Hmmm. This does not sound good. You might be a weight lifter but you sound weak ass hell. Nic can do that to you. Sounds like you are giving up you're soft and cuddly puppy dog and not a posion that is as addictive as heroine, can control your life, drain your pockets, fuck up your gums, rot your teeth, gives you shit breath, makes you look like a tool with a big bump of cat shit in your lip as you spit into a bottle and oh yeah can give you cancer and kill you. You gotta build up some hate for the shit and stop glamorising it.
You're coming at this all wrong and you're attitude blows. You are only looking at the negative things that come from quitting. Thats not good. You're almost talking yourself into failure and I am here to tell you that the positives of quitting FAR outweigh the negatives, but you wont believe me 5 days in. Hell, I didn't believe people when they told me that for about 2-1/2 months...but its true.
Imagine a day when you are no longer a slave to nicotine, where you hardly even think about it and when you do you think "thank God I don't do that shit anymore". That feeling is 1,000,000 better than the feeling of loading up another dip. 4 pinches empties a can? Those pinches must be HUGE and does leaving that shit in for over an hour really feel that good? You think it relaxes you but it doesn't. The only thing it does is relieve the pang of addiction for more nicotine. Think about it, when you have a dip in you probably wish you didn't and when you don't have one in you probably wish you did. Think about that for a minute...that's fucked up...that's ADDICTION at its finest.
Also nobody CANT quit, its just that they CHOOSE not to quit. I could go on for days here but I wont.
You joined the site so I assume you are serious about quitting. You need an attitude adjustment though, and this site and the people on it can provide it, but if you don't want to accept it the there is little hope for you. Use this site, READ, read the hof speeches, the words of wisdom, the what to expect when you quit, read how nicotine addiction works on your brain. There's info on this site about that as well as off this site. Post roll and get involved with your March quit group. Exchange numbers, jump into live chat, pm people if you have specific questions. DO SOMETHING!!!! Don't just sit around whallowing in how bad quitting will suck. That's torture and that's what I did. I'm not 100% cured and I still get craves now and then but as time goes on they get weaker and easier to dismiss. Don't worry about how you will feel 2 yrs from now. Just worry about today. I will tell you that if in 2 years you're still quit you will feel a million times better than you do today.
You can do this shit...IF you really want to. We're here for you. Pm me anytime if you have any questions and get a better attitude. Sorry this is so long but I really want you to succeed and would write 200 pages if I knew it would help you. Anybody on this site would.
