c-mac, glad you've decided to quit for real here.
You only posted roll once in 2012, but you still need to answer questions and develop a plan to make you successful this time around. The process here is to answer 3 questions :1) What Happened 2) Why did it happen 3) What will you do differently this time?
You need to answer those to your new quit group. Finding support on this site is contingent on that. The process is not meant to harass you, but to help you develop a plan to be successful, as your last attempt was obviously not.