Ok Capt...here's how it works...at least this is my perspective 24 days in. I don't know anything about you personally other than what you have shared, and neither do any of the other folks here on KTC, but EVERYONE here will be an unquestionable source of support and inspiration if you don't fuck us. And what I mean by that is your ONE obligation is to post roll here (ie, add your name in the appropriate quit group as a 'quitter') every day. By doing that you are making a promise to yourself and to the rest of us that YOU WILL NOT USE ANY FORM OF NICOTINE FORT HAT DAY. It's that simple. Then all you have to do is keep your promise. That's how you 'don't fuck us.' Cave like a pussy that's not willing to be accountable for their own actions and you fuck us, and there will be retaliation.
I'm 33 and chewed for 18 years with a bunch of quit-fails along the way. It never stuck because I wasn't really committed and I know that now. When I Googled 'quit dipping' and this site showed up I was immediately intrigued. I'm not a 'blogger,' so I was a little intimidated at first, add the language and the hardcore attitude to it and this has the potential to be a pretty volatile place. But everyone is here to make sure that they don't chew...just for today...and to make sure that there's a system of accountability for those that desire a structure like that to help them stay clean.
Get on the other side of the fog and the rage (use the chat room for the rage, it works wonders). Get free of the grasp of the nic bitch. The other side of this shit is soooooooo much better. Your body will adjust, regardless of how bad you think it is, and your brain will readjust too. The faster you can REALLY, REALLY, REALLY come to grips with the fact that YOU ARE QUIT the sooner your brain will straighten itself out. Rely on this great group of people here from all walks of life. We all have your back and understand what you're going through.
Every day I post roll I thank God for the internet and the ability to do so....then I remember I have a 4 year old daughter and the internet becomes the devil again, lol.
Welcome to September 2011, PM (private message) me if you need anything.
AceInTheHole