Your poisoned mind and body is going through a suck that is real and unavoidable. Post roll, keep your word, repeat. Don't get caught up in the goal to do this forever. Just take it and make it today. When you get through today, you won your match. Tomorrow is too far in the future don't even think about your quit tomorrow. Just experience today and battle today.
If I could take away the pain, the anxiety, the side effects etc. I wouldn't. These days of quit are great days for you. These are day that as you win, you gain in your confidence and desire to keep winning. The more days you quit, the more enlightened you become to what a can of shit lies you loved? Really? The nic bitch is an evil killer of men. She seduces and enslaves. You can't leave her and she slowly takes your life and subtly interferes with all your relationships. . You need a dip when you are stressed, you need a dip when you are relaxing, working and hell, even a dip after a good workout. (how ironic)
You are just a sick addict and you are finally taking charge to heal and kick the nic addiction to the curb!
Yeah I hope this sucks big time for you. I hope you see that this is huge for you and your future to go through the pain.
This is what you are healing from. Are the blinders off that you have been sick and your mind, body and spirit needs to heal? Healing hurts but at least you will heal instead of keep the blinders on and hump the destroyer of your mind, body and spirit!
The chemicals contained in chew or snuff are poisonous and addictive. Every time smokeless tobacco is used, the body adjusts to the amount of tobacco needed to get a high. Consequently, the next time tobacco is used, the body will need a little more to get the same feeling. Holding an average-sized dip or chew in the mouth for 30 minutes gives the user as much nicotine as smoking four cigarettes.
What are the ingredients in smokeless tobacco?
• Polonium 210 (nuclear waste)
• N-Nitrosamines (cancer-causing)
• Formaldehyde (embalming fluid)
• Nicotine (addictive drug)
• Cadmium (used in batteries and nuclear reactor shields)
• Cyanide (poisonous compound)
• Arsenic (poinsonous metallic element)
• Benzene (used in insecticides and motor fuels)
• Lead (nerve poison)