Hello,
I am Dave from Minnesota.
I have chewed since 15 and am 28 now.
I quit at the beginning of 2010 with the patch. I went 3 days with no chew and then I started back up along with still using the patch. I was then using the patch and chewing almost as much as before. Realizing i need support, I looked online.
I then found Killthecan.org.
In my first chat I was advised (harassed) to take off the tampon. I made excuses at first but I caved (thank you all). I am now on Day 6 without any nicotine or tobacco whatsoever. Yay!!!
For years and years, I have been scared about the thought of no dip in my mouth. I hid it from just about everyone including my wife. She had no idea that i had chew in my mouth almost every moment together. I had good pockets for hiding it from everyone. I was basically a closet dipper. I was ashamed of it. I was afraid to deal with it. I was getting worse. It started with a tin a week and ended being almost a tin a day. I noticed myself getting progressively more addicted and dependent. It made me less social. I never wanted to go anywhere so i could stay home and chew. It was causing strain on my marriage that i tried to work around but couldn't. I always had dip on my mind. i was always preoccupied with dipping. I could not focus or concentrate on anything else.
Anyways, I am glad to be part of the April HOF Group. I am dedicated to being nicotine free and fixing up my life in general.
Thank you all and we can do this!
Dave B