Had my last chew Xmas night, I know it's only been three days but seems a lot longer. I found this web site probably like the rest of you googling tips for quitting and it's already helped me a ton in my short time. This is a stupid post I know I just needed to say something as I sit here in a fog blank staring at the tv, im thankful I found this website hopefully I'm as strong as a lot of you guys.FUCK THiS STUFF IM BETTER THAN THIS POISON!!!!
If I can do this, ANYBODY can!!! I was the biggest pussy ktc has ever seen. I was the sitting in the corner sucking my thumb rocking back and forth crying type pussy.
I didn't know how to quit, if I wanted to quit , who the Fuck all these "weirdos" were offering ME their phone numbers. I didn't know what the Fuck was going on. I was walking around blind without a cane. I had never once tried tried to quit. I was scared shitless and had no confidence I would last a week let alone 208 days. Hell I even left the site for a few weeks because I was scared of...EVERYTHING.
Thankfully though, I never gave up and most importantly the "weirdos" on this site never gave up on me. Wedge actually continued to text me even after I told him I quit the site.
Eventually I came back to the site. Nobody was mad, infact they welcomed me back and told my dumb ass to start posting role.
Slooowly day by day I started to feel better, my quit started to go from a liquid to a semi solid state thanks to the "weirdos". Then sometime in the 70's-80's my quit really took off when I dawned on me, life IS possible without dip. I honestly wasn't sure until then.
Once I really realized that my quit went from semi solid to rock hard and every day it gets stronger and stronger. Sure there are still some bumps in the road but they are much further between and much less jagged.
Bottom line...don't come into this with a pussy type attitude like I did. Don't have the illusion that we all came into this like some badasses who were kicking ass right out the gates. Not all of us were. Especially my pussy ass.
Like I said. If I can do it, ANYBODY can.
Need anything, pm me anytime.
-Diesel2112