Today is my quit day 1461.. Tomorrow morning will be my four year anniversary of being quit.
Praise God... Thank you, Lord..
I was on the verge, four years ago, of resigning myself to never being done with nicotine..
The last month has been difficult.. Work mostly.. Estimates given to management become deadlines.. A good bit of pressure due to a slick sales job and some bad decisions.. No one else in the country has been able to do this, but we can. Yep.. Sure we can.. But there are reasons why no one else in the country has been able, or has considered this project worth the effort, to complete..
Exercise goes out the window due to trying to force this project through.. Eating junk.. gaining weight, unexpected financial pressures.. etc, etc, etc, etc....
Basically L I F E.
Lots of things that more than four years ago would have been considered excellent reasons to justify remaining a slave to nicotine/Skoal.
But.. Now there is KTC...
So I get more involved in the site.. Get involved in some fresh quit. Cause some drama (unintentionally) in my own group.. Rage a bit. Apologize.. Find a new quitter who is making excuses and rip his ass for a while..
(Yes, I AM a Sasquatch, evidently, and not just 'cause I'm a hairy dude). Now he gets it..
And my quit continues and is stronger...
Because of the Lord's mercy toward me (a nicotine addicted, sorry ass sinner who really should be dead by now)
Because of this site..
Because of you.
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