Hey guys, just wanted to say I have been coming to the site for a while now but never really decided to create an account. Finally made that decision, along with the decision to QUIT dip and not just stop/take a break.
I have only really been seriously dipping for about two years now, maybe less. But my addiction got to full speed almost immediately. What really got me hooked was working at a golf course this summer, 9 hours a day, from 5am-2pm. I went from dipping only once a day right after lunch break, to buying a new tin on my way home from work at 2 just to make it through the rest of the day, and it became a regular habit to take a huge dip to "relax" after a long day at work, even though I had already killed a tin by that point in the day.
I have tried to take "breaks" a few times in the past, with the idea in my head that I would dip again in the future and only seriously tried to Quit once by myself. I think the major issue I have had with quitting in the past is the environment I am in at college/roommate. To give you an idea about my roommate, he killed 16 tins in the first two weeks of the semester and hasn't slowed down since. There are constant spitters, tins, etc laying all over the place. The way I failed my Quit the first time was sneaking a pinch out of one of his tins laying out in our family room and now that he buys in logs there is no way that he would notice. I constantly have to battle the urge and trigger since they are right in front of me all the time, and have to be on guard for when he asks "want a dip?"
Just wanted to give everyone a good idea about my situation and finally comment on the forums. Any advice, comments, etc. for encouragement, how to deal with my roommate, or anything else you may have would be greatly appreciated. Day 3 of the quit and I really feel as though I have the mindset this time to QUIT for good and I'm ready for the challenge.