Ok this is getting very hard... just venting no need to reply. This post just occupying time, keeping mind off it. Weird how your heart races every now and then when you start craving. Been dipping since 1991, Kodiak the whole time.... Alternative dips do not seem like a great alternative for me, so I need to find something else to do. Chewing gum does help a little, but I keep planning on my 3:00 or so crapper break, with a magazine and a dip that I've been taking for nearly 20 years.... good god what a waste fo time those were lol. Anyway this had better be better tomorrow as I'm starting to consider driving around the corner and dropping the $4 on the counter and ending this lanacy... 'bang head' Oh well, reading about other people on these walls wwork out pretty well, nice to know I'm not the only one going through this.