Welcome to the asylum Mike......listen to the advice given already. Make sure you post roll everyday, it is what will keep you quit. The trail has been blazed already here at KTC and its easy to see it, but difficult to stay on. KTC will help you with that, if you let it. Push through the fog and the suck for the next few days and you will have accomplished the first step of this process. Then it is the mental side of beating your addiction and KTC helps with that too. If you would have asked me what is now over 3 years ago I could kick this 20+ year addiction I would not have thought it possible, but this place has made it a reality! I have a good friend who has stopped dipping 3-4 times the past 3+ years and he has not made it more then 3-4 months on each stoppage. I tell him about this place but he has yet to get on the train and failure repeats itself. I hope like hell some day he decides to get on board so he can be a successful quitter too......