlers made me aware that I was failing as a father. I was teaching my kids by example that tobacco use is OK. I pride myself on on being a good dad, but somehow that had slipped under my radar. I fixed it. That was over 2 years ago. There are quitters here that say you can't quit for you kids. I am not one of them. Reach out if you need anything, bro.