10 years use, but addiction lasts a lifetime. Like some decisions this one came gradually and then all at once. I'm 24 hours into it, and I know that I need to be held accountable. I want to hold others accountable, too. I know I'm the kind of person who will give it all I have if I've given my word to someone else and if I've asked them to be accountable to me as well. I don't want to be a liar anymore; it's my intention to struggle and reclaim my integrity.
I respect what's been created here on this forum. I'd like to be a part of it. I don't think I can do this on my own. I'm asking for help. I'm willing to help other folks too, if I can. I hope I can. Thank you.