Buck-Welcome to the best decision you've ever made. Now make that decision tomorrow, and the next day and keep going, don't look back. You'll get to a point where those leaves are not delicious anymore, but they are toxic and repugnant. Post with your group every day. Post as soon as you get up and keep your word. Once you post you know that those leaves are not an option and your group knows that you've got their back as they have yours.
Get a plan
Stick to it
Get phone numbers if you need help, I'll PM you mine.
Reading stuff on the site helps get through the fog. And when you feel the rages coming, head to the chat room. Good way to relieve angst.
tarp