I was going to write a nice long thank you. Instead I found this poem. I don't know who wrote it, I just know it fits what is in my head.
A Letter From Your Disease
Hello fellow addicts I am your disease,
I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease,
I will always be here no matter where you go,
I am smarter than you and I am in control,
Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore,
I'll take everything you got and still want something more
I was there for you in the good times but mostly in the bad,
I've made you feel so happy but in the end you was always sad
You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real,
but if that's the case why can't you put down that pill(chew)
I come in many forms, and shapes, and size
Then following comes denial, deceit, and lies
I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me
Together we will spend all eternity
I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free,
Spend our life together won't that make you happy,
Don't let those people tell you what I am all about,
Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out
Well here I go now I'll just be on my way
but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say
So when you think I'm gone and you can finally be at ease,
Just remember this I will always be your disease.
Source:
http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/a ... z3POL9SRDb Family Friend Poems
I am an addict and will be one forever. One day at a time.
