Where to begin....
Started chewing when I was 14 and am now 29. Skoal Straight long cut has been my poison of choice and I figure I've paid those sons of guns well over 30k in that time. That is mind boggling!
When I was younger I'd hide it. Chews in the shower, on the toilet, at the movies, in class or at work, on any drive. But for the past 10 years there has been no hiding. I was who I was. If you had a problem with me chewing, that was your problem, well except for new lady friends. Couldn't let them know the real me until I had reeled them in all the way.
I looked forward to a chew after every meal, after work, before bed. That was my routine, and I'm learning now just how much I relied on it. No meal seems complete. I'd say that has been the hardest part.
I'm ready to change now! It was always one of those things I figured I'd grow out of when I was older, but it just got worse. I'm quitting for many reasons, but the mostly because I fear for my health, don't want to lose my teeth or get cancer, and would never want my children to know see their father chewing (when that time comes). I also don't want to be the guy spitting into an empty beer bottle at the bar or leaving early to grab a chew and veg out in front of the tv. God! What a waste of time.
I know this is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done and I hope this support group helps me get through it and I can help other to do the same.
I haven't had a chew in 6 days. I'm feeling better each day, but there are those times where the cravings are so strong.
I look forward to the journey!