Redfish, you have found the right place. I will be praying for your next steps.
I am only on my third day of quitting and no expert, but I tried and failed many times in the past. I had the same attitude as you...I'll quit after I finish this can. You can't do that. You have to decide now that you at done and flush that can down the toilet.
Read as much as you here, take roll, and learn from the bad ass quitters that started their quit before you.
Yup, Bruce is right. If you quit now you'll be Jackal and part of a strong, active quit group.
I quit with you today.
You need to quit waiting, you made an excellent decision coming here but now you need to pay the price of admission
Step 1- flush that fucking cancer down the toilet, what are you gaining by sucking on cancer dirt any longer?
2 - get over to July quit group and post your day 1
3 - read, read, repeat and read more! Start at the welcome center and then move on to introductions and hall of fame speeches
4- exchange digits with your peers in July
Next, prepare by posting your promise every day to not touch the nicotine bitch! That means no smokes, nicotine gum , dip or pill of any sort. Pick up seeds or fake or whatever you need but ditch that nicotine whore! You going to go through hell we call the suck for the next few days, you beat this bitxh head on and by standing by your word all day after you post roll promising not to touch nicotine today. Be a man of your word