As I sit typing this, I think of all the time I have spent chewing, Hiding my chewing, all the money I have spent. What a wonderful world of addiction this is, I am going to get over this addiction though. I am on day 3 of recovery of the rest of my life, I am quit today and I will stay quit tommorrow. I am going to need lots of encouraging words from my friends on KTC, I got on the chat this morning around 2am and talked to a few people and it really calmed me down,
My name is Todd, I live in Cleveland, but am from southeastern Ohio. I moved to the cleveland area for work where I am a Salesman. I drive a big truck around all day so it is very easy for me to stop at any ole gas station for more nicotine, But I am Quit!
My wife and I have been married for 4 years now, we have a wonderful 11 month old son, Who gives me high fives because I Quit!!
I am a Triathlete, I highly enjoy running, cycling, and swimming. I have done 3 Triathlons now and a lot of running races. I was in the Boy Scouts as a young adult and vowed not to take drugs. Even though a campout was the first place I had tried Weed. On numerous occasions I would dip all around our leaders. But I am Quit now!
I am only 3 days in but I have not lost hope on the rest of my life, I will stay clean, I will stay honest and I will not use nicotine.