Well 126 days later and man what a difference! Dont get me wrong there's still shitty days where I still have to take the approach of quitting moment to moment, but it's much better than before. The pull from nic is just not as strong.
One thing I really think has helped me so far is that I actually believe that I can quit. I really want to do this and I really believe I can continue doing this. Other past attempts I was always unsure if I could, I didn't believe I could do it. But now I know I can, and will!
I have to give credit to this site, I really appreciate having all these people that are going through the exact same shit as me. It helps me to know that yes, having craves 4 months, or even 4 years after quitting is perfectly normal and that you will get through them.