Hello all,
My name is Nick, and I actually quit 6 days ago but I need some help. So I came across the KTC forums and well here I am. I guess a little about myself. I'm a fireman and have been chewing Copenhagen Mint and Wintergreen long cut for about 7 years, basically since I started the fire service. It really helped calm my nerves after a bad call and would keep my mind focused on something else while getting that quick buzz to cheer me up. It's gotten to the point now where I can't go a half hour without a dip. I'll hurry up and slam food just so I can put a dip in, stay up after my wife has gone to bed just so I can have that last dip, and for the last 2 months I've actually been hiding it from her, she thinks I quit a couple months ago but in reality I just clean up my tracks so she doesn't notice. I'm tired of the hassle, the lies, and basically being a slave for the can. What makes it hard is no one in my family or my friends use tobacco products so they don't get it. I love my morning coffee and having a dip right after, I love the burn from a nice long dip and I love just having something in my lip. But 6 days ago I decided it's time. Weighing risk versus gain, id rather live a long healthy life than get cancer and have my jaw cut off, or let alone die. Anyways, sorry for rambling on but I just wanted to say hi, thanks, and any inspiration or support would be extremely helpful and appreciated! Thanks