Thanks guys for your prompt response, I really do appreciate it. I actually have been exercising. I lift weights 5 times a week and have been pretty consistent with it for a bout 6 years now. I am not a meat head or anything just like staying in shape. After exercising I would always use dip and now when I am done I have to fight the urge, to which i have been winning. Sleeping is no the main problem, I have been sleeping decently. It is the day-to-day chores, tasks, rituals. I keep telling myself "not an option" but saying this triggers the thought of dipping. I guess its the saying "don't think about an elephant" and sure enough you will picture an elephant. I am actually doing pretty well so far and I am as strong as I have ever been. It is just nice to have someone to talk to about this and who can relate.
thanks for the support!
Doug