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Offline rhester03

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Re: Scared
« Reply #61 on: March 18, 2011, 04:36:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Please see April 2010, I can make you the Babe of the day!

Quit with you right now!!

Too funny! You are on - give me until March 2011
'na na'
...And I believe it is March and we are looking foreward to the BOOBIES! 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob'

I still have 15 days left...
MOA
posted on the 4th, and was 15 days away...by my count tomorrow means boobies!

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Re: Scared
« Reply #60 on: March 04, 2011, 11:10:00 AM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Please see April 2010, I can make you the Babe of the day!

Quit with you right now!!

Too funny! You are on - give me until March 2011
'na na'
...And I believe it is March and we are looking foreward to the BOOBIES! 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob'

I still have 15 days left...
MOA
Kelly

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Re: Scared
« Reply #59 on: February 28, 2011, 06:57:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Please see April 2010, I can make you the Babe of the day!

Quit with you right now!!

Too funny! You are on - give me until March 2011
'na na'
...And I believe it is March and we are looking foreward to the BOOBIES! 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob' 'boob'

MOA

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Re: Scared
« Reply #58 on: December 14, 2010, 09:28:00 PM »
Thank you! I know I will have some bad days but, I'm enjoying the feel of not craving the nic right now. Thank you for your support!
Kelly

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Re: Scared
« Reply #57 on: December 14, 2010, 09:14:00 PM »
Great Job KMS! Proud to be quitting with you!
"I like a man who grins when he fights." - Winston Churchill

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Re: Scared
« Reply #56 on: December 14, 2010, 08:16:00 PM »
Very glad to see you are still hanging in there.
RIP - R.W.D June 15, 2010
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Re: Scared
« Reply #55 on: December 12, 2010, 11:36:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Please see April 2010, I can make you the Babe of the day!

Quit with you right now!!

Too funny! You are on - give me until March 2011
'na na'
Kelly

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Re: Scared
« Reply #54 on: December 12, 2010, 11:06:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Please see April 2010, I can make you the Babe of the day!

Quit with you right now!!

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Re: Scared
« Reply #53 on: December 12, 2010, 09:37:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.

I will attach one for you on my HOF speech! If I haven't gained 20 lbs by then!
Kelly

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Re: Scared
« Reply #52 on: December 12, 2010, 08:48:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep!  Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over.  I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job!  I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.
Glad you asked for the pic first.
Fuck em all and fucking no regrets.

Employ your time in improving yourself by other men's writings so that you shall come easily by what others have labored hard for.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #51 on: December 12, 2010, 05:56:00 PM »
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All I want to do is sleep! Keep hoping I will wake up  everything will be over. I always said I should have been born a guy - even though I'm 110 lbs with a boob job! I'd take growing balls to get through this!
I think I speak on behalf of the site when I say we are all behind you 100% in your Quit..........We also want a picture!! hahaha

Stay Quit girl, you can do it.

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Re: Scared
« Reply #50 on: December 12, 2010, 12:17:00 PM »
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Yeah, nobody would have guessed that this little blonde could keep up with any man when it came to dipping. Feeling much stronger this afternoon - I can do this. Thank you for being there! But, don't go away yet... :D
But can a little blonde keep up with quitting? we shall see grasshoppa
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Re: Scared
« Reply #49 on: December 11, 2010, 07:31:00 PM »
KMS,
Make sure you read the what to expect page. All of this is normal. Remember I told you to journal all of this shit. Remember every miserable second of it, it will serve you well later in your quit.

Get up tomorrow and post roll. Take dip off the table again and then just ride it out. Soak in the tub, lay in bed, clean, whatever. I really lowered my expectations of myself early on. My main focus was my quit, nothing else was as important.

You will start to feel better soon. Just keep that shit outta your face and you NEVER have to do this again.

See you tomorrow !!

PS.. Boobs rock.. Just sayin !!

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Re: Scared
« Reply #48 on: December 11, 2010, 06:11:00 PM »
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Right now, I'm so confused I can't think straight.  I still haven't been able to finish work, make it to the shower, or finish laundry...  I'm not sure what I want to do.  All I know is that I posted roll call today so if I cave it has to wait until tomorrow.
Fuck work. Fuck the shower. Fuck the laundry.
None of that shit matters. Get some sugar free gum, get some sunflower seeds, drink a lot of water. Go run around the block. Whatever it takes.
It can be done. We are proof of it. MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!
Trust us, it WILL get better.
Bottom line is you're saving your life. Chemo looks pretty good you say?
You won't be saying that when you look in the mirror and you're bald with no fucking lower jaw.

STAY STRONG-STAY QUIT
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Re: Scared
« Reply #47 on: December 11, 2010, 05:53:00 PM »
Yeah, nobody would have guessed that this little blonde could keep up with any man when it came to dipping. Feeling much stronger this afternoon - I can do this. Thank you for being there! But, don't go away yet... :D
Kelly