This is Crusader Big D, I quit on chewing 1/25/2020 at 10:53pm EST. I have chewed Copenhagen or Skoal since I was 13 years old and I am now 49. So that totals 36 years of addiction! I had a cancer scare over the last few days, which turned out to be an abscessed tooth. But when you look up the signs /symptoms for oral cavity cancer and you are experiencing all of them....I said to myself, “this is it, because life as I knew it was over!” It’s not dying that I fear, but the agony of living with cancer and all its pain. It’s not a matter of if we die, but rather when. It’s not a matter of why we die, but how. I can think of lots of ways better than cancer! My oral health is starting to go south too with gum recession. So my journey tobacco/nicotine free begins.
I have Smoky Mountain Mint Chew to help get me through the next few days, but need your prayers and support!
de oppresso liber - to free the oppressed