Hey WB, you want a verbal kick in the ass, how about in the nuts instead?
By your picture, you look in pretty good shape, are you a muscle head? Maybe you dropped a fuckin barbell on your head? You can lift heavy things but can't figure out after 3 mini-strokes that it's time to put the can to bed? 2 cans a day? Sometimes 3? What the fuck do you do, put a chew in, a minute later spit it out and put in another? Or are you one of those 3 finger fucks? Oh and you lost a shit load of weight, huh? Who gives a fuck. You beat obesity but yet you're letting the can beat you? You should have stayed a fatass. You're fuckin weak!
The bottom line is this Bill, you're here and you're here for a reason. Take your can, dump it, punch it, stomp on it, shoot it. Do what you got to do to get rid of it, get pissed off at it and say FUCK YOU. Tell yourself that you've had enough of it, be strong and hold on. No more fuckin excuses. Apparently the man is giving you another chance after 3 strokes, maybe it's time you prove to him and yourself that you're worthy of it and QUIT!