I'm a 30 year old guy from massachusetts, moved down south to the carolinas a few years back. Started dipping about 4 years ago because of the feeling it gave me, never done nicotine before, what a rush. Became an average dipper(1 can a day for about 2-3 years) pretty quickly as it was easy to do at work and filled the boredom.
With that said, I've lost muscle(stopped working out as hard lost motivation), and I feel like absolute shit now.
I know I haven't dipped as long as some of you here, but I needed to join a community because even though my mind says I have the willpower to continue my quit on my own, i really don't. I need help, and I know some people here will need help in the future too so they can also get back to enjoying life without dip.
Lately I have been have really crazy panic attacks, something I have never had in my life before, i have been super stressed out with life shit, and that including dipping and tons of caffeine made me start grinding and clenching my jaw at night. Possibly giving me tmj symptoms. Sometimes my jaw tingles a lot now since I quit. I don't clench my jaw anymore since the quit, but I still have the symptoms.
Last night I was the worst, my jaw was tingling, my body was super warm, my nervous system felt like it was going haywire. I freaked the fuck out, seriously thought I was dying. I had a dentist appt 3 days ago and had them do an oral cancer screening and it turns out I'm good and don't have it. Thank god, but I still feel like my body is giving out on me. My withdrawals this time around are that bad.
Today I seem to be better, but have had mild to severe depression ever since the quit. I really needed someone to talk to, so I came to the chat board today. MikeNT reached out and talked to me, and we had a good conversation. That helped me calm my nerves a bit and I can't thank you enough brother.
Anyways, here I am, ready to quit for good and help others if I can too.