After dipping off and on since I was 17, I finally said screw it. I was doing so good. 5 months with out it when I got drunk and started back up. So Sunday, the 5th, I said bye bye dip. It's day 3 and yes IT SUCKS. But a few bad days are worth it to be done completely. This time it will work. I know it.
I'm not doing this for anyone but myself. I havent even told friends i'm doing it. I'm waiting to see if the notice I don't beg for a spit bottle on a long road trip. The driving part makes it the hardest. That's when I want it the most. I might not have picked the best day with it being the end of the quarter at college but screw it. I needed this. We all need this. So let the quit journey begin, AGAIN. This time, for good!
