ready to move on

[Vinmoore83]

Thanks fellas. This experience Has been up and down. Yesterdays was definetly down. But I didn't give in and feel much better today! Sometimes its hard to tell if I'm in a "nic" funk or a "life" funk. Its easy to use nic as an excuse for feeling shitty but I'm doing my best to own that. I did this to myself. Kicking ass today day 116!

[pab1964]

Had a dip dream last night. I walked up to the store i used yo always go to right up the street. I bought a can (Kodiak) and stuffed it in my lip. Felt really guilty and mad but part of me felt good too.I'm done with this shit! Why's it in my dreams! When I woke up I felt guilty and kind of ashamed that I even dreamnt about. I've been in a shit mood all morning. I guess I just wanted to come in here and throw out all that garbage. it just pisses me off because after a hundred and fifteen days this s*** is still affecting me. arrggghhh! 'bang head'

Those dreams are excellent reminders that you are winning.

Remember brother she's not dead and will always be raring her ugly ass head when we least expect it. 1,50 or 5000 she don't discriminate, put what you've learned from all your brothers and sisters here to use and never give the bitch an inch! Damn proud to be quit with you my brother! Laugh at the whore it helps

[worktowin]

Had a dip dream last night. I walked up to the store i used yo always go to right up the street. I bought a can (Kodiak) and stuffed it in my lip. Felt really guilty and mad but part of me felt good too.I'm done with this shit! Why's it in my dreams! When I woke up I felt guilty and kind of ashamed that I even dreamnt about. I've been in a shit mood all morning. I guess I just wanted to come in here and throw out all that garbage. it just pisses me off because after a hundred and fifteen days this s*** is still affecting me. arrggghhh! 'bang head'

Those dreams are excellent reminders that you are winning.

[Vinmoore83]

Had a dip dream last night. I walked up to the store i used yo always go to right up the street. I bought a can (Kodiak) and stuffed it in my lip. Felt really guilty and mad but part of me felt good too.I'm done with this shit! Why's it in my dreams! When I woke up I felt guilty and kind of ashamed that I even dreamnt about. I've been in a shit mood all morning. I guess I just wanted to come in here and throw out all that garbage. it just pisses me off because after a hundred and fifteen days this s*** is still affecting me. arrggghhh! 'bang head'

[Chargers]

I just finished reading this thread. Great job buddy. Keep up the good fight!

[Vinmoore83]

Thanks so much guys 100 days ago today I tossed tobacco out of my life. I'm privileged to fight this fight along side of you guys each and every day. Thank you for your kind and encouraging words they mean so much. Quit on!!!!!!

[pab1964]

100 proud day's! Welcome, hope the ride wasn't to rough! Congrats and keep helping others make your quit stronger!

[KennyZ]

Welcome to the train! Thank you for helping me quit!

[worktowin]

Welcome to a great day - HOF! Been watching you post a lot in the intros and have watched you help a lot of others fight the fight. Well done! Today sit back, enjoy (from the sounds of your HOF speech Mrs V is gonna help with this) and take just a minute to look back at your first week. You will never have to relive that again! Greatness is ahead one day at a time - and the milestones keep getting better!

Congratulations amd thank you!

[LA Kevin]

Ha. Yeah, my first four or five post-quit visits to the 7-11 near my house, the little Indian dude would move out of the way so I could see the Skoal display and make my selection. I used to switch up my flavors a little bit and he always seemed low on his supply so I'd eyeball the display and say "OK, give me a Skoal Peach/Mint/Cherry/Wintergreen" etc.

[canless2014]

Nice job Vinmoore. I remember when I did the same — I bought a juice and the woman behind the counter said, "Nothing else?" It was probably me being delusional but I could have sworn there was some surprise in her voice. Either way, it felt good to say no and get out.

[Vinmoore83]

it's been a while since I posted in my introduction. I went in to "my store" for the first time since sometime in October. when I walk in the fellow behind the counter asked me if I want A can of Skoal. He remembered me!!!Rather than reach across the counter and pull his throat out I simply said No thank you just the gum. I half expected to hear trumpets play or to see the clouds part and somebody throw a big partybut nothing happened.before I quit I probably bought a thousand cans there. No more. I quit today.

[worktowin]

is this the right place to say I had a bad day today I thought about dipping all f****** day it just would not leave me I went for a jog when I got home and then a sprint and that seemed to help . I fuckin hate tobacco.

It's the right place to rant and rage, as long as you are quit you can say what you want. Let it it out bro.

This is the best gift you have ever given yourself and your family.

Merry Christmas! Tomorrow I hope you take a minute to pause and savor the freedom that you are earning one day at a time.

[worktowin]

I got a big night guys. My first trip to a bar since my last night of nicotine use. My band I s playing a show otherwise I would not be going given my track record. I am going to stay strong and stay away from the alcohol I promise that. But I know there will be tons of tobacco use theiR and I'm just going to grind through it. I made my promise no nicotine...I will keep that promise I just kno its gonna suck for a couple hours.

You will have a great night. Bands don't sound better with nicotine. Nothing is better with nicotine.

Enjoy your night, and enjoy another night of winning. You lost for years, tonight is a win.

[Vinmoore83]

I got a big night guys. My first trip to a bar since my last night of nicotine use. My band I s playing a show otherwise I would not be going given my track record. I am going to stay strong and stay away from the alcohol I promise that. But I know there will be tons of tobacco use theiR and I'm just going to grind through it. I made my promise no nicotine...I will keep that promise I just kno its gonna suck for a couple hours.