Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe, even after failing.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that
tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. I hope to be your quit brother, but it wont be "tomorrow." Just sayin.....