My journey to freedom started on August 1st 2014, when I decided enough is enough. Been dipping since the early 80's. There was no plan or organizing this journey. Just decided to do something for me and stop.
The best decision during the first few days was looking online and beginning to read the posts on the killthecan forum. Reading the stories of all the folks on this forum has helped me get to this point. Through all the cravings and long long nights this group has helped me get through the hell!
I have been dipping 2 cans a day for the last 15 years. Sometimes 3 cans a day on days the Big Blue has a game at Rupp! Can't believe all the money being saved.
Thanks for all the support so far! This group has helped me through the uncontrollable urges. God bless!
Well Harlan, I think your entire post was total and utter BULLSHIT. So after the first few days you began reading the stories here and that helped you get thru hell. Awesome.
Finally, after 50 days quit, you decide to post your FIRST roll. Damn, for a guy like me sitting at 40 at the time, I was a bit jealous. I and most of my brothers had been posting for 30, 40 and 50 days straight but here comes a stud from the "mecca" of Harlan County Kentucky (I have been there) and just throws up a 50 for his first post. Again, awesome.
So, let me ask you a question, what the fuck did you learn during those 50 days ninja reading here at KTC? Obviously, you didn't learn shit about posting roll EVERYDAY. Nope, you managed to post roll twice and miss twice.
So here is the deal and I guess I am asking the rest of my November quit brothers to either agree or not: You can not post roll here. I simply don't buy into your 50 day quit story. In fact, I really don't think ANYONE should be able to post a day 7 or 15 as their first day to be honest. I think your first time posting roll should be DAY 1 since it is the first time you have sworn to your group that you would stay quit.
If you want to post roll, I suggest you post a day 1 in January. You can tell everyone your story if you want but you are only the 3rd poster to show up with double digit quit days, post roll for 1 or 2 days and bail in the last few weeks. Good bye.