Hi all,
I'm 28 years old and have been chewing since 2006. I have quit 3 or 4 times and it has lasted between two weeks and 2-3 months. I looked online and came across this board. I know I need to be accountable if I'm going to make it last. As much as I enjoy the habit, it tears up my mouth and throat and living life is more important to me. I'm glad the site is here and I plan to become a regular.
Welcome to the June Platoon. Good group of addicts here. I am on day 9. My first quit day was March 14th. I have quit every day since. The first 72 hours sucked. Seriously sucked. The next couple days weren't much better.
This place got me to today. I LOVE IT. When I had a craving, I went and exercised. If that wasn't possible, I came here and read stories.
Absolutely amazing. I would discovery that all the stories were like mine. I would get on chat and laugh my ass off. I was really sad the second day, go on chat. I was asked how I was doing. I told them that I have been reading and it seems like you have to say, "Fuck" a lot on this site". Everybody chimed in and there were F bombs everywhere.
I started laughing, and felt happy. I hurt but I was happy. This site, these strangers (Now people I adore) got me over the pain. Now my brain is rewiring. I am having so many a ha experiences.
I still get these moments where I think to go get a can. I hope that goes away but this is the first time my resolve and strength is stronger than that can calling me. I see the evil in it. I regret that it took me so long to really be a man of my word and quit. I quit on the 14th, better than saying that this is who I am and let a tobacco run me. I am finally free today. 41 years old and I can smell and taste freedom!
Well enjoy your little trip to hell. You will get through it and you'll look back and say, "I kicked hell's ass" Now I'm nicotine free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love having my honor and integrity back. I sure you will too.