hi guys
im a nerd dipper. my job has me in an office by myself for the entire day working on (coding) software for the marine corps. my free time has me playing a computer game, Dota 2, competitvely. I cant play without a packed lip. And I cant go a day in the office without AT LEAST 1 lip.
You'd think I'm fat. Dips all day, spends all day sitting at a chair. But I actually have the opposite problem. I'm under 7% body fat. Really skinny. I've always been skinny, but it's starting to get embarrassing. I barely eat, and I often have to turn down the dinner that my parents cooked because I just have no appetite. I have to turn down people asking me to lunch because I know I'm gonna look like a retard when we go out and I don't eat anything, all because I had just sucked on a fat lip for an hour. F*** that. It's time.
I had my last lip the morning of 9/20/2014, and since then I have had 2 cigarettes (I nevre smoke cigarettes), but atleast I didnt go buy a new tin. I consider that progress, and hopefully I can join this "December 2014 quitters group thing" in 99 days.